30.9.25


So wha nonsense arya going to get yourself in

   Nonsense he chuckled  Indeed his daughters  her lingo
                                                         On occasion he liked to liberate it take it out for a walk around the block                                                            

mariachis assured him itd be a short block
                                               meant no offense

they had access to things he thoughtnot all  without divining that the thoughts were meant to be his but brokered they liberally broadcasted them cast seeds among themselves
                                                                           felt they were entitled

A very short block

Thas wha he thought   Short  Block

Which shoud not be diminished
                                   Youve walked many long blocks
Usually long blocks

So

       If you may care to share

Not this morning not this morning he thought

their faces fell

                  they knew they were being excluded

 

he passed her in the terminal sat near her  thought she had restless legs
                                                                               which he favoured

she wore boots midcalf hard soles  twoinch heels
                                                         which he also favoured

her twitching remained

he noticed her again on the plane

                                      got caught behind the flight attendants their beverage service
We can push forward.

Nonsense  Not busting a bladder

she cloaked herself in a blanket her right arm hand fingers absent from view

he imagined a salacious program ran on her smartphone

Methinks he thought  shes pleasuring herself

                                            their eyes met  she smiled  incognito
or as a subtle exhibitionist might

she managed to keep her breath in check
                                              masterfully
one might guess where he was going with this

had he let the mariachi in on this short block shehe heshe would guess the code
                                                                                       masterfully
the only dead giveaway was the fluttermadflutter of her eyelashes
                                                                        that
and she bit her lower lip white even as her white teeth also set off her freckled complexion complimenting her long beautiful ginger hair
                                 hed guess thirtyish
almost up on her
                  a gasp  had made it sound like a brief cough  and again 
                                                                                and again
her restless legs stopped 

just then the plane was jostled by what turned out to be a bad stretch of air

had she known the weather it would have been so advantageous

he thanked his lucky stars for his timing
                                            celebrated his

how conveniently it occurred

 

returning to his seat she was still biting her lip but held her eyes squeezed tightshut which quieted her fluttering eyelashes



    Wont share

Sorry kiddo  Wont share

    Nuts

Close  

0247,  Wednesday,  17  9. 25
1701,  Tuesday,  30  9. 25

it began with shund  Yiddish   sensational literature
                                                           pulp fiction noir  A Man Lies Dreaming

Wolf a private dick admits to the reader  “. . . not her breasts, her inguen . . .”
                                                                                      inguen
he hadnt a clue
                  Googled itGROIN  area where the inner thigh meets the lower abdomen often including external genitals

    inguen 

            apparently her gown was more diaphanoustranslucent than he was lead to believe


he liked the word an awful lot

only fishhook a G  could be barbed but hed insist it wasnt

angler couldnt land a fish on an unbarbed hook he was a hack
                                                                    Get off the river
even if subsistence fishing
                               GO
See your sorry ass again youll be chum

he was passionate possibly   unhinged about about fairplay   equality

 

Miss writing today

he shrugged  I manage two . .
. . Short

Ja

Too short pieces

No
    I crafted them to be short  Brevity   Precision

You had nothing to elaborate

    I have
            The Mall

But you didnt

I did not

           The Mall needs elaboration in order for it to reveal wha I did not see an why I didnt
My eyes averted too intent on seeing somethinganything  in that projected darkness

Rembrandt

Exactly
         Getty I believe   Many years ago
Paintings of Jesus Christs disciples  two three   faces heads executed in golden candlelight but  in the deepening black background  one really had to look  instruments of their trades figurative testaments why Christ made them his disciples
                                  Utterly fascinating
I hadnt seen such depth since years earlier at the Museum of Modern Arts VanGoghs exhibit

Two masters

Ja
      They abound if only one were to look

Ive watched a onehunredfifty year oldolder  tree  get takin down in six hours
                                                                                    Can you imagine

No

      I was present if you were
I might not have been interested

Shoud have paid attention
                              Deft execution with chainsaws

Onehunredfifty years erased in half a day
                                             I mourned every chaincut  Every limb every length every slab

Rembrandt 

             In the Malls blackdeepening concourse people walking up out of it as I walked into it alone shapes oozing momentarily into existence then disappearing  consumed

The shapelessness intrigued me

I understand

               Geometric forms trouble you Edges Cells  Squares 2D  Cubes 3D  suddenly appearingsuddenly fracturingsuddenly disappearing
                                                         Sliced precision  Hacked blunt
Did your eyes shy did they not see  disobey you
                                                     Or offer youfeed you something other

No

      Not betray me  Theyre familiar with wha Im familiar

Were they are they
                     Your experiences are founded in your sightyes though also through hearing smell touch taste
Then that something more  Intuition
                                        That thing Ive heard scream at youSTOP 
You did like you were shot

Ja

     Stopped dead in my tracks

For a moment later had I not Id be dead
                                                Youd be dead
Ja  Id be wed all be dead

