. . . eternity . . 

. . STOP  right there

                          Whastha

   It’s an eternity.

Thas a vague term

                      Its relative

It’s eternity, it’s not relative.

Youre saying its forever

I think youd agre . .

. . Obviously Im not

                       Forever  Is tha absolute  I know how you prefer nothing is absolute  Whadaya got

Im going to love you forever

Better yet yahave your phone beside you  starts singing Me and my shadow . . .                                                                                                                                 Lookup eternity

Noun.

Yes

   Noun. Infinite or unending time.  See?

Continue

A state to which time has no application; timelessness.

I believe theres more

Yes.

Continue  Gimme GAWD

Under and emboldened and capitalised . .

. . Thaswha Im talkinbout

Theology.

Yah

Endless life after death. It says openclose the quotes . immortal souls destined for eternity.

                                                                                                   Are you satisfied?

Yes  Its relative

How, after hearing the definitions, can you say it’s relative.

Carlo Rovelli Quantum physics  His The Order of Time

Awright.

We agree Planck Time Fivepointthirtynine times ten to the minus fortyfourth

Yes.

There is no such thing as a continuous flow

                                              Instead time jumps from one quanta to the next without passing through an intervening period

Awright.

At tha quanta level During the jump

                                      A ghastly minute eternity  infinityif you like  may may exist  A goddamn short eternity

Relative

You’re full of shit.

Not tha you can say with absolute certainty

                                              laughingstomped his foot repeatedly

2330approxly,  2sday,  30  1. 24

123preferred,  day-between-2-Ts,  31  1. 24

Carlo Rovelli https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6rWqJhDv7M

https://absurdbeingblog.wordpress.com/2020/01/27/the-order-of-time-by-carlo-rovelli/

Rovelli  “The smallest temporal division possible is known as Planck time. This means that there is no continuous ‘flow’; instead, time ‘jumps’ from one quanta to the next without passing through the intervening period. Very weird. Secondly, reality is fundamentally indeterminate. A particle exists in a superposition of states, and precisely where it will appear (when an observation is made) is impossible to know for certain.”

The Church of Crystalblue Persuasion

   his church

hed assume dangerous that informed people are familiar with the drawing of the Tower of Babel the tower narrows as it nears Heaven

hed assume dangerous that informed people are familiar with the drawing of Hell from Dantes The Divine Comedy  Babel invertedenlarging as it rises

The Church of Crystalblue Persuasions Heaven is an enormous iridescent sphere lighted from within

                                                                                                         woundaround at its Tropic of Capricorn latitude  tatted with portals entries for specific souls to go through when they arrive

                                                                                                              ascending

excited

       they are preoccupied laserfocused on their assigned entry

                                                                    oblivious

whereupon entering Crystalblue Churchs heavenly sphere

the religious

            who murdered others because their religion differed from theirsoffended them  find themselves freefloating with those they murdered  and who murdered them  or had died peacefully believing their particular Holy Book professed

            Love Thy Neighbour

                               NOW

they have Eternity to figure things out

 no tithes demanded at his church

        

approxly2330,  2sday,  30  1. 24

1223,  day-between-2-Ts,  31  1. 24

Tommy James and the Shondells  Crystal Blue Persuasion  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDl8ZPm3GrU

Tower of Babel https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/Genesis-Chapter-11/

Dantes Hell  https://www.openculture.com/2018/06/visualizing-dantes-hell.html

Fred Astaire  Cheek to Cheek (Heaven. I’m in Heaven)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ur3YLhceAE

he was sittingleaning back on a park bench in the sun eyes closed

                                                                        so not to startle him he whispered Are you musing?

   he didnt open his eyes

                             I am

About what?Wait.

                    Wait.    Lemme guess.

Can I guess?

   opening his eyes You asked me to wait

Oh. Okay.

             I guess it’s about . . something you dreamed.

My Youre getting good at this game

Game?

