0811, Monday,
27 1. 20
27.1.20
he
was out of time
not out of time
in the sense LA County fire chief Daryl Osby said . . . Unfortunately all the survivors (of
the helicopter crash that killed former Lakers star Kobe Bryant) were
determined to have perished.
if one perished
they didnt survive
he
wasnt out of time in that sense
the
clock hadnt run out on him
he
was out of time in the sense that time wasnt influencing himit hadnt a
stranglehold on him to do somethingbe somewhere
it had no demands least not
that he recognised
rather it ranit bled out without any importance to
him
What
time is it?
I havent
a clue
I
asked you what time it was.
Not
only dont I have any idea he held up both his fists before his face Yasee a watch on
these wristsYadont Dont ask again
had
a whispera breath come out of his mouth hedve brained him
he
didnt ask again
that
was real smart of him
because currently
he lacked any redeeming social skills or want to interact with another soul
he
didnt approach anyone
he gave everyone a wide berth
he
thought that was plentyhe was obvious he
was discretely magnanimous
one
would have to be blind not to see that he wasnt up to integrating being a
part of things
he was out of time
he
wouldnt recommend it to anyone
nor would he want anyone to have to endure what he was enduring
though
that was probably patently untrue there are
too many people and too many places odds
were that thousands were enduring a similar crisis
he
was terribly sorry
they
had his sincerest sympathy
he
almost thought hed bump into someone in the dark ether they inhabited but then maybe they were in distinct
bubblesshrouds that were charged alike and therefore quietly compassionately repelled each other
spared
them
he
needed some sparing
he
needed to be left alone
1620, Sunday, 26 1.
20
1957, Sunday,
26 1. 20
Black
Pumas Colors https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0G383538qzQ
26.1.20
he wondered what he might
wroite if he was unprompted
he had nothing in particular to say
an unsounded bell the Tao that can be told is not the eternal
Tao the name that can be named is not the name of the eternal namethe nameless
is the beginning of heaven and earth
the named is the mother of ten thousand things
he had bupkis
it was latelate at night
he had a stiff neck
he was running on three hours of
sleepno dreams unreplenished sand in
his eyes a real sad sack
he couldnt say what he had left
however every dry sponge can be squeezed hard and found
to retain a single cell a hlao courtesy
of Watership Down a cell resistant enough so to extract a bit of moisture or memory a tenacious stale pocket wherein resides
the makingsthe genesis of a possible oasis
an Eden a continent named
Africa Humankinds cradle
despite
certain white humanunkinds who try their ignorant level best to deny an debase the black Eve the Mother of all human beings
secretly
he hoped there others mothers
by some black magic Liliths
to
alleviatesubvert his lazy concern regarding incest
because without Liliths human breeds
were incestuous
that said he never found his sisters sexually attractive
as the eldest child he changed
scores and scores of their cloth diapers fed them burped them indulged them bathed them
No there wasnt anything sexually attractive
about them
he never suffered that perverted
snail winding in his brain
cell squeezed
an innarestin daub of
thought-forgotten moisture
he was tired
he was turning in
into what?
2156, Day-between-Two-Ts, 22 1.
20
1147, Sunday,
26 1. 20
Lao Tsu Tao Te Ching
25.1.20
he was a hardboiled eggtoo long
in hot water
“. . . kind of a
tonic . . . no matter how long you live there aren’t too many really delicious
moments along the way, since most of life is spent eating and sleeping and
waiting for something to happen that never does.”
why ohwhy hadnt he eaten the egg raw
taken it straight from the henyanked
from her clutches
enjoy the consistency of its true
nature
he thought things raw – in their
true statetrue presentation to the world -- was the best
kinda like a freshscrubbed woman naked without being bundled in clothestrashed by
makeup doneup in lipstick eyeliner
brushedblushed and scented
asif scrubbed au naturel couldnt bring a guy around
she aint supposed to be neon plugged in flickering electric plasma
anif thats what it takes to bring
a man around like a moth he aint worth having GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL Notice to all hardheaded
women and he thought NOT WORTH HAVING was because a
guy doesnt choose – not really – the choice is always a womans
it was too bad so many women thought
so little of themselves or Decide (-cided: deicide suicide homicide) to Settle
even if there are more women than men
perhaps the next phase of womans
evolution will be like that of those species who change their sex when males
are lacking insufficient thereby allowing the species to thrive either as sequential hermaphroditism or
gender fluidity
Humankind depends on women not Neanderthals who beat their chests or seeking balance have to drop
to their knuckles in order to stablise themselves and make gorilla sounds https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HWmZHrWSXkU
1010, Thursday,
19 9. 19
1534, Friday,
6 12. 19
Elliott Chaze Black Wings Has My Angel
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