he probably held more Awwha the hell than Doans had liver pills not a clue what liver pills did but he knew what codeine did in Vicks Formula 44 cold syrup he got super high off them stripped them from neighbourhood doorknobs as he delivered his paper routebetter than onehunred before neighbours woke and beat him to the punchDAMN

it was a stupefying couple of weeks of junior high school mornings

he was fucking radiant

                       almost otherworldly regarding his perceptions radical opinions

                                                                                            was thinking outside the box 

Doans continues manufacturing product

he continues his

                YES an exaggeration hyperbole hyperhyperbole sounded like a stutterer he washe did as a young boy

fortunately as his lefthandedconfidence grew he was able to shed it before hindergarten children can be cruel

UNfortunately for others he was the eldest child he had no experience in cruelty so when he was confronted with it he had no patience

                  summarily

                              he assaulted it  Go to the principal’s office!

he went straightoff was no slacker

                                    he was on a first name basis with every principal he had

he posed his thoughtful premise

                                  All Im doing is Im fighting the good fight You probably understand your rules and regulations forbid you a heavy hand against playground bullies I meet them in their raw momentviolations fresh  so you ought to keep me in the game they aint going home to tell their parents wha the didNO I have no problem satisfying the price you exact I am accountable I can be terribly effective holding the moral line against immoral actors

Immoral breeds immorality

                             Moral breeds morality

I have no problem with you meting a proportional punishment but stay out of my way I am an agent for Good I got scars to prove it

                NOW ofcourse not in those words but his professed jest could be followed

year after year later walking down a street or in sundry establishments or in businesses he maintained what he knew

albeit his Awwha the hells werent confined to bareknuckles he also used his soppywet brain against belligerent adversaries who had a bug up their ass an thought their titles meant something to him

                                                                                           he was a truthteller 

                                                                                                                  its hard to fire someone for telling the truth and who is able to back it up with evidence

in that stead he was an anal muthafucker

while he couldnt bitchslap coworkers he could expose themhang them out dry  gleefully

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459preferred,  28  2. 22

questions of Putins mental acuity

seemed a moot point to beg opinions of either his or Bidens acuity

                                                                       however

an acuity hed encourage discussiondebate would be the Former whos touting a comeback 2024 run for president a little tough when one is incarcerated  he was certainly fair game 

an echo sounded in the LA Times today

                                          it quoted Sam Greene of Kings CollegeNO  Pennsylvania he asserted Putin surrounded by people who are afraid to tell him hard truths might offer a sounder explanation than unverifiable theories about Trump virus isolation-induced paranoia

                                               sound familiar

                                                                  sounded like anonymous reports circulating after Formers failed January6 insurrection although he hadnt granted him a brain since the 70s when he first heard him open his fat mouth

                     likewise

                               hed be hardpressed to shrink from questioning the mental acuity of many sitting Republican members of Congress

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https://www.latimes.com/world-nation/story/2022-02-28/russia-putin-behavior-mental-health

in either endzone John 3:16

                              he hadnt been tempted to learn what John said although he had an faint idea the signs werent held by costumed facepainted Raiders fans

if he were in an endzone hed hold a placard too Amendment 14:3

                                                                     and because mythology is more poignant than fact hed explain to the Huhsayers blow in their ears real hard to clear garbage out   an because its strangely seductive tickles too

hed suck in a real deep breath an gushNo person shall be a Senator or Representative in Congress or elector of President and Vice-President or hold any office civil or military under the United States or under any state who having previously taken an oath as a member of Congress or as an officer take another deep breath of the United States or as a member of any State legislature or as an executive or judicial officer of any State to support the Constitution of the United States shall have engaged in insurrection or rebellion against the same or given aid or comfort to the enemies thereof But Congress may by vote of two-thirds of each House remove such disability.

