Help Anne Heche 

                    Too soon.   Is until it isnt

Fasten your seatbelts irritated him 

                                      what he gleamed from conversationsYES he conversed specifically about it   That’s an odd question.   How you feel about it   What’s to feel?   Im irritatedfeel set upon  Its a command   A command? I think it’s a request of you regarding your safety.   Because I need to be told how to conduct myself Im unaware of me   Because it’s law.   Law  Because its money  Its enough to keep me off aircraft except for times when I really have to flywhen I have to submit    Other times you drive, correct? they begin to smilethinking they had something on him   I don wear a seatbelt Yes

Fasten your seatbelt meant different things to different people of course age played into ithe appreciated that

thats the purpose of education indoctrination 

                                                laying that on someone is a whole other can of worms worth discussing

 

people didnt like to think they were indoctrinated lead around by their nose 

                                                                                it was one of his better arguments for extremely liberal education  against stringent curriculum  which also irritated the shit out of him

 

he may have been easily irritated

he found such things didnt bother or upset many 

                                                   but it was his habit to entertain answers to questions in the long runnot tomorrow  in ten years twenty years  what were those ramifications how might they affect people unborn which wasnt a plea against abortion  an assemblage who is not a person until they can draw breath on their own outside of incubators female or otherwise

a vast cottage industry was spawned by American capitalism which differs drastically from others Americas has metastasisedbeen cancerous for decades its insatiable greed its bottomline antisocialHell sociopathic corporations their political bedmates enablers  seatbelts  childrens car seats those contraptions grown from them the auto industry thrall airbags all around determined requisite lifesaving products in case of an accident Which is wha an accident an unexpected event sudden in nature associated with carelessness unawareness ignorance a hostcombination of causes Cause and effect

he usually didnt get that far into his argument

when someone yawned in his face he disconnected 

                                                      when theyve yawned perhaps going to excuse themselves opening their eyes again  hes adios

he was everyone is a product of their environment  of growingup

                                                                    he was not swaddled he was not confined by a seatbelt he learned by making mistakes  indoctrination takes making mistakes out of ones hands 

                                                                                                       Do as you are told.

Oh Big Brother  forgive me for I have sinned

1811,  Saturday,  13  8. 22

1020,  Sunday,  14  8. 22

it was a bullet point on his resume

his interviewer gulped audiblyher eyes bugged

he knew right where she was

Applicable skills

did she want him to explaindid she want to crossexamine his reasoning rationale he thought it above her pay grade gambled shed let him ascendlet someone on the floors above her to vet him tell him No, I’m afraid you haven’t the skill set, not to say that you do not have an impressive resume, but, unfortunately, you haven’t what we’re looking for right now.

she quelled her anxiousnessrecovered quickly 

he was impressed 

she finished his resume

placed the cover letter atop it

   finally lifted her eyes to his

Well

You possess an impressive array of skills, abilities . . have had a . unique . background.

Thank you oozed from his mouth like melted butter  her eyes widened

she cleared her throat

he said Have you anything you might like to ask me for clarification or did it read clearly  I wanted to be very specific

Specific . .  she said absentlyher eyes clouding 

                                                    she shook off the fog  You were specific. No.  I don’t have any questions really.

Neither did the young man Bob who interviewed me this morninghe asked me to waitwanted me to meet with someone evidently you  who was positioned above him

Yes.  I understand. 

                      And I’m going to refer you to someone above me. 

Today

No no.   Can youcould you . . return tomorrow?

Yes  I need a job

standing immediatelyextending her hand he stood too Tomorrow, bright and early, Eight AM?

Ready and rarin he took her handshe had a good grip though it was moist Thank you for your time 

 

he exited the shiny corporate building there were shiny corporate metal sculptures on stone piers on the greengrassy islands between lots 

                       he heard a honk

 

he walked over to the car and got in 

                                       Thanks for picking me upI hope you didnt have to wait long

Nah, no trouble, on my way, not ten minutes.

