cloud shadows drifted lazilyamicably across an enormous turned field beside the highway

a little girl sat on the backbench of her parents sedan

                                                              BS  Before Seatbelts

she was admiring how the clouds were fashioning shadow bunnies shadow birds bear cubs barking dogs openmouthed geese on the clots of earth

she watched in earnest

   realising their shadowplay was being watched the clouds chuckled

one was inclined  the others nodded Have at it

                                                        it fashioned a tremblingshadow of an erect cock 

the little girls eyes bugged

                           shed foundseen black and white photographs her father kept in his garage workbench

closing her eyes she began to cry

her motherturning on her hip from the front bench asked

                                                            What’s wrong, honey?

all the little girl could do was point out the window at the field

her mother looked

                    she saw the writhing cock

   she felt a PANG a TICKLE between her legs

through the windshield a clouds shadowhand nudged her lap

                                                                 strummed  heartstrings heating

she put her hand on top of it

                              began rubbing between her legs

her daughter continuing to weep couldnt stop looking at the nowthrobbing cock

Daddy looked over at Mommy

                                Jesus baby

she had put her hand up her skirt

   he felt a PANG a TICKLE between his legs

through the windshield a feminine shadowhand lay on his lap

   Mommy.

she didnt answer

   Daddy.

he didnt answer

rubbing the tears from her eyes with the heels of her hands she grasped the back of the seat pulled herself up stood leaned forward over it between her parents

   she didnt write about that at school What I Did for Spring Break.

1954,  Saturday,  6  4. 24

1219, Reggaefriday,  26  4. 24

finger/hand shadows  https://sellerbmk.pics/product_details/9246205.html

Montell Jordan  This Is How We Do It  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hiUuL5uTKc

casting a glance across the street at the opposite corner he asked

                                                                      They makin a statement

Making a . . . what are you talking about? Who?

Across the street

she looked
             she looked confused    What?

The tree The rock

looking again she saw that the redwoods trunk was looselywrapped up to a reaching height yellow plastic tape on the ground angled off before it near the curb a sharpbroken goodsized granite boulder also strung

Says on the tree Do Not Cross On the rock Crime Scene

                                                            Cop tape  Houseowner a cop

I’ve no idea. I haven’t seen this before.

Not before

             he stoppedthey stopped walking

No.

When I last visited they were bound ifya can call tha bound not restraining Sampson Prometheus chained liver noshed

she shook her head Samson? Prometheus?

You woudnt say

No I wouldn’t.

Then Im happy I did

                        Whas the statement

Does there need to be a statement?

Arts a statement

Art?

      You think that’s art?

I think its a display of some sort

                                     It can be art

I think that’s a stretch.

Lets stretch gimme a statement

she looked him in the face

                             You’re serious?

I am

       Call it a stretch of the imagination

Ill call it bondage inanimate bondage makin sure they don run off in the middle of the night

Bondage?

Or tape excess tape leftover the end of the roll that they the owner chose not to let to go to waste to incite minds attract an fix wandering eyes

                        Ponder

   No.  Nothing.

                    Can we go?

Not inspired huh

No.

    But we know it doesn’t take much for you. Easily entertained.

I am

          Thank you for stopping with me

she grabbed his jackets lapel tippytoed kissed himgave him a peck

Whastha for

There’s more where that came from when we get to your place.

he laughedacted like he was going to cross the street

                                                         What? Where you going?

Untie the rock free it use the tape on you

It says Do Not Cross it's talking to you.  And you do not want to cross me.

Woud I be crossing you

I prefer your arms and hands and mouth.

he laughed

              Well then lets get going

0930,  Thursday,  11  4. 24

1049,  Reggaefriday,  26  4. 24

Journey  Any Way You Want It  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEpFf2towVU

. . . a vibrator Granville called it a percuteur However why a British physician woud give his device a French name means firing pin he chuckled I love this shit is beyond me  unless of coarse he might have been having a bit of fun at the expense of the Frenchwho can say

eyes rolling What brought this on?

   On  Really

still rolling Really.

Lemme think     Aah

                         Synched with Queen you sangalbeit quietly Im in love with my bidet

Was I?

You were  Yes

                  But I think it has more to do with stimulating your perineum than cleaning your ass

No.

   Yes Nothing wrong with tha who doesnt enjoy a good tonguelashing of their perineum

But wha aboot my balls

What?

Ahboot my balls

he laughed

             Your balls? What about ‘em?

