they laughedtoo hard made themselves delirious 

                                                    broke a deep kisspanting for breath

she nuzzled his necknibbled his earlobe softly

                                                gigglingsoftly whispered Talk dirty to me.

he teasedtweaked her nipple

Awbaby. she grasped him

Awwfaa 

            Endo plasmic wreckedtickled ulum 

Membrane  receptor

Buttermilk warm cells cellmembranes inside  out   Nucleolus 

                                                                  tweaked her other nipple tad harder 

Oooh. through clenched teeth

Nucleus mew kisses DnahAided dribbles oozes  on my thigh

Mitochondria pants 

                      Lovingly cunningly conning you out of your panties   Im hard

My turn. she groanedpinched the head of his cock 

Whaaa 

           laughing cummenced again

0741,  2sday, 18  7. 23

1510, 2sday

Oumou Sangare  Bena Bena (Us by Us)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4cNjK9WF2M

Monkey jug it rolls off the tongue 

                                       Try it

Really? A bit too early in the morning, don’t you think babe?

                                                                 Where did it come from?

I was reading notes I made in ‘90 last night from a book on surrealism Africans arrived in South Carolina 1858 off the slaver Wanderer

And it appearedyou recalled it . first thing this morning.

It did The people used wood ash sand cinder to create a distinct a rare alkaline glaze Applied to kaolin clay its color ranges from tan to olive to deep dark brown  Appears they made the jugs to look like themselves 

                                                                                                       May have humoured whitey  thinking their slaves children imbeciles 

Fascinatinghuh

It is . . although it doesn’t take much to fascinate you.

Present company excluded you fascinate me endlessly

Oh brother . . you really want me to say it.

Yes  Please

   The things I do to please you . .

. . Endlessly

                 Endlessly

   Monkey jug.

                      Everything you hoped?

Was it good for you too

she laughedtossed her headdidnt cover her mouthsported her awesome dimples

The slaves used them in the field as water jugs They were called monkey jug a slang for thirst  That according to the Oxford English Dictionary cited in 1834  To suck the monkey meant to drink straight from the bottle

Right up your alley.

Yah Hence why it probably hunground waitin on my forty winks waitin for me to wake

she shook her head the way a wind movesblows tree boughes and its happyleaves

                                                                                        Babe, the way your mind works.

Be grateful I spared you You know what they say in Japan

In Japan? We’re in Japan now?

Hard to hit a moving target

You’re that.

No. What do they say in Japan.

If you don sleep someone else will get all your dreams 

                                                          An Im a stingy motherfucker

laughing gaily again

                      I’m okay you keep yours, keep them to yourself until I wake. Then, cup of coffee in hand, I’m happy to hear.

0655,  2sday,  18  7. 23

1141,  2sday

Olafur Arnalds/Alice Sara Ott  Verses  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKfb71M-WwQ

Christ

sleeping with three pillows was like sleeping with two women 

                                                                xhausting trying to pleasure them without favor

providing equal attention 

like raising children

tossedanturned all night long 

                                    Me

No Me

                   Me 

My turn  Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine MineMineMine   MINEMINE 

                                                                                    he spread himself thin

greedybitches

                if there was a modicum of appreciationhe missed it   kept them cumming all night

DUH

       beauty of being inanimate or a woman

  

0655,  2sday,  18  7. 23

1008, 2sday

Marianne Faithfull  Why D’Ya Do It?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYmK3PYQnGg 

Bobby Vinton  I Love How You Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJM4h8pHMWU

critical to get business out of the way first

Business

          then Pleasure anthis was shit  gave him zerozippleasure  

he spat Thas better  Republican AGs

attacking Gender-Affirming care

attacking Reproductive FreedomRIGHTS attacking women who seek Out-of-State abortions

he hoped the AGs might choked on their breakfast Rice Krispies the POP! going off in their head aneurysm or maybe it already had  hence their braindead drivel 

                                             briskly waving their banner  CRUELTY IS THE POINT

19 states 

Alabama 

Alaska 

Arkansas

Georgia

Idaho

Indiana

Kentucky

Louisiana

Mississippi

Montana

Nebraska

North Dakota

Ohio

South Carolina

South Dakota

Tennessee

Texas

Utah

       did voters really vote for this horseshit 

SHAME

2055,  Moanday,  17  7. 23

0937, 2sday,  18  7. 23

WORD  Rachel Maddow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRzz6lYStgo 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BB9RZ0mzAn8

https://www.npr.org/2021/06/27/1010760890/adam-serwer-on-new-book-the-cruelty-is-the-point-in-trump-america

Bobby Vinton  I Love How You Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJM4h8pHMWU

 

   it pestered him 

                    sometimes he wished itd just sit backchill  enjoy the ridelandscape

he thought that in a secure chamber 

                                       a wayaway from the maddening catcurious crowd

Page 346 I made noise yesterday as we read it made you stopnote the page  

Yes I remember

You still remember

Yes

     You  engine  me  pilot   Lemme get there woudya he flipped through the pagesWill in the World

Its the second sentence first paragraph beginning with Sata . .