I appreciate it

You’re welcome. 

                   before starting the car he slipped a bit sideways to look directly at him  Your gambit, it’s working?

Its workin Got me past two entry level associates

They didn’t want to be gatekeepers.

They did not 

               I return tomorrow at Eight

I imagine your expression will be . subtly . . threatening?

I was thinking quirkyabrupt though itll dependent on who  I suspect hebelieve theyll be a he  he may find hes not keen on corporate hierarchy keen to say no to me

You’re crazy.

I need work Im incentivising them

Incentise? That’s a stretch.

Surviving hand to hand combat cleavingcaving in skulls with axes rocks like rotten wood  I have unique skills

1704,  Thursday,  4  8. 22

1218,  Saturday,  13  8. 22

Beatles  Maxwell’s Silver Hammer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJag19WoAe0

   You he missed her 

                         Youve replaced youyour videos artwork emails text messages letters

Youve replaced yourself

I can live with that

hes had to contend with other losses

he keeps what they left him

there was a bitter difference

they were dead

2013,  Thursday,  4  8. 22

1126,  Saturday,  13  8. 22

Beatles  Nowhere Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8scSwaKbE64

Cucumber Slumber reminds me of West Side Story 

                                                         Cool. 

Ah ya dig daddy-o

I dig.

he thought he might not dig was his affectation it fit he was still tailoring his didnt own it quite yet but fingers crossedin time  everything in time 

                  If time runs long enough

Time. You say something?

Ah yacaught me thinkin outloud not a good practise

I should say.

now that was his affectation fit him to a T 

                                               humoured  Yes 

That’s quite a grin.

Had quite a thought

Thought?

I shoudsay

his features bunched should have taken a photo and had it published in The New Oxford American Dictionary for perplexed man could say without saying anif something goes without saying dont 

                                                                 Yamaking fun of me?

Dammit ya blew it It went without sayin

How?

Yare trippin over an interior dialogue The Chicago Manual of Style prefers dialogue to dialog of mine Offerinya an explanation woud only ruin it Ill keep it to myself  Ya cant have itNah cant do that

THAT reminds me of something.

Is time

  It’s something. 

                      No. he shrugged  Can’t . . quite . . . put my finger on it.

Need a little help

absent still working on it

A little help from your friends 

                               oblivious No. Ain’t coming with it. 

HELP

No thanks no thank you. polite little bastard It’ll come to me I prefer it come to me you not say.

Im happy to oblige 

                    But let me know happy to help

     

0933,  Saturday,  13  8. 22

1025,  Saturday 

Weather Report  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gsk-ae_y8I

West Side Story  Cool  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wugWGhItaQA

Beatles  You Can’t Do That  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PK21u7YzmI  With a Little Help From My Friends  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0C58ttB2-Qg

purulent pensee (one helluva week)

Witch hunt?

criminal docs

radioactive redux

again inside Mar-a-Lago

   Never was a witch hunt

1702, ReggaeFriday,  12  8. 22

0904,  Saturday,  13  8. 22

Beatles  Helter Skelter  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWW2SzoAXMo

crisp new neighbourhood

trussed young leafy trees

edged green lawns

fresh new houses   

brandnew healthy babes at least they look healthy pink  black babies rarely rate 

babes warm wombtumbled aquatic   amphibious twoworlds

    inside looking out between windowpanes   flat housewives

walking past on a whiteconcrete sidewalk noting them he heldup his hand a salute  not a solicitous wave

they didnt motion

one  a redhead   he stoppedturned faced her

she didnt flinch

at the bottom the window was slightly open

Hello

she didnt move

Hello

she didnt move

HELLO

a breeze pickedup stroked his back 

she seemed to wag twist

   it wasnt a woman

it was a highresolution portrait heatpressed on a window shade 

                                                                        flat housewife

housewives

Twoishtwatish,  ReggaeFriday,  12  8. 22

333preferred,  ReggaeFriday

I must be dim

If I agree with you are you going to get pissed off?

