13.8.14



On his hands and knees under an unnatural orange red-tinged sky
                                                      
his shadow groped beneath him
askew at his sides                                                                                                                          before and behind him                                                                                                              shuddering larger and blacker by degrees                                                                                                      
then faded
                    then oozing into the surrounding red-tinted earth


                                                                                             
he crawled
because he was fearful to take to a knee   make a silhouette
etch a target
he was afraid to rise upright
and run
                                                   
crawling 
fingers alternated between biting at the loose earth
frightened of falling up
and wormed their way into the soil
like burrowing insects

                                                                        in the disturbed loam and grit
his fingers were queer antennae

they found hard bits
and finding them he rooted at them like a pig
snuffing and snorting
working at them with bitter fingernails

                                                                 gaining slight leverage he turned them
turned them with his nails  his fingertips
disturbed their underground cradles

he grunt  and grunted
                                                                                                                      
and loosening  they turned more freely
he worried a finger under them 
stabbed and stabbed with it
 
he pulled and pulled
 
loosening
he yanked  yanked

and giving way
he tore at the bits

a gob a clot of earth came free
and flipped
and the hardness he fingered
he dowsed
broke ground   upended in the redburning light
Revealled

the bits
white
pinked under the descending hue
pieces
bits of bone

and the bits unearthed                                                                                                                  purchased more leverage  and became lengths of bone
ulnas radii femurs phalanges ribs and clinging s-curled spines
single vertebrae
ballheaded bone and smashed socket remnants
toothy mandibles
cracked and split  emptied bowls of skulls



he rooted in a graveyard
unearthing shallow mass graves
they  woven ribbons of pits lacing this gaunt terrifying field

                                                                   at its edges  its penumbra of light
beyond where he crawled
he watched tall shadows arch their backs  curious of what he found
and seeing

seeing they faltered
waved and bent
                                                                                                       
the shadows  sheaves of unkept grass
bowed their seeded beards
nodded
and clenched their eyes tightshut 
 
he tried crawling towards them to escape the rancid yard
but sensing his want to approach
they buckled
they touched their brows to the black earth
their shafts
became disjointed and crumbled
until they too were dead
rusted brown chaff

once great wide swathes
alive  fresh and green
dead

mouldering



and he 
was the only difference                                                                                                                         the only reason

his physical presence had encroached
he                                                                                                                                                        and the bones and their mangy gristle

he
scouring this old battleground where lives and bodies were annihilated
destroyed by Will and murderous machinery
by whining bullets  thrusted bayonets  slashing sabers  steelshoed horses commanded 
by their riders to stomp prostrate men to death                                                                                  

then
 
   then the dogs of War descended
snarling over scraps that still crawled and screamed as their bones were twisted out from their joints
their meaty bones rendered  pulled in a tug-of-War between shaking beasts
their massive heads and greedy jaws wanting  and knowing glut
unsatisfied
and splintering stolen bones for its warm fat marrow within
then

their bellies swollen and filled
they retired

they lazily lap the gore from their paws and forelegs
unconsciously they plop beside pools of purple blood and play at them with bemused tongues

they curled their lips  raised the flesh of their muzzles
and with their incisors
they nibble at clots  and knots woundup with hair and clinging earth


it smelled of Rot

a breeze broke out from the tall rush of distant green grass
tingling  perfumed
scented like rain
misting his face
anointing his back 
wetting his arms and legs
trembling quickly up into his nostrils

he rolled onto his back
stuck his tongue out of his mouth to savor it
its indescribable fertility refreshment                                                                                                                              
                                                     and Suddenly the air is scorched by hot ashes



if
only he could rise
if he could get to his feet
and run
stumbling to escape
through the tall balustrade of trees holding the field   hemming it
confining and concealing it

as if
only the trees could stop the desperation of the graves and the old battles from growing 
madder   and madder

and madder



2319,  Super Moon Saturday,  9  8. 14

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