What are you looking at?

I didnt realise your place was under such brisk airline traffic  routed

Ohyeah years. Not so much when we built here.

This must be the sixthseventh Ive seen since we came out here to bullshit have coffee

Coffee? Are you giving up on putsches?

Hes out of office  Klatch now unless you have a better moniker

Coffee klatch better than bullshit, we do traverse some heady ideas . . 

. . Unless were just stoned an they seem like they are 

                                                        Your fumble My balls when referring to Your Boys your sonswhile reasonable you were responsible for sexing them coud infer  not so heady

I’d like to think we’ve had knowledgeable conversations . .

. . You perhaps I shoot from the hip am easily entertained terribly distracked by vagrant thoughts rap rap rapping at my chamber door an ivory bonecoloured beak Nevermore nevermore an inarguable absolute you have nothing to do with absolutes rail at them are riled by them yet you are absolute 

                                                                Absolutely wont have sex with a guyPERIOD  Yah  Jesus. 

Im high

         So much for your knowledgeable 

Jet planes   

   You’re looking north. he was exhausted by his barrage but wasnt going to let on easier to let it go not participate get drawn in not slop gas on the fire that might flareengulf him Now if you’d taken the chair beside mine, were seated facing in the same direction as me you’d’ve missed them, you seem distracted by them.

Not a distractionnah I tend to pay attention to things over my head   Aircraft    Physics theoretical physics he laughed Geometry  These white planes passing overhead arent angels  try as they may

Angels?

Soaring angels  gliding on outstretched wings 

                                                 Take a gander  Silently sweeping cross pitchperfect blue

I ain’t getting’ up to look, I know what they look like.

Ought to 

         Coud actually be an angel transmogrified to appear an airliner  If they can appear as incubuses succubuses not bi incubi succubi  even demons keep to their heterosexual desires  like you 

                                                                                        Absolutely     

Christ. You’re out of your fuckin’ mind. 

Yah 

     No mind no mine can contain me 

   Aeroplanes 

Angels dude

        

2047,  Thursday,  23  3. 23

1325,  day-between-2-Ts,  12  4. 23

Evangelist   The World That I Created  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqaUPki2Tuo  God Song  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gCmXCoFvCM 

Justins justices

YAAY!! happie face 

                     Awwww  a facetious unhappy face

Tennessee House speaker Cameron Sexton robbed someone ambitious of a porn name is eating crow this evening Excuse the redundancyBLACK crow  Justin serving sizes   Jones an Pearson

theyve been democratically reinstated by their districts despite the hard-ons the desires of a shitdripping autocratic White House 

he was going to stretch out  have a beer  keep his handkerchief close to wipe his nosewipe his tears according to his unbrooked spastic hellacious sidesplitting howls laughter

1717, day-between-2-Ts,  12  4. 23

Jones  https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/politics-news/nashville-council-expected-consider-reinstating-ousted-former-rep-just-rcna78924  

Pearson  https://www.corsicanadailysun.com/national/expelled-justin-pearson-could-be-returned-to-tennessee-house/article_b5193067-f371-5a17-ba25-7028c42cb6a7.html 

You’re in love with experience. her shoulders roseher back straightened  weight  gone  

                                                                                        Not me.

   Thas harsh

That’s real, it’s honest.  Can you tell me it’s not true, I’m wrong?

Experience  Theres another wordI believe  though I cant think right now

                                                                                 No  Yare not wrong

A thrill?

Yare not a thrillnot a wham bam thank you maam  if thaswha yare implying 

No? Then what? 

                  What am I to you?

A friend  I didnt mean to hurt you Ive been honest   I havent lied to you

                                                                              Have you lied to yourself  

I must hav . .

. . Donbe glib 

                Please

large singular tears rolled out of her eyes                         

How does tha happen he thoughthe hadnt ever cried like thahad tears like tha not ever  he took her by the back of her neckhead with one handshe didnt pullaway an with his thumbalternately with his index finger he wiped tears away 

I have been honest with you 

she cleared her throat

                           Yes.   I thought I could change your mind. 

