31.10.19


House votes on impeachment inquiry resolution


immediately president Drumpf tweets “The Greatest Witch Hunt In American History”


when the FAKE PRESIDENT was elected I said he would be impeached 
                                                                         when he told America he could shoot someone on New Yorks Fifth Avenue and still would not lose voters he told America he was above the Law and he has acted like it since he thinks he is The Unquestionable Great Leader                                                                            
abject fealty is due him



its about time he faces impeachment

1040,  Thursday,  Happy Halloween,  2019

30.10.19


if that didnt blow his mindnot that he minded his mind blown
                                                                  he rather liked it

years of drug use had smiled on him


he was out theregoing inward
                                his whole reason for smoking dope hashish opium snorting THC eating psilocybin peyote dropping tabs of acid orange sunshine was to findthat doorway and burrow deep inside himself  find out what he was made of  find out that what didnt kill him Well just meant he got luckyreceived an undeserved Pass that time
   
although  he never never  never entertained a needle
it was offended him
                      maybemaybe he was a square he didnt think so he didnt mind needles for labwork or donating bloodhe avidly donated gallons and gallons of sloppy A+ blood for whoever needed it victim  or vampire
                                                                                                               yet needles didnt attract himno matter who the fuck was shooting up Stones Beatles Neil Youngs buddies  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49M10VIXPk4 they could have it

the buddies he had who shotup he witnessed the revolver pressed to their veins the sighs the aahs their eyes rolling in their skullsrolling back in their skulls a quiet  recess
Adios muthafucker
  
Nah not his thing
                    no matter how many times he was offered
Thats all yours man


sometimes the “All yours man” was the last thing he said to them  maybe the last thing they heard

he had lotsa dead friends



                               but what was tripping him today was his granddaughters watching cartoons on a Monday morning when he was a fucking kid the only cartoons available were had on Saturday morningsTHATS IT  and the cartoons were animals Deputy Dawg Bugs Bunny Daffy Duck Yogi and BooBoo Foghorn Leghorn  Speedy Gonzales Sylvester Tom and Jerry
                          not CGed phony human beings and certainly not hawking social media smartphones  apps

commercials tried
                   but who the fuck paid any attention to commercials


he couldnt say that one commercial ever made him want whatever it was they were hawking . . but then to be sure those doling grass or street corner pushers werent allowed to hawk on television
                                                                                      he had to excuse himself  Excuse me Fuckin cable



The Times Are A-Changin’  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90WD_ats6eE

 

0751,  Monday,  21  10. 19
1601,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  30  10. 19

27.10.19



some people kept bats or handguns or knives beside their beds 
protection from intruders

he didnt
          he always told his daughters if someone was fool enough to break into his place hed eat free for months

they knew he spent a few years on a cattle ranchknew that he worked parttime as a butcherthat he knew how to render cuts of meat from a carcass what was tender  what was tough and needed to be stewed 


he kept a hatchet and a K-bar knife beside his bed

he joked with his girls that he ought to cover the old carpet beneath his feet with plastic but plastic sounded creepy when he walked on it he could hardly tolerate its sound when he painted the rooms in his small house

Thank Gawd it was small 
it really wasnt a joke


he was violent by nature

it was a seam a loose stitch he picked at as a child and exploredunraveled  it made perfect sense 

some people werent violent

some people were

he would have been at home as a mountain man ages ago in the western United States 

solitary

on foot

having a pack animal to confide his thoughts


a woman women 
                      they were expendable  as men were expendable to them
love

a shackle

a possession some seemed to perceive it as such

no one possesses another

unless they ate them


someone didnt violate his place he was cool
                                                 he remembers an old Montanan handpainted wood shingle hung on a remote barbedwire fence  he had no argument with it
                                                            TRESPASSERS WILL BE VIOLATED


no fuckin clue, mid-week, best-guess scenario;  now 1530,  Saturday,  26  10. 19
The Buoys  Timothy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjSmFq3j-8M     

26.10.19



he  weeaaaved  through the house   not thinking he was loadednot him he whiskeyweaved and his staggering amuuused him      

when he was drunk he always stretched words out outloud nobody would hear him

only his cats
              they were his confoundantes yes a twist on confidantes he liked to twist

did he need five confoundantes

he could probably tolerate a few more

to bounce things off
                     because they could keep a secret

keeping was important to him 

secrets fester
               an if he confided in a fallible human being they were all fallible his secret was nothing more than a ticking time bomb
SURPRISE! blowing up 
I confided in you
                  SURPRISE!  Maybe you shouldntve

so he didnt


his cats could keep their mouths shut   




most of the time he was better than not he didnt weeaaaved all the time         

Better
        he said Better out loud tryin to convince himself trying to minimise his drauma
mask  deaden  nerves  so they didnt twitchdidnt react in any moment to a stimulus that haunted him 

he smiled laughed sardonically to himself  the very last fuckin thing he needed was stimulusstimuli which waswere nothing more than vulgar smelling salts the smell of vomit miasma rising off the lip of the toilet
No thank you

hed provide his stimulus


he had no need of haunting stimuli



sooo  he held court with his confoundates as he wheedled through the house on his heelson his toeshis hands grappling with walls to keep him uprightlaughing  

