THAT
was something
rockedhimwokehim
had to get it
to his elbows and knees wormed his way to the edge of the bed dribbled his feet
to the floor hands stood slooowly feeling every vertebra every subliminal
muscle nerve quiver found gripped the doorjambs trembling but was erect
hes endured other THATS somethings
but this motherfucker took the cakeOHBROTHER
Time 2/5/6
attempted to ignoredeny
his pain make his way clear
he watched
TWO FIVE SIX breathe
TWO FIVE SEVEN
TWO FIVE EIGHT
TWO FIVE NINE breathe
THREE OH OH an
on
not ZERO ZERO
OH’clock
gave him permissionbreathe
THREE OHOH
THREE OH ONE
THREE OH TWO breathing . . .
he witnessed FOUR OH FOUR
exhausted
his mind began to play with him wha
a playmate Brookeslapped Four Oh Four upside the
headEight it floppedlanded on its
side lemniscate
breathe
felt eternal felt it could be infiniteNO STOP not forever
had to stop looking at the
clockhands while he was stuck in the doorway
this was SOMETHINGELSE
closed his eyesimagined
imagined the
sugarcone construct tip at the top of male social hierarchy Alpha
Beta Omega Gamma
Delta outside its structure Zeta
and Sigmahe was Sigma
breathe
Alpha
Beta
Gamma
Delta
Epsilon
Zeta
Eta
Theta
Iota
Kappa
Lambda
Mu
Nu
Xi
Omicron
Pi
Rho
Sigma
Tau
Upsilon
Phi
Chi
Psi
Omega
breathe
why he knew he couldnt say but
that he did he might have been a sensational Frat pledge if he didnt believe
organisationshierarchies were full of shit
HEAD
giving head
gals dug it
he didnt refer to them as cherries they werentTHANK GAWD didnt refer
to their clits as cherries cherries have pits stones
while he enjoyed their fleshiness
breathe juice he preferredreferred to them as nubile blueberries loved sucking the skin off them before
crushing their pulp with his tongue wasnt fond of seedyberries
blackberries
strawberries raspberry olallieberries or ollalieberry or olallaberry or
olalliberry or ollalaberry or ollaliberryfuckin
make your mind
breathe
their
juice more viscous
olive oil Pompeian Robust Extra Virgin
no grit
silkysmooth
all over his face breathe in his mouth
not like sex on the beach
a quick
study
next time
turned the
blanket
placed her head to the surf
hips
raised
blood to her brain
she went off like
a firecracker in his mouth a shaken bottle of champagne
got
in his ears
muted
her orgasmic cries
when they went back to his place they
showered and went at it again despite her protesting she was too sensitive
evidently not
he
wanted to hear
he opened his eyes
decided that was enough standing in the fucking bedroom doorway
he staggered into the hall holding
himself up
hands at the walls
this was going to make for a long interesting day
breathing
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