Yes   Me 

               Im humoured by something I dreamedsomething  of   a realisation

Its soothing to realise enjoy an epiphany out of a dream  Shoud anyone try to tell you tha dreams arent valuable  shutem down

If I may . what’s amused you?

Of course

           But lets go across the street get our coffee doubleback  Sun here feels good

Game took his coffee black a small cup 

he took his a large cup sweetened with hazelnut syrup  whitened with cream

returned they sat side by side enjoying the city park its water fountain the people congregatingamusing themselves before them

   . . . so . your dream? The epiphany?

Yes

       laissez faire Im through with love   Like the song

Song?

Dions

       Though its been covered by many artists  I dig his schmaltzy doowop delivery

I . . I can’t say . I’m familiar.

Yahya are Dion Runaround Sue   The Wanderer

Oshit yeah. I remember. 

                             I remember songs not the artists.

Thas unfortunate

   Think Yamay stumble again into a chick you met earlierfound hot Yacant remember her name fucked bro   

                                                                                                                   Fuuucked

Don’t make a song out of . .

. . Fuuucked

               A hit record in the charts  with a BULLET

Quit would you.

I aint

       Im truthtelling

Yacant remember my name is Ruth fuckya

Romantic.

            I should listen to youlisten . . after you’ve admitted I’m through with love?

Yah

     I have my reasons

   Praytell.

I will Sorry

            Sorry for you  By your own admission not only do you dream infrequently but yacant remember whaya dreamed   So  Are you able to recall a sexual dream where youre making love not sex  youre face to face shes under youyoure between her legswatchin her  diggin her expressions as you please her

   No.

There you have it

                     In my myriad sexual dreams I take womentheyre strangers no one I know recognise from behind

Love

       Isnt taken from behind

Sex is

You recall making love

                         I dug tha

Then making lovepassionately becomes sex

                                              You crave sex Go crazy   Push boundaries

Then amid the exploring you return  make love again

Gaze into each others face

                              Love

   Those arent the dreams Im having

                                          But then

I woudnt fall in love with a stranger

No. No you wouldn’t.

No

Epiphany

   Im through with love 

AMish,  2sday,  30  1. 24

2210,  2sday,  30  1. 24

Dion  I’m Through with Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1B-HO8u_k4

Runaround Sue  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ik57HLn0Nm0

The Wanderer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXqWCeB8Vto

. . . you . . yamake my fucking blood run cold.

                                                     gruesome statement

in the script

the actors delivery was superb utterlyconvincing their expression stony their tone  disgusting

if someone had said that to him

                                   hed be crushed

unlikely                                                          

the only people who dare speak like that are men

                                          Correction he interrupted himself

Entitled  white men

their ignorance unparalleled

                              believe they can say whatever they want to whomever they want

                                                                                                    otherwise

what else is entitlement for

the colour of their skin for

   and feeling it slip from their grasp

                                        which is natural evolving

ask an honest athlete

Only natural.

. . . make my blood run cold.

                               one may ask themselves Whadid I do or Whadid they think I did

but theyd only be questioning themselves

cruelty doesnt usually occur to them

cruelty is a cut of cloth that entitlement encourages

                                                        without

weel

       theyd be no better 

but they are

Gospel

2304,  Sunday,  28  1. 24

2208,  Monday,  29  1. 24

the on-line program he was watching was interruptedruptured by an advertisement he had to tolerate for 5 seconds before he was able to strike SKIP AD

