he was on a roll

he shot craps

when yare on a roll ya hang with it  keep throwing the ivory

apparently  as firmlyhar indicated in four dreams over three nights elastic  streeetched admittedly he couldnt wait to go back to sleep he was exceptionally fond of left breasts  singularly 

their left

the first occurred while he was taking a bubble bath  a whisky in a crystal tumbler at his hand on a handsomecarved marble shelf  beside it was a halo of beeswax candlelight from a Galway crystal pillar hurricane  he wouldnt know that if she didnt say as she tended him

she sat beside the tub in a Natori cheetah robe  he humoured her  Natori cheetah  Is that a cheetah from Africa

she giggled 

             No. You’re cute. Natori is an upscale fashion designer and manufacturer.

Yadonsay

I do, I do say.  shed been hanging out with him too long  he accepted she was keeping him as a pet  its nice to be kept for awhile

 

he made her laugh again and she nearly tossed her half-fullshe was an optimist champagne flute  givem a second  he knew this   duh NUDE  Turkish glassware  Stem Zero 

                                                     Stop. You nearly made me lose my glass.

she set it down on the Carrara marbletopped sundry cabinet and still laughing she leaned over himher hands to either side of the tub to kiss him  her left breast slipped from her gownjiggled just above his face

Luring me luridly

And? 

    he rose like a trout after a fly and dragged her down into the sudsy tub with him

 

 

Come in, you caught me dressing, Mad’s not here yet.

Madeleine  his dreamed-selfs memory informed him Mad was his daughter 

Glad I did Steph  I love that robe of yours  it was pale blue a fuzzy flannel fleece long hooded robe  You everah wear the hood  put it . .

. . Only when I assume being an executioner.

Whadaya execute couldnt help himself cutie

You . . maybe . .  I’m running late, you’re gonna make me late.

I am  But before you go to finish dressing come over here and give me my hug

loosening the robes belt she had already turned to go up the hallway separating them by several steps 

                                                                                                           I’m late!  

she turned abruptly rightpinwheeled around  her left breast popped out

she froze where she was  her chin slowly coming down  her eyes widening

he had been walking towards her so she wouldnt rush 

                                                          Well now Im confused  Which of you am I supposed to hug

but before she could saybefore she could cover her breast he put his arms around her and gave her a huge bearhug as was his way

              holding her tighther arms hesitating  then coming up to embrace him he said  Lets not let something that large and attractive keep us apart awright

I’m mortified.

             Im notwill you marry me  I suspect youll understand Im not taking a knee no matter how badly Id love to at this moment

 

 

she was long and tall and athleticmuscled arms  a really nice sway at her chest

she handled a basketball wellshot well  a teenager

she had threefour inches on him  wingspan too

she wore shortsgood legs  wore a couplethree athletic shirts  dago-Ts   

Ya shoot pretty well kid  Wanna play

she kept dribbling while looking at himcrossing over  crossing behind her back

                                                                                   I’m four years varsity.   

Free throws until one of us misses to take the ball out first  Don hit the rim don have to take it up court

                                                                                                            I was two years varsity

Alright. You’re on.

Ten basket game

Yeah, brisk games.

Yah

she missed the thirteenth free throw mumbled under her breath

he bounced the ball to her 

she in-bounded it to him 

                         he broke hard right  he knew she recognised he was a leftie  she didnt recognise that lefties usually owned righties because like boxers most people are righthanded  she stumbled  he pulled up rather than driving and popped a shot outside the key near freethrow land

One zero

she finally got the ball back at Seven

she got a couple

he closed her out Ten two

Again. she barked

he was on a roll

over the next five games only the fourth was competitive Thirteen eleven  two point rule  she never led

Again.

       she stripped off a couple of jerseys down to a flimsy dago-T 

his ball

he popped four in a row from outside over her  the fifth she touched and came away with it drove the hoop 

                                                                                                                he caught herdrove her wide and slapped her layup away  she slipped down in the grass at the end of the court

on her back she threw her hand up for him to helphe snatched it and pulled her up to her feet 

she didnt help much 

                      so his pull was more aggressive than he would have wanted  Off me  Damnright off you.  she glared

       glare looked good on her

what else looked good on her  her jersey shifted exposing her left breast  it accentuated by her heavy breathing

he pointed at her tit

                     Thats cheating  although if I may  terribly attractive

she lost that game too

 

 

 

he was in a night club

whawas he doin in a night club

he didnt like em 

bars  yah

taverns  yah

bowling alleys and pool halls  hellyah 

                                         so he knew he was dreaming

he huddled up to his dreaming-self and asked him over his shoulder Whas cookin  Whas dreamboy up to

dreaming-self didnt give him a heythere a howdoyado or shrug off his hand at his shoulder  Our boys mesmerised

