Awwcrap wha time is it he thoughthe was curious wasnt per usual 

                                                                       he urinated  then stepped across the hall to the studio to look at the hands on the clock 1:15

he woke again took another leak 3:08   Jaysus

again  5:23

              if somebody asked in the morning Sleep good? hed probably knock them out

                                                                                            NO

people who asked had usually slept like babieswere rubbing it in  they deserved a sock on the jaw

I slept like shit you

Oh well sorry not that they werent I slept like a rock

A baby rock

  What?

             What do mean baby rock?

Nothing

it was nights like that that made him ponder exit strategy

He thinking exit again  asked one of his denizens of another

Yeah

Somebody tell himinform him hes got to pass that through us It just aint him at play but all of us Take a head count this is a democratic system

I think he thinks hes a benevolent dictator

NO

         Screw that

Howya stop him

Not me us  How will we stop him

Have we ever stopped him 

   Dammit 

                  Exit strategy Really

Aint the first time

No Its just that its occurring with disturbing frequency

An you know why

shehe heshe nodded their head sorrowfully

    Yes 

Twice  He almost lost his mind twicehe didnt consider us for a moment  Were collateral damage

Were not collateral

In the big scheme of things yah  we are

But we have his ear . .

. . When he cares to listen 

                              We never talked him out of beatings he knew he was going to take

Thats because he throws himself headlong . .

. . Fearlessly

Yes fearlessly

                Aint even bravery

Kneejerk reaction

heshe shehe nodded

                     muttered Fortunately exit strategy aint kneejerk

Until it is Fearlessness gives him that

Its suicide

Its system termination

                             Pulling the plug  

Now youre beginning to scare me

Shouldnt

           Were majority realists

Im not

You are not

             Ya sympathise and pander to his sense of the fantastic

1229,  Saturday,  25  6. 22

Beatles  A Day in the Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53Dh-I0_m5Y

he was on a rollcould scarcely believe his good luck

                                                       he was smiling so big it hurt his face

What are you grinning about?

I am arent I

Ridiculously so, like the Cheshire Cat . . what’s up with you?

Im sorryno apology cats got my tongue

You’re not going to say?

I am not

         Suffice to say Im on a roll

A roll . . not much of a hint.

It wasnt a hint

A man of mystery today. Queer. Usually you’re loquacious, hard to shut you up.

Usually usually

                  Say I gotta get going  Thanks for confirming the grin

Careful, you'll make people think you’re up to something.

                                                                You’re up to something, aren’t you?

In a manner of speaking  Be cool

he walked off

               he was tickled with himself Kathy had a fuckable face leaving her place getting home he found a message on his machine Allie  Call me when you can.

he went to bed

when he woke it was midafternoon

he showered dressed called Allie Whas up

she had made a batch of ginger snaps dough was chilling in the icebox

                                                                           You crossed my mind, probably provoked me to make them, I hadn’t in such a long time, and feeling like baking I put it together. I remember how much you like them.

I definitely liked your cookies

she laughed gayly 

                    Thank you.

if he liked shed stop over a share for him

Please

Say seven?

Seven

Screwball.

            I’ll see you round seven.

Im anxious cant wait

Allie had made them before for him threefour times her mother told her the easiest way to a mans heart was through his stomach

           not finding his heart she grew impatient with him 

Im not looking for a serious relationship I told you that when we met

he called

she didnt answer

he did like their friendship

there was a rap at the door

opening it Hello Allie You look amazing smell great

she thumped him on the chest with fingers of her free hand

                                                               Always the tease

Come in come in You do look amazing I like your haircut

she put it up in a high ponytail lots of body curls it cascaded down her back 

Come in Ill follow you

going past him towards the kitchen

                                      To check out my ass?

Yahave a great ass It was the last thing I saw of you . . 

. . You made me real angry.

