3.5.22


Peter Doocy pronounced deucey drop a deuce
                                                     Awh makes perfect sense now  FOX nepotism his father is Steve Doocy FOX and Friends cohost howd he know drivel didnt entice him apples don fall far from trees 
                                                                                              despite an apple himself he not only fell far from the tree but rolled down a hill into a creek bobbed along awhile before captured in an eddy wedged among rocks cool water keeping him fresh and crisp 
                                                        he couldntdidnt abide his fathers politics or racism

however Peter probably recognised his telegenic father made a good living as FOX talking heads do Peter isnt a reporter
maybe hes as talented or not  not that his talent would be held up discerned candled like an eggNO boy had an In
Its not whaya know but who ya know 
                                         an knowing-Who an determined to stake his primacy among White House reporters flaunt his babyblonde virility he put his question to Press Secretary Jen Psaki who inevitably turns him upside down by his ankles an shakes the change out of his pockets for herself DHS Secretary Mayorkas said “We know where those forty-two terrorists are, why isn’t he saying, ‘We know where those forty-two are -- they’re in jail?’” patience hes warming up bounding back up onto his feet again a stumbled Inspector Clouseau a real wisecracker he continues “What is the president’s priority, would it be stopping potential terrorist attacks or letting these migrants come in? patience he cautioned patience the infamous Chinese water torture curiously detailed in the late 15th early16th Century by Italian Hippolytus de Marsiliis  NOT to be taken off scent failing to recognise it was his blood in the water Deuceyoops! intrepidly steamrolled forth “But, if, it takes nineteen people to carry out the September Eleventh attack, what do you think forty-two people on a terrorist watch-list might be capable of?” 
                                              the allusion perhaps delusion – despite Border Patrol apprehending them since President Biden took office saay 20 January 2021 – the nineteen terrorists fifteen from Saudi Arabia two from United Arab Emirates one from Lebanon and one from Egypt plotted in concert that their murderous efforts could be realised by this significantly greater terrorist-watch-list-contingency without even knowing if any of the forty-two know each otherhave nefarious connections  Hell Timothy McVeigh was a lone wolf an many of Americas Own homegrown white supremacist terrorists are 
                                     which didnt make him feel all warm and fuzzy
              
1543,  Monday,  2  5. 22
1446,  Twosday,  3  5. 22
had to listen to Beethovens Opus 132 to get through Deucey  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyDs0wb3FAE 

 
   I’ve had you fame.
                       So long.


wannabe celebrities wannabe influencersjust fuckin wannabes might wanna pay attention to those words they were uttered by someone who knew betterprobably better than virtually anyone 

he scratched his head
                       seemed being  outlegged wannabeing

 

the quote is Marilyn Monroes captured on tape 

it unfortunately is a pull-quote lacking context he hadnt any idea when it was recorded or did he know why she declared it
            he could say however that her deliverher voice was tender  utterly heartbreaking


everyone brings something different to the table
                                                  thereby everyones unique a story unto themselves he believed they should be content with their own story 
                                         he also believed that people wrestled their own particular troubles he didnt call them demons he refused to invest more than an occasional heartbeat to religious sensibilities religious evil a long time ago he determined that somethingsomeone was either positive or negative that appealed to him
                                                                                                     it didnt bother him if it didnt appeal to others to each his own he wouldnt proselytise an woe be to him or her who might try their hand at him there is rude then there is what he was he still hadnt found that word or fashioned it

   wannabe
                  or be

1643,  Saturday,  30  4. 22
1041,  Twosday,  3  5. 22

2.5.22


as Mothers Day approaches this Sunday May8 we can see it differently from the last 50
                                                                                               for the immediate future we can call it Forced Mother’s Day
                                  put that on a pretty Hallmark card   

the United States is saddling up with only 24 other countries many third world countries one or two that former brayed were shithole countries

he couldnt refrain himself
                            an Exceptional country Indispensable country   Horseshit

