he relished the flowering spikes
the scalloped terraced stalks of his white sage as it went erect like a stroked
cock
after he watered her
they hadnt a name for her yet
she deserved a name as many of their
other plants had
but it hadnt present itself
theyd know it when it came along
like
Okchakko-iti their Colorado Blue Spruce a Choctaw name for blue tree
Okchakko-itis name was given to
her by his grrlfriend she is Choctaw Sicilian and Black Irish
shes dark full-bodied
her mind even more full and precious
though even she hadnt felt their
sages name
in due time due time everything in its time
and in the meantime their sage grew
fuller and taller aggregating an
organic crystal
he handwatered her earlier that
morning
and
going out for his afternoon walk he departed the house through the side door which
opened onto the milling fusion of their yard
he smiled at the sages erect
nature
an oak sapling which grew near
her was trying to emulate her stature
it
shook its shoulders craned its neck Oh look
at me Look at me
Acorn he laughed youre growing
into a fine being Dont rush it Dont be
eager
Acorn was another shoot he found
and unearthed several winters back replanting him in their yard he flourished in their mishmash vegetated yard
his daughters remarked more than
once that he had an green thumb when it came to odd undomesticated plants and
trees
he appreciated their compliments
and told them so
they were after all
siblings to the plants in the yard his original
seedlings also flourishing
the afternoons walk took him and
his reading -- he went everywhere with a volume in his hands
whether he chose to read or not -- near the shop of a tobacconist he suddenly looked up from his reading and
recognised the terrain
that he had wandered nearby
he crossed the broad rural avenue
to the tobacconists side of the street and entered a vacant lot whose corners
begged attention with For Sale signs held on four-by-four posts pitching its Excellent
Retail location
but unlike its enthusiastic
signage it remained unspoiled except for the initial enticement the property graded
to whet business appetites
overgrown with weeds its broken shale floor crumbled more and more with
every passing year
as he crossed the lot he happened to look
up out of his book and noticed at its far edge a nearly-invisible twisting
a
small whirlwind birthing hinted at with rising dust and chaff of dried leaves
their crumble from the deciduous trees near the road that he never cared to
identify that burst into vibrant stokedstatic red and yellow flames in the Fall
persisting later than other trees until
the leaves peeled and fell away
the whirlwind not six seven feet
tall spun then dissipated and with each emanation neared him as he
walked
he walked directly towards it as he
was fond of things that revealed themselves to him and because they
interested him
the traffic behind and beside him
were oblivious careless
much of what arrested his eye
remained unseen by others
he wished it wasnt so because he believed
in an intrigued and interested humankind
wishing never made anything so
but he preferred hope and
optimism
his grrlfriend said she loved to walk
with him because he constantly directed her attention to things she
never would have seen -- which he didnt buy -- but
she insisted and teased she wouldnt have realeyesed them without him
AwYour sweet hed say You trying
to get in my pants
Im always trying to get in your
pants but thats not why I say so I say so because if I were by myself Id be
distracted and wouldnt see them Id miss
them for the whirling inside my head
Youre scary observant babe
Not really sweetcheeks Im inquisitive
when I dont have a book in my face
she laughed I wouldnt recognise you if you didnt have a
book in your face
then she laughed
terribly hard Besides dont refute
me Its your gift and I love I cant say
how much I love that you share it with me
And no without you I wouldnt see them or be thrilled by them as
they appear to you and utterly thrill you
So as you say
when you get a compliment Shaddup And say thank you
Thank you
Youre welcome
the whirlwind subsided as they
came within a football first down of each other
and as it waned it tacked to his right rattling dead weeds that
flourished when the winter rains fell
Where
are you going he whispered
it abated
in the time that would have befallen
their intersection invisible he felt it slip around and tug at his
right ankle
Ah
Hello friend
spinning around his ankle it
worked its way to his knee like an awkward hulahoop and up his thigh and entered
the pantleg of his shorts caressing and fondling his cock and balls and then
snake like a constrictor up around his belly breeze up to his shoulders and
embrace his throat like a comforting woolen scarf
Hello it replied
he stood fast Are
you well
Im
ignored
Perhaps
youre too subtle
You
noticed
I
didI would But thats me
You Id like you to walk with me
I
cant walk like you walk
You
can
I
can How
Eager
I
am I like that you believe I can walk
with you Though tell me I dont have to
turn in mad circles Because if I do Ill
vomitId rather not walk
If
you accede youll be as I a being shaped inside
turning wind
he smiled then laughed at his
private joke concurring
While I prefer to concur Ill accede
I get hung up on words
Im
looking forward to hearing them inside me
if someone were watching they
would have seen the wgirlwind materialise like a faint damascene fabric a
greenbluish shimmering as if a scrap of the sky fell to earth and writhed in
its separate birthing it cocooned a nondescript
man with a book in his hands as he stooped slipping a piece of paper in it to
mark his place and laying it flat on a slice of cleaved shale swept clean by
the turning atmosphere the book trembled mildly agitated then the man stood upright and dematerialised
like the marine layer sapped by the suns thermal kiss and play the whole of the man sifting like soft sand
sieved by a childs beach toy a painterly
shadow a stigma erased by a new lens
looking down at himself he
watched his physicalness fade steal away like a desert mirage until in his eyes
there was only the turning a lazy listless
vortex and it dissipated
he was inside her
their language was no longer in
English
impulses honey drips marveling in the sunlight tides imperceptibly slipping over each other
inside he
they waft into traffic
vehicles passed through them and
they through the slippery aerodynamic sealed bodies not blunt that they once were or open to the
fresh air music notes inside stared at
them woefully in their hermetic captivity remembering before on hot summer days
when they would have escaped through opened cranked-down windows or twisted
wingvents
they curled over spoilers and
under chassis then took their airy subterfuge into the darkening blue into the greenleafy
crowns of trees that lined the avenue and into the throats of birds who inhaled
and exhaled them in their caws and birdcalls
they misted with the expired vapours
that radiated from all the plants and rotting things
they moved like exquisite sailing
vessels in long deliberate thoughtful tacks
their language at once spoken
unspoken signedsighed
when she returned him
when he rematerialise
he seemed a vague shadow thrown
by no entity a shadow disguised as an acrobatic
plastic bag roiling herkyjerky drifting in the sundown dusk the sky purple a
shadow revealed bent at the hips retrieving something from a vacant lot something a book then upright again and material
flesh and blood and clothing and
clutching the book to his breast that if he could see its printed words they
would have made no sense to him inklines twentysix symbols if he could count cowered parcels
then he was a figure walking somnolently
splashed by headlights rouged by taillights a curious
absorbed figure
still hollow curious because he was the only figure
walking walking and occasionally stopping absent
looking at things riders inside automobiles would never see as they sped
by engulfed in atmospheres and scents remote and different from his
and step by step he became more
conscious of things around him and step by step became more palpable concrete aggregating
he congealed finally
as he found and entered his yard
his plants nodded to him in the breathless night painted by a slivered moon illuminated by strange light and colours from within
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