Yasay cocaine

I say heroin

Yasay fentanyl

I say xylazine (tranq – though terribly tempted to write xyzlazine – but also terribly not the end-of-the-line for users)

hopefully test strips keep them alive   To keep using?   Usings better than DEAD 

Yasay cocaine

I say heroin

Yasay fentanyl

I say xylazine

   too bad whacant be said  Lets call the whole thing off

                                                 NO  people love to be altered

hardwired in our DNA

1132,  Thursday,  23  2. 23

https://hip.phila.gov/document/3154/PDPH-HAN_Update_13_Xylazine_12.08.2022.pdf/?utm_campaign=wp_the_daily_202&utm_medium=email&utm_source=newsletter&wpisrc=nl_daily202

One More Cup of Coffee  Dylan  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95cufW4h-gA

& by the White Stripes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DZfVbvSVUbw

 

   screwy

his blog listsarchives his pieces by the first letter

sometimes it looks like code

A 

H

Y 

C

R

P 

   this string suggested apocryphal though not being a Biblebeast he wasnt impressed rather he thought  any crap

a week later

I

F

T

A

H

Y

   if I have tha Wha   infantile anarchy

A

H

Y

   shows up in both achy  apathy  hymnal not a Biblebeast 

thas the nice thingbout words theyre elastic coud play with them they were suggestive how they aligned their misspeellings provocative 

                            be wha they may 

he played with them like a kid in a sandbox each grain a letter a syllable ineffable  elusive thensuddenly a fixture 

a junkies fix

             his fix 

                     affixed afflicted 

                                      when not a damn thing was wrong 

   screwy  codex codices goddesses  woudnt follow no god

0855, Day-between-Two-Ts & 0824, Thursday,  22 & 23  2. 23

1059,  Thursday

Zero 7  All of Us  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yy1rk0zUu0

Come on, dance with me.

Aw babe ya know Im not a big on dancing though I love watching you dance

I love you love watching me, but I’d rather have you hold me, rather listen to your voice than have to walk away from someone trying to hit on me.

Hit on you

   Yes. Sure. They know you’re here but figure sidelined you’ve disappointed me, think they have a shot, an opportunity. But as you’ve said, guy’s are pigs.

All men are pigs . .

. . Of varying degrees.

he smiledquickly Yes varying degrees   You listen

I do, you’re a good teacher. I’m learning.  Sometimes I marvel understanding how much you’ve empowered me.

I havent babe Thas all youpercolating bubbling inside you 

                                                             I gave you a little pushlittle shot of confidence  Yare steeped in it just needed to see

Consider I simply basted you in your own juices 

   You do baste me.

Hey watch tha mouth he teased 

                                   Comere and kiss me with thathing

she giggled approaching himthrew her arms around him he her  they shared a huge deep kissclenching hug

I love how you kiss me

Come out onto the dance floor please, I'll kiss you there too, we’ll show everyone. The pigs can keep to their sties.

May not know wha a sty is

she chuckled

                  Please, baby?

Awgirl I have two left feet 

That the reason why you can’t skate?

Wha

Ice skate, why you can’t?

   I don  know  Ive never thought of it that way  Believed weak ankles

I believe it’s weak ankles.

Why

Two left feet suggest poor coordination 

                                         Anyou’re anything but uncoordinated. she smiled it teased 

Im definitely coordinated 

Yes. 

     It takes real coordination to unhook my bras onehanded.           

he laughed 

            Surprised me  Was a challenge trussed up as you are although  I was incentivised 

You carry them well

Thank you.

             Can I incentivise you to dance?

he gulped audibly

                    I wont embarrass you left feet an all 

No. 

    I’ll teach you we'll take it slow . . like we do when we make love.