                                                                                        take a deep breath to recover

1417,  Sunday,  27  2. 22

119preferred,  Monday,  28  2. 22

Sing it Kate!  God Bless America  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmfeNq5x5aQ

savoring Savoy Brown his mind belchedup sudden new phonaesthetics study of positive – euphonious an negative – cacophonous sounds he couldnt resistwouldnt in spite of his dogged dogearedturned pages of willpower

                                                                                                          when wordsounds came on him he dropped the reins let the horse have its headtake him where it may

                                                                                        he got lost oftencouldnt give a fuck

he believed more people might benefit if they killed their analGPS Global Positioning System – acronyms galled him  GPS Gonad Punching System There! if he had his druthers if he had his druthers hed be dangerous if one ever got near theirs theyd see how monstrous it really was  think freebird Frankenstein think be present  mindful

cleaning housedabbing corners of his brains mouth it spat right in his eye

                                                                             Damn you monkey

Oneeyed owl.

               Wha

Mediated anime.

                  Wha

Salish Sea. 

            he wasnt thickwouldnt repeat himself a third time  I gotcha I follow

it burped a relieved Aaah it could wipe its own chin

Attention is the rarest and truest form of generosity.  not his he could afford himself that

hence the three entered without obstacle  was nice to have more horses hoarse whores in his stable they sidled up an among rawawkwardness slapshots snapshots cellophane floor cute cunt optic cup  mirrored minds neon nude rock a Mohawk an Siamese shed

                              he was happy to have them albeit a little slow on the uptake

funny how his brains Aaah echoed

                                       obviously plenty of room to fill

   

0750,  Monday,  28  2. 22

1217,  Monday,  28  2. 22

Savoy Brown  Thunder, Lightning & Rain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUd-6ZNuvuc

Lynyrd Skynyrd  Freebird  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYj0Iczb98U 

Savoy Brown  Pretty Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWCuWzn7ygc

sitting at her feet

while she slept

he wrote her letters

                           letters telling stories of her mother just to refresh her memoryshed recall  of her aunt   maybe he hadnt say  no father is perfect  Im not he said  When I erred my mistake was made in love

                                                                                                     he told stories of her when she was a baby that shed have no memory of  though often she surprised him  stories when she was little  when she wasnt 

                   he wrote her that he didnt thinknever thought he could love sum one as much as he loved her  loved her sister  he shrugged writing that  the exclusive Love a father a mother has for their children  he heard about it growingup but relishing it was damn near spiritual

                                                   animmediately told her not to get hung up on his spirituality  it didnt run deep  she madeup for the pair of them

in between thoughtsbetween words hed look up at her  she slept peacefullyher expression untroubled  like when he watched her sleep as a baby watching her for hours at a time  mesmerised  possessed   so grateful for her presence

   her enduring presence

                                  outside the window a hawk cried

 

0103,  Sunday,  27  2. 22

1054,  Sunday,  27  2. 22

Maroon 5  Memories  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlPhMPnQ58k  thank you Collin

 

  1020 

          as big a smile as ever crossed her face she departed

her humour

genuineness gentleness

her breathtaking light                         

                           he recognised them when she was born

What are you going to name her?

We don know she defies all the names we selected 

I’ve heard you both refer to her as your little angel.

Yes

Angeline Aniela for short, in Polish means my little angel.

                                                                  Our little angel

300preferred,  Saturday,  26  2. 22

Nahko Bear  I Mua  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6H4UstMrzvE

Israel Kamakawiwo’ole  Over the Rainbow/What a Wonderful World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z26BvHOD_sg

hes unable to listen to these songs

                                     maybe one day

Herman’s Hermits  End of the World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jss8VCx0VSA

   he was on a roll

                         or he was being rolled

Vicky her sister Janey Janeys best friend Becky  drove a sweet cherryred convertible VW Karmann Ghia

Vicky insatiable was older a college student obstensibly she risked jailnot that hed say Janey was younger than he but no risk because they were minorsBecky was insane Let’s do that French thing.   French thing   Yeah French thing, Janey an I fuck you.   Menage a trois   Sounds right.   Ya know Janeys a no go   Becky bit her lip I know somebody.   Somebody   Yeah.   he bit his lip Sure

he wasnt on a roll

2222,  Twosday,  22  2. 22

1050,  Saturday,  26  2. 22

he had made it a point not to miss Twosdays 222PM or 2222hrs  22  2. 2022  or as was text messaged to him by two friends