. . Yes I know 

                 Right here This 

Yes

“. . . Satan provides other means for witches to please princes, ‘by fair banquets and dainty dishes, carried in short space from the farthest part of the world.’ And he seems to confer upon his agents spectral forces, ‘which all are but impressions in the air, easily gathered by spirit,’ in order to delude men’s senses.” 

                                                                       THATSIT 

Whasit

THAT Delude mens senses

I think I kno . .

. . Of course you do You concur . .

. . Of course I do 

                   Delude men’s senses

And

Diluted menses I aint shy

No you aint 

              An evrytime ya make me proud

Like a proud Pappa 

Bustin my buttons 

                    My boy gettin down makin it real not offput

Nature isnt

Majority of your pitiful sex is

Their loss

Play tha close to your  chest I don think ya got a vest

No Closest thing I got is a dickie 

You still have a dickie

I got four 

           Love turtlenecks

You renegade you

A fashionplate man 

                     Retro Vintage  Whagoes round comes round   Theyve got me laid

I recall 

        Dig I get into the fireworks too YEOW   Too hot to handle

 

   freestyling with his brain

420preferred,  Saturday,  15  7. 23

1719,  SUNday,  16  7. 23

Afrobeat Makers  Vol. 2  In da Masta  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8H03PpAQl8

hed heard some bizarre claims to fame over the years 

                                                         How about you? I shared.

I honestly havent a claim

Come on, brushed shoulders with wellknowns, celebrities . .

. . Not much of a claim

Certainly is . .

. . If someones impressedperhaps infatuated by stars celebrities I think theyre no different than anyone else just another someone A postman server librarian  Nothing more

You have to be kidding. 

                         the solemnity in their face 

it took everything he had not to crack a smilegouts of laughter would follow he managed sober 

                                                                                                    Im not kidding Im not impressed Wanna impress me Put your pants on differently than I do   Levitate Now you have my attention

Which still woudnt fashion mecolour me fan

I don’t believe you.

I don care 

best two bizarre claims said to his face

one in Minnesota

one California

they stumbled over themselves to get it out 

                                               an as they did swelled like hot air balloons

My girlfriend she slept with Bob Dylan.

Yah

Yes. Pretty cool huh?

Been where Bobbys was

                           in his head flashed Kilroy peeking over a wallscrawled on it  KILROY WAS HERE  he was sure to keep his distance  guy was more than a little annoyedupset he wasnt impressed

Cali

same deal

met a guy at a beach party 

blew a joint

he leaned back on his blankethad rolledup his towel to be able to continue to watch the waveshad a boogieboard and the healthy girls frolicking in the shallows

                                            Thank you Thawas tasty   A very pleasant high 

You bet.

           Understand you’ve only been out here a few months.

Yah

Been south? LA? Hollywood?

No 

    No interest

No interest?

Have an aversion to big cities Spent far too long in Chicago Aside from museums art ya coudnt make me make a trip

I like LA. I met my girlfriend at a club there.  You’ll never guess.

I wont

No man, you’d never guess.

I woudnt

Guess.

Yasaid I woudnt

I’ll tellya.

Youd have to

My girlfriend had sex with Steve Miller, man, Steve Miller Band. Cool huh?

he didnt care for his music though he didnt say

Kinda makes me . . famous.

How so.

We had sex with the same girl our tastes are similar.

he didnt want to meet his girlfriend the waves pickedup Hey man excuse me Im boogieing Talk to you in a bit sprinting down to the waterslipped between the women playing in the water

they could have his cooler blanket towel flips 

                                                he had his keys

 

Twists  hed yet to meet a freak chick who confided in him

                                                               Thankgawd

1150,  Thursday,  13  7. 23

1446, SUNday,  16  7. 23

Ya know whas fun

Tell me, you’ve already asked.

Its fun

         Im thrilled every time

What's fun?

Wakingup in a full bathtub

What?  You . . fell asleep taking a bath . .

. . Was soaking

That sounds dangerous, and stupid.

Nah 

      I do it pretty frequently

   Aren’t you afraid of drowning.

No

At my place there'd be good chance you’d drown.