1039,  Monday,  2  5. 22

Degradation


he was for womens rights was pro-abortion 

he was against amateur-abortion back alley abortions

he hopes politicians who want women to suffer the “opportunity” to birth creatures of rapists children of incestuous uncles brothers cousins have plans to build thousands of orphanages across the country to house children they demand are born
         those children belong to them  
                                         they are not going to be as white as those politicians think
  
2057,  Monday,  2  5. 22
                          

   They
        persistently they  Carlson doesnt say who they  are

convenient 
     though its understood who you are who us is 
                                                    whites fearing “the replacement of legacy Americans” Jesus legacy Americans
            asif there is such thing  such a thing   THEY are people who have their heads tucked up their ass like ostriches hiding their heads in the sand which they dont do though is an apt an colourful comparison flamboyant FOX flamboyant Tucker Yes  he resisted swapping out the first consonant of his name despite how appropriate it might be  look at him being discerning
                    an ofcourse other whites who stand to cash in

Tuckers a cunt Ohwell so much for discerning

    lastly critically
                         what is Tucker FOXtheir bottom-line teaching children they ought to be ashamed
    
1732,  Monday,  2  5. 22 


made him blue yesterday 

gently pushed his buttons turned down his dials

   quieted  his mechanisms

wetted his flameAries don like being wetted against their will 
                                                                he had to concedeif he were honest hed been taken off his game

this might be the stuff one takes into confession
                                                not that theyve done something wrong had sinnedNo just needed to get it off their chest share it


over the past couple of days he watched a documentary and heard tapes of Marilyn Monroes voice

he and she went back a long time
                                  first Playboy he ever got his hands on as a boy was the December first issue 1953  Marilyn graced the centerfold

he knew he liked girlshe really liked Marilyn
                                                then that was fortified a black an white televised Sunday Matinee  a broadcast of Some Like it Hot  light effervescence Marilyn exuded it  he remembered looking around to room at his parents brothers sisters friends who had stopped specifically to watch the movie  a classic they said theyd seen it when it was first released in theaters in ’54
                                          he wondered if they saw what he was seeing 

furtivelybriefly he spied them while Marilyn was on screen they didnt seem to
                                                                                      he reallyreally liked her

in his early twenties he had a dream he made love to her
                                                              to this day he can close his eyes and see the dream fresh as cream rouged like a pinched cheek red as a handprint after a crack on the ass
                                                                                   it was a story beginning to end they met in a soda shop palegreen appliances harshwhite tiles shiny metal darkred upholstered swivelstools bolted to the floor
they shared a chocolate malted sipped it through red and white striped straws the whipped cream was cold giggling shed take dollops of it with her finger shared with him  a brilliant red cherry was on top
                                                                                             they walked in the dark on a city street to her apartment went up three flights of silent carpeted steps slowly undressed each other laid on her freshlaundered bed

they were eagerrolled tussled went back and forth laughed breathed heavy then she was on top of him she leaned down kissed him her hair across his face
                                             he whispered Marilyn, you’re dead. 
she smiled beautifullyplayfully 
                                 Does it matter?
  it did not
                 sometime during the night exhausted they collapsed into sleep 
                                                                                     he woke beside her in the morning didnt disturb her he watched her sleep admired her face her body


       on a tape Marilyn asked 
                                   Happiness, does anyone know that?

evening,  ReggaeFriday,  29  4. 22
1229,  Monday,  2  5. 22
Eddie Higgins Trio  Begin the Beguine  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc6iJswVnUc

Hey Big Brother

sometimes his eyes and ears go akimbo sometimes his handwriting joined in Drug on Wars still  truth in his mishandlingmisplacement

both hand and ears kicked in went into effect yesterday
                                                          War on Drugs rewritten  and Wha did yasay

What did I say? I don’t know, what did I say, what are you talking about?

Yasaid it a moment ago bout overload

  Yes.
        Overload.