1539 or 339,  Reggae Friday,  25  10. 19
1426, Saturday,  26  10. 19
Savoy Brown  I’ll Make Everything Alright (on my own)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmZXNJ8fQcI



25.10.19



yacant make this shit up


she stood on a corner opposite him
                                      across a wide busy  boulevard 
wider than he knew back East where populationspeople made this podunk town seem a squat in the forest



she faced right
               threw him her left profile  her left breast jutted bulletlike

had she faced left he wouldnt have paid her any attention

he recognisedknew that about himselfhis prejudice

he preferred left profiles

its good to know ones trepidation  

perfection should not be used in the same breath to describe human beings the species is peculiar it is miserable when compared to any notion of perfection

perfect         
        No  human beings are tainted  fallible 

at best theyre a coin toss

he carried a gold coin in his pants pocketshis watchpocket for occasional flips

gold is intimidating

his opponents  and even those who tried to play fair never saw it coming


Life frankly is a cheap coin toss
                                    Deal with it




as he crossed the boulevardcommanded by a mechanical pedestrian crossing deviseits recorded voice  she without reason turned as he approached her

he was not disappointedher jutting breast had an able companion jutting as relentlessly as her left

he dug them  large paws   thumbs out an up    hitchhiking

smiling he said as he crossedcame up on her  Hello  My names Joe Would you interested in having a cup of coffee or a beer with me

she smiled that was a good sign she wasnt coy  My name's Gitsell. Nice to meet you, Joe.

Gitsell  A family name

Yes.

Ive never met a woman named Gitsell  Probably about timehuh

Perhaps.

Perhaps  Would you prefer coffee or a beer

A beer, please.

Man  youre a girl after my own heart Nice profile tooby the way

I like that I didnt see you in profile.

I like head-on.

Heads definitely on Shallwe

Lead on, Joe.



Ohbrutha  did he


2317,  Thursday,  24  10. 19
Twenty One Pilots  Car Radio  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92XVwY54h5k


24.10.19



this is where it all begins
                           Attorney General Barr not Americas Attorney General his infatuation with Americas wannabe strongman weakling  and farce hopes that his nefarious digging will be rewarded  and that he will be ensconced as an American oligarch
                    fat sucker

1051,  Thursday,  24  10. 19   


he was trying to read Flights  but its wonderful prose tired himdried out his eyes   or maybe the book wasnt it   maybe it was that he went to bed in a drunken stupor around threeif thats what the clock really said  it didnt say  although it looked like three   or maybe it was because his sixyearold granddaughter woke him at six  she said so after she asked him steely sternly waking him from dreams  dreams chasing each other tails around and around  a geometry dream and a dream of a house on Fourth near Seventh numbered 2210 which was impossible because from Seventh to Eighth the numbers were seventyhundred among this block of bungalows odd houses were either smoulderingsurvived a fire or were charred firehollowed shells queer that he couldnt smell them
                                                                                                   round and round the dreams chased each others ass  then seamlessreversed ran in the opposite direction  chasing the same ass

the sum of the interior angles of a triangle equal onehundredeighty degreeshe couldnt remember proper school was long behind him as he dreamed he figured when he woke in the morning hed ask his daughter his son-in-law theyd know they did better in school than he they had university degrees his son attained a doctor of law degree


he ended up in college

that didnt meanhowever he wanted to go   

school proved to be like having teeth pulled or fingernails

he wasnt dumb
               school didnt teach him what he wanted to know and when he went off on his tackdown the darker alleys of the subject matter taught  he crossed unseen lines
his teachers accused him of being provocative 

he countered that what he related was effectively within the realm of the subjects they were teaching

NO they countered the subject matter they taught was within the confines of the School Board and State curriculum
they told him he was upsetting the class  

he opened his handsgesturing acknowledging his classmates They dont seem upset 

No matter. You have to stop with your questions, your discourse.

