What do you mean?
No. No. I can’t think of anything.
Jesus it
was marked with some derision
And?
Your druther
I can’t compete with that.
What do you mean?
No. No. I can’t think of anything.
Jesus it
was marked with some derision
And?
Your druther
I can’t compete with that.
happily she took him by complete surprise
few and far between were women who
after spending time with Wowed him
a friend of her mothers a mutual friend
recommended him to trim trees prune fruit trees he was appreciated because he didnt use power tools
behind the house he realised how ample
her lot wasmore trees than were casually mentioned catching his expression she said You must really let me pay you something more for
your help. No no thank you Bonnie As agreed a homecooked meal You’re too kind. I am not Im helping trees be happy
then several dinners elsewhere threefour
movies occasionally met for a drink
Joe. I’d like to sleep with you.
she didnt join him it wasnt his intent he didnt know she didnt know how to swim hed teach her
problem was
she couldnt call or text him
to return
Feels
better yes
Yes
Now
thats behind youno pun intended what
would you share to entice him to return
James Joyce.
Joyce interestingnot to be ambivalent Could you explain
You don’t have an inkling?you should
have an inkling.
Yes an inner shouldI should but our memories at
times can be like glossy Polaroid coloured snaps and what we rode shotgun on here
the past threefour hours without
saying you can imagine
Joyce
Yes.
Inlicked Which is what gave rise to Joyce that you
want to communicate with him Dare I say
. . bait him
Yes.
Please
Resist Very Freudian
AhFreud obsessed with sex anwhy he and I prefer Jung.
What
might he not resist
My
turn Yes
Im with you
Of course we are
: : I meant Unlocked the door.
: : Thas not whaya wrote
: : No I didn’t, I made a mistake.
: : I made a mistake
: : I wont I can set you straightrehang your door pull on your curtains oil your
hinges
: : The door’s unlocked. Why don’t you come over?
: : Come
: : Over.
Come over.
Is this really going to happen
Yare welcome
1138, Saturday,
12 11. 22
I saw you playing it out again
yesterday when you made sugarwater You
understand that time has passed
No Timewithout time we do not
exist I will learn it It will occur to me Ive not lost it
Wishful thinking
Wishful thinking I woud apply
that to thingsexperiences which have not happened I experienced it Its inside me albeit a sliver I understand from when I was a carpenter that
slivers eventually emergeya remember don ya
You remember bodilyphysical
sensations more than we consciousnesses
arent encumbered housedfixed in the manner you are
No Youall of you are not I am disposing of your wishful thinking I am determined to recall it
4:24 branded
A brand better than a tattoo
So you say so you say
When you talk I listen
I didn’t think you could hear me.
reflect
deliberate
not
time wasted to know ones self
Wait for it
Woud you go back to sleep to one
of his inner Mariachi
Sleep I was but you woke me with your mumblingtumbling
words longwindedness heshe
shehe looked around Christ Appropriate Its the middle of the night
Yah
I know you say you believe tha though sometimesboobie ya don have a
choice This is one of those times
he cradled one hand in the other behind
his head his shoulders groaned
Thas not comfortable
No it is not
Woudnt ya rather be comfortable
while you wait
No I woud not Perhaps my duress will hasten whatever this
process is
It coud be sadistic
Which woud be the only place in
my existence if I was
Makes sense
their groaning woke other
inners Wha the hells going on
Were waiting
Waiting for wha
the room was filling
a belch
a smoky breathgasp
he took his arms down
he cheated he kept paper and pen beside the bedscribbled
it down
the Mariachi turned in
they left him wide awake
he closed his eyes
eventually hed fall asleep
he wasnt one to submit to
sleeplessness and get up
he was going to get wha he went
to bed for
Whawas he going
to do with tha