Your bathtubs tha big

It is, easily fit two.

Somehow invited to bathe with you I coudnt imagine falling asleep  really reallyhard  to imagine

her face twisted humourouslyhe laughed

                                            Not to bathe with me . .

. . Happy to scrub your backwhaever You can scrub mine 

                                                                Sounds deelightful

she snickered 

               Well friend, Im not putting it past you that you brought up falling asleep in the tub to get here, precisely.

I didnt know the size of your tub

You’ve been over, parties.

I have 

         Thought I was pretty opaque

YOU.

      There’s nothing opaque subtle about you.

   Nuts

            Know me too well

We’re friends.

Gotta be friends first

                       We in tha deep  arent we

That deep?

             I think we are.

How the hell did tha happen Thawasnt my intent

You had intentions?

Aw yah

          You circumvented them by being absolutely more engaging thoughtful humourous intelligent than I gave you credit I quickly treasured your friendship an didnt want to risk tha 

                                                                       Not for all the tea in China poppies in Afghanistan blooddiamonds in Africa sex workers in Thailand the Orient  fish in the seas

 

   It’s not called the Orient they’re not Orientals.

If Im Occidental theyre Oriental

You identify as Occidental do you?

I do 

     An also Accidental Discovered when I put the screws to my parents

You put the screws to your parents?

I put em to anybody Familys not verboten despite wha they think   Not in my book

Me?

   You  Honestly

You’re always honest with me, fiercely so.

Yes 

     Yes Id screw you

0204,  Saturday,  15  7. 23

1303,  Sunday,  16  7. 23

sometimes Shakespeare mired him 

                                        King John

Grief fills the room up of my absent child, 

Lies in (her) bed, walks up and down with me,

Puts on (her) pretty looks, repeats (her) words,

Remembers me of all (her) gracious parts

Stuffs out (her) vacant garments with (her) form. 

                                                    (3.4.93 – 97)

he remembers dailywakes daily to her 

                                          not being Here

he didnt think absence could weigh as heavy

hed suffered many

none

he wasnt going to shrug her off

hadnt ever

            once after hupping their daughter up on his shoulders he remembered his wife ask When are you going to put her down, let her walk?

he answered askew as a matter of fact didnt turn to face her answered the blue ether or anyone who overheard When I can no longer pick her up 

                             on occasion as a fullgrown woman when the mood struck them for the simple fuck of it 

theyd revisit her youth hed squat shed get on his shoulders hed stand an walkround they were humoured by looks and the looks-not-wanting-to-be-seen-looking

screwballs

            like father like daughter 

   so serious Shakespeare

                              Serious serious serious 

he plucked from the spiderweb wonderful happy moments to help offset his weighted sorrow    

1229,  Reggaefriday,  14  7. 23

1111, Sunday, 16  7. 23

Tony Allen  Kindness  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmoiqE1UT4M

   his Makers

               his Adam an Eve were goneUp an left him

Adam longago 

                an aged artist who lived with his wife in the neighbourhood  he cut his lawn raked his leaves shoveled his snow learned about art learned he wasnt a painter 

Eve

     freshman year high school English teacher

clipped obit arrived in the mail

                                no return address postmark obscuredsmeared didnt recognise the handwriting  didnt recognise her  the picture 

he wished newspapers would quit including the deceaseds face  like cheap advertisements accompanying poorlywritten parcels poor biographies 

                               he was going to write his own  

she was twentytwo when they last saw other 

                                               he heading into summer vacation  she was leaving forced to vacate her job  it was her first year teaching 

                                     because of him

he insistedpushed  she obliged went endround CURriculum didnt abide it 

                                                                               enraged  thats how he wrote it on her classroom chalkboard

she took the chalk from his trembling hand  sympathetically tilted her head 

                                                                                Not clever, Joe. 

angrily Come off it  coud have written cleared his tight throat CUR-lick-colon  realised tha in all my other classes this year he choked back tears I don want to be taught by dogs 

he was heartbroken 

the school board sent her packing 

                                   he couldnt believe squeezing her for more information wanting more knowledge would cost her her job

I understood the risk. 

she was an excellent teacher  surpassed his junior high English teacher  Mr. Carter to you, laddie.  a doughty acerbic Englishman who he cherished

three consecutive wonderful years of English on top of four years prior quiet instruction how to selfishly be himself 

   as selfish as the eldest of six kids could be

       

3PMish,  Saturday, 15  7. 23

0919,  Sunday,  16  7. 23

Bad Angels  Black Background V  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pf9nK9o9ItY 

Free  Heartbreaker  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfNxuSjfPbw 

pickin apricots sunswarmed juicy apricots  drips on his stubbled chin 

                                                                           hatpins aprons crossed his mind he thought phonaesthetics

Please, please no thinkin, I’m heading out on the town with my beau.           