I have to be careful

                        Like cats nine lives  Ive STOPPED    Think Ive used six seven of em


    The Mall

Wha was in the dark that compelled you through the shoals of humanity pouring against you heading away briskly  from the darkness

Subtle fear I believe
                       I felt if I slapped my hands together hard they boltmow one another down
To escape something they did not know

 

    The unknown

                      Fearful of the unknown
But youd let it overtake you

                                You were walking into it


I was

Anwhy

 

    I was curious

1923,  Tuesday,  16  9. 25
1506,  Tuesday,  30  9. 25

went to turn off his computer and Microsoftapparently updates due offered him to Update and Continue or Update and Shutdown
                         he chose the later
he had nowhere to be  except off to bed  and thought hed hang around watch the process


at 30% there Microsoft shutdown his computer
                                                 odd
then restarted it

lights came on

still at 30% Complete
                      leapt to 70% 80%    89% 98%  and held


100% showed

that hung there tenfifteen seconds

then Microsoft went to the Sign In screen
                                           Sign Inreally  he talked to the inanimate machine
figured it was listening

I selected Update and Shutdown

Anya give me Sign In

Fuck

Worse than my second wife

 

dutifully he Signed Inimmediately turned it off
                                                     couldnt do that with his second wife

ambled off to the bathroom brushed his teeth

in the bedroom stripped off his clothes got in bed closed his eyes

    shortly thereafter the 89%  98% display followed him in litup his head

Wha

diddled him

Wha
       obviously it was dependent on him  as was his second wife 

given his druthers he imagined he was fucking an attractive cyborg and displayed on her forehead were the 89%suddenly98%  done

which compounded a suddenconfusion
                                           was the cyborg 89%suddenly98%  done  readying to climax
or was it indicating he was
                                because he was mighty close
    
0709,  Tuesday,  30  9. 25
1030,  Tuesday

29.9.25


I got a question for you
                          I woudnt know unless you said

he tipped his head like a bird might while at ground listening for insects worms
                                                                      I might not say.

Chickenshit knew he coudnt withstand any hit tha mocked his manhood an he thought felon was thinskinned

I’m not.

I havent even asked

Things you ask tend to be personal, tend to be provocative.

In the sense to make you think

Not really. Not all the time.
                             Borderline obscen . .
. . No such thing
                    Like evil like religion coopting sacred like homosexuals coopting gay

Not on my watch

When mycelium is having its way with me
                                              Then

But not before

    You’re always so extrem . .
. . Because extreme paints a brilliant irreducible point
                                                            Unmistakable.
An who wants to be misunderstood

 

 

face contorted  was on the tip of his tongue

    The Animals

Dammit. Correct.

Yaready for the question

You have an answer?

Ive mine
            Conceived it considered it long time ago  Its occurred to me again so thought Id ask

    I’m game. What the hell.

A moment you werent so proud of yourself

A singular moment?

Dominoes works too

    absently  tossing it like green salad
                                          A moment I wasn’t proud of myself.

Correct


Since you know why don’t you say.

Youll ante-up

Likely whatever you say will shake something loose.

Ohno  sounds like a baby rattle now

Aw come on.

Tee em up I gotta crushem
                                My moment
Yeah.

I stole condoms out of my sisters purse  Most of em
                                                        I didnt want to be tha guy

I left her a couple
                     Or

Left her darkchocolate covered peppermint patties

2007,  Sunday,  7  9. 25
1513,  Monday,  29  9. 25
The Animals  Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMDrTMnm1IE

28.9.25


out of the bluefrom where he loved striking
                                       A charmed life
Whas charmed lifeGO
shockeddisturbed  Go?

Deaf

    Go less stern bees honey  shit people continually threw at me it wasnt about the kid
he playedem
                Fun

Speak

Charmed.
Ive said

    I think I’d like to think about it.

Think

       You havent thought     Asshole  Your pictures are in fuckin dictionaries
                                                                                                             if they aint they ought to be

despair  Truly  What?  Truly’s a charmed life?

Ja

      I can define it rightnow   but  I want to hear wha you have to say

 

 

I think no matter what I say you’ll crush me.

I woud  I will mister I-don-wanna-work-tha-hard



    Wanna throw something at the wall ansee if it sticks
                                                             under his breath Ill beat the hell out of you

Nah.

          I think not.

Not at all

Not with you leanin’ on me.

I think you know the difference
No.
     Only you think there’s difference.

