30.11.20

 

 

Everything about human is determined by DNA.

 

his buddy bought into it lock stock and barrel he may have dared call it gospel except religiosity would be impliedan they couldnt have that
                        neither were religious


You, according to DNA, as your DNA presupposes, prefigures what you believe, you therefore haven’t free will; it’s been induced.

Yafuckin crack me up Give yours away not mine

Yours? You only think you have free will.

No I dont think I do I do Might wanna shaddup so one of us  you  dont get hurt

There you have it, you think you’re exercising free will as you speak, though more than likely your ancestor were violent and their violence has come down to you . . through your DNA.

Are ya listenin to yourself asshole

Asshole? So now you’re using your genetic violence to belittle me, calling me names?

No Yare off base Your antics regarding DNA is horseshit You believe in a Republican brain versus a Democrats a religious brain versus an atheists youve made other comparisons but Im not wasting my time Yare offbase

Not really. Think about this, Weked – Smythe . .
. . Nah I dont hyphenate my name  I use Weked my fathers name

You dishonor your mother?

Yare one to speak You go by a nickname rather than your given first name  your fathers name


I apologise.

Apologeez accepted
                      Carry on with yourah proof

It’s simple, really, you’re a Weked. One of two of your parents, nee, father, is Weked. Agreed?

I agree

Their parents, of four parents, only one was Weked, correct?

Correct

Their parents, your great-grandparents, only one of eight was Weked, and on and on. Generations, hundreds, thousands of people, you’re related to, their DNA is distilled in you. There are lots of echoes and determinants that have preceded you in your enormous family tree. You have to admit it is plausible and reasonable their predilections, DNA-sourced, have silently become yours.

No Not regarding my mind
                              Lets run your argument around I am Weked from one of my two parents an Weked from one of my four grandparents  As you say correct

Yes.

The Hatfields and McCoys

his eyes flutteredhis head bobbed weaved almost imperceptibly 
                                                                 Hatfields and McCoys? I’m sorry, your point?

Im debunking your premise anhavin a little fun  he smiled dimples would have upped the ante but alas he hadnt dimples

Debunking it how?

As you said Im Weked because one of my two parents was Weked The siblings birthed to the Hatfields and McCoys their parents were Hatfields both and McCoys both as very possibly their grandparents were too 

Had to be slim pickings in those remote mountains and woods Id rather brother sister than father daughter mother son Incest doesnt tip me You can only play with yourself so long

 

Jesus Christ, man.

Kinda stands your DNA generations of people on its head

You don’t know that.

I dont but it wouldnt be reasonable to dismiss it because you dont know either

his jaw set
             he was angered
                                he was bitched No. I don’t know. However, if we admit your odd happenstance, that does not preclude a Hatfield or McCoy not being informed by their genetics. You have said as much.

I have

Yes. Your nephews. You’ve maligned your nephews, that they, having male children, are who would take your name, Weked, into the future.

I have

And you’ve maligned them . .
. . Because they are not Wekeds Not my kind of Weked

Not your kind?

No Never to beunfortunately my kind They are lacking
                                                           This is where your DNA horseshit ought to present They are unlike me Unlike my brothers Unlike my brother who is their father

They are a grim smile came across his face then brightened with broad luminescent hilarity They are WINOs Weked in name only

somber it wasnt a titch funny to him

 

he thought it was a riot

1725,  Saturday,  28  11. 20
2139,  Sunday,  29  11. 20

 
Rotten Peaches  Elton John https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKeFEO52ilM 
                                                                                    Oops  stepped on some toes he wouldnt apologise not for ROT  https://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/both-republican-candidates-in-georgia-runoffs-face-question-about-stock-trades-96901189754

Red ROT could suck his cock

1843,  Monday,  30  11. 20

$269K -- Killed

Atlas resigns at last https://www.politico.com/news/2020/11/30/scott-atlas-resigns-trump-adviser-441597 how many did his influence help kill h e l p  k i l l  thats not what doctors do Atlas violated his Hippocratic oath just for a moment in the bright light of infamy

seems pieces of shit are like mercury in their keen ability to attract and coalesce