Who or whas mesmerising him

Comon  were talkinbout you  whawould mesmerise you in this joint

Upscale joint  If I wasnt dreamin the door wouldve shook me down for serious coin  That said Id say putang punany papapapussy                                                                                                                               You stuttering

Ya catch an eyeful of that

dreaming craned his neck aroundlooked him in the face followed his eyes to a woman coming off the slightly elevated wood dance floor

Jesus  Shes amazing

Oohyah  I see  Shes Jesus built

Yawanme to salivate for the two of us  Im real  My salivating will count for more

Salivate away

Whars our boy

There you are 

Ohyeah two drinks  Must have asked someone wha she was drinkin  Id be hard to forget her or her drink

Smooth operator

Thank us  Though I dont like our getup  Whod we rob to afford that suit   Fuck  he tugged at a nonexistent collar at his throat  Hot in here

Man  some like it hot

Remind mehuh  Shes takin the temp up

Hellyah she is

Brazilian   African Indian  Spanish

Mixed nicely together

He spilled his drink on himself

Idiot

Nah  Know us   Ploy

Whapossible  ploy

Hes tugging at his shirtfront  not embarrassed   Awshit  Hes convincing her its cooling him  Offering

Offering

To cool her 

they held their breath  if she was as crazy as him   Game Time

she nodded

he dumped her drink on her chestshe jumped up from her chair by its chill  smiling  white teeth   carnivorous

he hailed a waitress  heldup split fingers  Two  the same he called so she didnt have to come all the way to the table almost secreted by tall bigleafed potted plants  he pulled a silk handkerchief from the inside pocket of his jacket offering it to her

she stood up

she was taller than they in her heels

she tugged her blouse open  exposed her large left breast  they gasped to a man  and taking the handkerchief from him she thoroughlynimbly dried her breast 

                                             the massive blood drain from their brains by their simultaneous hard-ons made them faintheaded

  

1148,  Reggae Friday,  15  1. 21

1213,  Saturday,  16  1. 21

Sade  Smooth  Operator  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4TYv2PhG89A 

Power Station  Some Like It Hot  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hw1t7OCESUw

Grachan Moncur III  New Africa  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Xo0mzj-lg4 

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Walp shit   they were brothers after allhe had some doubts over the years 

                                                                                but their conversation this evening put them asidenot that he truly doubted but it was a gorgeous confirmation

he called his Dad for an update because he knew from their weekend conversation that he had a doctors appointment and his brother would be taking him 

                                       he also called to shake him down for the front pages of the Chicago Tribune and Chicago Sun-Times that would be published on Thursday regarding the presidents second House impeachment you can take the boy out of Chicago but you cant take Chicago out of the boy & you can quit being a newspaper boy but you cant take newspapers out of the boy  Man I dont have enough wallspace to hang all my framed headlines 

                                                                                                            so what he did was lean them against a wall and changed the front one out daily shuffling them reminding himself of history that many have a shabby recollection of JFKs assassination Martin Luther Kings Bobby Kennedys Anwar Sadats MAN WALKS ON THE MOON the Fall of Saigon Challenger Nixon Resigns and on and on    and on

You want me to mail those to you?

Please Like you did last week TRUMP-INCITED MOB STORMS U.S. CAPITOL  not since the War of 1812

Son  his Dad called him Son never his name  his Dad liked being his father and him being his son  Son, you’re a strange bird.

Well Dad you had your did he dare  your cock nah   you had your hand in it  hed give the old man a breakcut him some slack he might not send the front pages  I really appreciate you sending them Ill be happy to reimburse you post

No, that’s okay, son, you’ve been the most consistent of all my children.

Consistently a pain in the ass

he laughedbarked into the telephone 

                                        Well, yes, that too.  Say, your brother’s here, would you like to talk with him.

Ohshit yah Please 

                     I love you Dad

I love you too, son, thanks for calling and keeping up on me.

Wish I was there I miss you

I miss you too, here’s your brother.

HEY, shithead!

Hey muthafucker Hows it hanging

Hanging? My cock never hangs.

Jesus

Ooops. There it goes. You had to go and kill it. Can’t be swing it in Jesus’s face.

Spare the rod spoil the child Jesus

Sounds like you’re still tacking towards Hell.

I do my best 

              So how the hell arya

Well.

Thanks for taking Dad to his appointment The ride to Madison okay

Hour and a half, but he and I cluck like a couple of old hens there and back.

The roads were good

Yes. The snow that fell and iced up last week looks like gray ash on the sides of the highway, clean roads.