Ifya use pissed

If I agree with you are you going to be upset?

No

What makes you think you’re dim, as in dimmed-witted correct?

Yes

I believe . .

. . Believe . .

. . Had to go to church with my Maw.

Had to

Yes. My father made me.

Wasnt it up to him to attend with her

He golfed on Sundays.

Anyer the oldest

I was . .

. . Condemned  

In a word . . yes

For how . .

. . Years, fucking years, though I did make my Mom very happy attending with her. 

It begins Forgive me FatherBless me Father . for I have sinned. My last confession was yadyad years ago. Then spill your guts.

Thas creepy Didnt know

Now ya do.

Before I confess my dimness ya remember any formal prayers of sorrow

he slowly turned his head to face him a real puss he must have thought

Don play poker do ya

What of it?

Lemme heardgive it to me  Knock me out

Really?

Im spillin my guts  Wet the floor

Just listen . . My God, I am sorry for my sins with all my heart.

Ohwow  If I were Gawd Id fuck you

Really?

Continue I apologise  Ya sold me

I repeated it for years.  I can give you the Cub Scout oath ifya like too . .

. . Nah no better Cub Scout than Gawd

. . . All my heart. 

                  In choosing to do wrong and failing to do good, I have sinned against you whom I should love above all things.

Awesome Reminds me of your relationship with your father  

You gonna keep interrupting?

No

Thank you. I firmly intend, with your help to do penance, to sin no more, and to avoid whatever leads me to sin. Our Savior Jesus Christ suffered and died for us. In his name, my God, have mercy.

Thas it

Yeah.

Thawas licketysplit  Im impressed 

                                     Yet despite prostrating themselves before Gawddoin penance  to sin no more  theyre backSunday unable to keep their word 

                                                 Tithes A fluid relationship  Get squeakyclean spend the week doin who knows wha then back for another whitewash  Like washing a car

he fixed him sternly with his eyes

I quit interrupting

  Dim. Explain.

    Yes

       The song Eagles Witchy Woman 

Yeah.

Crazy laughter in another room and she drove herself madness with a silver spoon

Yeah.

Yah Whatha mean to you

She drove herself to madness with a silver spoon?  You kiddin me?

   Tell me

Cocaine.

I thought you were going to say tha

Of course cocaine.

I didnt care for cocaine  

What else would you think?

Whaelse woudya think

Your confession.

Masturbate I imagined her masturbating

                                            When shes done I get to lick it like cake batter or frosting off a beater  reminded me of weekends afternoons baking when my Maw baked

Maw. You’ll keep my mother out of this, keep her away, a long long way away.

Are you going to acknowledge that?

Cant

Can’t? 

       Why not?

I bought my Maw a vibrator for Christmas once Bought it on good authorityhad fallen in with a den of lesbians wellconnected bought hash through them so I figured why not  whod know better than they

                                                                                                  The place was always rocking with crazy laughter 

I don’t know if you’re dim.

  Really

            Tha might be the nicest thing yave ever said to me

1854,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  3  8. 22

1519,  Thursday,  11  8. 22

Eagles  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCcEjZQQNjo

Two:two two shoo flydon bother me  shoo fly don bother me  Awcomon manUP yare a fly

po thing  thing spinninround on its backmakes its belly back agin its wings work but no lift  its unwilling to crawl

  Thas admirable

                    it is a FLY

coudave stepped on it put it out of its misery does a fly know misery 

                                                                       he stoopd corralld it in his hands closed them took it out  Ya donwanna die in a house

outside he placed it on a shadedslice of railing painted white too hot in the sun 

                                                                                   he was considerate humane

not to be confused with human

  quiet  suddenlyspun in a tight krazedcircle made its feet  it looked like a gem turquoisepurplish in the daylight

                                                                                                                       Better

the fly suddenlyspunleapt off the railing  landed in a bedding of spiderweb clinging between bush shootsleaves