Angry for being honest

                            Hows the world out there

It turned out you made it better. I thought I could make it better without you. she sighed

   she made him ginger snaps  he took her in the ass

early morning ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

1018,  Saturday,  25  6. 22

he went into the bathroom off the kitchen to take a leak

he was always a little selfconscious about using it usually peoplefamily were at the kitchen table  there wasnt a fan the houselate eighteen hunred preceded fans however a pine aerosol was left on the window sill above the toilet an evergreen grew just outside

                               the window was a passive fan

the switch for the overhead light was on the wall outside it above the stove he threw it going in shut the door behind him

beers he rented wanted to depart

lifting the seat unbuttoning his fly Hello there handsome  just beginning to urinate the light went out

                                                                                                         he dammed himself called Whos fuckinground Ya wanna clean up the floor if I miss

the light flickered but remained off

                                     Gawddammit Quit messinround 

                                                                       thensuddenly a brilliant light filled the room

a director cried LIGHTS! CAMERA! ACTION! 

                                              SELL IT! Gonnabe the best gawddamnedest piss scene every filmed. Nice knob, boobie, thought you were circumcised. I like the casual onehanded grasp, a man confident in his world. Yeahbaby, you’re selling it selling it, I’d follow you into battle.

  Ya mind

Not at all, let ‘er rip, tank’s full, boil the water baby! 

                                                       A star is born.

there was a rap at the door 

                             Yawanna step on it, ain’t the only one who needs to use the can.

1657,  Thursday,  16  6. 22

1545,  ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

he was curioustendered the question knowing his answer

                                                              Out of curiosity whas the lowest rung of humankindscrapin bottom of barrel

 breathlesslynot a moments hesitation they answered chorused Pedophiles.

Paedophiles really

                    Acting paedophiles   Acting like the slew of acting cabinets members an others the former amassed  not those paedophiles who are attracted to youth an may playout fantasies in their minds though wouldnt dare cross the line

What are you talking about?that’s disgusting.

Might depend upon the age of consent

A child can’t give consent.

How old is your child

They would be eighteen.

Why would they be eighteen

                             Seems arbitrary  I lost myerr virginity at sixteen with a fourteen year old who damn well knew what she was doing she taught me 

                                              Was I a paedophile

No, you were a minor, she was a minor.

So the same fourteen year old beds an eighteennineteen year old or older  an theyre paedophiles

According to the law.

To an unnuanced law

The law’s the law . .

. . Handed down by say  extremist judges  Ive seen law    Abysmal

We're not arguing with you. You haven't said your lowest run . .

. . Bottom of the barrel

                            Necrophiliacs

Jaysus.

You two ought to form a choral group

That’s low, but raping children is lower, I mean, they, the dead, don’t suffer . or have to live with the consequences.

Of course the dead suffer suffer humiliation  Ya want your orifices stuffed with cocks might be sexist but Id bet women don fuck the dead

                    Sounds purely male to me

You’re nuts, they’re dead, they’re beyond suffering.

I disagree

            What is a ghost

                                   It is the emanation of a dead person

                                                                         You think an emanation wouldnt know its mortal remains was raped I give them more credit than you do  he pointed his finger at his buddy  Anbecause you havent seen a ghost they do not exist

                               I have They do

You’re batshit. he growled

Better outlive me brother cuz if not Im gonna fuck your corpse out of spite

Jaysus jaysus. she said

                            You guys play rough.

round just after 1600,  Thursday,  16  6. 22

252preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

Blood, Sweat & Tears  And When I Die  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=la9Iy0RTvCI

it appears that vaginal sex went out the window today

Men better realise youre gonna have to get ahold of yourself  get ahold of lubes 

                                                                                     Masturbation slithers forth

Masturbation is King! if I were a woman thas wha Id tell ya

he was curious 

                is it that serving male Supreme Court justices are physicallymentally beyond sex and therefore their decision was perverse  gives them pleasure  

it is time to impeach those justices whowhen under oath lied to the Senate 

447preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

in light of the wrongful rightswinging eidgets on the Supreme Court

                                                                                  he wasnt keen on fucking

despite the state he lived in

                                    SO

      Kathy

Kathy had a fuckable face

he told her so

             he had been considering that throughout the party and stuck around to help her cleanup afterwards

they met at work 

                   she extended the invite

she sat on the arm of the sofa

                                Thanks for helping me, I was going to go to bed and leave it for tomorrow, you were a big help, thank you.

he walked up before her

                          Yabetcha  Happy to help 

                                                     I was thinkingbeen thinking  I mean it as a compliment   Kathy  ya have a fuckable face

May you fuck it?

he was agog she beat him to the punch

   Yes

she laughed heartily

                       Yes?

