he usually wasnt attracted to strawberry blondes   blondes

                                                                 but she crippled him

had to be the freckles

                       Who the hell wastha

as they walked past her his buddy had said hello

she gave him a huge smile dimples deep  nodded

I don’t remember her name.

How do you not remember her name

My brother dated her a little while. She dropped him.

Dropped him

                 I like tha in a woman

he stopped turned  faced him 

                                 You like that she broke up with my brother?

I like tha confidencedoesnt matter who she broke up with stood up for herself didnt settle

Did you make a play ask her out

What?

             Are you crazy?

Better asked of you  You don find her attractive

Are you kiddin’ me, she’s beautiful.

Out of your league

No.

You don remember her name

                                      looking over buddys shoulder he saw she had stopped at a kiosk  was looking through flyers posters stapled to it

I don’t.

Why didnt you pursue her

I wouldn’t do that.

Do wha

If I wanted to ask her out I’d have to ask my brother’s permission.

You out of your mind

                        Ask his permission

Why  For wha

Are you kiddin’ me? I wouldn’t want to hurt his feelings.

Feelings

           He pine  Mope

    I don’t remember. I don’t think so.

                                         All I remember is that he told me she broke up with him.

Youll have to excuse me all to Hell  The hell with your brother

                                                                   Did it even cross your mind to pursue her when you understood she was fair game

I said, I’d have to ask my brother.

Jah

      Well looking again she was still at the kiosk He aint my brother

Ill catchya later

Later? Where you going?thought we were going for a beer.

sidestepping him

                   Im going to approach her

You don’t even know her name.

Ill find out or I wont

after him You’re crazy.   

nodding his head  Thas nothinnew

1742,  Tuesday,  20  1. 26

1211,  Saturday,  31  1. 26

The Hollies  He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My Brother  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yg5ZEXsiCcA

You ever date a small girl?

                             asked a small girl

she asked couldnt spare her

                               No

Why?

She might break

Break?

Break

 

    You think youd break me

Jah   I woud

You don’t think I could take the pounding?

she piqued him

               Pounding

Pounding.

1742,  Tuesday,  20  1. 26

1126,  Saturday,  31  1. 26

Youre out of your fuckin mindnot plausible wha selfrespecting eighty year old woman would submit herself to your ridiculous  blind   culling

                                    How can it even be blind when the premise you outlined was an I quote

describe the facial features of a woman you would find most attractive

If I cant see her why woud I select her as part of the onehunred women a small sample size I suggested tha we coud select an literally find each an every one attractive

 

 

 

emphatic he said No

Of course you can.       

No  Youre way off base

Anwha this shit about  repeatedly  age group   my age

                                                            Wha the hell arya talking about   

I was asking the age of the women, or my age.

Womens age

               Woudya stick to your premise

You define yours

Ill help you along describe mine  sixteen to forty

I don’t think sixteen is accurate.

Fourteen  Happy

                      Fourteen to forty

Yours

    I’d say eighteen, legal age paused  emphasising legal  to eighty.

Eighty

 

Yes. Eighty.

Tell me about these hot eighty year old women you want to pursue

face expressed taken aback  I wouldn’t.

Then why includeem

I trying to . .

. . Show me  how generous your consideration is

                                                     Be realistic woudya

Sixty

No.  I’m holdin’ on to eighty.

Your choice

               Of the hunred women how many are eighty

    A few.

One hunred   Whas a few  Threefourfive

A few.

 

You cant say

Ill say for you  Four

No.  Three.

Was it tha hard

                       Gawdsakes

Anthad be three women you want to include in the one hunred  but wont choose

Yeah.

 

I think youre full of shit

Youth is attractive

                     When we were teenagers teenagers when we were in our twenties twenties an teens thirties thirties an twenties forties forties thirties twenties fifties forties thirties sixty  forties thirties

Youth

    Fourteen to forty

Eighteen to eighty.

Oh my gawd                         

1639,  Tuesday,  27  1. 26

1035,  Saturday,  31  1. 26

Really

he giggled

Not funny

It’s the perfect illustration. Authority at the heart of the bubble map.

Why the empty bubbles

                          CoachChrist  somehow you assign them authority  Governmentjah  Then apparently  your mind sputters

Wheres domination

Monopoly

Landlords

             Theres a tidy authority

Crossem  youre looking for new digs

I wouldn’t kno . .

. . No  you  woudnt

When was the last time you had a landlord paid rent your old man doesnt count  I know you lived in three of his properties before he helped you build your house

Theyre a tidy authority shaking his head  

                                              I cant believe you placed coach as the top bubble

I have a lot of respect for coaches, had for all of my coaches.  Hell, I was a coach.