I disagree  Your subject mattermy subject are the same damn things Mine run deeper but theyre the same

Damn always mattered

Joe. You’re excused from class. Go see the dean.


in grade school he saw the principal

in high school the principal was separate and secreted away from the students the dean of boys and girls was a new hurtle a new twist in the skein an obscuration a distancing  a baffle

pawn

he was contemptuous of the dean

he didnt like his teeth Christhe didnt like his face it reminded him of a rat a subordinate  a trained rat smelling only for the cheese at the end of the maze  
ahFlights

the deans fat sidekick he disliked even more

Fatty couldnt see the tips of his shoes
                                        which always made him wonderchuckle when the last time it was that he saw his dick 

J. Wellington Wimpy

Wimpy

Officer. he insisted

Yes Officer Wimpy Gee Officer Krupke!  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7TT4jnnWys  Krupke you Wimpy


he couldnt remember either mans name when he walked into their office  but they certainly remembered his

their ant mindhive mind informed the foodchain above them that he was one of those

those incorrigiblebeyond redemption

Yah If youre gonna call me irredeemable be sure to include that the course requirements Im upsetting are pitifully shallow an therefore Im only shallowly irredeemable                                

he never cared much for the shallow end of the pool 

he liked deep water


the deep end didnt protect him from those interested in the shallows 

he finished high school through an extension program




Sobaby  once he got himself aligned in her suddenawakening and consciousness  You dream


0751,  Monday,  21  10. 19
1308,  Thursday,  24  10. 19
Cabbage  Uber Capitalist Death Trade  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Xw6KdAFZxU 

GOP = MOB


                         each and every GOP House representative – he thought they were all white males mebbe a white woman was tossed in the mix – each and every one of them relishing their entitlement FORGOT their oath of office or conveniently misplaced it
                            a bunch of fuckin rahrahs for a FAKE PRESIDENT who should be impeached
and then should be charged with his crimes  face trial  and if? . . found guilt ought to be imprisoned

each and every pitiful GOP House representative ought to be ashamed in their midst walked Iowas Steve King (If not for rape and incest, ‘would there be any population left?’)  
                                                         Look around assholes  See with who youre consorting


1025,  Thursday,  24  10. 19


Little and Big she read


Little and big  Youve got my attention sweetpea

Little and Big.

You said


Are you listening, Grampa?

I am  If I wasnt I wouldnt have repeated you

Okay. Then please don’t interrupt me.

I wont

she put her hands on her little sixyearold hips You just did.

Did wha

Did what . . what . . not wha.

Did what

Interrupt me. You interrupted me by saying “I won’t” after I asked you not to.

A little high-strung arent you

What?

High-strung easily excitableeasily taken off subject 

Why dont you just read  because if I can distract you that easily Im gonna distract youits my grandfathers oath Ill turn you inside out until the cows come home Ive never understood that  when the cows come home nor when that is  Understand

she didnt Are you going to listen to me?

You have the floor


her eyes nearly crossed I don’t know what that means.

Speak 

Read


Youre gonna listen . . quietly?

Im gonna try The floors yours


Little and Big


Deb can see it.

It is little.


Deb can pat it.


It is not little.


Deb can sit on it.

It is big.


That’s the story, grandpa. Little and Big.



An whas that about


0700,  Twosday,  22  10. 19
0058,  Thursday,  24  10. 19

20.10.19




Ya fuckin kiddin me  Fat chance
                                    he talked to himself inside his head he was trying to resistdisregard his baser instincts that would encourage him to walk out into the street around the nose of her car and rap on her window shed crack it  Yes  hed say Yer fuckin kiddin meright



she was at the wheel of a jetblack Honda Pilot 

all SUVs looked alike
                       fuckin clones

she was sporting a haute lookpreening behind the wheel her breasts pressed against it as she did her lipstick in the rearview mirroroblivious of the world outside the vehicles cabin  people who live in glass houses shouldnt preen theyre being seen however  apparently theyre blind

finished she pursed her lips continued to check her look in the mirror

he dug her pursed lips

puckered they looked fuckable

she was obviously pleased with her visage  a smile broke on her lips as she settled back into the drivers seat
the world was her oyster

he was risking the hazard that she probably didnt know that the world was her oyster was a line was from Shakespeare The Merry Wives hopefully widows of Windsor  Gawd knows it seemed to be right up her alley

perhaps lost on hernot on him she was parked along a curb waiting for her child or children to come out of the Fine Arts Academy maybe her childchildren were aware of Shakespeares oyster in a rural Podunk town where she put on airs 

Oh yes there was another clue
                                  her personalised license plate read FAITH

1352,  Friday,  18  10. 19
1710,  Saturday,  19  10. 19
The Beatles  I Want to Tell You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kXusIyqQ2o
Got to Get You Into My Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r95-7zfgtLw