Baby Ive never anya know how much I dislike using never  Ive never changed anyone mind 

                                                                                                 I take people at their word

she tried to smile but it broke in her face 

                                            I know I know.  I hoped I could change your mind.

he smiled gentlycompassionately 

                                     Experience  Insightful babe  Not tha I giveup wont think of the word  he chuckled  Thaya changed my mind 

she hit him in the chest with the heel of her hand 

                                                    My Godyou’re such a prick!

Tell all your friends write it on bathroom stalls  he laugheddeeply 

she laughedhe infected her  besides herself 

                                             You’re a piece of work.

An a piece

closing her eyes she shook her head nonodded her head yes 

                                                                  Manohman.

Thas mine 

I’m takin’ it. 

Yare welcome to it 

I know that’s why I’m helping myself . to it.  I’m helping myself. 

                                                                        I am.

still holding her he gently kissed her

   Yes 

          Yare nobodys fool 

    

2040,  Thursday,  23  3. 23

1020,  day-between-2-Ts,  12  4. 23

Of course it is he said out loud

2:34 showed on the kitchen range

                                    a moment earlier he went to his pocket to take out change he received from the drugstore to place it in a coin jar  somebody coughed up a buffalohead nickel  Idiot   wha people will let slip for prescriptions 

              not ten minutes prior to the drugstore he started at the wrongend of the marketusually came in through its first doors  when he arrived at the day-old bread rack an elderly woman with an elderly man held a loaf of sourdough the old man said he wasnt partial to sourdough  looking over his shoulder at him as he approached the woman brusquely put it in the basket the old man held  

she didnt reply to his objection 

                                 a feral look crept into her eyeshe saw  she was keeping the bread to deny him 

he sidestepped them  

                       a cellophane bag of raisincinnamon bagels remained  

the old woman turnedlooked at him  

Bravo

she didnt hide her canines

he thought Bitch 

                felt bad for the old man  he couldnt help but wonder how many years he performedwondered what baggage she made him carry for her 

   he chuckled 

                 he thought The things we do for love

the things we do consume usbecome kneejerk habits thoughtless 

                                                                    the old man  brainwashed  had likely jumped through hoops for pussy  

maybe her tantalising pussy sealed the deal 

                                              maybe  retired in a few years 

   children you know  crimp ones style

234preferred,  Twosday,  11  4. 23

1936,  Twosday

25cc  The Things We Do for Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgptvsHHYK4 

Maria Maldaur  Midnight at the Oasis  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlrKETxwRvM

Republicans are entrenched

though if one is lucid theyd realise that more than half the battle is won

hed recommend simply shoveling earth in on top of them 

bury them 

            pat the soil in place

no bother with a gravemarker a memorial

because 

         in a matter of a few years that ground richturbulent with festering greed coercion power will become black and ripe 

      excellent fertiliser to grow vegetables crops

 

1619,  Twosday,  11  4. 23

Sergio Mendes e Brazil ’66  Look Around  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4n-4utYZ7hE

Get on with it awready

he was going to mouth back but giving it a moment he realised they were right shehe heshe  he was draggin his feet   it happened occasionally

Not he was dosed  he dosed

Why don you write it

Thas your job Im only a consultant

                                     Or in this case an insistent prompter Get on with it woudya

he wasnt in the mood 

                         Yare right

Spose well see where it goes

                                        

Thas the spirit 

               heshe shehe reminded him of Varsity high school cheerleaders GOT THE SPIRIT!  YEAH MAN!  WE GOT THE SPIRIT! 

              it wasnt until he was a spectator that he heard them  while he was on the field or the floor he didnt 

he dosed Yare right   Of course I am 

                                          dosed  an inartful way of saying it 

he dosed seeing family again

when they coalescedcame together like when he was a kidwhen everybody lived within an easy halfhour of everyone else weekend clan gatheringsif not all  most

whenever flying in again he recognised its centrality 

                                                       and with people organisations who believe they are the Center others fall into it or are spunout of its orbit

they may believe he was spunout of it

   he chose to go

it escapes them to move out 

                             maybe fearful that having left someone or something will replace them

he was proof otherwise

his misfortune  an inartful way of saying it  was that they lacked consideration that if he didnt visit they wouldnt see him he wouldnt see them 

