to wander near an opened
dictionary on a stand in a library was like a set trap he its unsuspecting prey
he couldnt resist
among the manymany things he had
trouble resisting the widespread dictionary was like a woman who beckoned him
anhe couldnt wait to get his nose down inbetween its pages
he entered it looking for agon which
he read in Lawrence Durrells The Black Book
first he found anile
1. of or like an old woman
2.
senile
( Latin anilis, from anus, he imagined hed sidestep anilis spewed
from an anus old woman ) anwhy was old woman was derived from anus
he didnt know
that anwhen he learned things such as that he look madly around for anyone to
tell there were only librarians old librarians anuses not like he could stroll overinterrupt them yawanna bet
Excuse me Yawanna hear wha I just
learned from the dictionary theyd lookup
over their glasses at him humour him its
not wise to humour him Yare an anus
nah he
didnt do thatwanted to do that but he
didnt but he wanted to
returning to the dictionary his
eye fell on anilingus n. oral
stimulation of the anus for sexual excitement hed definitely take the bubblegum out of his mouth for that either for not wanting to lose it or to stop
himself from blowing big pink bubbles (
New Latin: Latin anus (a grapheme over the a
making it a long a) + Latin lingere, to lick; see leigh – in the Appendix
) OHMY have to go to the Appendix getting in the weeds no idea what
he might find there he held his breath
and dove like a high dive into water he hadnt plumbed to know if it was deep
enough hed know soon enough could be thats a rushthats like walking on thin ice and
listening to gentle fractures listening to its gibberish and cackles hoping the ice would forgive him his
trespass
BINGO made
it leigh
-- important derivatives are lick + lecher
leigh -- to lick 1. electuary (a medicinal substance mixed with honey or another sweet
substance), “.
just a spoonful of sugar helps the
medicine go down” thanks Mary lichen, from Greek leikhein, to
lick … B. lecher, from Old French,
lecher, to live in debauchery DAMN no address (from
Germanic * likkon grapheme over the o a long o 3. nasalized zero-grade form * li-n-gh anilingus, cunnilingus from
Latin, lingere, to lick)
went round in a circle
whagoes round cums round
back on track Durrells tapping his foot waiting on him agon
agon -- 1. a conflict
3. a test of will ( Greek, agon grapheme
over the o a long o SEE
AGONY )
agony
1.
suffering intense physical or mental pain
2.
the struggle that precedes death
3.
a violent of intense struggle
Durrell wrote in Black Books preface
the book is only a savage charcoal sketch of spiritual and sexual
etiolation FUCK Durrell whadahells etiolation
nose back between those heady musty pages
etiolation
2.b. to make weak by stunting growth or
development estrus or oestrus state of sexual arousal, excitement in female
mammals, excluding humans in heat he knew heat
he knew more than a few women who went into heatwho said as much Sometimes I just need a good fuck. somewhere overhead angelas fingering
themselves beat their wings while accompanying angels beat their meat
that threw him for a loop or mebbe he had too much slack in
the Bunnings bondage rope he used heat why would the definition exclude
human females
an earthlings an earthling and
speaking of estrus or oestrus esurience n. hungry, greedy
the anuses eyeballed him he was tapping
the dictionary stand with his cock Whacha lookin at Im reading here
LOOK
at this demisemiquaver a demisemiquaver is a 32nd musical note he tried like hell to hit them on his
saxophone he wasnt agile enough
but he digresses
not really
demimonde 1. a. a class of women kept by wealthy lovers or protectors (he had one of
those but that was a story for another time
she was a hoot)
1. b. women prostitutes considered as a group
a demimondaine a woman belonging to the demimonde
fucking
lyrical mebbe in his next life he would
return a woman and tear it up as he was tearing it up now
probably would be frowned upon
mebbe not if he was a hot
wealthy woman
going down the rabbithole
demisemiquaver
amusia the inability to recognise musical tones or
reproduce them otherwise tone deafness
aphasia partial or total loss of the ability to articulate
ideas or comprehend spoken or written language
agraphia a disorder marked by the loss of the ability
to write
Almost
there
alexia loss of the ability to read he dated an Alexia briefly she was beautifulbut dumb
aboulia loss or impairment of the ability to make
decisions or act independently
never his trouble
Oh
shitAWW that thrust against the stand did it
he ejaculated
messed his pants
better beat it before the anuses fall on himcatch a whiff of his
funk
no telling wha the library fine was for masturbating
at least he was in the adult section
hur
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