        Today’s 22022022!

he had a sneaking suspicioncouldnt say for sure that he was anal

                                                                       however their texts assured him he was not

so not anal he realised he soughtsimply to be mindful of those particular minutes  he felt he must

                                                                                                        like he felt he must masturbate to a junior high school buddys collegaged sister particularly  standing on their garage roof across a small backyard looking into her bedroom as she naked masturbated watching him out her window

one time he actually fell off the roof when he came

she always fell backwards onto her bed when she came

that was one helluva summer

 

2222,  Twosday,  22  2. 22

1244,  Saturday,  26  2. 22

Pigeon shit no, I don’t think that’s pigeon shit, you ever see pigeons roosting ‘round here?

just when he thought he parked voyeur at the door

                                                      there he appeared in all his glorysplendor  hed concede voyeur enjoyed a unique yasneak splendor

he was dreaming

                  sitting at a coffeeshop out of doors amid an amicable chatty crowd  soft overhead lighting strung on wires on crossbeams a rustic roofed pavilion

                                               truth of the matter earlier that evening he had read a passage from Born in Blackness read a description of the mid- late seventeen century historian William Cowan wrote The numerous coffeehouses of the metropolis were greater than the sum of their parts; they formed an interactive system in which information was socialized and made sense of by various constituencies of the city.

he sat alone back to a brick wall at a café table facing the entry it was late couples waft in maybe from diners or films music or just seeking the warming pleasure of being in a social atmosphere

he was arrested by two particular women

                                            he paid attention to them furtively over the top of a book he was reading its heel resting on a clipboard paper a pen tucked over his ear which he recorded parcels he read quotes or ideations the words evoked

               frequently musing his head upstroking his chin with the backs of his fingers  intermittent blindnessthen seeing  they were directed in line where the women sat

one was tall statuesque

                           for some reason which he didnt question or need explanation shed lean forwardher blouse would gape open favouring him he liked to think with generous helpings of her naked breasts seemed  in  slo mo she was killing him his cock said Did you see that?  he replied to the dolt If I hadnt ya wouldnt be asking  Ah, true. Keen eye, fella. asif his cock didnt know his namecouldnt admit their attachment their lifelong friendship frissonship

deftly or so it seemed although women have radarare aware they are being admired during some momentshis head up entertaining silent monologues she looked directly at him  their eyes met  they exchanged pleasant smiles

       she was killing himshe knew it

                                         voyeur enteredhe wondered out loud over the top of dolts murmurings if he thought she might Eer clearing his throat be an exhibitionist You know, ifya got em flaunt em.

Isnt it nicerather to enjoy a fans appreciation adulation

I think she’s flaunting herself.

Its not necessary to be right  Just relish

cock an voyeur noddedshut up which made the evening nicer

her date stood he helped her with her chair standing up in between them she  blatantlybriskly elbows in tugged her collaropened her blouserevealed her breasts

                                               her radiant smile hed dare say exceeded his own 

they left her dates hand on her elbow escorting her

  then

       ofcourse then

the small Asian woman at a table one over from his who he also occasionally gazed at and sat in line where radiant had sat stood facing him she bent over clutched several parcels off the table at once standing upright their weight cleanly tugged her tube top down popped her left breast out a perky darkbrown nipple winked at him seemed very content 

stunnedshe looked down at her breast maybe felt the cool evening air  she looked up looked at him

he maintained his interest on her chocolate kiss

                                                    then looking up into her face Do you need help

she smiled she blushed she seemed exasperated

                                                   she could have leaned down set the packages back on the table although had she she would have overtly exposed herself currently she only entertained an audience of one

                                                                                                                  Yes please, if you wouldn’t mind.

My pleasure you can imagine my pleasure

                                                  he stuffed dolt and voyeur before they could pipe upopen their mouths

he stoodstepped around the table between them took the packages from her so she could oh-so-subtly cover herself as she did as he watched he said to her and her You should understand my first inklingfirst instinct to help was to pull your top up I really reached to summons my gentlemanly self

she colouring now bubbling into her face brightbrown eyes simply said Thank you.