                           however he understood that before he left  a long time ago

he conceded it then to be true

the advantageHIS of the situation circumstance was that he was imminently capable of withstanding being at a remove

the center holdsthe whole holds because it craves itself more collectively than being alone

   he neither craved nor was satisfied 

                                        he was a satellite  terribly curious of the Outer 

the Other

0817,  Monday,  13  2. 23

1205,  Twosday,  11  4. 23

The Box Tops  The Letter  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyq3PUTnpd0

gerrymandered super majority Tennessee State House Republicans  Look whos coming to dinner AGAIN hurhur  huurrr

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90c_mOL2Y_4 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxHi6akdjKw 

1758,  Monday,  10  4. 23

So were coming up on the twentyfirst no  wha   cant call it an anniversary    Twentyone years since one of Americas worse calamities our war criminal yet unindicted anif I hear again about our heroic soldierstheir heroic efforts Ill puke

They were heroic.

Were you heroic was America heroic I don think so 

                                                       Heroic woudave been siding with the rest of the world rather than threatening them an let International Intelligence criminalwork police ferret out suspects and try them in Court Terrorism is a crime Imagine all the human lives treasure tha woudave been saved  Instead we kicked it in the balls trashed the region   

I think, romantically speaking, we can call them heroes, heroic.

Murders romantic

Come on, they’re soldiers.

Soldiers are romantic

You know what I mean.

I don 

      Romanticised Politically Criminally Romantic death  Aint    Romantically is living loving Really tough when yare dead 

he shook his head How’d we get here?

I said heroic is humble a hero is humble  Self-aggrandised touted no  There are very few real heroes theyre rarely acknowledged

Every soldier who servedserves is not a hero 

                                                 Heroic woudave been to not buy in to spoil the war criminals plots

I can’t agree.

Im not asking you to 

                     Tell mebout your service in Nam

his head snapped round 

                          Oh thas right Ya claim ya didnt know you enjoyed a college deferment 

Nicehuh  Go to college beat the draft    Thank your lucky white stars 

     

333 preferred,  Reggaefriday, 17  3. 23

1123,  Monday,  10  4. 23

Americas war criminals still unindicted  https://www.cfr.org/timeline/iraq-war

. . . when is it . . tha ya know tha ya know 

he tossedturned  adjusted his pillow TOSSedrefused to open his eyes   in his headYa miss Im tryin to sleep here

We were too except it kept occurring to us   So . . O Captain! my Captain! Rise up and hear the bells;/Rise up –

   Cute Whitman  he was awakeeyes still closed 

                                                     I think hed be with me  Let us sleep woudya 

We cant . . 

. . So yare dragging me in . into your insomnia

Its not insomnia 

                Just a question tha occurred tha we coudnt answer coudnt put away We thought our agitation like a unceasing washingmachine spincycle woudavewakened ya

I like spincycles humm of bees hummingbird wings bamboo windchimes they soothe me

   Our distress soothed you

Ya got it

         Ifya kept your mouths shut I woudave slept through your wondering  Coudnt it have waited till morning

It is morning . . 

. . Not yet four . . 

. . Thas morningyah

   Whos the esquire 

                          I donwanna debate

Then please . . . answer the question

he yawnedscratched his balls Again

we asked When is it tha ya know tha ya know

When yaknow in your gut your fibers

   Like when you fell in love

Yes

      Oughta run tape ansee for yourselves

O

Clever keepin up the Whitman hOmage

they giggled 

Can we call it a night go back to sleep

Yasure 

        Thank you

Welcome 

       as he turned onto his sidebent his legs leftie jumpedup onto the bed an curled behind his knees  she was an organ-ic sedative  hed be asleep in minu . . . . . 

