4.7.25


learn something new every day

he didnt set a quota seek trends

since he was a moving target in flux   quotas trends would fall flat

                                                                           he wouldnt help them up

                                                                                 dust them off

                                                                            they were on their own
he was smarter than that

 

    CONFESSION

what he learned he learned from books

socialising
social media
                wouldnt cut it

had been swallowed by education indoctrination pedagogy
                                                                   he cut his way out

late to Cub Scouts he used his Official Camillus blue handled knife

disemboweled from within didnt go over well

Junior high high school were hell

practitioners of the Art were warned in advance

likewise he was awarecognisant he was walking into ambushes

and to forego any real trouble

he left the knife at home


    their usual reprimand fuckin talking point Keep it up, buddy. his name wasnt Buddy You’ll become a juvenile delinquent.
             yawpedTime to time I might be late  But youll always get my homework

 

he really didnt know what to make of them

they didnt know what to make of him

so he learned the hard way
                              which they all discovered appealed to him
he believed
             best bang for his buck got his moneys worth

 

 

someone tried to tell him that clair was egg whites

                                                       Clara he corrected them  was a company that developed a way to produce egg white protein not egg whites a precise fermentation  no chickens involved

if they remembered

                         theyd learn something new

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1308,  reggaefriday, 4th of July ‘25

. . . Empedocles
                      he didnt know him

reading his name struck himmade him stop in his tracks was walkingreading thought what an misfortunate name

took a slip of paper folded in the book The Metaphysical Club and noted the philosophers name chastised it  employed pedophile recorded his maxim Like is known by like

he notedwhich WOWed him Empedocles didnt make a distinction between perception and cognition

    also  Aristotle attributed him only an account of perception

“For it is by earth that we see earth, by water water,/By aether divine aether, and by fire destructive fire,/And fondness by fondness, and strife by baleful strife.”

exhausting the slip of paper he hoped nothing more profound occurred so he didnt have to tear its corners off and bookmark pages


ducked a bullet
                  profound things he read he already knew
Lo an behold
               examples of perception and cognition

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1221,  reggaefriday,  4th of July ‘25

    Any last words

                                that sounded ominous

wasnt associated with a haywagon ride to a guillotine  gallows  firing squad   blindfolded                                                                                                                    No

he was turning in for the night catch a little shuteye said out loud
                                                                                 his last words
Good night

             however
he expected roaming visages to come to his sleeping consciousness
    years ago he crossed unconsciousness off the books 

nightly he was joined at the hip with an anticipatory consciousness
                                                                        kids  excited knowing Christmas was in the morning


there were times
                   times he wished for the National Association of Broadcasters their Seal of Good Practice end of the day it followed by the Indian head test pattern the drone

                                                                           sometimes

he was streaming way ahead of service programmes

 

it turned out to be a good night

                                      again   

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJmZHo6W4S8

3.7.25


delete  erase leave no trace
                                   thought there might have been an immediate opposite  antonym
hafexpected OBSOlete to appear

                                    only in his mind

probablybecause  he was encouraged to quit things tha no one recognised any longer


    molding in a grave meat gone badexcept  tampered meat    meat  embalmed
                                                                                          certainly not pickled
not a buried clay pot of kimchi
                                  though  if it were
whod eat it 
his hand went rightup
                       hunredyear old duck eggs  virgin boy eggs look thaup

How do you know ifya don try



    Sic . .
. . interrupted her  Please
                               Not again

Sick.  Puppy.

Oughta pause tha

 

Ive eaten you after a days hike

                                       Thenya kissed me 

Im just sayin as nobody has tried
                                    Thasaid
Id rather it was sundried  Jerked

                                        Smoked
Unfuckintainted

    Remember when the plane went down in the Andes
                                                           Rugby team if Im not mistaken
My mother was repulsed shed rather die

Maw  Don eat youll die

I’d rather die.

Then
        More for me to eat

 

OBSOlete

Yabetcha.

              And take a shower before you come to bed.

