a bright Red throughline

                            one didnt truly have to be thoughtful to see it

its blatant 

            assuming a significant portion of the American voting population knew and understood the word blatant

   began with Conways defence two days into the formers administration her “alternative facts” regarding the paltry attendance of the appalling classic American Carnage inaugural speech

these prefaced the blizzard tsunami of lies

the accusations of Fake News

all the “Acting Heads” who served an “Acting president”

the roadshows rallies

                         the terrible disappointment inconvenience that they had to be curtailed because of CoVid-19

“It’ll disappear . . . go away.”

the alternate slates of state electors PLOT

a

livid

vivid

bright

RED

line

 

1111,  Thursday,  7  12. 23

https://time.com/4642689/kellyanne-conway-sean-spicer-donald-trump-alternative-facts/

American Carnage  https://www.theguardian.com/world/2017/jan/20/donald-trump-transition-of-power-president-first-speech

https://trumpwhitehouse.archives.gov/briefings-statements/the-inaugural-address/

https://fortune.com/2019/11/27/trump-acting-heads-cabinet-presidency/

https://www.americanoversight.org/investigation/the-alternate-electors-plot-to-overturn-the-2020-election

Three Dog Night  Liar  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XRz39R8GsM

Whas not to like

someone offers you a bite of freshly slaughtered bright bloodred raw liver

                                                                                     he was biting

she offered

was a girl after his own heart

                                    not that she was after his heart thatd be offal

he knew too many peopletoo many families who which he found awful threw away turkey giblets IM RIGHT HERE If you werent going to eat them why didnt you give them to me you know I eat organs

                                                                                         he understood it was cultural

he also understood it was economic

                                       however

when your one of eleven you eat whats served

didnt have to

could go hungry a night

wasnt gonna kill you

not eating helped him appreciate having something to eat 

                                                               something

something taught him that food was nothing more than fuel

he fueled once a day

     he preferred bitter or salty to sweet which wiped outexcept on occasion  desserts  baked goods icecream candies sodas

But that’s you. complained many he knew who felt they had to defend their tastes or eating

defend

         didnt get that

he admitted what HE preferred

                                  preference is defined “a greater liking for one alternative over another or others.” according to his New Oxford American Dictionary – Second Edition                                               

the text he keeps at hand

                              a lot of people dont prefer texts either

not technically savvy

neither was he

she was thrilled

he was thrilled by her

he preferred thrilled

                      thrill is “a sudden feeling of excitement and pleasure.”

Whas not to like

AMish,  Thursday – Pearl Harbor,  7  12. 23

Trumpvirus

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWsPwNlclg0

arithmetic

todays Pearl Harbor Day  1,184,345 Americans dead

from Black Friday, Nov24  1,183,390

                                   955 deaths and sorrow in the past 13 days

he has to acknowledge the approximately 74 people who have died each day

1209,  Thursday – Pearl Harbor, 1941,  7  12. 23

https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/country/us/

he almost couldnt bear to look at the illuminated hands of the small travel clock perched beside the telephone atop the bookcase

              Youre a big boy  Look   It aint gonna killya

this was an interior dialogue

mariachi didnt come around until after a cup of coffee

You sure

   Im as sure as you

                          Look

sixsixteen  6:16

                    Yasee  Had I looked a minute earlier Id have been dicked by a five

But yadidnt

I did not

Now whacha gonna do with sixsixteen

Im goin . .

. . Of course we are

   Going back to bed close my eyes an play with the forgiving time

Sounds like a plan

                     Tell me about it when youre up in the morning Im going to sleep

the light went out immediately wasnt fucking around

slipping under the blankets he laid down

his cat jumped himshed held down the fort while he went to the bathroom checked the clock

stroking her neckher throat gently strumming the top of her head Im back  Thanks for keeping the bed warm leftie

she turnedretreated he parted his legs she curled round curled round nestled tight up against his crotch closed her eyes purred

           she was off

on the back of his closed eyes which comprised one viewing screen  he pinned up 6:16

it was coloured pale blue

no fucking idea why

he began manipulating it hypnagogic leaned in over his shoulder  Whacha got   Hmmm

his interior voice in his head sounded like he sounded when he spoke out loud

he hoped his voice sounded different to others who heard him talk

he listened

             Dropping the colon its symmetric   SIX  ONE  SIX

Pulldown on the ONE

Elongate it

Distort it so that it loses its signifier as the number one

SIX  SLASH  SIX

                       Aaah  yasee

Six parts to six parts is actually one to one which means the ones whole a whole One

