27.7.21

 

it was apparenthe could see it coming

Im not happy you maligne . .
. . Stop  I didnt malign you
                             I spoke to the reality that for some reason you cant process brain to mouth and tongue ansay  literally  Maybe a speech therapist can help  they can break down whas hindering you

 No.
     he wasnt buying it 
he wanted his pound of flesh
                                   I don’t think so . . every dog will have his day 


Let Hercules himself do wha he may  the cat will mew an . .

And? 
     What the hell are you talking about?

Im quoting Shakespeare who quoted the line in Hamlet The cat will mew an every dog will have his day

Why you always going esoteric on me?

Esoteric to you trivia to me
                             Youve not read Hamlet 
Hamlet? Why would I?

Thought maybe somewhere in your education you brushed up against Shakespeare

Not that I can recall.

Which you use considerably
                              Do me a favorplease  plead ignorance rather than accuse me of being esoteric

they were contemporaries although he was closer to his forging and had a long memory

 

 

every dog broke out
                     not to be outdone hewas he saw it as a competition  it wasnt 
So . . what do you think of probabilist? he struggled saying it but at least he got it out correctly on his second attempt

he didnt interfere interrupt interject
                                  Yamean probabilist  in line with our prior discussion  literally

Yes. he was preening Yes, don’t you think?

Very good dogs like to be pettedstroked
                                        Anif repeated over and over loosely with rubbery lipsyah  Yah  I could see a woman launched into orbit with an YEOW an takin yer ears with her
                                                                           Look at you knockin it out of the park 
I did, didn’t I?

Ya don have to ask  Know it

But I did . .


That was a questionwasnt it

I . . yes.

A question countermands knowing 

Nah
     Do me a favor an exude a little confidence  A loose rubberylipped probabilist probabilistprobabilist probabilist works
Right

Right. 
       If you say.

Dammit You said

Right.
     he didnt grab it by the hair and drag it back to his cave       

8AMish,  Saturday,  24  7. 21
1230,  Twosday,  27  7. 21
The Jimmy Castor Bunch  Troglodyte (Caveman)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oB8Rx9X3-Pc

26.7.21


its curious

well see words in our minds  distinctly   sharply 

yet they cant make the short trip between our brains to our tongues mouths and lips to be said correctly

a single word deformed  stuttered


he looked at him hopelessly  he repeated it to him several times and even after hearing it pronounced he couldnt say it  to be honest he took sadistic humour in his failing 
No that aint it

No it isn’t, DAMN! I’ve always struggled with it; I wish I knew why. 


I do

You do?

Yes  ofcourse 



You going to say?

I will . . I will  Im relishing the momentyah know  When we recognise the moment  we ought to pause to take it in  relish it . . 
. . At my expense?

Whomevers expense
                     Wouldnt ya agree  agree Im correct

I do, I do . . just not right now, and not at my expenseWHY? It’s killing me, killing me I can’t pronounce it.

Yacant because of your hangup


his face went deadpan expressionless what a quaint canvas to scribble all over 
                                                                                             My hang up?
Soitenly  If it werent for yer hangup itd roll out of your mouth like honey

I’m not following you.

Ya wouldnt yare hungup

What's that that’s hanging me up?

Head  Oral sex

Oral sex?

Yes  Yare OH SO VERY WILLING to receive it but literally  literally   unwilling to give it

You’re full of shit. he sighed dejectedlytried to pull his shoulders back  up

Literally  Literally  Thats how its said  which you literally are unable to process from your brain to your mouth  If you had a woman by the backs of her thighsher legs split wide your mouth just above her pussy  a flick of the tongue like a snake  breathe between her legsyour breath warm  moist  tantalised she weeps with anticipation  you whisper literally literally take her with your mouth literally literally literally workpleasure her lips her clit literally literally literallyliterally your thumb just inside her your index finger knuckle at her anus pressurepressuring her perineum literally literallyliterally kissing sucking her literallyliterallyliterally spear her with your tongue lap her clit pleasure her with pursed lips your nose chin literally literally literally
                                                              shell cum in your face
Guaranteed
               an likely the way you butcher literally youll have her there in half the time
Fuck you.

No thanks Id rather fuck a hergive er hell flip er over blow er mind with a wicked tonguelashing

1620,  Saturday,  17  7. 21
0821,  Saturday,  24  7. 21
1331,  Monday,  26  7. 21

25.7.21

 
he sat to write a letter
                       to whom  to whom to write
                                                        who would appreciate his wordshis sentiments
who would write him back


his wife his sister his daughterhis mother   departed

he wrote them long involved letters

he learned those letters were thrownaway

their impacttheir fancy  were determined to be useless to anyone else
                                                                         theyd disagreehed disagree
no one asked 


hunreds of lettersthousands of hours 

he stood news of the day on its head  shared inside jokes admonishments  confidements
                                                                                                      trashed
trash because those who threw them awaywho he had also written who chose not to write back  the letters fingered them made them feel uneasyfeel  guilty

see how easy it was to dispose of guilt
strike a match


words burn

2242,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  21  7. 21

23.7.21

 