1831,  Monday,  30 11. 20 

 
Never Never NEVER hire a man who cant find his cock without both hands longhung silk ties are a tip
                                                                                                         Yacan take that to the bank if four years didnt gave US anything it gave US that
Christ pinch yourself the nightmare is ending no matter what the white supremacists and Proud Boys say Cub Scouts on steroids
          he knew a few lifters who shot up  they were batshit

1727,  Monday,  30  11. 20

https://www.statesmanjournal.com/story/news/2020/11/29/salem-police-response-black-lives-matter-proud-boys-protests-criticized/3766157001/

 
Drumpf continues to make fallacious remarks 
                                              but theres a reason for that he thinks hes making phallic remarks and for a man who cant get it upwho hangs his hat on a touted hypermasculinity ACTUALLY  cant hang a hat on it it aint a peg its a wet overcooked noodle

1649,  Monday,  30  11. 20

https://www.msnbc.com/deadline-white-house/watch/laurie-garrett-believes-we-won-t-see-large-scale-vaccination-until-well-into-the-spring-96892997572

29.11.20

 

they mixed it up politics culturebut not pop culture they were clueless unwoke  inevitably he drove their conversationhe was a storyteller the others werent how hard was it to tell a story
                                                                       so because they wouldnt he drove their yapping he introduced vampires and zombiesrelated a Canadian movie hed seen called Blood Quantum a crazy take on cowboys and Indians zombified

he related how the Red Crow Indians scabbed-together a haphazard fortress on their reservation to endure and survive in the months after the zombie apocalypse a woman is found wandering outside the ramshackle sheet metal walls during a hunting trip  of course shell turn into a zombie  and when she flips she flips while shes alone with a stupid fuck who thought he had gamewas Gods Gift to women lotsa guys like that

three men realising Romeo is missing go looking for him and discover her eating him they enter the room from behind her she turns slightlyturns her head over her shoulder in her hand is Gods Gifts cock that she had torn off before they can put a bullet through her head she bites the head off the cock chews it opened mouth 
                                                                                            MAN OH MAN! makes sense
they groan asif their cocks were chewed
                                         in that groanmoment he began relating a story he often told a conversation about him and his Maw and cannibalism she insisted she wouldnt eat human flesh to survive I’d rather die. of course his reply was  Great babe just more for me to eat GROANS
that story never missed a groan

What wouldn’t you eat? his brotherinlaw asked

To date he was thoughtful  I dont think Id eat Okie afterbirth though truth be known Ive had a buddys wifes placenta that she made up in a cheese soufflé grated Comte Gruyere and Parmesan It was tasty Philip couldnt bring himself to eat it  you know the punchline

they looked at him a trio of bovines

Really
        Really guys

What? What’s the punchline?

Christ Yaint listenin

they shrugged

he cleared his throat I said he waited a couple of beats to see if one of them would say but their bland expressions said it all it wasnt coming  I said  Great babe just more for me to eat

didnt miss a groan

 

1550,  Saturday,  28  11. 20
2236,  Saturday,  28 11. 20

 

-teria  suffix  denoting self-serving establishment  The New Oxford American Dictionarys example is washeteria, on the pattern of cafeteria

a washeteria hadnt heard of that is otherwise known as a laundromat

huh  the only reason he got into this game was thinking of vomiteria  which is incorrect  the word is vomitorium  which are entrance and exit passages in a Roman amphitheater or theater  he preferred theatre  not according to popular misconception  a place where ancient Romans went to vomit while feasting to make more room in their stomachs for more food
           he held that popular misconception BOO  there is however a vomitory  where one would go to vomit he still liked vomiteria best    

he wondered what the other –terias might be

ah  a favourite plant of his  wisteria

a favoured attack against women  hysteria

Yuck!  bacteria
               he counted 12 prefixes for –bacteria  say eubacteria  simple cells with rigid cell walls and often flagella for movement  a flagellating cell  he happened into one once upon a time for shits and giggles  three cracks of her whip he used the safeword   