Look  Hes already there 

                            Lucky duck

                                               

prior to 0400  sometime,  Monday,  10  4. 23

1012,  Monday – MindDay – MineDay

Erykah Badu  Sometimes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mco-DRNcHw8

yinyang year

he was going to dust the day off his hands like a gravedigger Whard He go?  then he remembered a friends birthday hed be remiss if he didnt call

   Hello?

Hello  Hello  Thasall ya gothello I thought youd be doin back handsprings man sixtynine aint chumpchange

No . no it’s not . . I’m exhausted.  I’ve been on the phone all day.

Birthdaysill do tha 

                     Yare sposed to letem go to voice message 

Man, you know how many people I don’t hear from until its my birthday? 

Most 

Yeah, an I really wanna talk to ‘em. It’s exhausting, but really fuckin’ nice. 

                                                                               I pickedup for you.

Yadid but we talk oncetwice three times a month

Yeah.

I might have been offended ifya hadnt

You . . offended?  Thatd be a cold day in Hell.

   Yah  Theres tha

Hey!

Heywha

I was wished this today.

All ears

Im sixtynin . .

. . Im jealous

Yeah baby! 

             They wished me a yinyang year.

Ohshit yah

Yeah . . I’m a dopehad no idea what he was talking about. The Chinese character? he asked. Duh.

Might mean yare losin it

I ain’t Chinese. 

                I got it. Sixtynine looks yinyang. 

It do 

     I like how yinyang year flows

Phonaesthetics.

Yah

I wouldn’t know what phonaesthetics is if it wasn’t for you.

Too much credit  Eventually likely

No.

    Only you.

Ill take it

You’re welcome.

Thank you   

1555,  Sunday,  9  4. 23

Tull  Aqualung  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0jMPI_pUec

freeforming

Chicagos Terry Kath  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1soGncyUFg 

                                                                               freeforming 

transformed into writing

   reading rabidRepublicans freakreligion freakmisogynists  wantin fetus bosses

mifepristone 

             PrestO ChangeO  a wave of a magicians wane 

freeforming from the hip

FETUS

FEEtus

FOEtus 

         Bosstus  Et tu Brutus 

   conception  an ova becomes a zygoat  is a person?NAH

they who arent havin the baby or will have to care for it or provide for it coud give two shits for the egg carton 

                                                                                                            it aint insensate cardboard baby 

                  Unlike some

2229,  Twosday,  14  3. 23

449preferred,  Saturday,  8  4. 23

https://www.nytimes.com/2023/04/08/health/mifepristone-abortion-pills-ruling-judges.html 

Chicago  Beginnings  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lI-BMDnti4c

Out on his feet

they was tryin to outmaneuver him

                                       Yawanna quit

Aint gonna be able to overthrow me outmaneuver  really   me  Its outmanoeuvre  Not m a n e u v e r  spelled m a n 

o e u v r e  I have a reverence for oeuvre  Yah ought to know tha since yare inhouse since yare within my orbit  In this universe I am the Sun  At best your slag flotsam jetsam lagan derelict  I think tha covers all the bases

                                                                                                             Got anything

Not tha yare unappreciated

Occasionally I take your advise

   Its counsel

Counselors

We believe so

Consciencesores 

                   Youse can believe tha   Im your Maggie May  Ya keep me amused

it began with him mulling over Friends an Orphans 

Friends an Orphriands 

                           Orphans ridded 

Its still legit

Outside my orbit Yes

Where are you going with this

Wanna get ahold of your pantiesget a tight grip so not to lose em

simultaneously rolling their eyes made an audible whisper inside his head 

                                                                               Bunch of characters 

But we certainly have our fun donwe

When were not being ignored or chastised Yah

Like all John Q Public John Does Like me 

                                              Who knows  Maybe in our next iterations Ill be a Mariachi to one of you 

Got your panties

simultaneously gripping their elastic bands made an audible sigh in his head 

                                                                                  Excellent kids 

Ya caught pregnancy roll into my ears

he overheard two women walking past him as he walkedread

Yes

From it Ive engendered pregnosis It playing in the sand at the edge of the seathe surf with psychosis each perceiving interpreting reality different from people around them

Origins anyone Beginning at the beginning

Greek spelled p s u k h longe meaning soul mind

Excellent

The Greek malleable then spelled p s u k h o longo meaning I give life to . .