                               taking some time for myself

            if I should return before I get back

keep me here

           https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lfT9TWAaMY

Reggae Friday,  23  7. 21

22.7.21

 

a flaccid American flag uplit by a solarpowered spotlight

he wouldnt have it

he would have retired the flag at sunset

folded it with someone at arms


the flag was hung by two they installed the flagpole  kind of completed their compoundcastlekeep new fencing new masonry walls new electricallyoperated steel gates            
                                                      it made absolute sense to let it hang lighted at night at least they did that otherwise theyd have to leave the safety of their walls to retire it

 

people like to name things

he was dying to learn what they called their place now
                                                            an address would be feeble

2357,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 21
1227,  Thursday,  22  7. 21

  
the vote on Colorado House Representative Jason Crow’s bill to enlarge the number immigration visas for Afghan interpreters and their families passed the House today  407 - 16 
                                                                     the 16 were Republicans
Andy Biggs  AZ
Lauren Boebert  CO
Mo Brooks  AL
Scott DesJarlais  TN
Jeff Duncan  SC
Robert Good  VA
Paul Gosar  AZ
Greene  GA
Kevin Hern OK
Jody Hice  GA
Thomas Massie  KY
Felix Moore  AL
Scott Perry  PA
Bill Posey  FL
Matt Rosendale  MT
Chip Roy  TX

its good to know who of us are willing to dishonour Americas word to her allies

2042,  Thursday,  22  7. 21

 
You know who said that, of course?


yah thats how he talks 
                          cant let it lieleave it as You know who said that? cant ask a question without implying ifya don know somehow yare not up to snuffhavent sufficient mettle
                                                               he seemed to depend to thrive on that confidence

for himself ofcourse he recognised the quote it was one beat to death but because he quipped it time and again he disconnected chose not to remember he let him have and enjoy his moment in the sun

he wasnt fond of quotes he preferred to fashion his own words
                                                                   however he noticed his distinct proclivity to repeat Oscar Wilde to him Wilde whose abundant quotes were often assembled and published in slick slender volumes which may mean he hadnt actually read Wilde but rather only his pithy quotations

what tweaked himwhat he on more than one occasion had been explicit For someone reticentsomeone uncomfortable with homosexuality you cite Wilde often almost as often as you call to my attention some guy running in the park  Noticing men isnt in my wheelhouse No breasts no interest Capisce

he pshawed him

he let his pshaw stand

Who said Everyone who is incapable of learning has taken to teaching? he had been a teacher

he shrugged 

Oscar Wilde.

he mediatedretorted I am so clever that sometimes I don’t understand a single word of what I say.

You?

Wilde Who said I refuse to join any club that would have me as a member?

Will Rogers.

No Groucho Marx Marx however didnt write The Communist Manifesto The correct answer would be Marx and Friedrich Engels did
                     Who said Whenever people agree with me I always feel I must be wrong?
You?

Sounds like me no Wilde again he beat me to the punch Being dead before I was born keeps him in the catbird seat


You understand that you prefer your quips to my quirks an I my quirks to your memorised quipsquotes  I choose not to fix or annotate mine

 


Wanna revisit your discomfort about homosexuals

That term's passe, it’s not politically-correct.

But then theres no doubt wha Im talking about   And

We’re not talking about it.

When the time comes Ill happily listen

Get off it, would you?

Kindly

1604,  Saturday,  17  7. 21
1613,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  21  7. 21

21.7.21

 
Sigh 
     The –gh is silent  like silent –b words  numb tomb crumb  if buried one becomes

Why are you laboring to explain the pronunciation of sigh?

Because
          I wanna to make sure that if I apply to that market as a bagger nothing precedes itnothing is silent that theres nothing they let languish that they should have admitted before I accept a job

A bagger’s a bagger . .
. . Until it aint

For the love of Mike . .
. . For the love of Pete For that sake for the love of Christ letem all get into it have a part because it wasnt explained it was withheld during the final interview and job offer


I'm having a hard time stitching these vague threads together; what the hell are you talking about?

Im talking concerns I have about unspecified duties or requirements  unidentified during the course of my application interview and offer

Silent lette . .
. . Particularly silent letters

Back down, getting a little harsh; what particular silent letters?

One in particular T

A silent t

Tsunami Tchaikovsky 

Okay. Good examples. I understand. But what, however, does that have to do with anything, or anything to do with performing as a bagger?

DO I HAVE TO BE MORE SPECIFIC

Apparently I’m dense.

Yare

Careful.
          Enlighten me. Filled in the blank. I haven’t a clue what you’re getting at.

T – bagger Ts silent Or tea-bagger t-e-a better
                                                  I aint t-bagging aint tea-bagging Silent t
More.

Whamore ya need

I don’t understand what you mean.

Tea-bagging

No. What’s tea-bagging?

Oh man how is it you arent deadhow is it as old as yare that ya havent heard of tea-bagging

Maybe . . because . . . I’m unlike you.

You can say that again
                         If tea-bagging I aint doin it for minimum wage


Are you going to tell me?