Yes Yare petite have an impish face freckles your ears stick out just a touch strawberryblonde hair   pixieish  Irish  button nose ripe mouth

So you want to fuck my face?

You can fuck mine

A fuckable face. 

                  Tell you what . . we shower first. We can shake off a bit of our high and see how we feel afterwards. There’s a shower down the hall, meet you back in the livingroom in, say, twenty?

Twenty

the water felt good

he was going to suggest it if she hadnt beat him to the punch again

                                                                       that she was beating him to it intrigued himexcited him

I’ll be out five!  Kathy cried from her bedroom over her hairdryer

he was In 

stood with a towel wrapped around his waist

she could say no

but he was up for it  

walking into the livingroom her towel tucked in front at her breastsunder her arms  she put her hair up in pigtails

WOW

       Yare really gaming it 

I am, appears we’re on the same page.

smiling she crossed to the sofa and sat down

                                                 slyly  Where were we?  Ohyes.   Come here.

she tugged his towel free

2355,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  6. 22

1154,  ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

ROE v. WADE

January 22, 1973 --  June 24, 2022

 

retards work at the United States Supreme Court   shame shame shame

a tad incensed he wanted to yank the plug on their inanity

                                                               otherwise he thought them smart people or rather credited them to possess some modicum of brain  intellect 

                                                     but smarts has rabid streaks of dumbness shimmery diamonds contain faults  if you look at them closelyare not Wowed by their superficial appearanceWowed by what skillful jewellers can artfully wrought fashioning facets which thereby avertdirect ones gaze to the optimum a stone has to offer

still

     its a stone

they insisted homosexuality was genetic

Really Genetic  Aint buying that 

they were redhot to gang up on him not that they were much of a gang

he was adverse to groups itd take more than two people to beat him senseless 

Is there a religious gene Is there a Republican political gene

                                                               I understand physical traits align haircolour eyecolour melatonin I don believe for an instance that the big three Nonos when people first meet uncouth which I am isnt to discuss sex politics or religion  they do not comply with DNA coding 

                                                                          Its more nuanced than an inborn recipe

Society Culture are influencers An then theres the unique individual who should not have to defend who they love how they love

You’re wrong they insisted

Im sorrynot apologising  thats altogether different   I cant take you at your word Yare full of shit

that may have blown back the hair of other people but theyd know him a long time and usually nothing pretty came out of his mouth he didnt grope for niceties 

                                          as he admits  I aint looking for friends

suntime,  Thursday,  16  6. 22

1616,  Thursday,  23  6. 22

https://www.pbs.org/newshour/science/there-is-no-gay-gene-there-is-no-straight-gene-sexuality-is-just-complex-study-confirms

Ohpleease  woudya cut it   You don wear clever well

You don’t think that was clever?

No  It was contrived

                      Theyre not one in the same although stamped on the same coin

I thought it was clever.

It was artificial It didnt occur on the spur of the moment  You obviously put some thought into it

You know what’s obvious?

                             You beating me up.

Be authentic  Clever is not your forte youras you like to insist  forza 

 

he said Allen Iverson

how parochial  pro basketball tickled his balls

their conversation moped obviously towards his inevitable charge his solution to all things

                                                                                                  AI

he saw the broadside comingthe haymaker he telegraphed it once his prattling began

a third party visiting from out of town she was fortunatehe was jealous that shed been spared a history of his unrelenting enfeebled forza 

                             let machinescomputers solve everything he didnt believe algorithms could be prejudiced their programmers prejudices folded into the batter 

                                                                  not to mention deep learning which would eventually changepervert the original algorithm it would become something else How their programmers certainly had no idea they take on a life of their own so not knowingknowing they will become something else something other they unleashed the hounds C’est la vie Shit happens   Vonneguts simplistic mantra Oh well oh well oh well or So it goes or And so on  triplets all  separated by ellipses 

                                                ellipses arent comforting they looked like bullet holes to him

she listened politely

he hadnt polite left

he interrupted

               Im going inside to get another beer Can I bring anyone anything or freshen their drink

she kept listening politelyhanded him her glass vodka tonic   crushed lime

he escaped and took his sweet time

she was a virgin

hed guarantee since this was the front end of her trip shed hear him invoke AI a fewseveral more times 

