29.3.21
$552K -- American deaths by Trump virus
she got a bug up her ass and he wasnt
going to help her out with it
it was her bug
at most her sighing and ogling bugged him
Look how fit they are.
sixseven guys preening across the
room from them
granted she
was worth preening about
Aren’t they fit?
Yah thats wha youth gives ya
What do you mean by that? she asked an
edge in her voice
Wha I said
What are you, implying?
No implication Im acknowledging their youth
You’re implying, aren't you . . I’m not
young?
When ya finish your drink Im not
hangin out Im headin home Anif ya stay yacan stop by an pickup your things later
Pick up my things. You’re being mean, you're being coercive.
Not strongarmin ya
Do whayawanna do
You’re jealous.
Weak Yaknow Im not
Not in my makeup
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nor did he want to be
consoled he wanted the timethis time as
before as will be he wanted these discrete times involute inviolate to suffer to learn to manage to accept what is unacceptable
Death cauterises one from the
other
she felt otherwise
he did not
she placed the stick in her urine
stream
Lucky fuckin guys she mused as she held the stickkept her
fingers up so not to wet them
she Kegeledstopped her flow
brought the stick up from between
her legs
shed make a
doctor appointment
heads Mifepristone tails
Misoprostol
if she talked to her fatherknowing
him hed lean Misoprostol
she didnt have to ask
Last step old man whadaya got she was impressed Im impressed
Donbe Its only because yare putting the screws to me
You do well under pressure
I agree Natto
OhJesus
Arent ya happy I didnt ask
YES
he leaned Misoprostol but suggest
rather the Mifepristone because Planned Parenthood which he supported encouraged
it
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actually there were two basement
doors at the top of the steps one opened
into the hallway upstairs the other swung
into the basement
they were hinged on the same side
there was a couplethree inches of
dead spacedead air between them
usually the door at the top of
the basement steps remained open that
threshold was probably a metre deep he didnt know this so he thought to
share it a metre is defined currently as
the length of the path traveled by light in a vacuum in a second the dictionary told him so will wonders
never cease
that the threshold was deep stop
the young and the elderly from falling headlong down the harsh wood steps
he got down the steps to him
first
he didnt know why there were two basement
doors at the head of the stairs
it wasnt his house
sometimes he was troublingly more
this could be considered breaking
and entering
hed done that in real life
not in its criminal sense
I should have taken away every
book you brought into the house; that’s your mother’s fault.
IF SOMEONE IS GUILTY OF SOMETHING
THEY EASILY ACCUSE OTHERS OF IT
the voice wasnt his not hearing himself as he spoke or hearing
himself recorded by a machine
26.3.21
It was slim pickins
The actor? Doctor Strangelove?
Yahyah yah Though Id prefer if yawanna interject wanna
enjoin me then make yourself know prior not skate in surreptitiously yahave no no-knock privileges
No-knock? Warrant? Like cops?
Sarcasm baby
You make things difficult.
I am usually amicable to our
interactions am I not
I hate it when you phrase it in
that manner.
Am I not that disturbs you
It does.
Yes. Thank you.
Mebbe you can remember that for
future purposes
Maybe.
Yes
The before an after of the remark
were dislocated not linear
Linear? You're talking about linear?
Ain’t nothing linear about your thought process. Maybe if you thought more
linear the remark wouldn’t be a puzzle now.
Puzzle excellent analogy Yare pretty smart for a chucklehead
Thank you, I think.
Quit thinking yare killin my eyesgivin me a headache
Huh?
Nevermind Never mind
Alright. What do you recall the voiceover
saying?
Yaremember
I do, but I asked you first. I
think that because I ask you first you should say, besides, you did say you
wanted me to quit thinking.
Yare a funny guy
Pomegranate don’t fall far from
the tree.
An I like that analogy too The abundance of seeds Yare pretty sharp this morning
I had a good night’s sleep;
unlike you.
Yes Thats true
Fitful
You’re a nut, you know we’re
around you all the time.
I do I was concerned for those in the back
Slim pickins
Slim pickins.
25.3.21
Another dreimka?
Dreimka
Yes.
Clever.
he can hear her
going uphill he saw crumbled patches
where underlying rock spied on the sky many anthills he followed a line of intrepid
foragers that led him to a small dead bird they were rendering it appeared to have crashed its wings extended
its eyes hollowed out there was tall grass dirt deer paths colourful
wildflowers
at the top of the hill he saw he was able to take in a 360degree panorama open fields pastures shy furrows where
rain ran downhill other hillocks crags bold spines of stone darkgreen shivering
oaks distant blue mountains shaded purple faces graywhite sunstreaked cliffs somber
cloud shadows mountains furthur away ridges like blades keen silveredwhite a lightblue sky
at the horizon whose colour deepened between purewhite billowing clouds which appeared as soft as the folds of a woman
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when he walked in he eyeballed
the place
hadnt a clue how he missed her
obviously she preceded him in
though his happenstances usually did
when it came to women
in the right place at the right
time
who knew the DMV would ever be the
right place
he thanked his lucky stars
they graced him again
the employee took her license
photograph
itll never do her justice
she did shutdown the fireworks quickly bundled her hair up and confined it
again kinda like closing a exquisite dangerous
stiletto
she did what she was told
he
had to get himself a woman like that
the DMV is publicspace
NOT IN PUBLIC
NOT ALLOWED
TRESPASSERS WILL BE
VIOLATED he
loved that sign he saw hung badly on a barbedwire fence in Montana
if he didnt do all the things he did
that he wasnt supposed to hed have lead a miserable life
the quality of ones life isnt
doing what youre toldisnt falling in lineis understanding the difference
between you and othersthe difference between right and wrong is standing up for what is right decrying it
deploring defying it not lipservice but getting in its face because the very first thing to understand about wrong
is that itll never correct itself
he hmmedstroked his masked
chin returned to his book
he decided she was never there