15.2.16



the oncoming cripple in a wheelchair
his lap crowded with leaves of colourful pamphlets
deliberately mirrored his what-he-had-deemed casual feigns  scarcely discernible side-to-sides which he made as he walked towards the man-on-wheels rolling on the sidewalk
stepping inside 
             to the edge of parched brown grass
and outside
           to the tall worried curb above the crumbling main street


he glanced up at him over the edge of the book as he read as he walked

walking and reading isnt as hard as most people make out
Ya toss your eyes up  see what yer to anticipate  then continue walkin an readin

hed seen him rollin in his chair likely before he had the occasion of seein him

that wasnt to say that they werent of the same practise  allowin that he might have seen him walkin with his book before his face

tho at six-one  to his mind
he was likely to see up a street far better than someone tethered to the ground at ne'rly four feet
but inside the next sixty seventy metres confirmation of either assessment would become evident
 
he already placed his money

he didnt hedge his bet



at ten metres apart he stopped walkin



the man continued forward and rolled up to him
nearly banging his shins with his foot-supports


tells   tells 
           life  if you really thought about it  was all a matter of tells 
 
rollerboy told him all he needed to know at better than a distance of one hundred metres
that said 
        perhaps if he wasnt in a chair
he might have fooled him
strode up on him to one shoulder or the other
and upon their nearness excused himself
then produced a pamphlet from a weighted pocket he couldnt have noted at a distance as each saw the other approach



 

there was actually a better story

they stood with the clods of their shadows leaning in heavily beside them  leerily eyeing each other  aware of their imperfections  contemptuous  rude

their manikins however were unlike they

 

He aint sitting around being invisible 

I can see you and him

I dont want there to be any doubt

Pick on someone else then
I said I can see you both

Well  a lot of people act like they dont see him Dont see him in his chair

Chairs missing limbs physical infirmities deformities unfortunately make other people uncomfortable They dont know where to look so they tend to look away  It says more about them individually than its says about you
You dont have the option to look away
 
I didnt look away



No  You didnt look away  You looked hard  And straight at us

You did try to slip us though



If you lost those damn pamphlets What Do We All Have In Common we wouldnt have
We dont subscribe to that shit Not Original Sin Not Were All Born Sinners Not Payment For Our Sin Is Death
And definitely Not Jesus Died For Us *

Thats for some other kind of suckers 
 
Not our kind of tit if you dig my meaning


So whats he going to do

Hes gonna be polite Refuse his pamphlet Thank him for his time Then be on his way


He miss were in a chair


He dont even see the chair  He sees the man
He refutes the man and his religion

Most peoples infirmities or challenges are unseen on purpose 
 
They hide them 
 
They attempt to be who they are not They want you to see what they want you to see What they project
And thats dishonest

Weve too little time for that

We like our liquor straight




---   No thank you  I dont believe in God  I appreciate what you believe for yourself




afternoon,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  10  2. 16
0040,  Moanday,  15  2. 16

*  Patti Smith / Gloria (Jesus Died For Somebodys Sin But Not Mine)

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