Selffulfilment

Varsity coaches

 

No   Not varsity

                   You were a benchwarmer

A dirty job but somebodys got to do it

                                         Sophomore year I was done  As a backup we went fiftyfifty a coin flip when scrimmaging starters

Yeah, well, your big mouth got you bounced from even participating.

Is riding the bench participating

                                        Fingers crossed coach puts you in

    Methinks not

I had better things to do with my time than showering with teammates after practisehow many games did you shower after 

 

Jah

        Participation

Those were the fun old days huh

                                    As  if things don come together for the people  well be celebrating feudal days

Ive got my peasant outfit all picked out

What are you talking about?

Your authority bubble map

                             Look  In one of your empty bubbles I wrote billionaires

   

1639,  Tuesday,  27  1. 26

1556,  reggaefriday,  30  1. 26

Alice Cooper  Billion Dollar Babies  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2kBG5dcVtU

Youre falling into a bad habit methinks

How’s that?

Getting away from your graphs Venns fallin into  wha   bubble maps mind maps  clusterfuck diagrams

No.

    Jah

          Ever more so

Habit  Or change of pacetell me pace

No.  It depends on what I’m trying to illustrate for you.

You said it

    Said it?

Illustrate

              You can tell me use your words

For some reason you think you have draw me a picture

                                                            If youd go back to sketching birds Id gain reprieve

Reprieve?

Too strong

               Relief

Truly?

Know me to be otherwise

                            Want me to swear on Joyces Finnegans Wake

Finnegan’s Wake?

Certainly not on a Bible why I chose not to run for political office

                                                                     Woud turn people off

                                                                            A bane

                                                                          Not a boon

                                                              Bada bing bada boom  Badaboom

Think you can diagram tha

shook his head

Jah   Thad be tough to illustrate

                                       Hence why I prefer speech to thought bubbles

My speech  Perforated bubbles

                                 An another thing

Why cantya just say

I don’t want there to be any confusio . .

. . Ya cant the fusion happenin in my head woud absorb it

                                                                  Instead I have to deploy my eyes in addition to my ears tax my sensory input which are more acute since smell an taste waved buhbye adios

Capisce

Not really.

               It’s not a problem I have.

Obviously

    Hard to believe I miss Venns an graphs

1639,  Tuesday,  27  1. 26

1310,  reggaefriday,  30  1. 26

. . . blahphotonsblah blah blah . . .

Ohbrutha he thought  here comes a lecture

not that he minded                    

                     but while minding hed have to jerry rig something amenable to his   well  to the photons of his mind

                       his brain like the sun

. . . the sun’s peripheral, it’s photosphere, which we see is actually, roughly, a one hundred to five hundred kilometers thick layer from which most of the Sun's light and energy escapes into space as photons.

    If I understand you correctly the photospherejah is where photons either escape or fall back

Loosely. Yeah.

Lemme make a dichotomy

Oh Christ.

Hear me out

I can hardly wait. he could never hear it too

    Sooo   a photon escapes  Escapes

 

Yes.

A photon fails an falls it continues to enable the sun  Enables

Your point?

You rather escape or enable

                              Id escapekinda like going out a door not let it crack me in the ass go up the road not look back over my shouldernot check side or rearview mirrors

As you have said.

As you don say

                   Since youre an enabler

Prefer being the nice guy  Kind

Unlike you.

Jah I coud care less wha people think of me

                                                   Do we agree I escape you enable

Maybe.

           Where you going with this?

Im titillated youre following me

                                           The next step is

 

 

Is what?

Escape Me   Tha sole sperm photon tha fertilises the ovum  while you enable  sluff back with the millions an millions of excess

                               An before you take umbragethink of this

Think of the ability youd have to socialise 

                                                      he smiled  pleased as punch with himself

Buddyboy needs socialisation

1639,  Tuesday,  27  1. 26

1200,  reggaefriday,  30  1. 26

Photosphere  https://solarscience.msfc.nasa.gov/surface.shtml

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPSTCoynjW0

a random walk  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79SG_2XHl_I

this was the shit he understood without having to be told    though  he appreciated the confirmation

Dario Amodei Anthropic  confirmed him

                                                       not lost on him  -dei  Latin  derived from deus  means “of God” “God’s” or “gods”

You have to think tha way

I do

 

AI is an agent that decides to cut salad or kill someone . . .

. . . to survive the agent acquires the will to live

AI has coined us  humankind   the watcher . . .