Thats good to hear

their conversation rambled like that and wove between things happening now and visited some old historystories he asked about an old girlfriend of his brothers Kathy  No. we were just friends. At a distancefrom the outside looking in  you seemed more than friends There was real affection  No. Just friends. Huh

Hey, Sis told me about a piece you wrote last week. I had to laugh because it confirmed indubitably that we’re brothers.

I like indubitably

I indubitably use it any time I get a chance, rumbles round in the mouth nicely.

Indubitably  Yes It does   Indubitably 

                                                  Whapiece

Last week.

A week ago is probably twentythirty pieces ago

Jesus!

H

Ha.  I’ll play . . Christ! 

                         I haven’t heard that in a while.

Its nice to pullout on occasions excuse me  stand back  gimme a little room while I whip this thing out  schlooongGah

Nice sound effects.

Thanks You incited me 

                            Whapiece

Ohyeah . . the piece that confirmed – indubitably – that we’re brothers.

Yasaid that

I did. 

       Can’t you think of it?

Sorry Off the top of my head I cant.

The beer-sipping, dago-T-ed, legs dangling, jiggling to music . . 

. . Lactating teen

Lactating teen. Yes.

You understand she was of age

I know you’re not stupid.

Thanks

You bet.

That was something An whabout my  excuse me wha a memory   whabout my lactating beauty

You honed in on my guilt pleasure, my unachieved dream, my fantasy. 

                                                                          Damn if you didn’t nail we’re brothers, we’re blood.

Thats never been in question

Maybe where you stand it hasn’t . .  I’ve had my doubts.

Well   I havent 

                  Your fantasy

Yes.  I ‘ve always wanted to sleep with a lactating milf . . you know what that is, right?

Ive heard it  but I dont like acronyms  Wha is it

Jesus . .  

. . H  Whas that stand for

Fuck you.

No  Really   Not Harold

Herald?

Herald  Good one  No

I don’t know.

Holy

I did not know that.

I donknow wha milf means

It means Mother I’d Like to Fuck.

 

Ah  But shed have to be lactat . . 

. . Yes.

Well that cinches it brother

his best Laurel and Hardy imitation It certainly does.  Hmmpf.

1550,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  1. 21

1203,  Thursday,  14  1. 21

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9BAEJyuReWQ 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mRiEEYzVU8

 

Bobby was a good boyhood friend

when he learned that Bobbys cancer surgery was a bust Bobby was 39 he sought to remember times they spent together unfortunately in his upset he came away with a sense of those times but not particularly memories 

which spoke of his sense of upset 

later he remembered Bobbys arc then eventual favour when he slipped his fetters and dove headlong into the American antiwar counterculture which encouraged him with a rational State exorcism and gobs of Sex

the war in Vietnam was beneficial to American corporations they didnt care that another countrys weak or unlucky were destroyed

underground newspapers fought hand to hand combat with straight established rags and beckoned young men to resist the draft resist the patriotism that sought to commodify them Hey GI hey government-issue

 

he may have held the tether of his realised consciousness between his thumb and forefinger longer than his contemporaries or could read tossed bones that they ignored or picked at 

                                                                             or didnt think to split with their canines for hidden marrow or understood grit

he kept to his druthers with muscular intensity and refused to have his broth diluted 

oftimes then he sought Bobby out his infant-polio classified him 4-F Bobby hadnt sought 4-F like otherspaid for it like others he rather otherwiseto be otherwise but he bravely unfortunately accepted it wasnt to be 

                                                                                                 seeking Bobby he held out his tether to him Bobby snatched it with a Death grip Man, how can you be so casual? Im not being casual I trust you 

    he let go Bobby clutched it and stiffened Relax man You got it

no matter how strange the wind blewwhipping him tugging at him trying to tear him to pieces to shreds Bobby held on dug in his heels 

                  rather one heel  his left leg wasnt good

 

when Bobby called

when he arrived in Chicago and took a cab directly to the hospital Bobby laid in bed holding a helium balloon Red, you like red best, yeah? Right Bobby he handed him its tether Now its your turn. I trust you 

he didnt let go

Bobby hadnt a choice

Wednesday,  9  6. 93  1416,  Twosday,  12 1. 21

Seals and Crofts  Funny Little Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rwbwt7kRZJE

 

we now have 197 not 147 Republicans who should be removed from office

they have no conscience

they are thick to recognise that they may have fallen prey to craven seditionists

they are in the throes of delusion 

                                   they should be removed from office

1822,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  1. 21  

$382K -- Killed

https://www.washingtonpost.com/nation/2021/01/13/coronavirus-covid-updates/

4200 Americans died Tuesday  January 12

a new single day record for the Trump virus

                                               however records are made to be broken   being stone-cold

                                                                                   1516,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  1. 21

 

