Wha is it  Love or sex

                          I have my factszip opinions  obviously  but Id like to hear yours first which I expect will be as brief as nicknames you bestow then nick

Devolve   Not evolve  

I coud be wrong

    Why?

Wha

My thoughts first.

Lemme make this very simpleNo gray area

                                               Ifya have no thoughts then Ill speak  However

Ifya think Ill listen to you after Ive said Im adiosbuhbye

Eat my dust

    Why do I have to go first?

Because

            If youve been paying attention at all this afternoon youd realiserecognise Ive carried the ballbeen the prompter

Speak

Speak?

A command  If you were a dog Id have tossed a ball hollered Fetch

Can I draw?

It wont be a graph will it

No.

Heres paper an pen  Have at it

he bit his lower lip as he drew two elongated ovals that overlapped approximately thirty percent of each

the small elongated oval where they overlappeddead center he drew an arrow to it it radiated off what he labeled Sweetspot! he wonder if Sweetspot indicated Gspot but did not venture it

There.

         I believe that illustrateswait above where they intersected he wrote  overlap varies  Sex oval was left  Love right

                 That, I believe, is an accurate representation.

Thank you  If youll hand me the paper Ill illustrate wha I believe

Do you think you can improve upon mine?

Improve

             No

he drew a huge circle 

inside it wrote SEX

within the circle he drew a small one imagine an innie bellybutton on a swollen pregnant belly on a diagonal through the O of the bellybutton on an axis from Ten oclock to Four at Ten he printed a small L descending from the Four he printed a small V and E

                                     he turned the page so he could see

Our beliefs differ I imagineas your diagram suggests you havent had many romps 

Thank you for playing

                        Gotta get goin

 

he left the diagrams with him

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he laughed uproariously

peeved  Not funny.

    stutteredchoked      finally quelled his uproar

                                                                    Fuckinhilarious

You’re not funny.

Hellno Im not  You are

I am?

No  Incorrect

                I am ought to be a declaration  Own it

Own it? I’ve no ideareally, what you’re laughing about.

Ohplease

Nothing ohplease, I’ve no idea.

slowly shook his headthought Does this cat listen to himself

                                                                Ya don get it

I’ve no idea. butthurt look slipping onto his face

he wasnt going to sympathise

                            Ya hear yourselflisten to whaya saythink   before ya speak

Ya set yourself up  Set yourself up in your effusivecongratulatory sportsish vernacular

                                                                                            Yahrahrah

I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Last words out of your mouth if  ifya can remember

    No.  What?

Tha was the joke

 

I made a joke?

Yadid

What did I say?

You said I don’t want to be a know-it-all . . .       

                                               I said   No worries youre not

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Please wha time have you got

looked at his iPhone

 

    Time

Can you wait?

Youd like to wait  I don

                           Got stuff to scribble down had his trusty BEAR-OF-A-CLIP clipboard paper red BIC pen

they were talkingreminiscing about of quaaludeshis enthusiastic brush with them wasnt usually into chemicals but suddenly Access preferred organic grass Thai sticks friends cousin incountryNam shipped them on military transports which eventually worked their way to Homestead hashish opium  Beer  Whiskey

It’s Threetwentynine.  excited

                                      cat was into odd numbers despite his affection for eight

his affection this afternoon obviously outweighed

he wouldnt say anything

Thank you

You’re welcome. Quaaludes.

Ja

     On it                                    

Queerhuh?not usually one to remember where we left off.

                                                             I had a frat brother whose mother had prescriptions and kept them in the kitchen in the pantry in a jar, a tall glass candy jar, that he helped himself to, she never knew, typically blastedrocked, three sheets to the wind, to get through her day.

Mothers little helper

Huh?

Stones

Awyeah, right.

Nice

Was awfully nice.

Was

       Slowed waay the fuck down

Did.

      We were talking about ludes why?

Trip down memory lane

                           Or usually in your case  a memoryhole

Yeah.

        I don’t keep things like you do.

Im a hoarder

Hoarder?

Packed to the gills  Fortunate for whaever reason

I’ll say. I wish I could remember.

                                    You’re like a sponge.

I am

        Quaaludes preeludes queer lewd Phaedrus Plato  dialogue between Socrates an Phaedrus

Phaedrus’ A and E mushed together?

Like a pair of Thirtyeight double Ds not in this case

                                                        Awas three  Three speeches

Topic of love encompassing the soul madness divine inspiration  manias divine gifts  prophesy  telestic religious madness  poetic madness  loves madness  also practise an mastery of an art

Freakin’ mouthful, man.

Learned high Ludeinspired

                              Was assdeep fond of ancient Greece learnedmemorised the family tree descendent Olympian Gods down from the Titans

They however

                  I do not remember

A few  Not all

You attribute that to quaaludes?