-teria was his criteria

hatteria or rather tuatara (only one living species in New Zealand  Maori “peaks on the backs”) its a greenish-grey lizard-like rhynchocephalian (beakhead) reptile   

Santeria  similar to voodoo  based on Yoruba deities and Roman Catholic saints his money was on the Yoruba deities on countries like Nigeria Benin Ghana Togo Ivory Coast Sierra Leone Liberia and Brasil 

arteria  Latin word meaning artery

and lastly some genera for birds and flowering plants and trees
                                                                  WHO KNEW?
he didnt

all he wanted was to have been correct about vomiteria

now hed have to put that away

meybe live with vomitory
                           say   a mens or womens dormitory on any major college campus BAM

0012,  Saturday,  28  11. 20
2119 or 919pm,  Saturday,  28  11. 20

28.11.20

 

he was Freud slipping on slick snowcovered ice when he got stoned
                                                                     he knew it
so he was mindful not to talk too fast where his words merged or hopped around like playing a mad game of musical chairsno holds barred

as a kid he was a vicious playeryanked chairs out from under kids who hadnt thought to grab the chair beneath them as they sat
            they ended up on the floorbruised their butt crying he cheated

a teacher or roomparent sided with the crybabies asked angrily What were you thinking?! 

I was thinkin possession is nine-tenths of the law I wanted the chair more than they did otherwise I wouldnt have gotten it

hed cut through the circle to get a chair on the other side and while other the kidsthe losers whined That’s not fair. he ruthlessly thought Stop your cryin ya didnt want it bad enough 
                                                                   but they were a different breed of kids than he  he was the kid who grew up on the other side of tracks


grew up across the tracks 
                          for him a badge of honor  he wasnt no namby pambyhe knew the hard facts of life  no silver spoon stuck in his mouth

but on occasion stoned it seemed something was stuck in his mouthrented space beside his tongue liberally oiling it and his words

he was yappin rantin against the thief in chief and decried if the muthafucker wasnt going to fulfill his loathe . . Did I say loathe . I meant oath if he wasnt going to uphold the constitutional obligations he swore loathe . . did it again . oath oath to protect Americans against enemies without and within then he shouldnt have accepted the office

 

his stoned brotherinlaw asked Loathe?

Little slow on the uptake bro oath I corrected myself off my back I just got out ahead of myselfway ahead of myself I meant oath but he loathes to be honest A fuckin liar Have do we have a liar as presidenthow do so many millions stand behind him or stand up an cheer him at his despicable rallies The mans a jokehes been a joke for a long long time

You said loathe, instead of oath.
                                   his eyes were bloodshot looked like two pissholes in the snow

I did an I corrected myself in the same breath

That’s funny.

 

Yare really high huh

 

That’s funny.

Yare funny

Ha, haha, HA.

Maybe we ought to sit awhile quietly enjoy the sun Its a beautiful day

What?

Don say anything for a while

Will I?

Yare playin with while tryin to be clever

Well I . . .


he wasnt going to be baited  he could still feel the invader inside his mouth keeping a keen eye on his words  if he didnt speak meybe itd get bored and wander off  that would be something to behold  if he felt it move hed open his mouth and use his iPhone screen as a dull mirror to catch its reflection
he sat there openmouthed
iPhone in hand
iPhone Ihand

hmm


his brotherinlaw sat across from him watching him

he opened his mouth

he held his smartphone in his hand too

monkey see monkey do

he closed his left eye

damn if he didnt close his eye too

Big Steve promised his strain of weed was potent rather Fucking Potent.

Big Steve was never one to quibble good to his word like Maxwell House good to the last drop


he opened his left eyecleared his throat  he could still feel his companion

brotherinlaw opened his eye and cleared his throat too

meybe he supposed it was a game

his mouth was drying out he leaned forward and with his left hand took his bottle of beer off the picnic table between them and took a sip

brotherinlaw playing mirror image took his beer off the table with his right

Havinfun

I am. I’m playing with you.