Killing me  I don think I heard ya correctly What did yasay we were discussing presentism  I told you I read it in LikeWars how social mediadamn smartphones  access  accessed  can overwhelm us drive us to hang our hats on that that is immediate Now. .
. . You would argue that being in the moment is wrong? I’m often told, complimented, how I’m in the moment, alert, observant.

Thats head on a swivelobservant is that your compliment

I suppose . .
. . Im not talkinbout that Presentism In the sense that social media todayby the animal it has become bombards people relentlessly twentyfourseven News coverage opinion talking heads purveyors no longer in cycles avalanches an for that were unable to process digest what weve seenheardread I wont say learned gleamed not learned because learning requires study requires context wha preceded it teed up the ball questioning where the ball might go 
Mishmash of news opinion experts misinformation propaganda hurled at us disconnected snapshots pull quotes talking points code confetti dash dash dot dot without breaks  by design compressed  Now becomes overweening subsumes Past encroaches on Future Times procession weighed differently interrupted Dot daaaaaaaaash dot if you would

   So wha overload

Overload?

You said one thing I heard another

Ahyes. I said sensory overload.

Yadid I heard sentry overload
                                 Which was teed up was in light of our conversation prior where for all intents an purposes were living in a surveillance stateperhaps not as overwhelming in other countries but were surveilledwatched by commercial cameras home security systems think  in airports depots traffic banks people to either side of us  cellphone in hand cameras in hand

Sentry overload Daunting to ones privacy their anonymity           

1500,  Sunday – May Day – Chicagos Haymarket Riot,  2022
1048,  Monday,  2  5. 22
1971  Rare Earth  Hey Big Brother  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESSH9JxK5A4

1.5.22


primitives overawed niice word   reverence that approaches fear
                                                                   Hume  David Hume   atheist
what would Hume know of reverence 
  Aah  he knew
                   religion isnt the only thing to exhibit reverence for  History Art Literature Music sic Kultur  Porn
 
hed task Hume if he were alive
                                submit the premise that religious reverence IS fear that without Fear religion would not have attained its prominence in any Kultur on any continent in any nock cranny living under any rockSurvival  where reason? desperately sought  explained mishaps misfortunes  misgivings
                                                                            would make sense to create deities to ponderously inhabited hominid minds 

birds of a feather flockfuck together happy as pigs in shit

   reverence is Fear
                    though couldnt say it occurred to him until he cracked The Infidel and the Professor  the professor is Adam Smith  Wealth of Nations yaknow

1108,  Twosday,  19  4. 22
1929,  Sunday,  1  5. 22


“I can’t bring myself to talk about it.” 
                                             
                                              was watching Netflixs The Mystery of Marilyn Monroe: The Unheard Tapes he couldnt remember the characterthe gentleman who said it however he was struck by the tendernessthe fragility in his voice and the  crushing admission 
                                        made him pause the documentary and sit back in his chair and think


he repeated it several times out loud and as he did he searched his memory banks for anything he couldnt talk about

 

zip bupkis  nada
                    which could suggest  two things

1  his life wasnt interesting

2   he hadnt done anything to regret
                                       he didnt aspire to celebrityto be recognised preferred his anonymityhis ability to come and go anywhere do anything he wanted off the radar

he also lived by the quaint notion Do unto others as you will have others do unto you not because it was based on Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount but rather because it seemed common sense to him
                                                                                     it served him well he didnt turn a cheek someone had to fuck with him first before he fucked with them  fucked them up

life is easier to move through if one isnt a prick or cunt
                                                         and he wasnt adverse or uncomfortablesaw it unmanly to step aside and let those personalities pass
lifes too short


he was grateful he couldnt say “I can’t bring myself to talk about it.”
1603,  Saturday,  30  4. 22
1027,  Sunday,  1  5. 22

