15.5.14



the everyday walls surrounding him
                                                          fell away
either peeling off like bitter brown onionskin 
or the shabby work of wallpaperers
or stock painters bent on turning a quick buck
                                                                                                                             he got it
he worked around them longer than he cared  he saw them at their habit and stood
aside as they staggered and pitched relentlessly through the finishwork
reeking of chemicals  daubed in paint
smearing their vapid IQs on house walls and ceilings

sometimes the walls containing him became elaborate origami  and he thrilled at their
concise deconstruction
                             their mad fluttering like happy butterflies or serious moths at evenings
electric lights

then  by himself   wherever he was
                   he was fascinated by the presence of crowding umbre   the sometimes
abrupt gulfs  their rarified colour  yellows roses mauves black and whites
he listened to or absorbed the holy thoughts and memories of anxious faceless harlots
rogues beggars frantic animals elements hosts and inanimates
                                                                                      crazed cartoons and
unspooling wires of words and random letters    disembodied music

he pulled up his skirt crossed his knees wiped his nose on his sleeve and took their
dictation  reams upon reams   seeking to make heads or tails of them  or sense  later 
or leafe as non-sense   exquisite subterfuge
                                                                                                  no lies    no truth     IS

and afterwards   whenever that was   
                                           before his wide-astonished eyes
a raucous clatter of resurrection   a mechanical whine  healing walls   and he  peering
like a voyeur between chemical lattice and seizing seams  watched thin strands adhere 
spider silks  binding compounds          congeal

         then Shuttered

               helplessly returned



1748,  Saturday,  17  8. 13  

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