Yes   Excellent 

                  An someone else

Still malleable remains Greek  spelled p s u k h longo s i s animation

Yes  Animation 

                Pregnosis  Forecasting

Thas different

A tad

Got another bun in the oven Wanna hear   Or patiently absorb it

they werent as patient as he 

                                Yave been saying  Why not keep the word salad coming 

No dressing

No  None

Awright 

         From our collectiveif ya will  unconsciousness  Ive derived  inconsciousness  Which is wha I believes describes us  Youse an me me an youse 

                                           Not a parasitic relationship 

A casual unaccusative symbiosis 

Everybody cool wittha 

looking madly around together inside his head it sounded like a surf a whirlpool sloshingunable to form  churning  frothy 

       aerating his brain

effervescent

sparkling

          like almost getting knocked out but able to keep on top of his legs keep em under him 

                                                                                                       Out on his feet

written sometime late 2022

1249,  Saturday,  8  4. 23

Three Dog Night  Liar  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gtTGfWDamVE  Circle for a Landing  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdiAbDs24FA  Celebrate  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AjeNUDvz7hY  King Solomon’s Mines  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ME0Kfcbvlvo

they sat whell he stood his buddy sat outside his place in the sun 

                                                                     Awman I gotta share this with ya I was gobsmacked 

   Gobsmacked. This ought to be something.

Lemme tell yaWOW 

                    So Im at the crosswalk Morro Capistrano heading north . . 

. . Towards river the junior high. 

Yah

     I pressed the call button . .

. . Are you still pressing it three times?

Gotta I dig the Wait Wait Wait has a plaintive beggin quality I cant resist Id like to meet the cogger who was recorded it  Wait Wait Wait  Sumptinelse 

                                  Anyway I return to reading my bookthough quickly spy aheadnote the kids opposite me

Im not reading more than ten seconds when call button beeps Ya have any idea the static illuminated figure has a name

A name?

Yah Hes called Walking Wyatt

Really?

Yah apparently we have a need to name everything anthropomorphise everything if my name was Wyatt Id be offended  So reading I step off the curb to crossimmediately I hear squeals of excited gay laughter . .

. . Gay?

Yah gay  it so enthused I put my finger in the bookhold my place . . 

. . What do you mean gay?

Wha do ya mean wha do I mean

Gay.

it was finally his a turn crook his neck like a chickenstare blink stareblink 

                                                                              Yawanna deduce 

I’m just asking.

   Awright 

               Am I gonna finger my book to looksee if I heard a gay man laughing

No  

     Don think so 

Gay  Happy  A gay man is a homosexual  I refuse to let homosexualsnot tha they did  coopt gay coopt happiness  I heard excited gay happy laughter

Don’t get a bug up your ass I didn’t know what gay meant to you.

I know wha it means to you 

                               So  anyhow  lookinup this teenage junior high girl is on the hustle running across the street  Busty little thing  Braless   Shes jigglin bobbin weavin bouncin swayin a regular Sugar Ray Leonard Christ  Wha a rack on this young girl

As shes runninup on me we make eye contact I yelled Go grrl she screamed YEAH she blew past me her girlfriends were hotfooting it after her though not running as we cross pathsmaking eye contact theyre yelling She’s crazy man A loco Mexican She’s out of her mind

I didnt mind at all

Gottasay she reminded me of Bo Derek running on the beach in 10

   A junior high girl?

A junior high girl

No girls I knew in junior high were built

No  they don make em like tha anymore  

                                           First girl whose tits I ever feltup Julie Lauffner at a basketball game  We were eighth graders

Not me.

   Dude Sucks to be you

1300ishness,  Reggaefriday,  7  4. 23

1047,  Saturday,  8  4. 23

Bo Derek  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enTm4Bd6EcU