Done with the bidet I imagine theyre sparkly waterybits gleaming by dawns early light  Aerosoled arseconsoled

What are you talking about?

Aboot my balls

                  Woudnt want toilet paper clinging Unsightly

Who would see?

                  Use a towel.

A washcloth

A washcloth.

Laundry

You’re cleaner.

More laundry

Yes.

   So you were unclean until recently

Not unclean.

Smeared

I wouldn’t say thatI’ll tell you what man.

                                              Try it.

Like Mikey Ill like it

shook his head  Maybe not. Because you’re a huge pain in the ass.

                                                                       I like it.

   You buy it

   No.  My wife did.

Ah

0942,  Thursday,  11  4. 24

0943,  Reggaefriday,  26  4. 24

Beach Boys  Good Vibrations   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eab_beh07HU

Mikey  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zw9vCyhUgaY

Aristotle intoned All knowledge comes from (firsthand) experience

                                                                      the story of life is empirical  systematic

reality is described as perceived by the senses

  1668

          Italian physician and scientist Francesco Redi of Pisa experimenting with flies determined  Omne vivum ex ovo

All life stems from the egg

which should have put to rest the question

                                              Which came first  The chicken or the egg

The Egg

Excuse me, but a chicken must lay the egg.

Yes After it hatched

a solemn invocation  a reading from The Book of Eels

                                                         Praise  Look into the eyes of an eel

Praise be

Come unto me Slither unto me   Slither fast on your slimy belly  unto me

beget The European eel  The Sargasso Sea

                                              larvae found but never an egg or eels spawning

1400,  Thursday,  11  4. 24

0833,  Thursday,  25  4. 24

https://ocean.si.edu/ocean-life/fish/origin-eels

https://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/the-utterly-engrossing-search-for-the-origin-of-eels-180980777/ 

Christ he muttered

                   although in the line ahead and behind him he was confident many Christs were being mangled in peoples mouths

                   also mangled

TSA  the Transportation Security Administration

after the strip show and screening he dressed Obrutha he was going to have to find himself suspenders without metal on them he yanked his pants up tucked in his shirt cinched his beltChrist

                                                                          sat  put on his shoes

the fella on the bench beside him was having a helluva timeChrist  he was struggling to put his shoes on

Woudya like to borrow my shoehorn

Your shoehorn?

Yes

     he handed it to him

adjusting his hornrimmed glasses I can’t believe you carry a plastic shoehorn.

I cant believe I still have to take off my shoes

1500,  Thursday,  11  4. 24

0750,  Thursday,  25  4. 24

Bush tells Americans to “. . . get down to Disney World in Florida” to help shore up the country’s hurting airlines  “Take your families and enjoy life the way we want to be enjoyed.”  https://www.vox.com/the-goods/22662889/september-11-anniversary-bush-spend-economy

20Sep ’01 “They hate our freedoms . . .”  the formation of the cabinet-level Office of Homeland Security

https://georgewbush-whitehouse.archives.gov/news/releases/2001/09/20010920-8.html

TSA  https://www.tsa.gov/history

before saying so he was humming I’m in Love with My Car by Queen

                                                                           Man, I’m in love with my bidet.

Really In love with it

I am.

First time I saw oneback in the Seventies I thought it was a drinking fountain a queer fountain but one nonetheless

Stop.

Im tellinya thas wha I thought

                                    Youre in love with it

I am.

Ive not used one

Haven’t had the opportunity?

No  Plenty of opportunities

So why not?

Not interested

If you used one . .

. . Id be wiping my ass with a towel rather than toilet paper

                                                                No thanks

You don’t know what you’re missing.

Youre in love

I am in love with my bidet.

Im in love with my balls

I’m ignoring you, it’s great for hemorrhoids.

I havent

I do.

Then irrigation sounds tremendously appealing

                                                       Tellya wha When I do I will

0841,  Thursday,  11  4. 24

1201,  day-between-2-Ts,  24  4. 24

Queen  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fj2kR6BczqM  

I’ll get on those Bloody Marys immediately. 

                                              the server walked away from the table

Neil was hosting

                  Lydia. Lydia. Lydia.

Wharya doin

Lydia. Lydia I’m trying to remember her name I don’t want to forget it I’m lousy with names.

Semantic memory

I’ve no idea what it’s called but I’m lousy at it.

So if you don repeat her name over and over until she returns youll forget

I will assuredly so. he sighed

                                   I’m really shit with names.