IMPEACHED AGAIN (givin peaches a bad name)

 

An there we have it 

                     the House has impeached the president a second time 232-197 4 Republicans did not vote   dismally historic

insurrection 

sedition 

          deserves nothing less 

lets see if the Senate has the stones or peach pits

1337,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  1. 21

 

Say, don’t I know you?

he got that a lot although he had an eye for faces and a memory for names this gentleman was unfamiliar to him

to be honest however his memory of faces and names of men was exceeded outlegged by his memory of womens

I cant say  You though are unfamiliar to me

No. No.  I know you . . from . from . . . from somewhere.

Ive been there he chuckled

No, no, no; I know you.

Trepverter Yiddish Youll remember after we part as trepverter at the bottom of the stairs wha you should have said at the top

No, no, no.  I do know . . 

. . Ive one of those faces

No, no . . 

. . I have to go Ill admit I might have been memorable during a forgettable instance or place

Nono, you’re mathematically squared or cubed in my head; I know you. Your name?

Ha aint gonna help  Joe a common Joe

No. I know you.

Thank you While its nice to be known I have to go Youll please excuse me

he turned to his wife  I know him, I know him from somewhere.

                                                                  Is he familiar to you?

Yes. He is.

            But you don’t want to know.

1854,  Sunday,  10  1. 21

1620 or 420 – he liked 4/20,  Monday,  11  1. 21

awrightee 

               its about damn timeits coming folks

a president with his head up his ass had his Treasury Secretary come visit and told him in no uncertain terms (despite the echo) that his beloved Andrew Jackson wasnt coming off a Twenty dollar bill while he was president despite the Harriet Tubman Twenty was being prepared and readied to go into print

Nope

       through his racists lens no black person let alone a black woman was going to replace Andrew Jackson or deface any American currency

 

he hoped the Harriet Tubman Twenty would soon appear

1156,  Twosday,  12  1. 21

https://www.nytimes.com/2019/06/14/us/politics/harriet-tubman-bill.html 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FFxeu2ad4o&utm_campaign=wp_the_daily_202&utm_medium=email&utm_source=newsletter&wpisrc=nl_daily202

aww too bad  6 people lost their lives  147 Republican House members and 14 senators dare defy states Electoral College certifications  they aided and abetted a FAKE PRESIDENT  aided and abetted an insurrection and sedition 

                                 awww  thats tough

1301 or 101,  Twosday,  12  1. 21

 

the Presidential Medal of Freedom to Ohio Representative Jim Jordan  Freedumb Caucus member  Patriots head coach Bill Belichick 

howbout the anonymous black Capitol officer who led violent insurrectionists away from Senate chambers

https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/us-politics/capitol-riot-trump-mob-officer-video-senate-chambers-b1785150.html

Fuck the president and his enablers

1922,  Monday,  11  1. 21 

Update – 0109  Twosday – Belichick declined 

 

President-elect Biden wants desperately to heal the “soul” of the nation – lets pretend it isnt dead  soulplay off -- therefore to heal demands that we attack Trump virus  but we also attack the entities that want to violently overthrow us 

two despicable organic threats

                               one without a head doing what its DNA demands the second a hydra that must be decapitated for America to go forth as a multiracial multiethnic polytheist nation

we are existentially challenged by threats from within rather than dire threats from without

1807,  Monday,  11  1. 21

 

December 1, 2020: It has to stop.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hshg0Dtk5cg

theres no guessing who is responsible for the insurrectionthe attack on the Capitol that threatened House and Senate members alike 

                the president and his Republican enablers 8 senators 126 House members Republican leadership they should be expulsed if the Republican Party wants to resume governance they should assist in expulsing these crass politicians hold elections then perhaps people interested in governing rather than power can take back their party

Our ship is leaking badly

leaving criminals in office tears at the tar  pulls the planks apart   its not a vessel to be on 

1721,  Monday,  11  1. 21

 

Why do you bother?

he shrugged 

            No bother  Have to point it outits necessary  it is very necessary to say so

 

he pointed his finger at wealth  morals   at moneys seduction

he considered those people who thought they were Godbelieved they are and the cold things they didhurtful things which werent because of anger but to hurt because they could

 

         which is cruel  

which they believe is their right

 

a superior at his employment was trying to ransack his life with Daddys money he was confident he would hold sway because of the money and “his breeding” asif humans were bred perhaps in wealthy circles they regard themselves bred unique  a breed apart

                             this monkey was convinced those were the only tools he needed to unseat himhave him fired  he used words like  to my advantage insurmountable  if an asss unintelligible bray could be understood it would sound like him

for himself he was confident his school of hardknocks his keen attention while at their knee to the words of people more intelligent than himself would keep Daddys son at bay

he understood for a long time hed have to play the cards he was dealt

 

they were at a business Christmas party held in a downtown hotel ballroom

he didnt like downtown

he didnt like hotels

he didnt like ballrooms

his wife convinced him to wear a sport jackethe wanted to wear a sweater 

she laid out his clothes and after he dressed and came out into the livingroom he saw she wasnt dressed

Whats up

I’m not going.