Googles Demis Hassabis sat across from Amodei nodding

2228,  Tuesday,  20  1. 26

1059,  reggaefriday,  30  1. 26

https://deepmind.google/models/gemini/

blinked  a voidoidwha  startledhe glimpsed God: An Autobiography  wha  no  Godlike  book by Richard Hell

        Helluva way to start my morning he said into the ether

ether and mariachi chorused Ya can say tha again

he grinned

               asked   Got me covered without an within

chorused We got you

he felt armourplated bulletproof  verging on invulnerable 

                                                                   tickling    immortal

Don get carried away big guy

ether excused themself Love to stay and play but gotta go

    Tha was something

he nodded

Ever happen before

Ether visiting

Jah

Not ever before

                    Coud be void  a voidoid startled them as much as it did me 

Gods autobiography snagged our attention

                                             Not the Bible    An autobiography

Betcha it doesnt begin In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth

No  Ill bet it doesnt begin  In the beginning I created

    Whadaya think

Your thoughts

Id have to think

Jah  Me too

 

 

    Can we come back to this  Im getting a headache

                                                                 Maybe we can ask ether

No  The fact they surprised usstopped in  no

                                                 If they were to stop again   Id say jah

Jah  Has responsibilities we cant imagine

We agree

 

So . . .

    So   I havent had coffee Youll excuse me

Think you need it

Probably not

                  Its habit

Youll excuse me

Carry on

Later

         walking away he shruggedshifted his shoulders  still felt armourplated bulletproof

0920,  reggaefriday,  30  1. 26

Richard Hell and the Voidoids  Blank Generation  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9FkQLjOSZ8

Atrium Carceri, Cities Last Broadcast, God Body Disconnect - Quiet Days on Earth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXjBPiKaGmg

. . . socializing with women make us better men.

    Speak for yourself

                            Are you saying you are making your female friends better women

I didn’t say or believe it goes both ways equally . . . contact with women make men better.

No  You didnt say

                     I did    I disagree

Only we make ourselves better

Association with them would be beneficial . . . value adde . .

. . Boost your fragile ego

                              Social contact inside physical confines

    Of course no one can force you to change for the better, but only a stubborn idiot would miss the opportunity for positive change . .

. . Not buying into your insult  Idiot

    Social contact. Yes. Being with others.

Women

           Stoking your ego

It’s common knowledge among health, medical, and psychologists, psychiatrists, that most humans benefit from social interaction.

Cite where you found this common knowledge

                                                   I disagree

I woud agree it is comforting for people who are uncomfortable being by themselves

                                                                                       The more the merrierHA

Meeting people is not seeking benefits

One benefits as a byproduct of social contac . .

. . Youre cheating  Byproducts

                                    Not your lingo

Hey, Google it yourself. It’s pretty much universally accepted as healthy for humans . . . a social animal.

Google  No

               State the physician therapist datadriven social scientist

Or are you regurgitating   AI

Universally accepted

                         Horseshit

I accept tha a lot of people want to be accepted

Go on-line.

            You’d be hardpressed to find contrary opinions except from a small minority who are fine going it alone, hermits, anchorites, a few stoics.

Insults  Again   Anchorites

                                  Youve gone off the deep end

Wading hipdeep treading in Google AI

    A small minority upsets the universally accepted apple cart

1910,  Wednesday,  28  1. 26

1859,  Thursday,  29  1. 26

Gawddammit  Im sick an tired of hearing shrugging as it is said  collateral damage

                                                                                         Put that on someones tombstone

Coming into life the doorman bouncer tsktsktsks  Sorry about that.

Coming in with a scribbled tabula rasa one woud pauseId pause  Whawastha

Nothing, kid, nothing at all.

Hes not convincing

Lo  and  behold

                    Collateral damage   Not even a dead human being

 

Where’s this coming fro . .

. . All over

           Ukraine  Gaza  West Bank  Venezuela   Sudan     You name it

Maxwell Smart  Sorrybout tha chief

Chief?

Whenever he made a mistake

I don’t know.

Get Smart  The television show

No. I don’t think I ever saw it.

 

Thas too bad  Its good as best we can to understand tragedy then when appropriate temper it with candid humour truth

I don’t know about that.

Havent heard the rejoinder  Too soon

Too soon. looked perplexed  I don’t know.

    Ya live under a rock

                          Point beingrather the point Im tryin to make  if someone were going to try an take me out  thered be no collateral damage

One or the other either or

No innocents

You anticipating something?

Do collateral damages anticipate

1814,  Saturday,  10  1. 26

1156,  Thursday,  29  1. 26

https://www.amnesty.org/en/projects/sudan-conflict/

Maxwell Smart  Sorrybout tha chief   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvYY1zrC3BA & https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLKTq9NFiiY