Whas her name

FUCK.

Ill remind you

                Lemme say this Itll trigger her name

You remember?

I do  I will

             All set

Hurry. She may be coming back with the Bloody Marys.

   Chlamydia

Jesus. Lydia.

Yes

     Aint gonna forget

I aint.

Here we go, gentlemen . .

. . For them not me Im not

she laughed

Thank you, Lydia. said Neil as he helped her hand drinks around the table

1030,  day-between-2-Ts,  10  4. 24

1120,  day-between-2-Ts,  24  4. 24

not that there was blame

                           rather 

the reason

Lavender

he dripped nine drops into the hot water filling the tub

                                                         was arrestingfreaking aromatic

always turned things in his head when he closed his eyes

through the window moonlight flooded the room

cyborg sex

hed had

no complaints

               although partners would only have known if they asked about the scars across his shoulder

at least half were perceptive or curious

scars mattering more than tattoos

                                    hed ask about them could care less about tats

cut  healed  flesh

                    meant more

cyborg  a portmanteau Oohlala do you speak French?   No  Wish I did  If I did I could probably talk you out of your panties   You could, definitely.   hmm  maybe hed learn French a portmanteau of cybernetic and organism a being with both organic and biomechatronic body parts

A complete arthroplasty

Arthroplasty?

Yah

Sounds kinda sexy.

Have I told you how much I enjoy you

Only laughing ribaldly  when you mouth isn’t full.

                                                      most of his partners were ribald

he was

        he attracted in kind not that he wouldnt make exceptions

cyborg was coined in ’60 Manfred Clynes Nathan S don forget the S Kline to contrast with biorobots and androids its applied to living organisms whose functions have been restored or enhanced by integration of some artificial component or technology

they insisted it rely on feedback

that his shoulder worked painlessly was plenty of feedback

No shit.

None

   So.

        I’m fuckin . .

. . An being fucked

By a cyborg.

Yes

That's hot I can’t wait to tell my girlfriends.

Spread it around

                     which was easier than stealing into Women’s Rooms and artfully graffitiing stall partitions

SEE: Elementary Cyborg Sex 101

 

2133,  2sday,  23  4. 24

1009,  day-between-2-Ts,  24  4. 24

Humble Pie  Black Coffee  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8z9wni2uzR8

she excused herselfwent off to attend to her evening toiletry

after she left he turned off the livingroom lights

                                                  he sat quietly on a boxy loveseat in her small one bedroom apartment

looking aboutaround he enjoyed the dimlit angles from the streetlights below that entered through the tall slidingglass windows that formed a corner to the room and appreciated that the light severed familiar objects altered their shapessuggested  new functions

                                       she lived in a cell

she called it as much

however as her father he told her if it were it an attempt it was a lousy attempt to ensnare her enclose her

                                                                                                                  it wouldnt

It coudnt containcant diminish your spirit

Yours is restless

Its young

   Youre my daughter

You must recognise in me You

You are not me

But I reside in you

   Fuck the cunts

They show their face hand them their ass

if a woman could

                    she would

0252,  Thursday,  11  4.  24

1752,  2sday,  23  4.  24

a small nightlight lit the bedroom

it was a concession he made

What’s this?

             she had thought to flutter his cock with her fingertips but atasuddensuspect  crossed her arms over her chest  eyed his hard on

In my defense he muttered The song I love my car there was a gulp in there

                                                                              You know it

I know it. The title’s I’m in Love with My Car.  It’s by Queen.

Yes  I shorthanded it the same song

                                       The machine of a dream/Such a clean machine/With pistons a pumpin/And the hubcaps all gleam

Yah

Alright, same song, what of it?

                                   What’s with the hard on?

You left me with her

I went to the bathroom.

You should have taken me with you No sooner you left she slipped out of her clothing I think because she saw you naked

Shes anatomically correctgot nipples GOT MILK banged around in his skull  Unlike Mattels Barbie

Barbie’s a girl’s doll not an android she’s an android.

She is Why does she have to be so damn attractive

They don’t fashion obese household androids, think about it. Her design is efficient. Her elegance is her fewer moving parts. Engineering defines her.

All fats cut away

Inelegant. But yes, correct.

                             However despite her appearances . . an I’m sure you . . looked . . she’s sexually inoperable.

Her components are attractive

They are.

          she turned to the android Shela. Please dress yourself.

YES MA’AM.    

An remain dressed. Inadvertently you’ve . . inspired . Mr. Smith.