Playin

Yes.

Yare playin monkey see monkey do

Oh. You caught on.  his face fellhe was disappointed

I did

What gave me away?

Yare not clever yare stoned
                             Nice try though

I’m . . oathed to agree.

he smiled itd be a great time to have dimpleswhich he didnt  Yare a funny guy

little past 1400,  Thanksgiving Day,  26  11. 20
1212,  Saturday,  28  11. 20

27.11.20


Yacrack me up
                 he faked a poke to her chinbarely touching her with his fist  slightly turning her chin left
Ouch!

Stop I didnt hurt you Besides part of my attraction to you is that Ive always thought you could take a punchan in that amazing momentthat incredulous shock youd retaliate  rock em outa their socks
                                                                                    Yare a bad muthafucker
Can you call a woman a muthafuc . .
. . I just did Yah

she smiled dimples  she was a tough grrl an no ones fool

How do I crack you up?

Yakiddin me

No. I don’t think so, but things about me tend to humour you.

No doubt babe yatickle me endlessly

So how am I cracking you up?

Odor fraud

Yeah.
       What is that? I’m so confused.

Odor fraud

Yes. I’ve said already. The Lieutenant Governor of Pennsylvan . .
. . Ohshit  Yaknow his name

I do. she smiled enormously large like she was getting something over on him Yes I do, do you?

I do

Who?

Yareally wanna play this game with me

I do. Let’s call it a little test.

Whas in it for me

In it for you?

Yare labouring me Well call it skin in the game Yaknow Im big on that put up or shaddup

Now you’re getting cocky.

Whas in it for me

What’s in it for you?

Ill go down on you

I don’t know that’s fair.

Hows it not fair

Because I think you like it more than I do.

I do

she smiled lazilydreamily 
                            You do.

I do But you do toobegrudgingly  Which Ill never understand

It’s because I kinda lose my mind . . and I like to not lose control of myself.

Around me

Im learning more and more about myself, because you help me to be fearless.

Fearless . to lose control . . . to me

Maybe.

Between us there is no fear an outside us theres nothing to fear  If something were to come after you theyd have to go through me first 
                 Yacan take that to the bank

she leaned overgave him an ample look down her blouse then kissed him deeply


when she sat back from their delightful kiss she teased You’re dragging your heels.

Im not No So before we take another step Again  Whas in it for me

Oh.  Yes.  We didn’t establish that.

We established Id go down on yo . .
. . I’d reciprocate

Thas wha I like to hear Lieutenant Governor Fetterman 
                                                           He saidwhich tickles me  an I quote  This Amway Convention slash carnival barker and snakehandling at the Gettysburgs Ramada doesnt change any facts about Joe Biden winning it


You’re spooky.

Thank you But due tell me of your odor fraud

I’m sorry. That’s what I heard, it threw me off.
                                                 I think that they were comically chastising Republicans; that they smell. That corrupt they’re corrupt to a point of stinking.

Which makes odor fraud make sense

Yeah! Don’t you think?

Yaheard whacha heard while hustlin over to see me

I did. I’ve been thinking about it the whole way over. I couldn’t have heard it right, I mean, odor fraud, really doesn’t make any sense 
                  Does it?

It doesnt

It doesn’t?

It doesnt

What was it?

Lemme give ya a moment But please understand I really truly dig your odor fraud Yawere out ahead of me

I was?

You are
         Anso

she smiled sheepishlyher dimples scarcely presenting Fuck She is beautiful Voter fraud?

Voter fraud

Seems I’m going down on you.

Got an idea Lets flip it You on top  Sixtyni . .
. . Oh you’re bad cat!