30.4.22


he was freediving

appeared to be equatorial tropical water azureblue mountainous reefs abundant sea life abundant bottom life
                                                                                                         not thirty feet deep

he swam at the surfacehawkeyed the marine lifewhere fish were congregating saw eels seasnakes crustaceans an occasional ray or shark cruised by

on an eruptionnot twenty feet down he saw something he thought might be a sponge a large anemone  doubleD cup
couldnt resist that his cock tugged at his suit if it were serpentine it might have slipped the elasticband and tapped him on the shoulder
                Whaup

Yahyah yah Im going Im going Lemme get a good breath

he sucked in brightsalty air and kicked down

masks magnify things underwater water magnifies too
                                                           he reassessed maybe tripleD cup  abundant

he stroked it gently with the back of his hand

it cratered furrowed itself
                           it responded to him

cock responded Give it a pinch

I don know wha it is Im not going to offend it

Yasee another They come in pairs

Yahoo breasts doyes this isnt a breast

Wouldya take a good look at me
                                   Maybe yave forgotten the feel of a breast against the back of your hand Im your base reptilianresponder 
                   Thats a breast . .
. . On the seabed

Love love love your lexicon seabed
                                       Find the other and well fuckem
he needed a breath of air

he kicked once twice threeon the surface never once took his eye off it while peripherally scanning for a second
muthafucker was getting into his head
                                        Lets golets go That felt good
                                                                       Yasee another
I did not

They come in pairs Ya either have the adventurous one or the stayed oneId guess stayed

Why stayed

The way it responded to you brushing it Ya catch the blush

Blush

Ya might have lost it under the cloud drifting overhead in the way
                                                                      It also seemed a tad embarrassed Organs that are extensions of a bodyswinging in the breeze are more susceptible to embarrassment

Why arent you

I think Im a python

Yare not
But I think I am
                 I am confident what we do with me Yare confident
Am I am

No rebuffs no complaints

Not so far

Were a nice size Women like to accommodate us
                                                     That an your lizard tongue no qualms about going down on them flippinem gobblin again

Tasty

You exude that
                 Ya see a second

Ive been watchin No
Wha the hell lets go down an play

he sucked in another breath kicked down



it was more receptive this time to his gentle brush then he rolled his knuckles on its side IT SWELLED 
                                                                                                           it released its grip on the coral and rising rolled over a fantastic aureole  an erect nipple 

rolled completely over using its nipple as an antenna it honed in on the snorkels mouthpiece soft roundedtendrils formed and plucked it from his mouth it plunged its nipple into his mouth he sucked it expressed sweet viscous milk thought like young coconut milk  his cheeks greedily extended

Yah baby hollered his cock
AIR     

it went with him to the surface  nursed him  he laid on his back like an otter milk dribbledcoursed from the corners of his mouth

small colourful fish nibbled at it around his throat and chest 

OH BABY
          Think were nibblin the adventurous one Ya digging the abandonment

he couldnt answer his mouth was full

Suntimes, approaching 1800hrshe thought  he wasnt thinking,  Saturday,  23  4. 22
1511,  Saturday, 30  4. 22
Everly Brothers  All I Have to Do Is Dream  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnpbzmjcxQM


a buddy hoped when he went to the pharmacy for his second booster that a sweet young thing might hold his hand

If a sweet young thing showed Id insist she hold me otherwise

Otherwise . .
                he was always slow on the uptake hed give him a moment

Otherwise . .
               he was killing him

OHotherwise, that's something else . . hurhur hur.  he swung his arm in the air as if he was slapping him on the back                       

We on the same page
Yes.
     Same page. I don’t know how you go there.

Where else is there to go friend
                                  A shot ana beer a tug ana shot goes hand in handcock in hand maybe in addition to the mask Ill have her wear a blindfold
A blindfold?

Never got a girl sitting on a bed pull her sweater up but stop with it over her eyes kiss her fondle her

No never.

Tough Things go from there

Go from there?

