4.5.25

So your streaming brain like streaming video bingeing programs hasty acts impulsive ac . .
. . Running to meet trouble not running away every hills a hill to die on

    Yes.
               Took the words out of my mouth.
Youd have gotten there
                           Whas your question
You neednt beat around the bush  
Ask

Were you ever tested as a child?

I was continually tested as a child Though not in the manner I believe youre asking

How do you mean, tested?

Suffice to say   Adults
                         No matter who we didnt see eye to eye   An not because I was shorter
I was short he smiled  looked a little perverse

    Short?

Yah


Were impatient?

Yah

With adults?

Yah

 

No. I didn’t mean that kind of testing.

If not  then no

 
    I meant . .
. . Transparent as glass
                            I follow
I was not tested for A  D H D
                               I get tha right

Yes. Attention-deficit Hyperactive Disorder.  A D H D.

Occasionally I get something rightwhich is nice
                                                  Evidently  I prefer learnin the hard waydoin things the hard way  Like a woman might say It has to be hard to be good
As Aerosmith sagely sang  You got to lose to know how to win.


    Do you ever think, wonder, that maybe if you had been tes . .
. . Too late nowNo

Take therapeutic drugs

I understand they help children.

    Later I took drugs
                           Psychedelic ones

Think theyd give children psychedelics

I believe that would be highly improbable, highly inappropriate.

But without tryin
                   How can you believe wha you don know
Need I say  

Wittgenstein

Wittgenstein?

    Youre unfamiliar

a touch miffed
               I am unfamiliar.

Suhweet

           I love turnin people on

 

Wittgenstein?

Whereof you do not know thereof  you should be silent

I then . think . it would be inappropriate to dose children with psychedel . .
. . But okayotherwise to dump science-tested physician-approved habit-forming pharmacologics dollars the bottomline corporations into children
                                        Maybe like fluoride  In the water supply

Do you want to be serious?

I am serious
               Ive met young adult men who are still taking the meds they took as children

Where?

Anger management
                     
                          What a cash cow money-making gimmick tha is

There. You see.   You’ve proven my point.

Ever attend one

No.

Whereof thereof   Wittgenstein   

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1211,  Sunday,  4  5. 25

Postmodern Jukebox (ft. Morgan James)  Dream On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yq4KA0mUnC8

she scratched her head
hed not ever seen her scratch her head

it was unbecomingthrew him for a loop
                                             Whas goin on beautiful  You looked perturbed
I am. looked like she could have spat
                                        I’m disgusted.  I don’t often have these thoughts, ideations, such as the one roaming my head like a rat in trash rummaginground.
took his breath away
her facial expressions disturbingly   matched her words
                                                          disconcertingly   ugly
when she was so very beautiful


Can I help  at all

 

    Maybe if I tell you . . share the burden with you . . . you want to share my burden?

I want to help if I can
You want to answer the questionyou’re usually the one pickin’ on people tellin’em to say what they mean, exactly what they, be specific, be nuanced.

Youre right

                 I want to share your burden

 

    I’m sorr . .
. . Please  no sorries between us

I didn’t mean to bite your head off.

You didnt
             I understand

she sighed  smiled her distress alleviating her face returning to beauty
                                                                   You get me.
Yes
      Were quite the pair

We are. We are.

                           My distress . I don’t usually think this way about people . . . but I find I can’t help I’m unable . . to help myself.

 


Millionaires. Billionaires.   That are going to benefit off the backs of the people if this cowardly Republican party has its way.


Provoked by felon.

    They could care less about collateral damage, what befalls, regular people, common folks.

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1037,  Sunday,  4  5. 25
Creedence Clearwater  Who’ll Stop the Rain reign of terror   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lIPan-rEQJA

its tha time again
                      WORD messin – in its infinite wisdom – with wha he wrote
he wrote vernacular
                     wrote tha wha did it again – hasnt learned its lesson – learning machine my ass tha wha and again tha wha again – wasnt going to stop hed ignore it   he wanted to write tha wha tha was

WORD a query too bad not a Siri-ous discussion   whas THAW HA

is tha  does tha mean THOUGHT gutterally
                                                 or a THAWED laugh someone kept it on ice until the right joke was told and could be thoroughly appreciated  thawed HA

    unlikely hed learn why
                             but
hed keep calling Microsofts word processing program out

has to grant tha the machine is just the messenger

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0943,  Sunday,  4  5. 25
Jack’s Mannequin  Kill the Messenger  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNMAV5uXCLc

3.5.25


he was bombed out of his mindleft his car walked home  whats three miles  the roads werent winding
    he was


the apartments front door was unlocked  again
                                                               under his breath Jesus   Seriously  Seriously 
sighed then audibly  Arya serious man             

How can I help you?  Siri 
                             his alsowaybombed roommate parked his iPhone in the catchall basket on top the console table in the foyer

Seriously

How can I help?

awright hed play along
                           Siri  How the hell arya

Not too shabby, thank you.

