27.6.16



Phew    Stoned to the gills

sitting on a park bench minding no ones attention but his own taking in enjoying his altered perception

You dont get that  a voice came over his shoulder 

he shifted his ass chaffing his jeans on the weathered boards

in the grass under the articulated umbrella of a huge oak lay an older fella wearing a worn surplus field jacket drab olive matching his rheumy eyes

he must have been fast asleep when he came up and sat down

Whaad ya say

I said you dont get that

Get whaad

Stoned to the gills



I dont get . . . stoned to the gills

NahFraud  Its stewed to the gillsStewed

Lets not be so hasty so quick to fraud G I Joe  But perhaps not  Youre younger than me and if you were a Vet you served after me but probably before our ’83 adventurism in Grenada and ‘89s splishsplash into Panama to yank Noreigas Prime Grade USA-supported ass out

he blinked
he didnt come back on him

he relaxed reclined  then clutched his brown paperbag closer to his hip


Nuthin huh


Id agreed steweds been around longer but altered is altered man and its what human beings do  Anaesthetise

Fuck  Anaesthetise in some instances off the face of the planet Buhbye Byebye Like an emphatic Dorothy waving goodbye to the people of Oz from the rising hotair balloon to bob back to Kansas Last fuckin place Id wanna be or set down Please Mr.Wizard! Twizzle Twazzle Twozzle Twome Time for this one to come home(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZuvQRdDJtLA ) or was it Drizzle Drazzle Druzzle Drome? I think Twizzle Twazzle Twozzle Twome is a Replacements song Minneapolis  

Were induced in no small measure by our Hanna-Barbera cartoon cocktails shaken not stirred in the bone-capped mixers of our skulls


G I Joe snored

then he whined briefly like a dog legs shaking probably off on all fours chasing after squirrels and rabbits before Faulkners shotgun

he was wastin words on this clown


it seemed he thought as he leaned back and toked off his roach clasped in a curved hemostat a distant gift from one of several nurses-in-training he fell in with all dormitoried-up who twisted in the winds of the sexual revolution and were really wet-and-excited to play Nurse hold this like that said the doctor advancing their heartfelt and otherfelt compassions under the quivering fall leaves falling folds of alcohol grass pills hash if my minds tore up then my body dont care(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4hzVpYAP-U ) that lotsa people were getting caught up on the hook and hotshot of nostalgia based on nothing but nostalgia it a powerful drug without any black-and-white prospectus on its long-term or obvious plans or what nostalgia might actually drop in their laps or like lemmings chased over the cliff handholding teethgnashing falling with all the other thoughtless muthafuckers daring to want something anything different than what the status quo offered different from the soulsucking malcontempt they were mired in and deep in the muck were too exhausted or lacked the basic initiative or ambition to grab it by its leathery throat and shake it senseless manhandle it bitchslap it in the kisser until its lips bled

fuckin Brits just did it 
Brexit(a cautionary tale for anyone with a brain in their head)
Leave
then realised they bought into a bill of goods politicians disinformation warm post-factual horseshit apple pie

which Drumpf is selling and insisted in Scotland Brexit was party to(like the schlemiel saw it coming!)

Nostalgia

Make America Great Again

When the fuck was that

bleedingheart elders reminiscing Once-upon-a-time and romanticising without a discerning eye on the Future that theyd be dead in  more than willing to Leave their mature offsprings their grandchildren their great-grandchildred mired in

Not-a-Strongmans hands

Not-a-Bullys

but in the little fucks hands from the playground who when things didnt go his way always threatened to take his ball and go home


he remembered that kid


and when the words came out of his mouth  I gonna take my ball and go home

he walked over to him

punched him in the mouth

told him  Go cryin home to your Mommie

he told him theyd leave the ball on the playground where he could find it when they were done playing with it

they did

some of the kids wanted to steal the ball

Yawanna be worse than that sniveling I-get-everything-I-want entitled brat

Let it lay

Someone else comes along and takes it thats on them

We know if it aint yours we dont touch it we leave it be


G I Joe snored 


So how do you square that with keeping the ball when he went home crying

Its square because he offered it to us to play with to play together without saying this or that are the rules

If he made the rules first wed have to let him take the ball

But he didnt

And nobody gets to change the rules in the middle of the game

Nobody



he was winded from talking to himself
he was really stoned
he looked over at unconscious G I Joe  Hey Man Im stoned to the gills stoned to my fuckin gills

G I Joe snorted in reply
maybe through animal fur he had in his mouth from the Faulkner chase



Stoned to the gills man  Stoned




afternoon ritual bath,  Sunday,  26  6. 16
 1236,  Monday,  27 6. 16

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