Gawddamn itd be tough to read in candlelight

                                                   maybe if he had a Lincoln fireplace in Indiana and his gumption . . though  reward for gumption can get ya shot in the head or worse

anyway daylight failing outofdoors he bookmarked his page with a Rexall receipt for a box of rubbers and Switzer black licorice

the pharmacist loved him  she said

she dug that he thought to buy rubbersdug his choice of brand which was a tease  he purchased them on her recommendation the first time he bought from her he asked hercountering her question which make he preferred

Which one do you like

the sternness in her eyes faded

he read the nametag affixed to her breast Dolores please when you have a moment could you sell me some prophylactics

Prophylactics? So formal. Condoms?

Yes  Please 

Which brand would you like?

What brand do you like

                                  his question hung lustily in the air between them

Which do I like? she thought she said it under her breath

Yes Which condom feels best to you

she blushed  her colour corresponding nicely with her palegreen tunic

Colour looks good on you Dolores

she looked down from the elevated Pharmacy platform – which always made the pharmacists look so damn superior and beyond reproach made them appear like the Great and Powerful Oz a curtain did hang across the doorway at the rear of their station hiding their surplus

                                           You’re quite the charmer, aren’t you? A real smooth operator.

he smiled coyly Whatever do you mean

she felt a warmth between her legs

she never felt that warmth before while working  she was working

she eyed the young man still in high schoolprobably half her age  what she could do . . the warmth went to wetness . . Stop she thought  Dolores stop . . Which condom feels best to you still whispered in her ear purred like a cats breath a soft nuzzle a ticklish feather 

                               almost mesmerised  Feels best to me?

Yes Dolores What is your brand I wanna drive my date nuts Anyoull excuse me for saying so but you look like you know a bit of something about nuts

You’re driving me nuts. it was out before she could curb it

he smiled larger wolfish

                           then let the fish off the hook My Maw calls me charminga real charmer Im often curious if I get it from her or my Dad  Theyre a pair

Maw took Dolores down a mite

                                 Your mother’s an insightful woman.

Dont I know it I agree She is  Im a feminist because of her I learn something new every daya new perception from her about women Although she may not know Im taking leads off her instructionsgarnering an education I couldnt find anywhere else That said I see exceptional women denied and muzzled every day by men who assume they know betterthey know better for a woman than she knows for herselfHorseshit Men believe themselves entitled when the only thing they really have going for them is that they were born with a cock thoughnot necessarily a swing cock between their legs

Im sorry to say a majority of them give mister a bad name an thereby soiling me 

Dolores’ heat that held began to heating up an she honestly thought she could fuck him  she didnt usually think about fuckin there were her children her husband job that sudden long straight freeway seemingly without exits that compelsimpels one to lay on the gas and hurtle so no distractions either left or right are seen except as blurs blurred others and other then not in ones lane or orbit

                                                   she hurtledshe was consumed day to day week to week month to month  as did most around her

                                   seemed like only yesterday she met her husband at a dance in a basement an afterwards wanted to get away to make love somewhereanywhere

but after the dance he took her home like a gentleman should but didnt leave until they made a date to see each other againSoon

parting he gave her a tender kiss on her doorstep

                                                      and stepping downbacking away he smiled Mebbe I’ll see you around school Monday. and still backing away he missed a step on the sidewalkstumbled lost his balance and fell down on his back on the front lawn

Smooth

a bit flustered he rosehe laughed outloud Dolores he said  I hope you’re falling for me too.

she gave him a huge winning smile but didnt answer

he was so  so thoughtful he wasnt the best looking boy she ever saw but his personality made up for it that made him POP

      she wanted to make love to him

it took her a long time before she ever thought of fucking her husband

                                                                          then this kid comes along and makes her think of fucking

his mother created a monster

2202,  Monday,  13  1. 20

1254,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 20

Sade  Smooth Operator  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPwgmjjfqOU

Ben Harper  Excuse Me Mister  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVNQyJyDAaA

You didn’t?

I did

You wrote that Trump’s base would suck up his attack against Twitter, his right to the freedom of speech, an as president he wasn’t going to allow Twitter censure him . . you wrote his base would suck it up like biscuits an gravy?

Yah  Aint nothing wrong with that  I love biscuits an gravywho doesnt

But . . suck it up?

Yah I didnt call em deplorables

Jesus.