“No living being should ever eat processed food for every single meal of their lives . . .”SKIP

the commercial had wandered in beneathadjacent to an APSCA headline

                                                                              Whastha

American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals

                                                             which differs from SPCA

Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals

SPCA is local

APSCA is national

                    he read it receives significant donations however distributes very little money to support local SPCAs

probably political

                   donate to formers campaign  he spends it on his personal legal fees

he found the advertisement deceptive

                                         despite appreciating its message

deceptive

because

             let him say this about tha

“No living being should ever eat processed food for every single meal of their lives . . .”                                                                                                                               people 

spend significant money to eat microwaved items an meals

1851,  Sunday,  28  1. 24

1353,  Monday,  29  1. 24

The Farmer’s Dog  https://www.facebook.com/thefarmersdog/videos/long-live-dogs/559399065590659/

he used to do this

                        A LOT

used to 

           pack a bong bowl

roll a thick tight joint

                       impale a fingerrolled bead of opium  firebleed ghostwhite thread of vapour into a pint glass to flickerexpire

Inhale

   when it wasnt cool

while his children slept soundly under his carehis watch  his love   STONED  

                                                                                   far cry from a needles biteTASTY

matches  propanelighters quiverin flames

babes

        fast asleep

all so much that  loving children    theyd never learn

                                                          because

they emerged in the END in the Sanctuary he and his wife erected

                                                                          not a betting man

he WON

            if he had been

hed have bet heavy

                       because

he was a closet psychopath

   sometimes in the mirror

                             his reflection wisely turned away

when youre able to do that

you can do anything    

2343,  Sunday,  28  1. 24

cat on a spit

  pussy

one might think would beckon threshold amnesia virtually ineffectual against him because of his longlong memory which preceded

Doorway Effect

Christ  trap doors

                    one closes another opens

Nina Simone  Feeling Good  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHs98TEYecM                                  

go out through ENTER

come in through EXIT

                       unless

one can be coercedextorted   forced  to follow the flock

Look around.

he took a gander

Just do what they do.

   BAAA

          he didnt think so

was cleaning catboxes this morning

                                       made him laugh

thought  Furry little food processors

                                        which made him laugh even harder

no big leap to human beings

he shared with his brother

called him

             Woudya agree tha youre a food processor

Is there a backstory to your assessment?

he explained

   No.

        I don’t use a catbox. Do you?

Only when I want to piss them off because they pissed me off

   Really?

You know me  Whadaya think

Makes no sense. You end up cleaning up after yourself.

Like we don already

Fuck.

       There is that.

Istha

You may have convinced me I’m a food processor.

I am

 

See if ya forget that

0959,  Sunday,  28  1. 24

1458,  Sunday

Rage Against the Machine  A Bullet to the Head  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8YsF-sBf0Q 

. . . no, not really.

Ohreally

No.  Not really.

Woudya have me say otherwise  Lie

Why would you be so tactless?

Woudnt tha be in the eyethe ear of the beholder

You really wouldn’t be embarrassedmortified . announcing that?

Announce it ohhellyah  Why woud tha stop me

                                                   Ya know me Professin the truthrelatin my experience Of course I woud Hands down

Have you actually said it out loud? Heard yourself?

Have  An I hear it in my head

                                Aint no damn bit of difference

Saying it, actually might.

Prudes yah otherwise no

                              Now if youd say it it might  Cuz ya lack conviction  Wheels woud come off the ride

Maybe Ill dar . .

. . Stop  Darin me unnecessary

                                  I can say so  Its a natural course   No wiltin rose

   So say.

I was going to but ya cut me off

Awright.  I’m listenin . .

. . Eatin cat aint eatin pussy

   OhmyGod, Jesus.

Woudnt eat Jesus

2155,  Saturday,  27  1. 24

0100,  Sunday,  28  1. 24

he walked down through trees into a homeless camp at the rivers edge

man had a crude barbecue going turning a small animal on a length of rebar heldup between crotches of hacked green wood

       man stoodhis back to the water as he approached

Easy friend  Got canned vegetable Im happy to share

he was wary

Whas on the spit

Cat.

       Eat cat?

Cant say I have  Why not

It’s cat.

Youre eatin

I am.  I have.

Yasayin its an acquired taste

Don't know. You look wellfed.

