the woman was miserable
visibly anguished
tho knowing what he knew he couldnt
concur
it was a miserable she made an her attempts to drag others into
it was obscene
she said -- an never
known to curb her tongue -- assigning it as it was by her righteousness -- because of course she knew better -- her
sons were assholes who thought only with their dicks
(they dont make mothers like that anymore)
(they dont make mothers like that anymore)
* * * *
Harsh --
someone might think -- for a mother to say of her sons
but then what -- if
taken in its overall scheme -- what did that say about the woman who raised
those sons
if they were assholes
if they thought with their dicks
then what or how might their formation allude
to her as their mother(not that that would occur to her)
did it reveal a deficiency or defect in her
mothering
her remark
was unfortunate preposterous he believed sexually-repressed
her misery was affected because
her sons refused her words any credence
it seemed since they made lives
for themselves were adults
why would she bother herself of
their sexuality when they wouldnt consider hers
the fine zesty pleasure of sex was
a natural condition
unless of course
one wasnt happy in their own sexuality
an why would a mother concern
herself derive such abject disgust if it had nothing whatsoever to do with her
neither son left a trail of
bastards or broken despondent relationships
they didnt pay prostitutes
they didnt masturbate ceaselessly to
streaming XXX porn neglecting their obligations
No
it seemed her animosity was
miserable because her words were unheeded
her tyranny exposed an
meaningless
her morality unshared
concerns unnatural
he felt badly for her
she had been with the same man
since before she was eighteen
one of her daughters married on
her eighteenth birthday divorced an since had no affections towards another or
had taken a man into her bed(pleasing her mother terribly)
her other sons presumably not
assholes survived in cowed
marriages dutiful to their wives wants an words those which easily could have
been dubbed from their mothers mouth
miserable anguished
accurate
it
was a condition she foisted on herself and neednt look any furthur for assholes
than the one reflected in her vanitys mirror or in her utterly acquiescent husband their father
who without saying a word remaining silent conceded to her skewed manifestations
Youd think he thought shed have
better things to mire herself in that what she thought her sons sexual pleasures were
* * * *
when she made her classic remark of
her unmarried sons one widowed they were 61 an 46
he would have thought the sexual
revolution of the 60s should have piqued her puerile interests
which shouldnt have festered this
long unattended
that its hard seething Fury
festooned with naked bodies daubed with dayglo-paint orgies spraying Roman candles bottle rockets fantastic fevered fireworks languid lazy streamers aflutter colored confetti an spasmed arching jiz
festooned with naked bodies daubed with dayglo-paint orgies spraying Roman candles bottle rockets fantastic fevered fireworks languid lazy streamers aflutter colored confetti an spasmed arching jiz
might have made her look just a bit harder
not desensitise her
but then she was a married
woman mothering seven children
he tried to imagine what time she would have had but stopped
he wasnt going to give her any rope or a leg up
he tried to imagine what time she would have had but stopped
he wasnt going to give her any rope or a leg up
it was her problem
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8 12. 15
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