                                                                                                              their conversations frequented and trespassed on unfenced properties and yards

returning he found he was still buzzing like a bee happy to have her attention she was nodding expressionless maybe her sympathy  talking he was oblivious to her body language   he couldnt do two things at once

   he interrupted again 

                          In conclusion . . .  they would be bullet holes if he didnt cease  his argument needed only a few bullet points

             Yare droning shes drowning I think she has the gist of your words

suntime,  Thursday,  9  6. 22

1203,  Thursday,  23  6. 22

he said he didnt believe in absolutes  onehunred percent

Thas horseshit

I don’t.

Actually ya do

You’re mistaken.

Yare full of it

              Ya heterosexual or doya play around the edges

he sneered hated his sexuality questioned which he knew an why he went there immediately no pussyfootin around I said absolutes . . not in the realm of sex.

Cant pick an choose your realms

I can . . therefore I’m not being . .

. . You are full of shit Absolutely

                                   Lets keep for a moment to sexuality  Ya hang your hat on white cotton panties

They were white he knew where he was going I don’t know if they were cotton.

Full of shit  Ya had sisters You were kids together Your underwear was white cotton briefs I telegraphed that on purpose 

You admit when you saw little girls at school spinning round an round on the crossbar in their little dresses little white panties you were excited  Perhaps sported a little boyohboy boner 

                                                                       he tilted his head at him beckoning a reply

Perhaps.

Thank you

             You contend that that experience confirmed you heterosexual  absolutely

I didn’t say absolutely, you did.

Am I wrong

peevishly  No.

I also want to suggest that there could have been an alternative regarding the white panties

There wasn’t an alternative.

There may have been but you were too embarrassed to say  since you were a young boy

I’ll say there was not an alternative but I know you won’t let that stop you.

No  It wont

Curious

No. Not in the least.

You may have been fascinated with the white panties to want to wear them yourself

Fuck you.

Ah that would also mean you were not absolutely heterosexual  At a minimum a crossdressing heterosexual

                                                                                                                    In its simplest form the least nuanced a coin flip  Boyohboy boner or burgeoning transvestite

You’re ridiculous.

As you often say

                  Another quick citation since it is also something you say frequently Shit happens

You’re going to refute shit happens?

I am It aint all shit

                    The other side of that coin the Unexpected . .

. . It’s the same thing.

Don play semantics with me They are separate things hence heads or tails

                                                                                Anya absolutely disagree with me  Absolutely

You’re beginning to piss me off.

Then quit denying absolutes and admit they exist Quit your agnostic ways Gets old

 

Are we done?

That was probably the safest thing you could have said

                                                           If you like but my motors running

I think I’ll let it idle.

Coward

Sticks and stones can break my bones but names will never hurt me.

How old are you

after 1657,  Thursday,  16  6. 22

1239,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  6. 22

Overture

Entr’acte

      shesh he happened to followed Widmark into Judgment at Nuremburgdidnt recall the many other notable actors

to say that the January 6 Select Committees public hearings didnt influence him Watergate hearings influenced the hell out of him as a kid but he was a political beast his father a precinct captain met local politicians Illinois state representatives Senator Percy he still blamed the Jews for overthrowing his career not all Jews  the AIPAC American Israel Public Affairs Committee fingers in the pie  he dislikes lobbyists

                                                                            but to say the January 6 Select Committees public hearings didnt influence him would be lying

when the Overture beganhe didnt remember it he went with his mother to the movie theater to see it his father wouldnt take her to see films so she took him when it began DVD he listened but his eyes began their thing  began rearrangingseeing things other than the static word before him

when they finished he saw Oeuvreture

had to hand it to them

he wouldntve come up with that on his own

Yadid a Mariachi member interior badgerer one of too many to count    

Eydid

Yadid eyeballs are portals to your soul  aint like octopus tentacles a brain in each

                                                                                     Comon take credit when credit is due ya always shoulder the blame when its yours  We were thrilled wid ya gave ya a Wid mark 

                                                                                                 shehe heshe snorted

Cute

We try

2250,  Twosday,  21  2. 22

1102,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  6. 22