HellIm not going

You have to go.

An yare not going why

Offer my regrets that I had a accepted an engagement previously which I could not break. she smiled crazy dimples  pleased with herself beaming 

                               You bitch

I have my moments.

Feeding me to the wolves

Please. You’ll eat anything. They’ll be but one more item on your extensive and varied gourmet cuisine . . because you won’t eat shit.

his turn to smile 

                  he crossed the room to her and kissed her deeply  You owe me

Collect when you come home. she ran her hands on the breast of his jacket jimmied his tie teasingly  You’re very handsome.

Thank you Im your handsome 

                                 And you’re full of shit.

 

later that evening he worked his way to an antechamber outside the ballroom and sat on a silk couch

he stroked the seat JesusChrist he uttered admiring the cloth beneath his palm  someone almost sat on his handhe snatched it away just in time

Daddys moneys wife

they spoke then they parried 

                              then she told him what was wrong with him  actually telling him very exercised when he declined a blowjob

he loved it when people told him what was wrong with him  he could compare their assessment with his list

Some might think that the only difference between us is that I have money. But it’s more than the money. Unlike you, you pitiful slob, I can afford, we can afford, not to have morals.

he didnt believe morals were wrong  not on his wrong list 

                                                             Youll excuse me  he stood  My mother taught me if I hadnt something nice to say nothing at all  and walked away

 

before he left he wanted to thank his boss his host searching the ballroom Daddys money approached him AwChrist I understand you had a conversation with my wife. 

I did

he knew he wasnt going to defend his wifes honour no matter what she told her him

 

You really should have. She gives tremendous head.

1222 or 0022,  Wednesday,  9  6. 93

1252,  Monday,  11  1. 21

onetwentythree in the morning   1  2   3  easy as that 

                                                           there was going to be a lunar eclipse  fivetwenty

he wanted to be able to wake to see it  Unless I go to sleep NOW  or unless I dont go to sleep

he looked at a copy of Bridges of Madison County on the coffee table  just finished it

thinking back over it shaman occurred to him  as did mysticism and love 

                                                                                he didnt think of love often

he thought  It was just a little lie  a little lie about love

it wasnt the usual lie 

                       that love spoken with sexual ardor and heat  which meant Thank you  meant orgasm  that meant anything besides I love you   three words  1  2   3  used selfishly  thoroughly trashed 

                                                                                                        used benignly

 

when he thought of love he imagined a warm love a comforting love  an idealised love that tickles the skintingles the scalpblushes the cheeksstrokes the throat inside  deftlydeliciously caresses the loins  like a cats lick 

                                                                                                             that was love

a prostitute doesnt hear I love you  not from a John

he said I love you three times

he said I like you a lot 

                       You like me?  Yes  I like you  I prefer to be honest

he was slapped for being honestthey wanted more  more wasnt for him to givehed been slapped more times than he cared to remember

like  doesnt   suggest  the gratification love does

                                                   so he modified saying so that he didnt need to tuck his chin behind his shoulderkeep his elbows up  take blows on his arms 

rather than lie he said  I love fucking you 

shame on himhuh

0123,  Friday,  4  6. 93

1333,  Sunday,  10  1. 21

 

he stood with one foot in the grave  not that hed be buried like a bone in a vacuumedsealed coffin to eventually turn to a molten slippery sludge

he thought existentially

                        while it seemed those behind himyounger than him were imbued in fantasynot dependent on their own imaginations  he couldnt imagine the places they might allow themselves to be taken or led

they fingered flat keyboard played with toggleswitches were enticed by buttons

button

        the only button he wanted to finger or rotate was a womans nipple he wasnt going to accept a virtual stopgap  be a virtual player  be 2D while his 3Dself acquiesced and was suspendedhung in a jitteryelectronic miasmic stupor be represented by a frenetic ant army hive of buzzingbees or electroshocked entities 

not his cup of Socrates hemlock        

1933,  Saturday,  2  1. 21

1606,  Reggae Friday,  8  1. 21