   Awright

                   One .  .   .

that mélange yes mélange stepped aside as hypnagogic giggledappropriated his fading consciousness and flung him into a lather where he and a women he didnt knowbarely glanced at were stripping off their clothes to race to her bed  had to be the hallway wasnt his  she beat him naked and ran jumped into bed immediately diving under the blankets clasping them around her  it was like she could see him through them as he went to the sides the foot of the bed trying to yank them freetrying to expose her seeing only her outline her shape her rounds under the blankets  she thwarted his every effort he frankly  exhausted himself trying to unearth her

                                                                       HEY

muffled YAH.

You win  I cant believe I cant get my hands on you

YAH. I’M GOOD AT THIS.

he leaned his thighs against the side of the bed

YOU GIVE UP?

Not give up Can I concede for now

FOR NOW?

Yah  Lemme catch my breath

JUST FOR NOW?

Yah

AWRIGHT.

              then her hand her wrist her forearm snaked out  she grabbed his cock

YOU’RE MIGHTY HARD.

Your fault

LET ME HELP YOU WITH THAT. 

                                   vigorously  artfully  she masturbated him

                 

he erupted

OOOOH

           SUPPOSE WE’LL HAVE TO LAUNDER THE BLANKET.

then she began to emerge like a shivering butterfly from her softwoven pale blue chrysalis

2sday,  5  12. 23

1133,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  12. 23

bookends

not where he usually found them

                                   though thats where he found thesefinding himself distracted by the rotting road under his feet through his worn shoes a hole in the toe of one hole in the sole of the other

an old street

             its composite stones and pebbles were being revealedwere no longer denied the sunlightwarming in it again after mixed and buried in sand and concrete for the better part of a century                                

he tucked the book he was reading under his arm

                                                     instead

he tried to read the rocks

his feet were more successful

they could read its braille

it was when he stopped to take in the roads devolution that he recognised the first bookend  to his left

a daycare held at a church children playing insidecontained by a chainlinked fence

he couldnt identify the playground equipment 

                                                  there were no swings or slides or jungle gyms or a concrete sewer pipe to scramble over and within  made a great fort

he couldnt see if they played on woodchips

at the fencededge above him he saw two little boys a little girl she wore a dress a tiara woundup in her mussed blonde tresses one of the boys also wore a tiara

without reason he turned suddenlylooked oneeighty away to what had been his right as he walkedread up the street

   there another bookend

this he looked down into

a small greenspace

a small whitepainted concrete bench on the grass

it too was separated from him by a chainlinked fence

he knew the place a school that taught assisted adults with developmental disabilities

a woman stood on the grass at the edge of a blacktopped parking lot

she was very small not much taller than the little girl wearing the tiara her hair was also blonde  cut in a manageable Dutch Boy

she was aloneheld an opened hand to her chest as if restraining herself then  thumped her chest as she jerked forward from the waist again and again and again and again . . . he didnt count the times

   finally   uncomfortably

                                he looked away

he collected bookends

these were an odd pair

possibly 2PM,  Monday,  4  12. 23

1212AM,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  12. 23

0927,  day-between-2-Ts

whatelse wasnt he doing

                          little introspection

he gave himself small tasks

turned his tshirts inside out when taking them off

or thought he had

pulls them out of the dryer to fold and  say  two of nine arent

                                                                 how is it stripping them off to retire  two   he didnt rotely remove them

isnt that as mechanical as breathing

softly Ah amigo Watch your Ps and Qs Best leave breathing out of the equation

                                                                                     they leaned  their back on the concave wall of his skull arms crossing their chest

 

he had to concede

                    Good point good point Thank you

mariachi mumbled Youre welcome 

                                     poor amberish lighting  in all sincerity he couldnt say if they were a shehe or heshe  their voice didnt tip him off  acoustics baffled by the bulk of his brain  not that it mattered which they were  all equal  attentive  interrupted without excusing themselves

                                                       a lot like him  DUH

Perhaps if you were more thoughtful concerning yourself

Me

You tend to be brutish not to give yourself latitude you work hard to provide others

Excuse them

Yes

    You think I havent walked a mile in their shoesthink perhaps they got out of the bed on the wrong side 

   Latitude

              More conscious

Do as you do concerning others

Youre a sharp cookie

We have our moments

                            An also after all if yawoud  No ones paid to task you in a while             

1012,  2sday,  5  12. 23

she giggledhand to her mouth she didnt do that

                                                     I can’t believe I’m ahead of you.