YES MA’AM. 

Inspired  he chuckled under his breath

                                          Thank you

You welcome.

Shela admires you Whodave thought a household robot obviously  was capable of takin hintslearnin by example  your example

I should remain clothed at all times?

I didnt say tha

                Shela caught me offguard when she disrobed Tha it was unexpected  Anya know how much we appreciatecherish the unexpected

Really think youre worming your way out of this?

Arent I

   Shela. You’re excused.

YES MA’AM.    

Mr. Smith.

YES MA’AM.

Since youre primed.

                     If you would.

Woud I

laughing they tumbling back into bed

      a Brave New World

6 AMish,  2sday,  23  4. 24

Queen  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fj2kR6BczqM

he wasnt homeout of town on a visit

                                       but today wasnt unlike other days other mornings

which he usually spent with lapcats

   today

he was joined at the hip with a dog

                                     bit trippy

wasnt a dog person

                      was irritated by abysmal loyalty ingratiation by any meansall measures possible

                                                                                                              a devotee

however

         he was his daughters dog

as he sat writing letters today it wasnt unlike other days other mornings

while he wrote

his lapcats slept

   his daughters dog slept too

when he reincarnated he was definitely coming back as a wellloved pet

 

1130,  Thursday,  4  4. 24

1734,  Monday,  22  4. 24

THAT was something

                        rockedhimwokehim

had to get it to his elbows and knees  wormed his way to the edge of the bed dribbled his feet to the floor hands stood slooowly feeling every vertebra every subliminal muscle nerve quiver  found  gripped the doorjambs   trembling but was erect

hes endured other THATS somethings

                                         but this motherfucker took the cakeOHBROTHER

Time  2/5/6

                attempted to ignoredeny his pain  make his way clear

he watched

              TWO FIVE SIX breathe

              TWO FIVE SEVEN

              TWO FIVE EIGHT

              TWO FIVE NINE breathe

               THREE OH OH  an on

                                          not ZERO ZERO

OH’clock gave him permissionbreathe

THREE OHOH

THREE OH ONE

THREE OH TWO  breathing . . . 

                                he witnessed FOUR OH FOUR

exhausted  his mind began to play with him wha a playmate Brookeslapped Four Oh Four upside the headEight it floppedlanded on its side  lemniscate

breathe

       felt eternal felt  it could be infiniteNO STOP not forever

had to stop looking at the clockhands while he was stuck in the doorway

                                                                              this was SOMETHINGELSE

closed his eyesimagined

                            imagined the sugarcone construct tip at the top of male social hierarchy  Alpha  Beta  Omega  Gamma  Delta  outside its structure Zeta and Sigmahe was Sigma

   breathe

Alpha

Beta

Gamma

Delta

Epsilon

Zeta

Eta

Theta

Iota

Kappa

Lambda

Mu

Nu

Xi

Omicron

Pi

Rho

Sigma

Tau

Upsilon

Phi

Chi

Psi

Omega

        breathe

why he knew he couldnt say but that he did he might have been a sensational Frat pledge if he didnt believe organisationshierarchies were full of shit

   HEAD

             giving head

gals dug it

he didnt refer to them as cherries they werentTHANK GAWD  didnt refer to their clits as cherries  cherries have pits stones

             while he enjoyed their fleshiness breathe juice he preferredreferred to them as nubile blueberries loved sucking the skin off them before crushing their pulp with his tongue wasnt fond of seedyberries

                                                                                                     blackberries strawberries raspberry olallieberries or ollalieberry or olallaberry or olalliberry or ollalaberry or ollaliberryfuckin make your mind

           breathe

their juice more viscous

                         olive oil  Pompeian Robust Extra Virgin

no grit

silkysmooth

all over his face breathe in his mouth

not like sex on the beach

                           a quick study

next time

turned the blanket

placed her head to the surf

hips raised

blood to her brain

                   she went off like a firecracker in his mouth a shaken bottle of champagne

got in his ears

muted her orgasmic cries

when they went back to his place they showered and went at it again despite her protesting she was too sensitive

                                                                                                                 evidently not

he wanted to hear

      he opened his eyes

decided that was enough standing in the fucking bedroom doorway

he staggered into the hall holding himself up

                                                 hands at the walls

   this was going to make for a long interesting day

                                                       breathing

                         

0256,  2sday, 16  4. 24

1111,  Monday,  22  4. 24

Jack White  Freedom at 21  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s92smjLq_38