Have been  I was passin through smelled the roast saw the fire

                                                                      Thought we coud break bread  Converse

Im walkinaway after

                       Thought yamay like friendly company

You think a lot.

More than ya know

                       As I said  Converse company eat    I can walk away now

You got money?

abruptly None of your business

he shifted on his feet

                         I was thinkin . .

. . Don

          Converse company eat  Im gone

   came down off his high horsesquatted on his heels

                                                         What vegetables?

Canned mustard greens  Ought to go good with cat   Couple tatters we can toss in the fire

Any liquor?

No

Sure.

 

pulled haunches off the roast placed them on scrubbed boards  Catsup?

Catsup Thank you donmind if I do

                                        You from the South

Whyya ask?

I call it ketchup Illinois  Ive only heard it call catsup in the South

1500,  Saturday,  27  1. 24

alt-J  In Cold Blood  (Baauer remix)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xaT_awMGiL8

22-20s  Devil in Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0dd6CQrxUE

Black Milk  Brain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNiY4XoTGV8

. . . Damn.

  Whastha

Dammit.

              Forgot that I was going to say.

It happens to the best of us an youre certainly the best of us

laughed

         Small sample size, man.

Tough to get a lot of people in on a telephone call

                                                   Videocallwhich I woud not be party to weel then   youd remain the best of us

Would you stop it?

Is it coming back

You’ve distracted me.

I was hoping that perhaps turning you roundanround ya might get a look in a mirror ansee wha it was tha slipped your mind

Oh. My mind wasn't following.   It was staring.

                                                   Threshold.

Threshold

Threshold amnesia.

Thas a little severe

It has another name, monike . .

. . Doorway effect

Yes.

      That’s it.

I like your enthusiasm

So you’re familiar with it?

I am HappensI believe when were jugglin a lot of balls  We react to a thought tha weve not processed thoroughly paid attention to glanced We react It laughs like a mischievous child an runs off

                                                                                We stand there with our dicks or whaever in our hands Whawas I thinkin

he laughed

             There’s that.

Yah theres tha

 

Anything

   Nope.  Left.

                    Not even a forwarding address.

Bastard

          All alone in the world

1647,  Saturday,  13  1. 24

1245,  Saturday,  27  1. 24

https://www.bbc.com/future/article/20160307-why-does-walking-through-doorways-make-us-forget

Im really overjoyed by names that dictate destine individuals to their later professions  unerringly

   he tipped his head There’s a lot to unpack in that remark.

he damn near tipped his head in kind How so

                                                  Seems mighty direct to me

Names dictate?  They destine?

                                      Unerringly?

Yes

I suppose you have examples, not one, but exampl . .

. . Off the top of my head four

   Right off the top of your head?

Yah

      Ill give you one Give it some thought   Ill bet seeing where Im going youll probably be able to think of someone too

Think of someonelike . . someone I would know?

Correct I knowknew three of the four  the fourth was related to me by a woman who knew him

Him.  Are all your examples men?

Yes

So do you mea . .

. . I do not

            I don believe theyre sex specific The four Ill mention happen to be men

Names dictating destining . their professions.

Yes Hear me out

All ears.

Played college ball with a guy named Hammer middle linebacker  went on to play in the pros

Oh.

Yasee

I do.

Slaughter . .

. . You knew a butcher or a murderer? I know you did a stint as a news reporter.

Dr Slaughter Plastic surgeon   Gotta enjoy the sarcasm

                                                             Dr Bonebrake  Family physician internist

Funhuh

barely a nod That’s three.

The fourth Her O B G Y N 

                             Yawanna guess

No. You say.

Dr Oleck  

1842,  Reggaefriday,  26  1. 24

1038,  Saturday,  27  1. 24

Ted    Boys Don’t Cry  I Want to be a Cowboy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHCsbrc8xKA

1148, Sat  FLASH!  This just in!  Medical Director of Montana's Planned Parenthood, Dr. Samuel Dickman