Awcomon man 

                   he hoped it died before the spider knew

222preferred, ReggaeFriday,  12  8. 22

. . . algorithmaroused advertisements from Hell creepcrawl across his computer screen like ants blowflies at a bloated corpse 

           he didnt know what to expect when he leaned into read what Joe wrote as he went to refill their coffees

Joe hadnt shared it with him

he was being nosey

Joe entered the room he called his studio with the coffees

                                                             I let the cream bounce off the bottommy wife liked it that way hope its okay for you 

he drank his black

clearing his throatloosening a couple flies he inadvertently swallowedhis jaw hanging open

                                                                                        Arg aah I’m sure it’ll be fine.

Joe sat again on the vintage mustardyellow Steelcase swivel chair before the screen it had seen better days but so had he 

   Its okay

he sipped the coffee  Yes. Spot on.

Good Aim to please Lemme shut this down well head out onto the porch and yak out there

Good idea. So ah listen . . I gotta confess.

Joe left the computer beturned on the chair to face him  A confession I need to find my priest collar before ya begin Without it I cant legitimately absolve you

You’re funny no . . I just wanted to say to admit, I read what you wrote.

Thas your confession

Yeah. You didn’t say I could.

I woudave sure but you havent shown interest

When you push words together the results confuse me . . it’s . . taxing . .

. . An you don wanna work that hard 

I don’t.

         Where's the piece going?

The computer advertisements

Yes.

IKEA Youre familiar

Yes.

When did you first see an IKEA catalog

I think when it first hit ground in the States, I’d guess late 80s, pretty sure before you showed up out here.

Late eightynine

There you have it.

I first saw it a hint of it in the film Fight ClubEdward Norton filling his apartment

Good film.

Great film

              I thought IKEA was movie prop 

A movie prop? 

Yahhad no idea it was legitactually existed 

                                              Went to play poker with some friends a year or so after my wife died and an catalog was sitting on the back of the toilet Me being me I had to bray my ignorance I walked out to the table with it in hand and asked if it was a product from the film or if IKEA actually existed You can imagine their howl they lost their shitcoudnt believe Id never heard of it 

                                          I had to laugh too

So the line . . 

. . The line was fomented by another company that looks like they took their lead from Fight ClubIve no idea how I propagated its advertisement Joss and Martin lifted right out of the film Im tellin ya 

                                                                                         I resent ads theyre horseshit I have a hard time they can lead people around by their nose I cant say any ad Ive had the misfortune to see has ever informed me or made me drop wha I was doin run out an buy it

Ah, but you’re a lousy consumer, maybe . maybe a carbon toeprint.

Toeprint I like tha

1915,  Monday,  8  8. 22

1133,  ReggaeFriday,  12  8. 22

Hey Hey Hey guttural out of the back of ones throat an homage to iconic Fat Albert a childrens cartoon character

Fat Alberts refrain rang in his ears it livened up the legal discourse between US Attorney General Merrick Garland and Former and the sniveling cavalcade that follows with their nose at his ass like dogs   

abruptlytersely mincing no words Garland flouted a circumspect machismo handily bitchslappin the officious mouthylying Former his cohorts an shadowy online civil war freaks who thrill attempting to spiteredress Garland the DOJ the FBI 

              their caustic errant narrative fell into their laps like hot steaming shit thatll take the crease out of their slackspleat out of their skirts

Former has until 3PM Eastern Friday to put up or shut up

last night,  Thursday, 11  8. 22

1221, ReggaeFriday,  21  8. 22

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kyb7-Hw0BE 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcFV8I-xx6Q  Doocy asking Rep. Steve Scalise  minute-marks: 0:57secondsBING  bring on Ducey @ 02:18  Scalise remarks that “agents go rogue” @ 03:33 then winding in Rep. Perrys smartphone taken by agents @ 04:10  Mar-a-Lago property search and Perrys phone have nothing to do with each other

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/maddowblog/republican-leader-takes-anti-fbi-arguments-weird-direction-rcna42807?icid=nextpost_bot

I told herNo Imnot   no gonna let you blow me

he gasped Are you out of your mind?

it was a queer to hear while gasped a staccatofalsetto worked its way in kind of faggish hed save him his assessment itd turn him inside out homophobe that he was 

No

his hand fluttered in front of his face like a frantic moth at lightbulb his fingers dancing before his own eyes the back of it to him 

         NO.  How is that possible . refuse a blow job?