Yare welcome Thank youse

he could easily have sequed into a smoky neonlit bar a secluded pool table at its rear shooting strip eightball against two girls who fancied themselves sharks one had a fascinating mole on the inside of her left hip had it been on her face he would have described it a Marilyn Monroe mole the other had a tattoo of a small comedic beaver on the inside of her right thigh for  as she described special friends

                                              thats a whole other dream

                   

1249,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22

1614,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22

Van Koop  Boogie All Night Long  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuzoa8iPexY

  Hmmm

                never did much care for contemplative hmms  let alone hmmms   he believed they nothing more than dead air seeking languishing to buy more time 

                                                  if Sum one truly contemplated questions that enduredflied in the worlds face they would have long ago rearedup revealed their cumbersome head

   the UN 

             how can it function with a rogue nation as a Permanent Voting member  its presidentHAR denigrated the USSRs former counsel and leadership  Putin excoriated Russian history he chose revision  he attempted to blow smoke up the worlds ass

a world that been watching

it seemed to him that the UN ought to seriously consider removing Russia as a member

if it gets its shit together it can reapply

although it would not again enjoy Permanent member stature

                                                                  its premeditated attack on Ukrainian sovereignty has foreclosed that membership

collective wisdom ought to prevail

2324,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22

Seven Mary Three  Cumbersome  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2G9Y-xFC6g

Putin  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APPjVlUA-gs

of recent hes touted I got two words

usually directing them at a friend hed make a exception

                                                             a Ukrainian exception   directed at dictator Putin

the Russian people havent a say 

perhaps derangedperhaps delusional  soundingappearing so much like the Former the Orange  perhaps they were infected sipping from the same water fountain

    he had two words

                          Lincoln Brigade

it formed during the Spanish Civil War against Franco who proudly preferred the pet name Caudillo

Vlad have a pet name

                           a term of endearment  ?

preferred 949PM,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22

https://www.zinnedproject.org/materials/lincoln-brigade#:~:text=The%20day%20after%20Christmas%2C%201936,Lincolns%20had%20any%20military%20training 

Sarah Vaughan Whatever Lola Wants  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Oa6oM5kzBg 

The Clash  Should I Stay or Should I Go  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BN1WwnEDWAM

he came on strongstronger than he meant but committing he rolled happy that he did

Man when are you gonna quit with that

flinched like he was slapped Quit with what?

Mollycoddling mollycocking these clowns allowing them leeway when we ought to be bring the house down on their headscrushing them senseless 

                                  Liars have no laneno standing

Well, they’re the democrats oppone . .

. . OpponentsNO

                  Theyre obstructionists Two different animals

I prefer to call them opponents.

     Playing nice   Play nice with a rabid dog foaming at the mouth

No still flinching  thats a tell

Hellno Ill tell ya . .

. . Tell me. trying to swing his dickput him on his heels   he knew better

Hell NO steelyeyed him

                           An opponent is someone who plays the game against you Someone standing on the sidelines in the stands watching is not an opponent no skin in the game anby their oath to their avowed God youd think theyd realise they have skin in the gamefuckin wannabe oligarchs wannabe autocrats pansies  the females cunts  Theyre obstructionists playing for the clock to run out believing the million Trump virus dead is a deadlock fiftyfifty figure theyre out ahead with white voters state legislatures painting minimising coloured voters out of the picture 

Call them what they are

Nothing

 

I agree, what do you expect me to say?

I expect you not to hold your tongue spare feelings try to make nice

                                                                         Ya remind me of a Catholic willingly turning their cheek his face flushed  Gotcha 

                                  he didnt like being associated with God Quit being nambypamby

You know I’m notyou’re hurting my feelings.