1644,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 20

https://www.msnbc.com/11th-hour/watch/trump-rages-at-twitter-after-fact-check-of-his-false-mail-ballots-tweet-83948101884                             https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/why-trump-lies-so-aggressively-about-integrity-us-elections-n1215511?cid=eml_mra_20200527

hed been putting this piece off every time it resurfaced after he buried it in sheaves of pages

it seemed he wasnt in the right place in his head  to negotiate it

it was the last Christmas hed have with his daughter

             today 

within a stones throw of Christmas Christmas had been just another day for him since his daughters left home and his wife died

he refused to be a celebrant 

commercially or religiously

as B B wrote the Thrill is gone

he remembered the Christmas Sears catalogue when he was a boy

it was a kick flipping through the slick glossy pages at toys that appealed to himHA as laterhe recalled when he flipped through girlie magazineYES without the hard-on

he kneweven then as he looked that they were only temptations  unreal    ads

he became inured to advertising

                                   water off a ducks back

it didnt make him curious

together they were handmaids witnesses to his vow  always need over want

over the years he hadnt satisfy many wants  

very few bubbled up through the heavy organic mud of his need

need is fertile loam

                     he planted seeds in it tended the seedlings recognised that mortality was built into it and not everything was going to flourish

he sought improvements

                        not perfection

nothing man or woman touched would ever be perfect

despite the contrary insistence of tyrannical big brands

his daughter texted him she could no longer speak she turned her fone so he could read it  :  :  Dad. What would you like for Christmas?

Ohbaby youre so sweet he looked her in the eyeshis eyes tearing up Nothing or no one can give me what I wantwhat I really want

Thank you very much for asking

she began to weep too

she nodded

Ill take a kiss though

                          they smiled through their tears

0802,  Monday,  23  12. 19

1149,  Twosday,  26  5. 20

B B King  The Thrill is Gone  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpC69qIe02E  

She saidWho said She saidWhos she

                                          Shesah White House press secretary numberfour Kayleigh McEnamy 

Ah   Continue 

Ms. McEnany defended the president saying the theoryWait the president had a theory thats sketchy a theory is usually conceivedlaboured over for considerable time derived after extensive thought   

Lemme finish  Ms. McEnany defended the presidentHidin behind Mommies skirt  Woudja let me finish . .

Ms. McEnany said the theory . . Nothing   Im listenin

                                                         She said the conspiracy theory regarding the death of a former aideShe has a name Yes Her name Her name is Lori Klausutis Thank you Everyone deserves their name Please continueexcuse my interruption

Thank you   Ms. McEnany said the conspiracy theory regarding Mrs. Klausutis’ death a former aide to MSNBC anchor Joe Scarborough which the president tweeted was not “an original Trump thought”

An original Trump thought

Yes

I have to hand it to her

Excuse me

Yes McEnany knows of what she speaks

How

Frankly I find it unlikely that either she or Trump have had an original thought in their lives They regurgitate It is curious however that they can regurgitate without looking vile despite the vileness that passes out of their mouths

Thats talentreal talent

1052,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 20 

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/poll-trump-hits-lowest-rasmussen-net-approval-since-2017/ar-BB14FJqe?ocid=mailsignout

Minority House leader Kevin McCarthy (and a group of 20 unnamed House Republicans) have a lot of balls assaulting the Democrats new proxy voting system

McCarthy whines “It is a brazen violation of the Constitution, a dereliction of our duty as elected officials, and would silence the American’s people’s voice during a crisis.”

he thinks the caveat to McCarthys statement is “during a crisis”

                                                                    because there is no question that Congressional Republicans have been derelict in their duty as elected officials and have abysmally failed their oath to protect and defend the Constitution of the United States

                                               or approximating McCarthy words brazenly violating the Constitution

if the Constitution were a woman shed be screaming RAPE!

1013,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 20

https://www.politico.com/news/2020/05/26/house-returns-business-far-from-normal-282004

https://thehill.com/homenews/house/499661-house-leaders-take-vote-counting-operations-online

Shove over, woudja? his Mojo yanked up the covers and almost climbed into bed onto his lap Christ . . pleased you're still sleeping naked.

Move it over, bro.

Give me a momenta moment

A moment's relative, ya oughta fly, I’m back.

Yah  Wharya been

Miss me? he puckered up asif he expected a kiss

his Mojo was as irreverent as he

he grabbed his cock Yawanna kiss Kiss this

Mojo grabbed his cock Ya really wanme to kiss it, or the horde I’ve brought with me?

Wha

Horde.

Ya brought me back sumptin

I understood your NMI’s lackin, word on the street; which I’ll add, you put out.

Nuthins sacred

Your utterance, your word.

Yah yah  I was a bit frustrated  Usually I close my eyes an theyre lined up  Me Me  Me first   Oohme

They havent been inspired

Your cock’s been uninspired.

