0147, Sunday,
30 6. 19
Junes gone
followed May as May followed
April an April followed March followed Februarys scent like a bitch in
heat fickled February following Januarys
maidenhead virginal January aware
pursued first to cum had the
best line where best lines and icebreakers
were formed
tact not tacky tack not Yawanna fuck dropping any pretense coarse which sometimes paid off but only
if the realm and premise is to fuck it
worked for him a couplethree times but like
January virgins theyre not necessarily thinking of fucking
though frankly definitively he couldnt say he never slept with a virgin why would he want to do that however when he was a virgin sleeping with a virgin was breathtakingly erotic
its eroticism rivaled sleeping
with pregnant women whose husbands were repulsed by their wives bodiestheir
oncoming maternity
perhaps secretly fearing psychologically that they wanted to bed their mothers so they went out at night to bars to bowling
alleys or told their wives they were hanging with a friend a lying friend who vouched he was with them
if asked brotherhood
or that they were going to lose their
identitytheir freedom by becoming a father
they didnt have to if they didnt
want to
they could have worn a condom
Why? they may have pushed back My old man had me his old man had him; that’s
how it is.
it wasnt
it isnt
nobody put a gun to their head an
told them to fuck with their wives without protection BUT
IT FEELS SO MUCH BETTER
Yah sure Hows your upcoming
fatherhood feel
he fucked a pregnant attorney in her
highrise soundproof office Thank Gawd
he fucked a neighbour in her
garden they tore up all her
radishes No. Don’t worry, don’t worry. I
planted them for me. He won’t miss them. He doesn’t like radishes.
she tasted
like earth and radishes and root vegetables he could have made a stew out of her and ladled her into his bowl for
dinner every night until he had eaten every speck of her
he fucked his boss' wife as she
leaned over the cradle of her five month old who had three other children each just about a year apart
she never took it from behind she had never sucked cock she had never been gone down on she never came before
she had four children
she never came before
his boss tore up the garden he
planted in their backyardhe
wanted a garden badly but lived in an apartment Don’t come around here
anymore that was all he said about it.
his wife was Catholic
he figured she asked her husband for
forgiveness
and forgiving her saved his boss from him beating him senseless beating
him black and blue if either he grew a
pair and threw down but more apt an on account
that his boss gave his wife five children but never gave her an orgasm
he overheard him in the office I always come first, before her or her children. I'm the
man of the house.
had he been incensed enoughbeen
on a bender known on occasion to get bent
hedve fucked his boss and his wifes St Paul of the Cross Father
but that would
have required copious copious amounts of liquorCOPIOUS he held his liquor and some serious drugs
so
his Boss and the Priest were safe
safe for the time being
she felt terrible she said
she hadnt told her boyfriend she
was pregnant yet
Thats tough whadaya gonna do
about it
I haven’t decided.
before she met her boyfriend they
were fuck buddies fuck buddies
in the sense that she contacted him when she wanted him and he was cool with fucking her in cemeteries fucking her on graves of the recently departed
the earth still raw
still unsettled
the earth still raw
still unsettled
he had no idea what that was about they didnt talk about it
she liked it
he was getting laid
I have an idea she said You could help me.
How can I help you with your
pregnancy
she took him to her Greek
Orthodox Church Assumption couldnt
have been more perfect he had to laugh he fucked her on a hardwood pew her taut caramelcoloured body upturned
tits under flickering votive candles AMEN
was too delicious to behold and be held and writhed and he absently fingered tore
out pages from the Bible under her head
then he flipped her over
the acoustics were as intense as
her flickering body
afterwards outside she laughed she had grabbed the
damaged Bible as they left one of the loosened pages
was Psalm 91
You gotta hear this.
Id rather not You know I dont beli . .
.
. No, no. You gotta hear this, it’s crazy, I won’t read the whole thing, I promise; this
is nuts.
Then crazy me nuts me
she grabbed him by the earsyanked
his head to her and kissed him hard he
thought she might have busted his lip but
that was alright
she laughed I don’t know what love is, but I think you’re
nails dragged down its chalkboard.
she
always talked like that
So, this is too much; too much.
Psalm. Ninetyone.
He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the
shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my
fortress; my God, in Him I will trust."
I think we just abided under His
shadow.
Youre crazy
he held her hand as they walked in
the street beneath the ambercoloured haloes of street lights alternating left
right left sides of the street between grass hellstrip and front lawns that lay before flickering
bluelighted windows the occupants watching television
I think I’m having this baby; and I may pretend it's yours.
Having a baby aint pretending Having a baby is life-altering Frankly mind-altering
Having a baby aint pretending Having a baby is life-altering Frankly mind-altering
I think I’m having it.
months later he met the women he fell
in love with and married