0940,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  2. 23

0932,  Thursday,  23  2. 23

Zeppelin  Dancin Days  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpNy6z5sz1M

Ivy Touch Me  

              finds the oddest notationshints among his scribbles

he wondered Whadahells Ivy Touch Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Tf2I45UCp4

 

   Whellshit 

             didnt expectremember that  standalone   no explanations though really none are necessary 

Man can I bum a cigarette offya

I don smokeWAIT you don smoke either

No  But Im thinkinbout takin it up 

at the tiptop of the page 1149 – 2349, Wed,  29  12. 21 

                                                           immediately following Ivy was 

"Ive – Eleven  Haha”  he tried youtube and found https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfEZzUtdINI 

“You make me feel like eleven.”

   hed been eleven

Ives was wayway waaay out ahead of him  

Sixth grade

                Uhoh maybe not   Margot liked him  she was busting out of her seams 

NO definitely not  maybe not

he was taking that back 

                          and besides  girls were usually out ahead of the pack then

IVE  South Korea  sixsex 

                           Gaeul Yujin Rei(Japanese) Wonyoung Liz Leeseo 

their seemingly consciousprecociousness reminded him of a Japanese model Ai Shinozaki

2006  age14  curvy 

but to be fair 

              he had a yen for Asian they were Oriental then  women

   it took a while before he realised what it was

                                                       they werent white 

thus exoticdifferent  not standard faremilquetoast he was born into  embeddedsurrounded by

when he realised that he also realised all bets were off  all colours 

                                                                       his EastEuropean descendent parents werent keen

Mom Dad  Ya don have to be 

                               You may not have been welcome your druthers but Ill be damned if I don pursue mine

they knew that about him

whenever he saw that in their faces hed hum Mary Poppins  A Spoon Full of Sugar 

                                                                                      he didnt want to go 

they shot themselves in the foot 

Ohwell 

        Wha goes round comes round

he remembered that raising his two screwball daughters

warned his wife 

                  she thought differently 

blew up in her face 

too many times to count 

   then again  she bought into white males her parents insisted on

2157,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  2. 23

Poppins  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftxnr28LDXc 

fresh out of a waterless car wash a high-end late model Cadillac pulls into a Taco Bell Drive-Thru

                                                                                                                                                                                                                      Got to be a joke in there somewhere

tint windows

             couldnt see the driver or if others were with them

it bypassed the Menu went right up to the window

they knew what they wanted 

ordered ahead on-line 

So what’s the joke?

I don know Maybe the jokes driving 

                                                  A Cadillac rolls into a Taco Bell Drive-Thru 

Taco Bells he ate at preceded chicken chipotleanything crunchwraps chalupas Mexican pizzas Cinnabons after almost running his pedestrian ass over

he didnt Drive-Thru anything 

Might be you’re the joke. 

  Yathink

Nah 

        Theres got to be a joke in there somewhere

1245,  Monday,  20  2. 23

1949,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  2. 23

The Carpenters  Rainy Days and Monday  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPmbT5XC-q0

today 

        if someone tried to tuck him in theyd get punched in the face 

when he was a kid hed punch someone in the face too 

he wasnt tuckable  

                      cute

not tuckable

or swaddleable 

                  which goes without saying

1927,  Twosday,  21  2. 32

Earth  Omens and Potents/Driver  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDLaPKpym3o

Arthur Rimbaud he referred to him only as Rimbaud 

                                                         wasnt aware of the poem

although he believed Rimbaud was bisexual strictlyhomosexual seemed too chaste 

Sonnet to the Asshole

crass

he preferred the French Language of Love title  Sonnet du Trou de Cul 

                                                                         a reading reminded him of tasty truffles

Trou de Cul  cul-de-sac 

                           certainly not a dead endrather a lively catch-if-you-can giggling moving target 

Okayokay she relented but you gotta go slowbe gentle. Gentle. Gently. Slowlygently.   Gently.

   his ardor lust 

                  she knew how energetic he was how tough itd be for him to pump the brakeshowever  he was concerned to maintain visitation rights 

HE DID EXACTLY AS SHE SAID

                                    dark and wrinkled like a budding violet

 

what wasnt there to love about a lathered bathed anus

1245,  Monday,  20  2. 23

1547,  Twosday,  21  2. 23

http://www.practicalalchemy.com/troudecul.htm

Usher  Yeah  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GxBSyx85Kp8

his eyes were bright with tears 

                                    she choked on her emotion No . . no. Don’t call it that.

