13.7.14



--   Nah deyaintneberseedisbukagin           
                                                                               he didnt wipe the spittle from his lips
and chin
                 I followed his angst and violation
nothing like it was taught to us when we were school                                                                                                             
suppose Curriculum circled its wagons long before we descended and excised those parts 
it deemed unpalatable
never mind the reportage was honest or true                                                                                                 
Curriculum nixed that victors make rules    slayers make rules                                                                                                    
                                                                                                         thats the Rule                                                                                                                                                                                                        
the buk  -  as he snarled  -  was Fear Itself
he read me a passage from it                                                                                                    
                                                  the hackles on his neck and back twisted into spines
his fingers hooked like talons and it
almost fell from his hands
 
                                             “. . . one drop of Negro blood placed in the veins of the purest Caucasian destroys the inventive genius of his mind and strikes palsied his 
creative faculty . . . ”
                                                                                    
he topped it off with this red cherry
from out the mouth of Mississippi Senator Theodore G. Bilbo
“. . . the difference in the intellect, in the brain, in the mind (between blacks and whites, making) the white man throughout all time . . . the superior race, the ruling race, the race of creating power, the race of art, the race of literature, the race of music that moves the soul”



                                                                                                                           it hung in the air 
for a long time between us 
                                           before he looked up from the page   glaring
if we werent friends
I would have thought he was glaring at my white skin
               
--   The race of music that moves the soul . . . Really          
                                                                                          he laughed abruptly
Ya muthafuckers struggle to dance

--   And you cant swim for your life
                                                                                   we both bursted into laughter
almost to tears


                                                                                Yah deyaintneberseedisbukagin


                                                                  No  it wasnt hard to see from then on hed grip that hardbound buk in his hands  finger it  run chapter and verse out of it as deftly as he spoke 
from Gospel                                                                                                                                                                  from the tattered black leather Bible  the only thing his old man left him 
when he died 
  
                           it went everywhere he did 
now it had a companion                          

  


2204,  Friday,  11  7. 14

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