Brutha  bomber the cat

                           Got your routine down

Lollygag in my lap roll off cross behind me to my flipflops lick the inside of the soles likely sweat likely ant formic acid from grounding barefoot connecting with Maw Nature Gaia nothing between me an Her

                                                                                               sex without rubbers rarely really want an abortionreally want to bring a child into this shitshow

                                                                                            though

might assume it has always been  last Neanderthal dispatched a la holocaust  last Denisovan diddled done away

   then

Mechanisation

Better Life Through Chemistry

Hold onto your jockstraps   Women Your panties

                                                     Gagaedgagged by Technology

musthave

gottahave

   sold   a bill of goods

addiction

 

So sorry

           We Are The World

 

    We didnt want to see this coming

1327,  Sunday,  20  7. 25

https://arstechnica.com/science/2025/06/the-controversial-dragon-man-skull-was-a-denisovan/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AjkUyX0rVw  which is exquisite

apricot tree plumpicked clean

                                         bit of a heartbreak

they came in like clustersgangbusters of grapes remained small were prodigious

                                                                                      another annualdaresay anal routine

ritual   which is what routine is

 

      is sacred  

                    religion does not get to coopt it

 

sacred is sacred  is   sacred

                                  discreet      discrete

ingest routinely

excrete routinely

breathing routine

heartbeats routine

                             a little more draumatic romantic than expected      tattooed

    wouldnt have said  just to suddenlywithdrawal  unsay

                                                                        renege

the apricot is still very  green  attractive  without  blushing  hued  pinked  softhoneyed  coloured  fruit  

424preferred, Sunday,  20  7. 25

provisions

Its called efficiency

It’s called sick.

Cant beat its economy

It’s sick.

Coud dissuade enlistmentbut theyre not told ahead of time  after   after they sign on the dotted line

CHRIST  I hope its still dotted drag if it isnt

Veracity takes it in the ass

I woudnt  Didnt

Told my parents they woudnt come lookin for me

They didnt

    Then it was over

Lesson learned

Volunteers

              Never mind its a backdoor draft

People squeezed

 

 

Rant exhausted?

Was takin a breath  

                         I coud go on

Please.  No.

   Then your turn

Whas your upset

Cannibalism?

Wha Yathink the first time

                                 Be a student of history

All Im sayin

                Why pack provisions if its walking beside ya into combat

Jesus.

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1313,  Sunday,  20  7. 25

black humour

he mused out loud

Rape

Brilliant

    Thas how smart they are

 

You know I’m in the room?

he lookedup to the voice  over at him

                                         When did you come in

In?

        I’ve been here. You came in after me.

nodded Man has an amazin library

                                       I cant say I saw you for the trees  As it were

Trees?

Cant see the forest for the trees  preoccupied  floor to ceiling shelves of books  cabinets

                                                                                              I didnt notice you

I should take offense.

I woudnt

           Coud suggest thin skin

I woudnt want to be thought tha

Not that you would.  Your trouble, you don’t think things through socially.

Asocial

           Guilty as charged

Difficult to compete with books   Or art    Music

if looks could kill  maybe    maybe   he may have thought he at least wounded him

                                                                                              no

he said You said rape, brilliant, how smart they are.

Yes

 

Who are they?

Women

Rape

Theyre getting better at it

                           Incarcerating men

I hope the conviction ratesclose rapes   convictions climb  accelerate

                                                                          One thing to be an incel

Than in a cell

Lots and lots of piggies in stys

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a compliment

Sounds like she wowed you.

Brutha cansaythaagain

                              Spectacular    She was spectacular

And you thought she was with her sister.

Had to becoudnt imagine if she were her daughter 

                                                         Id flip

    So how old would you have guessed her to be?

Ageless

Come on.  You’re evading the question.

I don like it

Humor me, play the game once an a while be a stick in the mud some other time.

                                                                                              Please.

I don lik . .

. . But I do, I do, I’d say.

Youre whining  he didnt say

                                       If  I    had to    say

Yes?

    If I had to   say

Wouldya say.

Id say  she    Id say she  was     somewhere between twelve an thirtyfive

WHAT?

 

 

    What do you mean twelve and thirtyfive?

Wha I said

What does that mean?

 

If you were arrested would you tell a cop that?

Why woud I be arrested

She might be underage.

Doesnt answer why

                           Methinks youre disturbed

I’m disturbed?you thought she might be twelve.

Coud have been eleven now he was yanking his chain

Eleven? They’d put you away for years. When you got out you’d have to file everywhere you lived as a sex offender.

Like a couple fuckin in a parkcaught an overzealous prosecutor

                                                                         Ja Im a sex offender Had sex in public with my girlfriendOhja shes a sex offender too we had sex on the grass in a park in a parked car on a beach in the dunes saw through an open motel window

    Why cops

Why the law

 

You sai . .

. . It was a compliment

                            Tell a woman tha

Think she woudnt be grateful

 

    A compliment

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hwelp

    they were the firstborn whelp of the litter

by that possession they wereby their aggressiveness assertiveness   overweemed

                                                                                           or so thought

they didnt think highly of themself werent arrogant Selfassured  How can one not be

they were who they were by nature by station

                                                 shoved in the back by the entry gate sentry You’re next guttural sound followedhwelp!

it stuck in their ear  tinnitus

Here, let me help triggered them you.

                                             hwelp

No  You showed me I can do it

But you’re doing it wrong.

Im doing it the way I will not your way

    Which is going to take longer.