Excuse me

           Excuse me I wasnt aware you were there

Yacoud look round.

I don see you an yours coming ya materialiseappear in the blink of an eye myeye 

                                                                                       Ya know tha

Well we forget sometimesIm distracted. A DATE!

   A beau

Don sound so surprised. Yes.

Is beau one of my Mariachispossibly incest kid or just visiting  I woudve thought Id have felt his entry unless hes really sneaky bastard 

Were all bastards, an youre just a roost.

A roost  

Never considered tha? 

   Had not 

               Bit of a surprise though summons  unfortunately   turkey vultures

A committee?

Ah yare sharp grrl  Wanna keep going

Committees all I know.

Its also called a venue or volt

I didnt know tha.

Furthurmore if I don bore ya . .

. . Notever.

When theyre in flight a kettle an this will blow your mind when theyre feeding on a carcass   A wake

Jesus.

Jesussquared cubed yah Too bad higher powers have no such names

Higher powers?

Yah threecubed threetimesthreetimesthree Twentyseven Higher powersay to the fifth I wont bore you with the threetimesbit  twohunredfortythree   Higher powers

We coud call it Godded. Goddedfour Goddedfive.

You capitalising

I woud.

Id considerconcede godded lowercase g

I coud agree.

Done

       So why are we here

   Hatpins an aprons.

Yes

I prefer the adornment to the former.

Hatpins 

         You wear a hat

I have humdingers! Theyll only stay on my head with a pin. 

                                                               An evening out  restaurant nightclubs cocktails dancing. Like your buddy Eddie woud.

Were you around then 

                        Thawas some time ago

It was. I really dug his shoes – you know the ones.

Silver

Yees.

Platform soles heels silver buckle studded with rhinestones

Those are the ones. Disco. He coud really cut a rug. 

                                                        You didnt. 

I did not

Youre coordinated agile you coud have.

I woud not

Your loss . .

. . As many have said 

                         I suffered disco until I found jazz the jazz clubs

I remember hung round with some real cats.

I did 

     Well Im happy you were therefortha  When did you come aboard

Jumped Bunny jumped ship sorry to say. You remember the Vette her boyfriend left for her to drive when he was drafted.

Yes

He got killed.

I didnt know tha

No. Bunny took it hard . . an rather ride with her to her demise I jumped you.

Demise I didnt know tha

Im sorry. She was mixed up with some of his friends who I didnt care for. Five of themshe wasnt driving were killed in a car wreck. Elderly couple in the car they hit also died. Lotsa vagrant Mariachis that night.   Talk about diaspora.

Monday afternoon,  10  7. 23

1307, Saturday,  15  7. 23

https://www.thesprucecrafts.com/stones-in-vintage-costume-jewelry-4026020

Prince Fatty & Shniece McMenamin  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G91A5dk3Lpc 

Shakespeare Richard II 

                          Bolingbroke speaks

I have been studying how I may compare

This prison where I live unto the world; 

And for because the world is populous,

And here is not a creature but myself,

I cannot do it. Yet I’ll hammer it out.

My brain I’ll prove the female to my soul,

My soul the father, and these two beget

A generation of still-breeding thoughts. 

                                         (5.5.1 – 8)

generation of still-breeding thoughts 

                                       a generation  say  The Greatest The Silent The Baby Boomer GenerationX Millennials GenerationZ Gen Alpha  their years 1901 – 1924 1925 – 1945 1946 – 1964 1965 – 1979 1980 – 1994 1995 – 2012 2013 – 2025

                      looked to him like dates on gravestones 

OR

     did he mean GENERATINGcreating still-breeding LIVINGlively thoughts  bacteria swabbedzigzag on agar held in Pyrex petri dishes

he liked to think the latter 

the words their artfulness continue to astonish him  although he remains disturbed when people wrinkle their noses at his mention of Shakespeare   Kinda highbrow under their breath Snob, don’t you think?   Or perhaps thas lowbrow philistine primitive crude “krud” percolated in his brain though not exhaled foul exhaust of you perhaps unable to think for yourselfperhaps  an orderfollower fetching sticks like a gooddog for a bone or a pizzleBULLY stix YUMYUM 

   he didnt see this comin

but whenever peninhand looks suspiciously like penisinhand hes revealed something unexpected

1229, Reggaefriday,  14  7. 23

1057,  Saturday,  15  7. 23

Hollie Cook  Move My Way  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cg0OqrJupaU