An yer delicious

2314,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  11. 20
0137,  Thursday,  26  11. 20

 

Ah page 231 he remembered page 229page 231 in quotes he wrote Zottas who thought they could speciate and overcome death 
               asif death was a curable disease

a curable diseaseHA what a joke

he didnt think hed be standing reason on its head to ask the opposite was birth a curable disease

of course abortion was an option hence curable  pull that palliative cure away and birthed one will die
it is fiction to think otherwise 
all one has to do is think of Egyptian mummies built like sleek bullets for the Afterlife
                                                                                          how many Eternal mummies were burned in European fireplaces to warm entitled familes or tossed in locomotive firesstoking flames to keep steam engines running

Zottas were full of shit
                      when they turned their backs on the process because theyd died the humoured charlatans sucked whatever wealth they could from the surviving family THREATENING if they did not financially maintain critical system upgrades theyd cease the process maintaining their loved one  they didnt care for deadbeats leverage

DEAD is DEAD


page 231page 229 was from Cory Doctorows Walkaway
                                                            it was nice coming away knowing where his sensibilities lay

1835,  Monday,  27   8. 18
1327,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  11. 20                                                                                                      

26.11.20


he had to give up two of his outdoor catsHIS is incorrect they werent his they found him he was their human 

ashe  because she was all grey  spook  because she was purewhite and found him shortly before Halloween

he lost them because his landlords didnt want him to have them 
                                                                  they got a puppyAww how sweet  they were dog people one is either a dog or a cat person their puppy was more eager to play with the cats than be disciplined broken  the pup was ignoring their commands and without ashe and spook itd be easier for them to train the pup

it was frankly for that reason why he loved cat they were undisciplined free-spirited their affections could be had for freshwater and kibble which wasnt to say that any cat is always affectionate
they were affectionate on their terms

hell for that matter he was affectionate on his terms

they were like-animals 
                       and that cats are feline intelligent exhibit stealth have a sleek prowess  they reminded him of women who he found attractive  each and every one he dated could have been cats

if he were introduced to a woman who wanted to please him even to their detriment who did what they were told or asked what they should do reminded him of a dog  despite their physical charms he wasnt attracted

 

the Humane Society took ashe it didnt accept spook because they discovered she had a bad toothbroken 

he took spook to a vet he explained hed pay to have the tooth extracted but he wanted to return her to the Humane Society to a person staff said thats not how it works if he released her to them they were required to turn spook over to Animal Services
his hands were tied
he submitted

he sat for a while in the parking lot weeping angered  quelling the violence he felt

as he began backing out of the parking space the attendant he worked with primarily came out of the building to tell him spooks tooth was extracted  her distress was obviously alleviated

her words helped take him down a notch
                                            still  he drove home with tears in his eyes

 

that evening it occurred to him what was going on with him TRUST  his landlords insisted they would help him trap the feral cats

Trap! I can pick em up an hold em nuzzle em when they let me  I dont have to trap them

the TRUST ashe and spook had in him trapped them


it occurred to him that he preferred an animals trust to a human beingshe trusted no onequestioned everyone so he couldnt give a rats ass if anyone trusted him

he preferred the company of animals to people

an animals trust could be won 

he could endeavor for their trusttheir animal honesty

peoples trusttheir honesty can come with a price

hit their mark

theyd sell you down the river in a heartbeat


even illiterate negro slaves in their unfortunate day knew they didnt want to be sold down the river

 

he betrayed ashe and spooks trust

it cut him deeply

as it should


they were sweet girls

he was confident theyd be adopted and treated well  indoor cats  their trust would return

for the while his heart would hurt badly

he wasnt ashamed of how he felt

 

middle of the night,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  11. 20
1224,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  11. 20
Al Stewart  Year of the Cat  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqZc7ZQURMs 