Can you think of something bettermore appropriate 

                                                     She loved horsessince a little girl though I suppose one can saymake the observation most little girls like horses

She didn’t race horses.

No  Though if she had the chance Id bet shed have been all over it Yeller was fearless toughya ever throw a competitve dive off a ten metre platform  I woudnt

No. I wouldn’t either.

Home stretch

Why?

     Why do you want to call this time that?

This is her last week three years ago Home isnt herethis existence Home is where we return after visiting Yeller believes shed been here many times before and will be many times to come Hence she visited 

                                                                                                   Home is elsewhere

                                            

Yellers entered the home stretch again

before 6AM,  Twosday,  21  2. 23

1251,  Twosday

Youll stop and stoop for birdshit . .

. . I like how ya did tha 

                         Stop and stoop  I may be rubbin off on you 

Don interrupt me

Me  You 

          You think ya can jump in both feet whenever ya want like Im a freshformed puddle  No me no you Zrozumiec Capeesh Got it Ya miss I was crossing the street in traffic 

I saw em

Pennies

Ive never not seen you stop to pick up money

No usually But then ya see me kneel in front of a moving vehicle

Theyd stop

If they were paying attention

                               How many motorcyclists have been hit Car driver didnt see them they werent looking for a motorcycle

Theres tha Ill grant . .

. . Youll grant me

                   Ya might wanna shaddup  I can revoke you

Revoke

         Is tha a thing

Yave been around 

                    Whadoes my daughter say when I ask if somethings a thing

damn if a little perspiration didnt pepper hishers hershis forehead 

                                                                      She says ifya ask if thas a thing its a thing

Yes she does

               Wanna dance on the head of a pin regarding my ability to revoke 

No

   No

No  No thank you

We are polite

               Yare welcome

approximately 1430 (walkin),  Monday,  20  2. 23

1543,  Monday

Stones  Midnight Rambler  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxBuWpLtBtA

cant hide Israeli apartheid some government Jews really getting their freak on and meanwhile at the UN the US ought to vote to not veto curious the four same letters  halt new settlements in the West Bank

https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/israeli-government-isnt-worth-defending-united-nations-rcna71220?cid=eml_mda_20230221&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://www.theatlantic.com/international/archive/2022/12/israel-election-bibi-netanyahu-ben-gvir/672572/

yes he has a hard-on against apartheid 

                                           say South Africa* 

and like it Israel ought to endure boycotts sanctions disinvestments until such time they can get their collective head on straight

  

0950,  Twosday,  21  2. 23

https://apnews.com/article/politics-israel-government-united-states-benjamin-netanyahu-5d586384e4eff2b60c4af8e5245fc283?utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=2/21/23%20%20Punchbowl%20News%20AM&utm_term=Punchbowl%20AM%20and%20Active%20Subscribers%20from%20Memberful%20Combined

* a little history lesson in case one is ignorant    https://www.un.org/en/events/mandeladay/un_against_apartheid.shtml

UPDATE  1324hrs  Wed  22  2. 23  https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2023/2/21/top-us-court-refused-to-review-anti-bds-law-heres-what-it-means

Retard  Tard 

               today people freakYacant say that! 

Just did

           I just did 

   true or false   it was True

                               when he cut the article from the Star and Tribune it was a kneejerk reaction to the headline ‘Grossly retarded’ 

                             he was obsequiouscaught his eye it was odd to see it in papers unless they were tattler publications  National Enquirer New York Post Wall Street Journal

her name was Kimberly Bowie 

she was 12 when it was published in 1980 

the trouble with sensationalism is that its rarely followed up particular human draumas are nothing more than a blip brilliant Fourth of July rockets colouredsplashesFLASHes then disintegrating  remnant smoky jellyfish tentacles dissipating

           10minutes of Warholian fame  ill-repute   arrhythmia 

nothing to hang ones hat on

   True tha

7AMish,  Reggaefriday,  17  2. 23

1214,  Reggaefriday

Black Eyed Peas  Let’s Get Retarded  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LX-7AnOx22k

 

   page onesixtynine

                     he didnt remember where he read it happened when he kept fivesix books in the air at once  similar subjects