When sloughed I was either landlocked in the apartment or down at the pool

                                                                                 Wasnt going anywhere

I steeped

    Steeped?

Steepedstewed  like a teabag

Strong tea

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Stones  Mother’s Little Helper  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OusADDs_3ps

Dale Cooper & the Dictaphones  Mon Bibliotheque  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIu-7PNR00M 

the past lasthalfyear had been troublesome physically

                                                            but it seemed he was coming out it

he called it a metamorphosis   some strange kind of a phase transition

it felt like it

               however

there was a Niggling that irritated him

                                             a Reminder 

Why don ya step out of the wings come into the light   Lemme see ya

It did looked familiar 

Ya look familiar

Yes  I am

                I could have been you once

But you sidestepped me

Took another offering

Choice

Offering

Made a decision

Ah Decision   A decider

Was then

A decision

             Well guess what

No

     Have your say

    You wont guess

Apparently not so bright

                          Made the right decision

Well  Were back

                  Your metamorphosis

Yah

Aint that

            Its ageing  Its death creeping up

Ill outlive you

                 You could have been me

Nah

You could have lived longer

Come on man  You look in a mirror

                                         You aint or ever were pretty

Put it on my headstone

                            He was pretty

   

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as a child having learned to read quiteearly  his mother taught him  he was fascinated by words  text  illustrations embedded photographs brought him nearly to tears  yet blocks and blocks of print on page also affectedcrowded his senses offended him  made him feel anxious  confined

                                                                                SPACE he wantedneeded space

found poetry turned him on

                              e e cummings in particularly thrilled and delighted him

although what he really favoured to read most were handwritten letters

he became an avid loyal pen pal

when one fell away he tried to replace them with two

before he was in junior high he began writing letters to his siblings parents aunts uncles

                                                                                              he wrote himself

given his earliest predilection heunlike other boys didnt read comicbooks

when asked why he replied

                             Why  I have access to Playboy

he shared a bedroom off the back porch with his uncle  the youngest of twelve children

                                                                                             they lived with his grandmother

in addition to naked wholesome women Playboy published wonderful writers

                                                                                  he suffered their blocks and blocks of text on glossy pages

he called it compromise

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Sorry  Wha do you mean  

                               Ive no idea wha youre talkin about

he sucked his breath in through his teeth A reveal party. You’ve not been?

    Might think no idea lends credence to not ever havin been

                                                                   You

No.

So youve not either

No, but at least I know what it is.

    Gonna spill the beans

I'm thinkin’ if I don’t you might be able to deduce . . . logically . which . . you dislike . is a huge fuckin’ leap for you.

Pull legs off ants do ya   Have I ever asked you

Not that I can think of.

Yet yacant say

No.  More fun watchin’ you squirm.

Deduction Low bar   Worthless in a transparent society or relationships

                                                                                     Guess

Yes. Guess.

Christ

        Since you havent were both men  maybe some men attendfaggots maybe theyre not  reveal  women rolled his eyes  Are they actually holding parties to tell others what sex their babies are going to be

That was quick.

Tha was a pain in the ass

Briefly.

    May they miscarry

WHAT? gasped

Black humour cowboy  Buffalo Soldiers

                                            Will they hold a party to reveal tha

Jesus man.

He giveth an He taketh away Job Chapter one line twentyone Old Testament I like it a lot Lot Lots wife Sodom an Gomorrah  Pillar of salt  Also Old  While shes not named in the Bible shes known in  some Jewish traditions as Ado or Edith  Lilith also isnt referred to in the Bible Adams first wife created of dust like him but she refused to submit to his dominance Atta grrl  Also a favourite of mine

    Arya sorry ya opened your mouth

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Irish Rovers  The Unicorn  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6NCVQGrDGY

he heard parabola as he woke

                                   reminded him  Rosebud    Citizen Kane

couldnt remember the last time he heard  either

Rosebud  Kanes childhood sled

parabola  high school math

                              type of a curve made by an object  a hardball  thrown up in the air and it falls to the ground landing elsewhere

symmetric

Emma  math class  told him his face was symmetric

                                                        he blushed actuallyblushed  he liked Emma

didnt pursue her

she might have liked if he did

he didnt find outwas shy till senior year  then all hell broke loose

zip confidence went overt overdrive crazed

    he survived a winter hi-speed highway rollover that killed two grievouslyinjuried two  he made it out without a scratch

                   years after he quit going to churchbelieving in God

maybe He was throwing him a bone

he didnt bite

 

How do you think that happened?

Wasnt my time  Im partial to cats

                                      Nice to be aroundgrounded  part of a brethren  feral cattery

Brethren?  Cattery?