End of conversation
                       can lead a horse to water but ya cant make it drink 

 

he sat down in a paleblue plastic stackable chair beside an old man while he waited

he read The Soul of an Octopus as he walked to pharmacy the attendant said it be only a few minutes rather than reading morehe still had the walk home he decided to relax take in the show the people in line to either submit or pickup their medications the line was longer than he imaginedlotsa people on drugs he was fortunatethanked his lucky stars he enjoyed edibles an occasionally psilocybin shrooms for entertainment not healthwas gonna ride that bus for as long as it rolled grateful every tenth mile

he sat forwardelbows on his knees looked down on the checkered linoleum floor
                                                                                     the old man very groovy wore lightweight slip-on walking Skechers matching socks  sometimes he didnt caredidnt separate socksjust tossed them in the dresser drawer the old man wore wellworn bluejeans faded to old blueberries a gray hoodie sunglasses hung around his neckdangled from a chain against his chest a blueplaid mask he was slender to birdskinny  strike slender birdskinny a gray sweatstained ball cap topped off the sundae

he sat back
             How are you this afternoon

the old man halfturnedlooked at him suspiciously feral eyes  prey fearful of being eaten

he didnt reply looked forward again


a couple minutes later the old man began bouncing his legs on the tips of his toes then elaborately he kicked a leg forwardtapped his toes twice then repeated the movement with his other foot

he was completely entertained

the old man was oblivious

when the old man stopped his performance he tried talking to him again
                                                                             So – you have restless legs or maybe once you were part of a chorus line

the old man halfturnedlooked at him again

he didnt reply

the female attendant emerged through a doorway  Joe!

Excuse me he said to the old man


sitting down he said to the Asian attendant as she prepared his shot and confirmed he was who he said birthdate home address he was getting the second booster Moderna wha a pickup line 
                                                                             Happy Friday
Thank you.

Is this your Friday

she smiled big was more attractive for it I don’t know when my Friday is.

thats tough
             he decided not to ask the sweet young thing to hold his hand while she gave him the shot

1534,  ReggaeFriday,  29  4. 22
1103,  Saturday,  30  4. 22
Humble Pie  I Don’t Need No Doctor  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSyrf-FYKVE


Whell shit he looked intalked down into his beer that didnt occur to me until just now  I must be thick

What didn’t occur to you?

How the hell ya kill a MAGA maggot if they become a zombie

You and your zombies.

Give it whirl

I suppose . . like all zombiesJesus, can’t believe I’m entertaining this . . . I suppose you shoot them in the head like the rest.

One might suppose but they hadnt any brains from the getgo


They do not.

Are we thick

Must be.

0959,  Saturday,  30  4. 22

 
   Jean Schmidt
                   Girls!  Opportunity knocks!

Mrs. Schmidt is a state Republican representing District 65  Loveland Ohio
                                                                                the opportunity she refers to is not allowing a woman who has been raped an abortion

“If a baby is created, – created a curious choice of words referencing a woman who had no choice was raped  violated  violently – If a baby is created it is a human life, and whether that mother – that victim – ends that pregnancy or not, – not that Mrs. Schmidt is willing or intends that choice be provided – the scars will not go away. – not the emotional scars, and certainly not the physical ones her rapists violence tattooed on her body -- It is a shame that it happens, – NO it is a crime that happened – but there is an opportunity for that woman no matter how young or old she is.” – how young is she the opportunity to submit her body her psyche to a jail term an incarceration of pregnancy that politicians demand she serves  is Ohio picking up the tab for her pre-natal post-natal care feeding and dressing her then is Ohio providing for the woman and her bastard or just her bastard from birth to adulthood possibly through college picking up tuition room and board books 
                                                      contraceptives hur

Republican Jean Schmidt from Loveland Ohio is full of shit


he couldnt resistlooked her up online
                                       got an eyeful

hed bet she had cobwebs and spiders in her cunt

1022,  ReggaeFriday,  29  4. 22
0934,  Saturday,  30  4. 22