Whastha sweetpea

You knocking the former.

The fat orange eunuch

Yes.

Wha of it

   Och.

Och

Yes.

If youre ahead of me run with it Youll not hurt my feelingsnot you

No. I know I won’t.

Not you

            Whassup beautiful

An acronym.

Awbabe ya know me an acronyms mix like oil an a struck match

I do.

      So you can imagine how terribly proud I am you created an acronym . such a . . an . evolved acronym.

Methinks youre giving me too much credit

Ohno. You said it.

Ive said it

Yes.

Then youll have to enlighten me

You’ll shit.

Then I cant wait to shit

Former.  Fat orange eunuch.

                               Foe.

   HA

        Too good for words

Yeah babe. 

2107,  Monday,  4  12. 23

2348,  Monday

Nat King Cole  I Don’t Want to See Tomorrow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjIk-cRU0mk

Och.  You look in poor humor.

Wish humour had anything to do with it baby

                                                 Fuckin media

What did they do wrong now?aside from their equivalences . . which you needn’t revisit I listen to you even when you bore me to tears.

But youre willing to listen  learn

I’ve learned morehonestly than I’ve cared to.

Eyeballs peeled Head on a swivel

                                      Or shits fuck you in the ass

See? It’s sweet words like that that beg me to listen.

                                                        What’s the latest I ought to know?

Media mollycoddling treading lightly regarding the orange cunt

   I thought he's the orange Jesus.

Theres tha While I havent affinities for religion Im not one to offend Catholics Christians Jesus or an orange Buddha Allah Yahweh Krishna

                         If I offend cunts my desperate apologies though Im not inclined to remedy the insult by calling him a prick Prick aint devastating enough   Mebbe  Orange eunuch  Cant imagine theres many of them wandering the landscape  unless unless   chemical eunuchs legal means enforce

Howbout this can we agree

                               Fat  orange  eunuch

How do I get myself involved in these conversations?

Because you love me

Got to be more than love, baby.

Education A fullfilling love   I exist wholly to satisfy your whims your quims  my love

An you can shaddup.

                          Mollycoddling media. Whacha got.

Them referring to the fat orange eunuchs enablers

                                                      Gee  So milquetoast  They continue to maintain theres an equivalence between parties when theres only one These socalled enablers are henchmen who are throwing in because if they lose they wont be held accountable

I liken them to Confederate generals Confederate political leaders who shoud have been executed at the end of the Civil War They rebelled against the country

We didnt

           They crushed Reconstruction inspired the KKK infected the country with Jim Crow Lynched thousands 

Had they been executed for their high crimes against America we might not be where we are today

   Sounds vicious.

If things go wronggo awry whereya think well come down

Frankly just less than half the country by seven million votes last election believe it has more guns more bullets than the other half  but not the Military sworn to “support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign or domestic . . .”

Henchmen  Henchwomen   Call a spade a spadeChristssake

 

1711,  day-between-2-Ts,  29  11. 23

1614,  Monday,  4  12. 23

The Atlantic: 

THE DANGER AHEAD

If Donald Trump returns to the White House, he’d bring a better understanding of the system’s vulnerabilities, more willing enablers, and a more focused agenda of retaliation against his adversaries.

By David Frum

https://www.cfr.org/blog/2020-election-numbers

talking on the phone

                       Now thas a Christmas tree I wanna lay eyes on baby You squeeze off a couple of shots for me an share em  Isnt some technology amazin

You’re certainly picky about yours.

If I was as picky an eater Id starve

What do you mean you don’t have a microwave, Joe.

No

    If I did Id only pop popcorn in it

I use ours every day.

Which Id expect Da

                      Livin with Sis tha minimises risks of you accidentally leaving something on the stove Microwaves turn themselves Off

She explained that.