Runs on steam  hydraulics I dont stoke the furnace lack of inspirations on me

Certainly is, laying fat on your belly.

Ya neednt be graphic

Ain’t graphic, honest . . right?

Yahright

Thought you might say so.

That said, I’ve brought a horde, a gaggle, an oiled SlipnSlide, a fille bon apetit maou maoumaou, munchanaloralur-clit, from dizzying heights to primordial mud, I command those who would satisfy your whim, your desiresuddenly the bed groaned with unseen weightthe covers chattering like a deep pond its surface scattered with handfuls of peddles an off each exclamation point thrown up by the water a breathless passionate whispervoice cryin Me please, me  Please me

an orgy divvied between him an Mojo 

                                        Wait. No. I’ve had mine, I'm stuffed. I brought this consummate bevy for you.

they were backthey crowded around his legs groped hands at his thighs pawing his cock small fingers splayed at his belly his cock growing turgid it desiringhungry to be felt pulled tugged taken sucked enveloped

                                                                                                    then at the foot of his bed he spied a young girl shoulderlength hairthe colour of crushed blueberries spun in cream and glistening moist brightblue lips big eyes blue  euphoticblue fractured with electric coyblue light

hed seen her before

                      though always at the edge of thingsunfocused watching  fondling her clitpinching her nipples clutching her breastsher flesh plumped between her fingers her scent her aroma arousing but unwillingso it seemed to approach nearer 

they made fuzzy eyecontact

she followed this timecrawled up the bed passing through the twiningsplayed orgasmic bodies emergingemerging  emerging until she sat straddling his chesther pussy leaking  smiling   happy

Finally. she said

Finally

Yes.

I didnt think . .

. . Think what?

Think  youd want to be with me

You think too much, or why didn’t you think I would be here and not want to be with you?

                                                                                               before he could answer she leaned forward and kissed him deeplyher lipstick smearing her tongue flitting flitting then deep then sucking his tongue 

        then leaning backher face like glass he could see himself the brightblue smeared on his mouth and looking beneath the glass he saw her pert teenage tits and looking furthurdown her pussy weeping making glass of its own on his belly

          he went to sit upshe planted her hands on his chest No  No  a hushed third No that sounded more like a butterfly wing brushing the air as she slipped down his body and took him in her mouth 

                                                                                              a brightblue slick down his ribs and belly

                    the night just beginning                     

0004 & 0716 & 0831,  Twosday,  26  5. 20

1347,  Twosday,  26  5. 20

Iggy Pop  Sistermidnight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAiQZGDmVXg

the error repeatedly made by media is identifying the president as the most powerful man in the world

                                                                                                              he is not

his office the Presidency is the most powerful office in the world

                                                                    however he has repeatedly offended it

he has befouled it

he does not deserve the respect or deference accorded the office

call him what he is

                            Donald J. Trump is a piece of shit

1703,  Twosday,  26  5. 20

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTaMJz3vLx4 

https://www.msnbc.com/morning-joe/watch/how-the-pandemic-could-change-america-s-identity-83904581582

he was going to wriote despite the grimacesthe outright defamation he usually heard and withstood from men or socalled Men

               he found them wanting  insufferable   Mommies baby boy

he couldnt tolerate them

they liedlied to themselves

and when caught in a lie

doubleddown

wanting desperately to turn the tables

he screwed the table legs into the floor

he loved the consternation and upset on their faces  darkening and darkening to the colour of bruised plums and spoiled banana or eggplant

                     loved the fairy gathering of fruitflies ga-nats flying ga-nus at tepid mudholes and blueblue blow flies

men are spoiled

sperm banks filled to overflowing he wondered why women bothered  todays strap-ons  vibrators  dildos  cyberskin  glass  arent what Mommas little helpers were

                                                  and women know what women want

men refuse to concede those facts

so in the bathtub this morning soaking eyes closed he wondered about his night  and he wasfrankly concerned -- not overly – a single spike or Blip on his Geiger Counter Cunter that over past evenings his nocturnal masturbation imagination NMI – making this shit up was dismalhis cock was  uninterested  Lemme know when yagot sumptin it wasnt a willing particiPANT

If ya cant inspire your cock then wha

some beauties hed been with mused by gave him a little tug  but kept goingprobably had some toys lined up 

he wasnt inspired

Real Men dont Masturbate

Yah deydo

            deydo sounds like dildo

he hoped he wasnt folding against the competition

Ah no  he wasnt ready just yet for a cyberskinned peachfish that fluttered and sighed and called him Daddy  or its oral vacuum equivalence