I could give a fuck call a spade a spade

Halftime, evening,  Monday,  17  1. 22

124preferred to 1324,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22

he had a lot to say

                   had a backlog of pages front an back scribbled with whatever he could laid his hands on pen pencil crayon magicmarker highlighter those were fun pastel ghostly

                                                                     yet there were times when he went to sit to fullfill them embellish the twothree words lone sentence idea paragraph rare before he reached them something new tripped across his brainstubbed their toeoccured to him

spark struck

fire lit

       anhe was off without apology to those patient stacked pages theyd understand thats how they were conceived oddballvagrants sitting on a curb park bench loitering too long  Yare coming me buddy Resist anIll brain ya they came along quietly professing they had only just sat down a moment to rest theyd tell their story he didnt interruptdidnt tell them Tell it to the judge he was judgejuryexecutioner he listened anif their story was really compelling he went a more circuitous way   Are we there yet? like small children   No in a bit

           Are we there yet?

Whad I just tell ya

In a bit.

Yes In a bit

    Are we there yet?

                              once they were scribbledaffixed their story posited they became patient waited their turn

Man, cat certainly has a lot to say.

That’s bullshit, he’s got A D D, attention deficit disorder.

Yamean ADHD?

H?

Hyperactivity, they’re call it that now.

Nah, ADD; I’ve been wait a long time.     

1144,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22

she was keeping him on his toes

but thats what an eightyear old should be doing

                                                  it tickles him pink he wouldnt have considered themthought them if she hadnt said

to her credit she vivified stunned his imagination which frankly didnt take much he was easily amused and she was rightup his alley

he listened to her intensely  attentively

a week earlier she slayed him announcing she was taking on an optical course at school would he help her meet the challenge and donate money

    obstacle

              he thought to correct her then he shut up  an obstacle course would be an optical courseHA he wouldnt think obstacle again

this morning she wrote him an email

the subject line read New quote for the day

                                              it opened When you fall there is always Sum body to help you up and you will always help them up when they fall . . .

    Sum body

              wouldnt correct that either and was unlikely to think or recognise somebody again either

Sum body sums somebody up explicitly

                                           we are the sum of our parts our experiences thoughts imagination dreams nightmares

she had him by his shorthairs

                               not that hed tell her at least not until she got a little older kids grew up faster these days and he preferred that honour           

1017,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22

SMARTSVILLE calling

Coolieoh DaddyO Ya fuckin kiddin me

                                       hadnt cried Coolieoh in years seemed to rise up out of the depths the sludge he long ago thought had settledwas compressed into an aggregate lazy silicate sediment drooping over his reptilian brain

all things base he exoduseddeposited there

                                              which is probably why when he was agitated erupted  it was in hot gelatinous splashes furious  ferocious

                                          he preferred not to getting caught up in a maelstrom but he was provoked

DO NOT POKE BEAR 

                        a plain English straightforward Zooish admonishment  DO NOT CLIMB FENCE  types of signs erected for public safety

he didnt wear signs 

he said his peace

                   if someone chose to provoke him he wouldnt repeat himselfwasnt a Christianwouldnt turn his cheek  could call him Horace  I meant what I said, and said what I meant. An elephant’s faithful onehunred percent.

DO NOT TRIFLE   TRESPASSERS WILL BE VIOLATED 

SMARTSVILLE 

                           his undesired iPhone revealed that though if a number didnt correlate with his phonebook he ignored it

however that didnt mean he wasnt curious

he Googled it

               Smartsville is a census–designated place  created for purely statistical reasons population sixhunred living in Yuba County once gold country off California State Highway 20 

                                                                          Ohbrother that made him smile years earlier for years he rolled past it many times en route to Grass Valley had also been involved in a terrific automobile accident on 20 east of Nevada City he fared better than the occupants in the other vehicle which was appropriate because it was their fault  accountability

                                 then he was tickled pink by the call because both communities entertained Mark Twain October 1866 as a lecturer after his return from the Sandwich Islands later known as Hawai’i 

maybe Twain had called

that would have been a hoot

who knew there was such a place called Smartsville

                                                       look how smart he was for not answering a telemarketer call

    

1259,  Thursday,  24  2. 22

1932,  Thursday,  24  2. 22

https://www.theunion.com/news/mark-twains-time-spent-in-nevada-county/  

https://www.honolulumagazine.com/the-adventures-of-mark-twain-how-he-launched-a-literary-career-in-hawaii/ 

https://www.sierracollege.edu/ejournals/jsnhb/v1n3/twain.html