I imagine Rather safe than sorry right

                                        he was reluctant to use right felt right lead argumentsbrought people into wormholes they wouldnt ordinarily have entered if someone used right with him he cut them off at the ankles he felt right was just as rude

Right Da

Yes. Right. Correct.

Atta boy

          You have breakfast

I did.

Wha

      What did I have?   I had something.

More specific

I had breakfast.

Are you hungry When you wake in the morning youre usually ravenous

                                                                             Hungry

I’m not hungry.

Good sign  Any crumbs bread crumbs cookie crumbs on your lips your beard . .

. . I shave. You’re the one who wears a beard.

Progress

           Coffee

First thing in the morning. You know me.

Hardboiled egg cold cereal

                             Or you can lie to me an Ill shaddup I woudnt know the difference

It’s cold outside.

Tis the season Oatmeal   Something to stick to your ribs

Yes. 

     Oh a cinnamon roll.   Two actually.

Good An youre within a stones throw of lunch

                                                 Sandwich Glass of milk  Milks a standard

Yes yes. I have soup out, crackers.

Sounds sumptuous  Got your bases covered

his father wouldnt starve he had a hollow legpacked food away

Ill text you a couple of photos.

A looped nylon seam up the back

                                    I have an unopened packet Sis found at the back of Maws closet  She probably thought theyd come around again

You have garters?

Why keep nylon hose without garters yah

                                             Will always remember her asking me if her seams were straight

Great memories.

Yes

I have a nylon.

Swell

       So thas my contribution Whas yours

Mine.  I’ve a knottedthat’s important . . a knotted driedup condom I splashed some Christmasy color on.  I’ll see if anyone notices.    

1706,  Reggaefriday,  24  11. 23

1254,  Monday,  4  12. 23

Bing Crosby  It’s Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3vMisNaqd8

there were several swinging doors 

one revolving door

she was trying to shepherd himdistract him away from it

                                                             he knew what she was doing

she knew what she was doing

 

her coynessher devastating innocence about it was terribly attractive

                                                                          he was going to milk it for all it was worth

because he knew what he was going to do

                                              she knew too

it was their private MAD scenario

Mutually  Assured  Dance  the usual acronymal yes  Destruction did not apply

                                                                                     although

they often sexwrecked themselves took a whole day of liquids and nutritious food to recover only to hit the mat again trying to remember who was supposed to start on the bottom

Last two times you began on the bottom. she peered through squinted eyes at him

Are you sure I don rememberI  I don think so

You do.

I donae think I do

You did. was grinning her ass off

                                       You like being on the bottom.

he modulated a baboonmonkey howlsmiled like a wolf I do awright awright you can start on the bottom Well get flippedround turned upsidedown before we know it

after a couple months of mindblowing getting-to-know-you they readily acknowledged Handsdown he said Yahduh handsdown she agreed they had not ever enjoyed such a no-holdsbarred gymnastic partner

                                                                                                infatigable

until they werent

if someone had to pass out

theyd recommend from sex

      No.

Wha                     

Don’t what me.

he peered at her through squinty eyes I didnt  Not the last two times

Are you sure? I don’t remember . I . don’t think so.

Yes you do

No, I don’t think so.

   Weel I can get the door for you anif youll please please wait outside  Ill reenter an exit through the revolving door

You’re gonna get someone hurt someday.

Nah

     Thas why I go in with teenagers

To set a bad example?

No Liberate them

he opened the door for herfollowed her out

she mocked amazed Would you look at all these kids? look like colored confetti.

You sawem too  Be right back

Nothing but a kid himself she thought

a revolving door is like a lateral junglegym which he was too big for now

                                                                                  Kids Goin for a spin soifyaint partial donae enter knew he was tossindown a gauntletknew they wouldnt resist a crowd of them went roundanround sixseven times before catching Securitys eyes

laughing like fiends they slingshot like individual Apollos round the moon and ejected onto the paved mall

Have your fun?

Yes I did baby Thank you

You’re too much.

An all yours you lucky grrl

2225,  Saturday,  2  12. 23

1130,  Monday,  4  12. 23

Bing Crosby  Getting to Know You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1LNc0RRhnw

Annie Get You Gun  Anything You Can Do I Can Do Better  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WO23WBji_Z0