Let it

        Go do something else I don need your helptic youve helpedtic

                                                                                          hwelp

they disliked anyone trying to help them

it wasnt in the dictionary their parents gave them for their ninth birthday

                                                                              I know, I know, but they want a dictionary.

turned out what they wanted wasnt a dictionary

it was the Oxford English Dictionary

they wanted word etymologies

                                     hwelp Old English/Old Saxon offspring of certain carnivorous mammals

Low German/Dutch welp Old High German (h)welf Middle High German/German welf Old Norse hvelpr Swedish valp Danish hvalp

                              Sheesh  they thought smiling

muttered Overweemed overwhelmed

                                        laughed out loud

afternoon Thursday,  10  7. 25

1009,  Sunday,  20  7. 25

Theres really no reason for women to turn around face their excrement  readassess their health

                                                                                                     Unlike men

They don stand to urinate

Theyre seated for either

Which can probably explain why theyre unfamiliar with a phantom shit

                                                                                 Unlike men

And you’re tellin’ me this why?

I thought itd be a good segue  explanation  as I intended to elicit your thoughts on the subject

    A phantom shit.

Ja

Youre a woman

                    A little help from my friend

Never.

Never ever

Never’s pretty explicit.

    Ja

And if I may.

Kiddo

         Ya don need permission to speak about anythingone thing or another just open your mouth an say

No one has ever relatedno man . ever . has related the . . .  she laughed  . . . nonexistent . . the . apparently . . infamous . phantom . shi . .

. . Don make fun of it

                         When it happens its disconcerting

Makes one think tha maybe a turd ought to have a blunt end so ones asshole snapsaudibly snapped his fingers shut

    Yaknow what I think?

Ja  Id love to hear whaya think

I think this wasn’t necessary to bring up with me.

I wanted to

               Might say I was hopin this cursory conversation might compel you to ask aroundask other women bout it

    Seriously?

I just asked

she smiled knew she was firing off her huge dimplescrushing him making him starryeyed  she bellylaughed

                                                                                                                  Yeah.

I don’t think so.

Youre leavin it to me

I can’t think of anyone better suited for the job.

Ill be askin your girl friends

                               Its gonna get back to you

Ill plead nolo contendere.

Look at you

               Latin

Osculum meum asinum

You’re not baiting memust have forgotten I was raised a devout Catholic.

                                                                               You bury your face in mine.

Sonofabitch

              Sharp  cookie

Your sharp cookie

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Joe Cocker  A Little Help From My Friends  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=McB9sJqHFx4

osculum meum asinum: kiss my ass

You have indelible memories

                                Im nearly crushed by mine

Indelible.  How do you mean?

guy never failed to blow his mind   Indelible

                                         Can yasay wha indelible means

Cannot be remov . .

. . Fixed

          Whas with draggin your feet

I often think you’re setting me up.

Setting you up for wha

                         Fuckin vergin on paranoidWha

Indelible memories

Theyre yours

Ja

No

Say

Yes.   I have indelible memories.

Im not gonna ask you for one because it may take some time for you to recall one

                                                                                        Rather

Imagine a whiteboard

Why?

    Imagine

In your hand is an indelible black Magicmarker a fuckin Sharpie said to himself Tamp it down tamp it

Awright.

awright was his Awright

                          Now imagine for every indelible memory you have you make a distinguished dot on the whiteboardnot write the memory down he felt he was gonna go tha way just a distinctDOT

Awright.

Step backaway from your whiteboard when your finished

Wha portion of your whiteboard is consumed by memories

Is the board a tabula rasa?

Locke was wrong No such thing as a clean slate

                                                    Those accompanying dots coud be considered indelible

They followed you in

What do you mean?

The hell with wha I meant

                                Whiteboard  Dots for indelible memories  Wha portion of it covered

Shoot from the hip

My whiteboards black

                          Black has dripped on the floor

Floors slick with memories

Ive said

Wha do you say

I’d have to think about it.

    How big is the whiteboard?

afternoon Thursday,  10  7. 25

110preferred to 1301,  Saturday,  19  7. 25

got two healthy apricot trees in the backyard

                                                has been giving away as many as he can but those recipients have driedup

No more, please, but thank you.

    Youre welcome

theres nothing like a freshpicked apricot warmed by the sun

                                                                 but he liked them fridgechilled too

has been going to the pot regularly

                                      usually

gas

but not willing to chance it

 

not fifteen minutes later knowing gas expelled he returned to the pot

                                                                           uttered

laughed

              My shits come in

alluding toplaying off his ship has come in

    mariachi  Fuckin guy can certainly humour himself

                                                              in unison their collective nodded

1032,  Saturday,  19  7. 25

You assumed nepotism.

Nepotic

          No

I made no assumptions

                           Unlike as you are now 

I disagree.

You disagree with wha you cant know

Youre welcome to tha

                         Though Id suggest before you ultimately dug in your heels in

I had a thought

    Things I think you might agree   Come forward as thought  first

Maybe.

After thought  Think arrives

                                  Yamight agree

Maybe.

Thought  Think

                   I then vetted  researched

I assessed

    Tha doesnt sound untoward

Not untoward.

 

    So thought  think  assessed

                                       If I did none of those hurtledem  Id make an assumption

If I did none of them only then coud I  make   an    assumption

Im more deliberate than tha

    Which you ought to know implicitlyexplicitly

                                                     Knowing

Implicit learning leads to intuition leads to explicit knowledge

One step at a time

True

 

Maybe.

afternoonThursday,  10  7. 25

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