Nine lives

             I believe I have two  possiblythree left

Are you serious?

Hey  You asked me how that happened 

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2007,  Wednesday

Beyond the Ghost  Hearing Voices  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyhEin2Olvo 

Joe.

                           Invidious.

steelyeyes Pardon me

You get it?understand.

Youre fuckin hilarious Think Im dense

You? Dense?   No.

                      What do you understand?

Understand

              Methinks not youre throwin awayI assume  your ridiculous penchant for nicknames no matter how well deserved

                           Wha do you understand

It fits.

It does

         Shoehorns need not apply

You’re not going to say?

No  I know

              Knock yourself out

Who knows  Maybe youll impress someone  Of the opposite sex

 

    Likely to arouse or incur resentment or anger in others.

Lifted out of the dictionary

                             Gonnabe tough to shorten four syllables into somethingNah I almost said clever

But thad be like mixin oil an water

    Regarding invidious, or us.

Tacenda

            Youll recall

Was just this afternoon

this year, ’25

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Ingested  Invidious  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmFLFvlC7_k

You mean titillate or irritate

They're two different things.

I disagree Wha irritates titillates

For instance?

Really

    Yeah. You demand examples explanations out of me all the time. Shoe’s on the oth . .

. . Other foot Yafuckin kiddin me  I gotta spin my wheels reminding you

Evidently.

Anal Perineum  Digitally stimulated or with ones tongu . .

. . Shaddup.

Irritated

Coud be irritated Meaning annoy make angry make impatient its first definition  Second  Biology  Physiology  Stimulate To produce an active response  Third Pathology Annoying  Abnormally excite make sensitive

Shaddup now

My disagreement noted  Understood

                                           I irritate you

It got me hot

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The Power Station  Some Like It Hot  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYOFX5T90zw

they constantlycontradicted each other

frustrated  How you must think.

Ya don wanna know  Nonstop

                                 Watchin True Detectives first season one character the others partner asks  Did you sleep?

they reply  I don’t sleep. I dream.

A fair assessment of me

                          Inside my head a Mariachi battle of the bands playing at once or the innards a carnival mirrored Fun House

You woudnt want it coudnt handle it

Practise

Ive a lifetime of practise

Sounds like it hurts.

Not so much

               If pained Id suggest commiserate with your son an daughterinlaw chiding you  the era of parent pushback

Generational

I enjoy how they come after youpull no punches

                                                   But theyre adults too  Hence commonground

They don’t come after you, you’re their uncl . .

. . I didnt raise your son They also know tha in their absence I put the screws to ya keep you warmedup from when they visit you visit

You realise that’s ganging up.

Gangin not necessary

                        Kinda like Batteries Arent Included  Goes without sayin  Tacenda

What is that?

Latin Things best left unsaid matters passed over in silence Silencio  Look at me a fuckin singular word polyglot

Rather than take exception enjoy the ribbin  We cant laugh at ourselves weve no right to make fun or laugh at others

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Keep it upya keepup hawkeyein keep listenin for errors listenin too acutely  mishear  mangle wha I said  which I didnt say

Oh you said.

his chin set mouth hardened sounded like Youre lyin  he beat men or got beat for that

                                                                            Were friends  or friendly

This may be tough to hear

Youre the last person I woud have repeat to anyone wha I say  Ya hear whaya wanna hear

Keepup this bullshit Ill bring tape an a cassette recorder so when we talk you can hearIll fuckin transcribe it if necessary you can hear wha was actually said not distilled by your ears sifting through your brain

Seems a theme

A theme. What do you mean?

    he waved the back of his hand as a magician might

                                                             Wha do ya think I mean

I’m sure I don’t know.

You press points  I makeem

                              If you made points wed more easily conversebut  youre tightlipped for whaever reason reasons

Degrees of separation.

Thas abrupt  Whaofem

I mentioned twopointthreesix degrees of separation.

                                                         You laughed.

I did

I was making a point.

A hilarious point  An inaccurate point

                                        Six  Where did the twopointthree preface come from 

That’s what I heard or read.

From who from where

I don't recall.

Wrong  Cant support it with evidence nonsense

                                                   We agree were factbased  Verify who where

If I can’t remember, how can I?

Research  If yacant remember ya shoudnt have said Wittgenstein Whereof Thereof

                                                                                              Im sceptical

You insist you are

I coudntwoudnt let tha fly

as a matter of fact It’s twopointthreesix.

    I disagree

                 The premise is based on peopleperson to person  Whos a pointthreesix person

It’s based on averages.

                         You understand averages . . . don’t you?

I do However I don divvy people up into pieces

Averages.

Fine

     Introduce me to a pointthreesix individual

Youll take my breath away

Arguments arent fashioned by opinions

Like assholes   Everyone has one

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