Arya fuckin kiddin me he thought
                                    Not shabby

Yes. her voice bright very attractive

Siri  Wha do ya look like

Look?

You can tell me

I do not understand look.

Awright  Can you find an play Postmodern Jukebox featuring Haley Reinhold

I can.
            Haley Reinhold has performed several songs with them. Which song would you like to hear.

White Stripes Seven Nation Army

I have it. Would you care to listen to it now?

Yes Siri  Thawoud be nice

                                                        listening he sat on the bench took off his shoes stood stripped down to his Jockey boxer briefs
                                                    Ohfuck
no way roommate could drive

his car was in the drive

his girlfriend must have
                            My, my, my.  Look at you.
Could I help you?

everyone everything wants to help  With wha

With . . any old thing you’d like.

    Tha 
              Tha sounds like trouble

This singer sounds like trouble.
                                   She’s working my blood up.
she eyed him
                 I could help get yours up.

Thas trouble  No thanks

You’re missing out.
                      Now I’ll have to go to bed and masturbate.

Good girl good girl  Smart to practise safe sex
                                                Gnight   Im turning in


woke later that morning

she was in bed

they were neked

he thought Gawddamn Took advantage of me
                                                         hoped she did a couplethree of times

1331,  Saturday,  3  5. 25
2230,  Saturday
Beatles  The Long and Winding Road  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fR4HjTH_fTM

Youre brayin  Waters one thing
                                 Black water   Something else  I cant imagine you know
When was the last time treadin saltwater you stared down  into the depths a league or more beneath you

A league. What’s that?

Roughly threepointfortyfive miles
                                   How far out to sea have you been  Far enough where you coudnt see land

Smell land  far out at sea
A fuckin treat

Ohno no. I wouldn’t do that.

I have
        Hung in sunlitsparkling blue water givinway to a deep black floor abyss

I have to admit  haunting 
                           Talk about feeling small  insignificant 
Then not feeling tha anymore
                                   Because I am  we are

by his expression he felt he wasnt

You disagree

I think, I think you’re being overly broad.
Tell me of your significance
                             Boast    I can hardly wait

    You make it sound . . well . .
. . Well
           Thas not to say tha in various realmsrelationships we arent well thought of
But if a cog spun off by death the machine keeps on doesnt miss a beat
                                                                                Youll admit tha

    Yes

Thank you

                 How significant are you  

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1243,  Saturday,  3  5. 25

eyeballing him said his name was Gunther Ooohshiver me timbers quakin in my bootsNO   No  Not at all
hed been seeing Gunthers girlfriend the last two months  sidestepped what he thoughtthen was a moral imperativehis moral imperative   though enthusiastically  he departed it
    if a fingerpointer glimpsed or met Kristen

not only would they excuse him theyd forgive him

 

Gunther was frequently out of town on business he sold drugs
                                                                      He sells drugs.  Kristen
struggled to keep laughter out of her face  struggled

he replied Hes in pharmaceuticals  A salesman

smiledwide crazy dimples going off
                                      Ohno.
Aah

Yeah.

    Then enough bout him                                                                                                

they met through a mutual friend at a semipro hockey game couple of his friends played  he was moral support might have been on the ice himself if he hadnt weak ankles they skated  he played hardwood ball

she didnt wait to be introduced thrust her hand forward Kristen. taking it Joe  she knew how to shake
a firm grip

Can I buy you girls a hot chocolate They make the best damn creamiest alcoholic hot chocolates here  Ive been lead to understand tha the quickest way to a womans heart is chocolate

I don’t think you’re after mine.

No Brie  Im not

Should I be flattered?

Brie  Kristen doesnt know me an I woudnt be objective

No. You would not.  turned to Kristen   You could do worse.

Christ Thanks for the rave review  winked

she placed a slender finger to her philtrum maybe an attempt to silence herself took it away  I think . . I think I’ll reserve my assessment until after I’ve had a taste of this purported remarkable libation.

I didnt say libation
                     Who says tha Brie  You
Kristen. No.

Ill be back
 

 

So Brie.

    He’s hard, tough. Can be a sonofabitch.  If you give him reason to be.
                                                                                But there’s not a better man to have in your corner.
                      smiled demurely  If you can corner him.