 

    Ill take it under advisement
A charmed life

    Ninetyfive years old an only now questioning their mortalitycan you imagine

Ive a tremendous imagination but I cant wrap my head around tha

                                                                                    Legitimately

Id have to live until I was older than him to assess his   judgment

Make no mistake bouttha

 

I . . . I don’t know what to sa . .
. . Thinkbout it

Well talk

1400,  Sunday,  28  9. 25
2121,  Sunday

Methinks he thought he ought to suffer felons words to the World delivered in the confines of the UN Building either before or after he and he can never remember her name Melanie had to Google her before or after his film crew fouled the escalator and somehow husband and wife couldnt either ascend or descend the stopped steps given the choice he would in his heart of hearts had wanted them to descend a health event more likely than ascend and merely fall on his face

    So 

he figured as he read hed be appalled and might as well have Word up to quote what he assumes at the get-go ought to be at once hilarious and depressing
                                                   felon has a knack

ONE twentyseven seconds introduction Excellency please felon speaks “And I don’t mind making the speech without a teleprompter, because the teleprompter is not working.”
                                                                                and were off

TWO OhChrist  TWO should have been included in ONE so petty “I feel very happy to be up here with you nevertheless, and that way you speak more from the heart. I can only say that whoever's operating this teleprompter is in big trouble.”

THREE  “One year ago, our country was in deep trouble, but today, just eight months into my administration, we are the hottest country anywhere in the world and there is no other country even close. America is blessed with the strongest economy, the strongest borders, the strongest military, the strongest friendships, and the strongest spirit of any nation on the face of the earth.”

    sounds like a crap stump speech to his illinformed fans

FOUR
          not two minutes fiftythree seconds in he may concede felons speech he peeked OhShit his grievances his selfcongratulations runs fiftysix minutes fiftysix seconds long
                                                                                           Nope
Not gonna do it  Wouldnt be prudent

wont submit this


since he cant tolerate his voice
                                 something felon has in common with Stephen Miller
once had in common the Charles James Kirk

he reads their transcripts
                            he checked at the White House on-line first  none exists one would think it would

he questioned Google
                       its AIOverview explains “No comprehensive count of transcripts for all of Donald Trump's speeches is available, as the official records on the White House website have been incomplete or deleted at various times.”


    hell knitpick this transcript to death so in consideration of those who read wrioter hell share the transcript https://www.rev.com/transcripts/trump-speaks-at-un and leave it to their discretion their interest

he expects it to be breathtaking

Make America Great Again

maybe if he quits embarrassing US 

1016,  Sunday,  28  9. 25

NEWSFLASH

  Rapture 

predicted in 2018 in a dream to South African pastor Joshua Mhlakela to occur on the 23rd or 24th of September fat chance no Rapture on his wedding anniversary the 24th  

yet another swing and a miss
                                though he was confused if so many evangelicals were vested in End Days why hadnt they been more vocal

he found out about it after the fact not fact

to be sure evangelicals who among religious people he detested most have a lousy track record according predictions

were they more vocal he wondered what odds Vegas would have given
                                                                            that said
winners wouldnt have been able to collect as he understands the Rapture had it happened one wouldnt have the chance even to utter Adiós muchachos an homage to his numerous varied mariachis  he wondered since they were semblances of himself and not human beings would they stay put and repopulate the earth with sass in perhaps a kinder gentler way


    Now thad be some fucking earth  literally     

0919,  Sunday,  28  9. 25

https://baptistnews.com/article/another-year-another-apocalyptic-prediction/

https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/rapture-bible-christianity-end-times-american-evangelicals-rcna233434?cid=eml_mda_20250928&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

Adiós muchachos  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ot2keLHZ83s

liar sexual abuser 34-count felon advised pregnant women should they read Truth Social: 
                                                                                                                              “DON’T USE TYLENOL UNLESS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY, DON’T GIVE TYLENOL TO YOUR YOUNG CHILD FOR VIRTUALLY ANY REASON, BREAK UP THE MMR SHOT INTO THREE TOTALLY SEPARATE SHOTS (NOT MIXED!), TAKE CHICKEN P SHOT SEPARATELY, TAKE HEPATITAS [sic] B SHOT AT 12 YEARS OLD, OR OLDER, AND, IMPORTANTLY, TAKE VACCINE IN 5 SEPARATE MEDICAL VISITS!”

Shucks
         he neglected to close with his final asinine sentence THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION IN THIS MATTER.


hes never seen an MD associated with his name
                                                    for that matter
never saw an MD after Robert F Kennedy Jrs name either


                                                                           smarmy bastards

not spinning a yarn
                      as a child he was allergic to aspirin so his family doctor prescribed Tylenol for him long before it became available as an over-the-counter drug

“DON’T GIVE TYLENOL TO YOUR YOUNG CHILD FOR VIRTUALLY ANY REASON . . .”

he was not autistic

                      https://www.npr.org/2025/09/26/nx-s1-5551164/pregnant-women-tylenol-autism-refrigerator-mom-theory

in line consistent with Cant teach an old dog new trick
                                                           he believed the man will never pull his head out of his ass

wished a proctologist would confirm him

although it must be warm and comforting  surrounded by himself no matter where he looked

    had to get that off his chest this morning

0831,  Sunday,  28  9. 25