Can you see me through your hand 

                                      Do I look like Im kidding

I just don’t know how . . how . how you could turn it down. he wasnt prone to epizeuxis

  Life coach

                You know how I feel about paid phonyfriends

Christ man, you could have close your eyes.

I like watching my cock sucked yakiddin meWAIT  Wait he was prone to epizeuxis  Wait  You prefer lights out

Yes.  I like lights out.

I can only imagine the women yave bedded Cyclopses Unibrows   Circus freaksNOT not tha theres anything wrong with tha

          Somebodys got to

he growled gutturally Fuck you.

No thank yousee how easy it is to turn down sex

whatever was in his mouth turned sidewaysgot jammed lockjaw  his open mouth was as dark as his bedroom

For your edification it wasnt that piece of work who helped herself to my laptalked about her loverhis birthday sitting three tables off watching 

                            Talk wrapped around my little finger Idiot

looking like a toy balloon deflating  Another life coach?

  Yah

         Seems theres something bout me tha attractsem

Like moths?

he snickered No  Bees to honey buddy 

                                       Beeeees to honey he couldnt resist an grabbed ahold of his crotch

Jaysus.

Buzz buzz  buzz 

 

1342,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  10  8. 22

1305,  Thursday,  11  8. 22

You just returned wha are the 576,851 2020 Census people from Wyoming called  Aside from majority Whitey

he shook his head almost imperceptibly When I listen to you talk if I didn’t know you better I’d say you were racist.

A white  racist

You can’t help yourself.

I cant I really cant I resent whiteymy race has its head up its ass Race is a social constructnot hard to acknowledge  yet many deny critical race theory because their simpering myth is smasheddestroyed  

                                                                                          Im getting off point  People from Wyoming

I didn’t ask they didn’t say.  If I had to say I’d say Wyomingians . .

. . No

No. You know?

Don ask a question you don know the answer to  Ever

What?

Wyomingites.

-Ites.

Yah something huh However when I write it out Im tempted to play W Y O M ignites which plays in my head as W O M woman ignites Ignite women  A place where tipped might possibly think to fire up a couple as witches . .

. . That’s a reach . . 

. . A bit  I said I was playing 

                                However in your vein Wyomingians  I can seewithout a doubt W Y O mongolians twist it up a notch W Y O mongoloids  Slang offensive

                                                   Whymongoloids W H Y  Because they are

Are you racist?

Its a construct

                Im just liberally constructingdon get me going on Idaho  I da ho

1834 approximately,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  3  8. 22

1553 or 153,  Thursday,  11  8. 22

Race  https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/race-is-a-social-construct-scientists-argue/

https://www.moving.com/tips/heres-what-you-call-residents-from-each-state/

Ohbrotherhe coudnt look away 

                                he thought hed seen it all when Wide World of Sports carried stock cars running around ovals an golf an bowling an billiards thenSHIT poker  Texas Hold ’em 

                                                                            he had not

discovered theres an American Cornhole League pro singles world championships

                                                                                         Fuuck

whos watching a lot of chubby men tossing beanbags professionally

there are sports

there are games

televise checkers  Chinese checkers  shooting marbles

                                                          physical conditioning be damned strength stamina  agility  reflexes

were a bunch of lardasses 

                             The United States of America giving way to An Illiterate Bunch of Lardasses

U S A

I B L   ohshit have to go theretoo much 

                                            I m B e c i L e s

1001,  Thursday,  11  8. 22