No shit
         Thought this conversation woud get me bounced

    I’m horny.

1531,  reggaefriday,  27  6. 25
1711,  Thursday,  3  7. 25
Stephen Stills  Love the One You’re With  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZyj6GECjZ0

she rolled her eyesworked to keep her mouth from dropping open
                                                               You’re a sick puppy.

One womans opinion  As yasay a small sample size

You share that tidbit with anyone else?

Ya think it but a tidbit  A small tasty morsel

                                                No   Just thought it up

Morsel?

I said

Immorsel.
Look at you  Im rubbing off'
                                 Must say tha makes me proud
Immoral.  In cas . .
. . In case  Like Id miss thaChrist
                                    Too many people pointing fingers accusations of moral morality immoral Like these cunts care
Years ago
Ill remind you

Know what you’re problem is?

Love when I told wha my problem is

You’re problem, you haven’t enough money to be immoral.
                                                                   Tha I liken to cruelty
Liken to depravity

Fortyseven Thirtyfour count felon
                                    Depraved
An those under him are tryin to be as depraved                                        

Quit morals

Worthless against these cunts


So no
         Im no sick puppy

Callin a spade a spade

    Really?

Ja

Correct me if I’m wrong.

Wont hesitate a sec

 

    He’s not in a coma. He’s utilizing his time.
Spot on

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1625,  Thursday,  3  7. 25
Pianza  When Thoughts Drown You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTHQ17jE95Y

. . . and not to be outdone or overlooked  like the othersignored   dispatched
                                                                             Darken an eejits doorway woudya

Microsoft Store planted ITs fanny in that same calibrated space
                                                                    “lower right appeared a block if his screen was divvied laterally five squares vertically three itd be a fifteenth”

pitched to be fair zip interest he utterlydisregarded the title of the computer game a Can’t Miss Fourth of July SALE!

                                                                                  he didnt play games

                                                                                     he wasnt fun

what he did for fun was Rovellis learning is about unlearning things we think we know

what he did for fun was Jeffersons belief history is philosophy teaching by example

what he did for fun was struggle not to be an eejit if he could help it
                                                                          he was ignorant
on purpose
               if he wasnt interested  computer games

he did not invest time

his Time

Everyones Time

is limited

                      Why waste it

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1514,  Thursday

not to be outdone
                   maybe tickled by an iolo System Mechanic or an HP experience partner WORD had to get ITs two cents in

he wrote Im sayin did it again which WORD in ITs infinite wisdumb corrected  Ims ayin

Yah whas Ims ayin
                     WORD doesnt step in to correct it that wiggly redunderline  cool as a cucumber
like a cop
           Nothing wrong here, folks, nothing to see. Move it along, please, keep moving along. Nothing to see here.

so in a prickish mood AI brings tha out of him he Googled Ims ayin
                                                                   Ims ayin is not a standard or recognized phrase in Hebrew or any other language

    in Hebrew he took a breath

had he written this undefinition he would wrote  . . . is not a standard or recognised phrase in any language

but taking a breath

                        the undefinition continued

ayin is the 16th letter of the Hebrew alphabet, a silent letter thas a pip associated with “eye” or perception

a silent letter
                 leave it to the Jews he can say tha hes a polack could have been a 50s television show

1036,  Thursday,  3  7. 25

solicited

              by HP

not flattering
didnt ask
dont want

    AI encouragement

might work with some people

he wasnt sum


writing in WORD lower right appeared a block if his screen was divvied laterally five squares vertically three itd be a fifteenth

so helpful
            Registry issues are slowing doesnt need it to be fast your system down. Unresolved registry issues impact the system’s performance and stability. Resolve the issues with iolo System Mechanic whas tha an HP experience partner an tha.

subtly intimidating

subtly coercive

he had no idea why he would want a Mechanic or an experience partner that wasnt human

Aye yai yai AI

                           Leave me alone

1030,  Thursday,  3  7. 25

Delete   HIT DELETE

 

    Bad breakup

Delete


What are you talking about?