0910,  Monday,  25  5. 20

1729,  Monday,  25  5. 20

https://www.bettystoybox.com/blogs/bettys-buzz/30068931-how-to-buy-your-first-dildo-part-2-materials-matter          

he remembered the toilet paper stuck to Fakers foot as he boarded Air Force One https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbvF2knVsEU

                   actually it was the new federal regulations that would have forced the healthcare industry to prepare for an airborne infectious disease pandemic https://www.npr.org/2020/05/26/862018484/trump-team-killed-rule-designed-to-protect-health-workers-from-pandemic-like-cov?utm_source=npr_newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_content=20200526&utm_term=4600546&utm_campaign=breaking-news&utm_id=28916831&orgid=55

1229,  Twosday,  26  5. 20

$100 K (that means Killed)

the United States smashed 100,000 deaths from novel coronavirus today

he remembered Pence 

                       "I truly do believe that if we all continue to do that kind of social distancing and other guidance broadly from federal and state officials, that we're going to put this coronavirus in the past . . . I believe by early June we're going to see our nation largely past this epidemic.... I think honestly, if you look at the trends today, that I think by Memorial Day weekend we will have this coronavirus epidemic behind us.".

so said the man who last fucked up an HIV outbreak while governor of Indiana

criminals sociopaths like Pencelike Drumpf had to have been raised in petri dishes  they have no humanity

1514,  Twosday,  26  5. 20

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/revisiting-mike-pence-s-unfortunate-memorial-day-prediction-n1214711?cid=eml_mra_20200526

https://www.politico.com/news/magazine/2020/03/02/how-mike-pence-made-indianas-hiv-outbreak-worse-118648

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6192548/

yacant make this shit up

                           yet the clown in Washingtons center ring has a natural aptitudean appetite for it projected on a Jumbotron above the sawdust he tumbles spastically out of a clown car and careens to a stop on his fannyhis big orange face seen from between the soles of his supersized Bozo shoes

                                                                            “Sean Parnell is an American Hero.

Connor Lamm has proven to be an American fraud, and a puppet for Crazy Nancy Pelosi. He said he would NOT vote for her for Speaker, and did. Will kill 2A. Voted to impeach (on nothing). A TOTAL & COMPLETE Sean Parnell Endorsement!”

Certainly (whoop whoop whoop nyuk nyuk nyuk) a stirring endorsement IF ONE OVERLOOKS Alex Roarty couldnt that the clown "misspelled Congressman Conor Lambs first name he misspelled the Congressmans last name he wrongly identified the Congressman as voting for Pelosi as Speaker and he called Conor Lamb a Marine veteran an 'American Fraud' on Memorial Day"

he just keeps things coming hot and heavy

                                              which an ignoramus must because they have no recourse

Certainly

1044,  Twosday,  26  5. 20

Alex Roarty of McClatchy  https://twitter.com/Alex_Roarty/status/1264994474981294080?s=20

Curly’s Certainly  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5j8Jioan1w

mornings have been odd of recent

thats unfair to morningshes been odd

                                        hes been waking in pain reminiscent of four years ago when a specialist wanted to label him RA rheumatoid arthritis and prescribe him pills that are for cancer patients with side effects that were worse than the pain he suffered

it was only pain

pain lets ya know youre alive

a better morning this morning  he kept to his regiment 

he ran a hot bath scented with lavender oilsufficed with Epsom salts and while he laid there his cats stopped by  paid tribute he fed them

                      it occurred to him exactly how he was feeling

he felt like he was stuffed inside an illfitting suit stuffed inside his skinsleeves twistedtoo tight in the groindressed to the wrong side a leg short and turnedthe other leg long and knotted under his footthe neck too bigshoulders jerryrigged ballbearing stuffed between his knuckles and toes and his skull lashed left porcupine quills to manage if he tried to look right

in two wordsthree

                     a sloppy iron maiden

today was better

he was excited to go to sleep

                               excited to see if tomorrow morning hed be worse or better off

like the difference between business and pleasure

he was skeptical

                   he was darkly optimistic

was his cup halffull or halfempty

his was fiftyfifty 

if he could shake the snakeskin shrouding himif his body was up to it he was all in 

if it wasnt

           maybe the day after or a few days or a week or a month

he was as tenacious as it was

hed come out better on the other side

hed find the fuckin tailor and beat him within an inch of his life

                                                                   unless the tailor had a good reason

he wasnt unreasonable

if the tailor was put up to it hed get the name

                                                one way or another

he was as convincing as he could be charming

let the Game continue

he liked the piecethe part he played

0850,  Monday,  25  5. 20

1613,  Monday – Decoration Day,  25  5. 20

Edgar Winters  Tobacco Road  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vchy9ftPuB0