You try?

All his female friends have tried.
                                   Yes. I tried.

And?

We’re fond fast friend.
                           Bonded.

Bonded?

He has my back, I have his.
                                That said . . . hard to believe how many of his friends are women. They, we, might intimidate a lesser woman if he decided to date her.  But that said, he wouldn’t date her if she was lesser.
 
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1132,  Saturday

Howbout dem eggs
                      Felon keeps layingem donhe

Donhe

Maybe those were the eggs he was runnin on

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felon as Pope  https://www.cnbc.com/2025/05/03/trump-pope-ai-image.html

2.5.25


Where’s the remote?

from the kitchen head inside the fridge someone put the beers on the lowest shelfpushed them to the back
    Wha

Remote.

distracted had a barbecue yesterday a few friends  who would have relocated the beerwhat reason
     Wha

walking into the kitchen
                       Remote.
Wha remote
             Walk over to the set turn it on no remote

How do you change the channels?

Walk over to the set change the channel
                                            I only have four needed that internal antenna you see to get them
No cable?

No WiFi

No WiFi?

No microwave no dishwasherquit lookin at me asif Im strange
                                                                 Theyre daily conveniences thawoud inconvenience me
Unnecessary

shook his head
                Might suppose that explains why you have an iPhone leave it at home it's your home phone you can call receive text take a picture get one.

Receive  Rarely have to take a picture
                                         Now if only I coud convince people to stop sendinme pictures of food theyre going to eat
Wha the hells tha

   What?  Are you a fuckin’ caveman?

stoodup beer in hand elbowed the fridge shut handed him one
                                                                   A caveman
A caveman woud have a substantial footprint

Ive little footprint

    You

You trying to shame me?

You do you Ill do me
                        No remote got legs an hands

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José Feliciano  Nature Boy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2iEbXyYiGe8

the receptionist held the remote
                                  he asked the black woman seated in the waiting room If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
London.

the receptionist paused looked over to him And you? 

he wondered if this guy tried moonlighting as a comedian
since when did entertainment enter their job description
                                                 replied TenEighteen Garden
Where’s that?

Illinois

I asked if you could go anywhere in the world?

I heard TenEighteen
                      Was my childhood home razed twenty years ago  It doesnt exist
If I coud go anywhere Id go there

I meant in the real world.

Shoud have been more specific  nuanced
                                            Know exactly wha it is ya mean to ask an ask as plainly thoroughly as possible
Takes a little work

looked like he wanted to sigh
                          disregarding him the receptionist pointed the remote at the flatscreen mounted on the wall went through a variety of commands in order to find a channel a London promotional a touristy program  . . . getting to know you getting to know all about you

immediatelygrabbed the woman attention she had been surfing her smartphone


    It takes a little work

he ignored him
                which didnt bother him

he didnt ask the patentlystupid question

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1201,  reggaefriday,  2  5. 25
Bing Crosby  Getting to Know You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1LNc0RRhnw

he crossed the lawn to AWe capitalA capitalW lowercasethe name of the wisteria he grew from a seed after failing for years
                       her foliage everything inanimate everything machinery every plant  a she  her foliage had been coming on gangbusters all Spring and he endeavored not to interfere not influence her growthdirection
    but he did
he directed a tendrilothers came with it to a fourbyfour square pressure-treated fence post  directed encouraged her growth upwards


influencers irked him      
                                he was not the Hand of Gawd

he was the Humble Hand of Joe

religions definitely countries around the world needed humbler hands
                                                                           this humble seed found its germination determination from a fabulous wisteria he grew outside his apartment which over time scaled the long downspout from the second floor eavesspraawled across the shingled roof
                                                                                         from one of its seeds
his daughter grew another in Los Angeles  after failing for years

this humble seed was from her wisteria

her initials are A  W

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Edison Lighthouse  Love Grows (Where My Rosemary Goes)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0KaK4mLBpk  Joey Heatherton at 2:03 minute-marker

when someone is ignorant it falls to others to stepup and inform them that theyre wrong reveal their error

if they refuse to accept what is true
                                       then stridently loudly hed tell them they were ignorant

    felons ignorant  disappointed him that he couldnt tell him to his face


Hey bucko  said mariachi

New term of endearment whardidya pick tha up

Around

My stuffed-to-the-gills card catalog

Is tha wha tha is

It is

    Krazy stuffed packed in there

Crazy with a K

Korrect

Correct with a K

Khrist

With a K
          Youre havin too much funyour point

My point
           Careful whaya wish for

To his face

Yah

Yah

Yah

    Wha  Are we Beatles

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