Tis the age
              Imagine

Cyborgs  Theyre a step ahead of the rest they can afford it

Afford what?

The ability to delete

    You’re sayin . .
. . Im sayin a man an a woman man an man woman an woman a couple individually  have the ability to delete  They can wipeout the memory of their relationship

That’s a crazy thought.

Ill one up tha

In order to delete they have to be in immediate proximity of one another sitting on a park bench in a room   Have to be close

 

 

    What?

I started painting a picture
                                I was curious if you could finish it
Finish it.

               I’m struggling with the concept.

Awright Theyre in close proximity
                                     After they delete they oddly attracted to the person near them

They woud be attracted

Theyre identifying that nebulous connexion that drew them together in the first place  What is now deleted

Gone

Not even forgotten


    They’re complete strangers.

Ja

They . . . could start up . . again.

They coud
               A continuum

Not The Big Bang  A Bounce

Loop

Jesus Christ.
                The way you think.

Thank you

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1103,  Thursday,  3  7. 25

Youre kiddin me

I kid you not.


Well whas tasay
                     One helluva Gramma

I imagine you  interfered

she yawpedBet your sweet ass.  

Thank youfluttering his eyelashes
                               Tell me more

chuckled  a little levity  You know how these two roll. When you’re going out running an errand they want to go with, and if you let them for the pain of them leaving the house you ought to buy them whatever they want.

Guilt trip ya

In a manner of speaking.

Why I invite them on walks

Why they don’t go.

Or even ask

Or even ask.
               Nothing in it forem.

    So their grandmother, returning from an errand with them, treated them, they had to have it.

Ja

Yes.

      Coming into the house they immediately head to their rooms. 

A tell                                                 

Yes.  Then I overhear her telling their Mom she bought them a little something, a little treat, just a little treat. I made a beeline to their bedrooms. Lemme see what your Gramma bought you.

Resistant

Ooh shityes.
            Lemme see.

Nonna bought it fo . .
. . Let me see.
                Last time I’m askin' I’ll take it away from you.

 

She bought them gummies.
                                  A little packet of gummies.

Coud have bought them a big bag.

Not really.

No

No.

       CBD.
Jaysus
Tell me ‘bout it.

A little miffed ya tookem away

Lost their shit.


Howd their Mom deal

Lost her shit.

Gramma dead

Not dead ass tore up.

An the while the kids persisting pesterin

Doin’ what they do.
                        Yeah.

0859,  Thursday,  3  7. 25

2.7.25


pensive choked on his heart
                                  confessed I went through old photographs today  wipedknuckled tears out of his eyes

Why?  Why would you do that to yourself?
                                               Ya had to know it’d hurt.

    I did
Coudnt help myself was necessary

Necessary?
                  What for?you look like shit.


                                                                                     
I learned something
                       I have no clue why I didnt see it before Stupidfuckin stupid   Shoud have known
Im a piece of shit

Hold on, hold on a moment.
                               Does all it fall on your shoulders?you utterly responsible?


    Cant be responsible when youre dead canya
ice cold water


trying to be sympathy What was it you learned?

We should have gone back to the beginning  We dated
                                                            But tha wasnt enough
We shoud have reminisced  Shoud have returned to wha made us  wha   why I proposed why we fell in love

Why we married

    Why we let life buffalo us push us  On

Pushes everyone from behind

We got too involved with tomorrowswha we planned to come around the corner

    Forget to cast an eye back 
                                    Forgot to remember

he got tearyeyed
                Good point ya got a good point.
Jaysus.

 

You ever go through your albu . .
. . No.   No I do not.
                       The only reason they exist is because I was honing, keeping my eye. Was making good money on the side as a photographer. Shooting family kept me sharp for gigs.

    But you don look

No.

Imagine youve offered them to the boys

They don’t want them.
Burnem

    I can’t do that.

They don wantem

Were celluloid ghosts otherwise
                                 Whos tha  Ive no idea     Family

Two generations from now family will mean shit

    That’s pretty grim.

You said it

               Grim

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