Senator Joe McCarthy COMMIES not that communism is a bad thing 

                                                                     an also howbout in '50 June another hot shot jumpin on a bandwagon Clyde Hoey Democrat senator from North Carolina

he opened an investigation into “sex perverts” in the United States government

OHbrother

I hear ya

I havent words

I do

   Im listenin

he chuckled Thas a lot of hooey     

afternoon in February 2023 before the 18th

1141,  Monday,  20  2. 23

https://www.archives.gov/publications/prologue/2016/summer/lavender.html

Hey buddy, spare some change?

guy may not have recognised him but hed hustled him beforean he wasnt his buddy

                                                                                         Havent any

he had cash  no change 

semantics 

          he didnt think so 

Dad?

Yes little girl

You know what I’ve noticed?

No  Wha

I’ve noticed that when homeless people approach us outside a grocery store for money for food you say No yet we’ll come out and you have bought them food from the Deli, soup and bread or a made-sandwich. Although you have me give to it to them.

Yes

Why don’t you give them money?

They asked for money saying they were hungry So I fed them

What if they wanted just money?

Then they shoudnt lie when was the last time I rewarded you for lying

incredulous For lying?

Yes 

Never. No. You punished me.

I did I don tolerate liars 

Spare some change?

hed told him No several times before somehow the guy cant keep his Nos straight

   Didya just laugh

shehe heshe Mariachi 

                      I did

Are you laughing at his circumstances

Im laughing at semantics 

                           I don know the guys circumstances how they presented if he was at fault or they were beyond his control  If he said he was hungry I woud have fed him

Thas not true

No

No You remember the guy who asked you for money in the city

Hone it

He had a dog

Yes I do

He said he was hungry

He asked for money first

He did 

        But then he said he wanted money to feed himself and his dog

A homeless person with a dog

Maybe protection

Dog looked wellfed

It did 

You turned him down

he knew where this was going  who knew a Mariachi woud try to play Conscience fuckin hilarious 

                                                                                                     I did 

Yaremember

I do 

Ya didnt just turn him down

No I did not 

You told the man . . 

. . Guy 

       Don credit him with being a man

You told the guy if he was hungry he could eat his dog

I said he shoud shoud eat his dogkeep our story straight

212preferred,  Monday,  6  2. 23

1033,  Monday,  20  2. 23

he startedwas surprisedcouldnt believe his fortune 

                                                             but that dribbled away when he leaned over to pickup one of the brightshiny bathed in white sunlight coins

   Ah  twerent coin you gazed upon eh

Yakiddin me Twerent

Twas appropriate

Appropriate

I believe An humourous  I don believe weve ever bent over birdshit mistakin it for coin

 

It looked like money

It did

       Must have had just the right moisture content eh

Eh

   Whaswit the ehs 

Believe cant use twerent without its aid  like dredgingup bunghole  Eh

Twerent to bunghole to  lemme    ballsack

Balzac 

        La Peau de Chagrin  known also in English as The Magick Skin The Wild Ass’s Skin isnt often one get to write four ss in a row

Oh man Messedup 

Me is you were messedup 

                            I know ya havent forgot  eh

Coud we quit with the eh

Really riles ya . . 

                     See  I didnt 

Though tha begs for it

It does beg

   Awright One last time 

Thank you 

            Really riles ya eh

It does 

         If it twerent you I woudnt have put up with it 

Thank you

Yare welcome

Were so polite

We is 

       However I woud be reticent if I did not also  I believeremind  remind you  it may have slipped your mind . .

. . Our mind

   Wha am I thinkin

I don know

No you don Im contained impenetrable impervious to you  though you are not to me   Aint seeing it on your slate

Yare killin me 

                Say it awready

I shall 

         Twerent is slang for taint for perineum 

Aahyes yes  Now thaya mention it I recall

Better boneup my li’l Mariachi

heshe shehe nodded emphatically

                                          May I ask 

Ask

Why Mariachi

You descended like a gaggle but were Mariachi garish

Ah

   Ah  I like tha

thinkin 2PM,  Saturday,  18  2. 23

1129,  Sunday,  19  2. 23