2.5.15

Trinity at 16 milliseconds, 1945




Thank gawd  a legit yard sale

not one of those stinking estate sales by families
who hire knowledgeable leeches
who evaluate a decedents household
then squeeze its contents for every damn cents they can shake loose
chronically incentivized by their share of the take(smells like robbers)

Keep your grimy hands off it unless you intend to buy it  Cant you read eidget  Fragile
 
or they prefer you place a bid 
then if you anteed up enough cash you could haul your ass back to the house and claim it
 
to be honest

he didnt really know who croaked

but in this exact order  the Bereaved  the Facilitator  the Experts

                                                                                                          they could line up and suck his cock   


the legit yard sale
spawned by downsizing  children leaving  Spring clean-up  or I cant believe we bought all this shit
                                                                             
they hand print in block letters with black permanent ink on colored paper posters
then they rode out from their homes to an established perimeter and stapled them to wooden electrical line posts
or taped to metal street lamps                                                                                                          

and on the inspired rare occasions 
                                                          which snatched his eye right out of his head
they taped them to weathered durable plastic sandwich boards or horses they lifted from highway construction sites from other Counties 
                                                                                                                                                    

their picnic tables bump hips with their neighbors borrowed picnic tables                                                
they have tubular metal folding card tables  painted particleboard bookshelves
old blankets and frayed beach towels scattered on patchy grass or on the dirt at the edge of the drive just beyond the sprawl of blooming jasmine

tiddlywinks tops yoyos pick-up sticks marbles Chinese checkers ball and jacks jigsaw puzzles paddleballs
coaster wagons scooters rusty tricycles

ones junk anothers treasure

garments ponchos coats jackets and sweaters
National Geographics Playboys Boys Life Life magazines books encyclopedias
motel Gideons Bibles dictionaries reference and school books

amassed  and amazing
                                                                                                                  
and then the inevitable --  he couldnt look away if he tried  --  the beat up cardboard box
2 for a five cents
15 for a twenty-five cents

                                           old photographs 
 
some sepia  chipped and crumbling  since prior to the advent of Brownie black and whites
other black and whites  Instamatic coloreds  Polaroids  portraitures  most inhabited by people that nobody at the yard sale knew
not family they insisted(what kind of a family would turn a profit off of unwanted items)
or even how they had the pictures 

he was ever intrigued by them

they were like the used books  bookmarkers inside them  slips of paper written on  lists  drugstore receipts   

they were poems  and poetry  visually telling  suggestive  and tantalizing  confounding

it was curious how the so very mundane evoked wonder  and mystery
 

he didnt own a camera
he didnt like pictures taken of himself  
                                                              Go on  Get in there  Hell no  Give it to me Ill take the shot
it was akin to him not liking the sound of his own voice when it was recorded
That aint me I know its me but I dont sound like that in here to me

and if he had a camera  likely hed find that he would take pictures of inanimate objects    buildings  landmarks  landscapes forests separate trees flowers cacti  lakes and river valleys    
human beings didnt attract him



when he recognised the haphazard box of pictures  off to one side  they always seemed to be out of the way  furtive
away from the quick milling feet hands and arms labored with bags and purses

he held them for last
giving the rest of the Sale a decent chance 
a patience once over

then                                
         when nearly ready to burst
he sought them



he carried an obscure notion he couldnt shake  particularly in light of all the Sales hed been to  in so many states
and easily doubling up in years the states hed visited 

the notion he couldnt shake  disprove  because science wouldnt know either
was an involuntary twitch in his eye
so many  many of the images he found  seemed to be of periods or historical eras that preceded the technologys availability  too copious to have recorded and be so replete  evidencing affairs of people dressed in costumes that were so exquisitely authentic
masterly eyes turned to detail and fabrication  intricate lace  silken hose  elaborate bird feathers  doeskin worked and beaded tunics and pants  bonehandle hatches  horsehaired reins moccasins blankets
greaves  metalworked Omphalos shields  short swords 
 
their atmospheres not foetid

fetes  balls  Inaugurations  Church ceremonies  Celebrations
simple backwood gatherings

his unbelievable notion rattled physics  not that physics couldnt be rattled or shaken like a childs toy
it was yet that new
its toys were yet being fashioned  and fantastically calibrated

it occurred to him that landbound Atomic and Nuclear blasts shattered atoms
their debris  fallout  waft across the planet tainting foodstuffs and infecting basic raw materials for all sorts of use 

perhaps those smashed atoms went places we have no imagination for   Preposterous

and what if the currents were just so that when they were flung out  and into the past  that they didnt see  record
people and places and then return with their shadows that then shaped and sharpened themselves on raw celluloid 
supposedly spoiling spools and rolls
that business interests sold anyways
and when they were developed people didnt take their films because obviously the images werent what they shot    
Who are those people  Do they look like any of my family
I attended a Renaissance fete  Really
Who gathers at maypoles and dances around them
A disemboweled Roman gladiator  A Centurion
A painted Indian in deadly pursuit of a buffalo  trammeled over a cliff  stone knives cutting away flesh


Notions  may be terrible things  if a person isnt dissuaded 
                      
but what if they wanted to be dissuaded but there was no reasonable evidence in place to dissuade them
then what

then   
        they may find themselves stalking a legit yard Sale  looking to poke a hole in their balloon




0910,  Twosday,  28  4. 15

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