25.11.20

 

he grabbed the clipboard that leaned against the desk beside his leg where he sat to examine the next idea he might pursue  ShitNADA in his balls-to-the-wall creative flurry he didnt see he exhausted his penned notions

naked blushing white paper met his eye 
                                       Fuck!
he set the clipboard down and began rummaging through scraps of scribblings to his left on his desk
                                                                                                          random jigsawed entries  words  phrases  particles     glimpses

if Doctor Frankenstein could stitch together a monster from loose tissue then why couldnt he hed toss the disparate pieces into the agar petri dish of his skull and see what might take root 

an as he began one scribble stuck out from the oddballs vukojebina circled in red beneath it he noted Serbian
end of story
             he didnt write down where he found it he did note page 229though page 229 from where he hadnt a clue the scrap was dated two years earlier he read incessantly it could have been from a book an article essay online article a magazine or journal or revealed in a text interview
                                                     two years ago
he read scifi science history politics economics literary theoryfuck he didnt have a clue from where it surfaced


beneath vukojebina he wrote

    “where wolves fuck” 

beneath it he wrote bumfuck nowhere

written without quotation marks 

bumfuck nowhere was hishe heard it somewhere
                                                     yet who knew in Serbian vukojebina meant the same

Serbs and Americans

brothers and sisters


speaking for himself hed happily fuck where wolves fuck

1816,  Monday,  27  8. 18
1011,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  11. 20

24.11.20

$260K -- Killed

 
Ah  a perfect complement  the president becoming a lame duck president compliments his lame-brain bearing

evidence
           more than 85,700 CoVid-19 patients are hospitalised nationwide

evidence 
           that tally exceeds all previous records in 23 states average number of hospitalisations are up by 20% or more since a week ago

evidence
           twelve states – Maine  West Virginia  Oklahoma  Ohio  Pennsylvania  Indianna  Kentucky  Tennessee  Michigan  North Carolina  New Mexico  Arkansas  also set single-day records for hospitalised patients yesterday

evidence 
           Great Plains and Midwest – South Dakota  Nebraska  North Dakota  Indiana  Illinois  continue to report highest number of hospitalisations per capita

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

1609,  Twosday,  24  11. 20

 

he tried real hard not to let people get under his skinhed get ugly when they did  damn near as ugly as he was one time when he became jealousrealised he was and then saw the piece of shit glaring back at him in a barroom mirror 
he didnt want to see that again

but jealousy is a different animal  a different creature than when someone got under his skin  like a tick or a leech  a fucking parasite
trying to feed on him
asif hed let them 


Let it go. Let it go. 
                   in the back of his head he heard his mothers voice from when he was a boy  heard her when he came home beat up again by an older boy

What was this fight about?

Same thing About me being a polack

You are Polish.

Yah well they say theres no difference between a polack and a nigger a polack is just a nigger turned inside out

My God, that’s plain ignorant. Don’t mind them, I’m afraid they’re products of their boorish mistaken home life. Try and see if you can treat their insult as if it were a bad joke. Groan, then laugh. If you can laugh at it you’ll disarm them, you make them miserable because they’re not getting a rise out of you.
                                                                      Boy, you’re gonna have to contend with ignorant people all your life, so don’t let them make you fight, try to let it run off you like water off a duck’s back.

But its not funny  When can I quit laughing

When you get older, when you get bigger, and when you’re bigger it’ll stop, and if it doesn’t then you’ll know, you’ll know the time has come when you won’ t pull back, and likely you’ll benefit from the use of that pent up disgust.

it was weird to have her counsel him not to fight but laugh and then not laugh but fight

he figured she was just trying to save his life

the beatings were becoming more savage

the laughter might be a holding ploy

his cousin was teaching him how to boxto use his fists  I’m not teaching you to defend yourself. I’m teaching you how to stand up and knock the shit out of someone. They go down, you let them decide if they want to stand up again. They don’t, fight’s over.


fighting changed by the time he was in high school

that got under his skin


his cousin helped him curtail the time that his mother counseled him to wait until he was bigger

that helped so fewer tried to get under his skin

then he moved out of the city

moved out of the state

he was unknown


although he thought it was fair to always to say
                                                   Hey yadon wanna get under my skin 
Trust me

he made it evident where he stood

then at least the ball was in their court and thoroughly up to themtheir decision


life was so much easier
                         for him
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