11.12.16



               there was little to nothing he could say or do to convince her



if it were a short staircase hed shove her down it from behindshed be able to throw her arms out and grapple at the bannister and handrail  slow her fall  not be terribly hurt

but according to her
                    she stood atop a precipice a darkling void which may or may not be deadly

if she didnt know he couldnt possibly


he wouldnt risk it

she meant too much to him


he stood back

she had to find her way


he was bred in the school of hard knocks

if he couldnt understand at least he could commiserate


he had more practise

he was less compassionate

mercy had slender tenet with him




his worrying chased him outdoors


the sky was marbled  slate grey   a wintry hue

birds cawed and gathered to their evening roosts

the big hawk returned  it was enormous and black amid the sparse upper boughs of a digger pine   or was it a redwood a redwood
a lone hummingbird fed at the feeder projecting out from the corner of the porch railing not three feet from his hands  

she was drab brown she eyed him suspiciously she was unaware that he filled itsuddenly her suspicion was a hot poker slapped on his imploring hands  her manner at the feeder clarifying proving too how unaware he was of her tribulations 

he was on the outside looking in


a woodpecker tapped riveted unseen at some tree limb

the neighbours weeping willows were shabby  they drooped unclothed  unafraid   unbothered by their nakedness

Nature onto herself was never embarrassed by the perception of others


stroking his closecropped grey beard he wished he could summons Its verisimilitude  let her be  let her endure her disquiet and discomfort   let him turn a cold shoulder to the solution he imagined which if he had his druthers he would ruthlessly employ
                                                            a hellbound train

1624,  Day-between-Two-Ts  Pearl Harbor  75 years,  7  12. 16

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