Ill let you swallow the sip of beer youre going to take first

 

Aah, that’s tasty.

Good All swallowed

Swallowed.

So apropos I couldnt have scripted this

You want to get on with it; enlighten me?

Indeed Let me take you out of the dark Tea-bag Place ones balls in the mouth of another
                                                                                              Nothanks Not at minimum wage

I’ve . I've never heard of that.

Dontake my word for it look it up on your ever trusty steedyour smartphone

T-E-A bag gobble gobble gobble Talkin turkey now

1550, Saturday,  20  7. 21
1456,  Twosday,  20  7. 21

 
he hadnt heard that one before
                                 a hot one Matt Schlapp heads up the CPAC head the Conservative Political Action Committee  which in recent years has gone apeshitgone around the bend apeshit  as in insane
                                                                                                      YES he knows he shouldnt point an pulled the triggerINSANE but he hadnt any patience for craphadnt patience for loogiedrivel

Schlapp remarkedfirst time he ever heard it pronounced  Chinese corona
                                                                              an all he came away with was the Knack 

if that minimises Schlapps word
                                 One get a better last name   Two  CPAC reminded him of herpes

1808,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  21  7. 21


this conversation couldnt have come at a better time 
                                                       everythings better while stoned
and parts of the conversationbit and pieces are better because they never get out of the can  ruminated but not enunciated  then better yet when you take exceptionget a little hot under the collar  youre disregardedlike your thought wasnt worth comment or debate 
                                  WHAT DO YOU THINK 

What are you talking about?

Wha I said

Said? You haven’t said anything, you been staring off into space.

I didnt say 

Not a word.

Well 
        Suppose that means I cant be a Pentecostalist

What do you mean by that?

Cant trust me to vocalise fluent

What do you mean by that? I’m repeating myself, am I repeating myself? why am I repeating myself? his eyes grew larger with each refrain

Yare stoned 


I am.
        Where were you?

Vocalise fluent

What do you mean by that? he cocked his head to a side like a dog you expect understands what you said to them or a child unable to comprehendwithout the vocabulary to take in what you told them  youre just talking out loud to yourself

I meanan I find it ridiculous glossolalia Ive been accused of that while going down on a girl talking she didnt understand a wordI don remember what I was saying but she certainly liked my enunciationhow my mouth and tongue moved
        enthusiastically she nearly smothered me
but I digress 
              unintelligible utterances  Pentecostalists articulate airquotes a natural language  its previously unknown to them  Ooohspooky  xenoglossy  speaking in tongues   Gibberish jabberers 
                                                                                 Christ

Hey now yare staring off into space

I am, I am, only because I’m hanging on every word, looking off I can better concentrate on what you’re saying . . you laid a couple of big words on me, I understand them, however you dont usually hear them pronounced in conversation, usually I read them in a book . . not said . quite the hurtle, man.

But ya followed

I did, I did . . he looked at him  I did.

Either omne trium perfectum or epizeuxis  which one

Too soon, man, too soon, I’m high.

Repeating yourself for emphasis

Ah, I am doing a bit of that.

Its awright
             Yare high

I is. Aye aye, Captain.

So yathink its possible right now since were high that were vocalising fluentlywe understand each other like Pentecostals but people around usif theyre listening think were gibberjabbering 
                                                                                    or speaking Slavic or Yiddish
he tried to staunch his erupting laughter with his lips but spit on him 
                                                                           So sorry, man. he gurgled then gleefully returned to what grew into a full-on belly laugh  how stoners laugh

 

they had saved the world for another day

1524,  Saturday,  17  7. 21
1306,  Twosday,  20  7. 21

20.7.21


   1010
         usually hed go with 2210   but he liked the look of 1010 

those who knew him were thrown that he used military time

Areya full of shit its accurateno confusion past noon add twelve ya too lazy to do basic arithmetic too lazy to think  Anit doesnt belong to the military any more than blessed belongs to the church  I use it an theres no way in hell Id consent to a religious implication


he felt in his bones it was after twentytwohunred hours  he just wanted to know exactly wha time it was

he was going to take a cool bath  he sweated through an eighth day of a hunredplus  hed rather lay in his bed cool and clean and let sleep snatch him before he began sweating again

he lit a blue pillarcandle lavenderscented 

it coloured the bathroom underwater

innerspace coalescing with outerspace free movement in any direction 
                                                                         it was disorienting  anthere wasnt anything he liked more than being disoriented

but it got him by the balls tonightstruck music in his head  his soundtrack

for whateverreason this evening his DJ opted to play tunes that were tethered to deaths of families and friends Big Head Todd and the Monsters  Circle Israel Kamakawiwo’ole  medley of Somewhere Over the Rainbow and What a Wonderful World Daniela Andrade  Creep . .   
                                                GET OFF MY BACK
Shaddup
          or Ill throw on some spurs an really dig in  this is topshelf stuff

Theyre on the topshelf to keepem out of the reach of children like medicines poisons hard liquor

Yafound ways to climbup your grandmothers cupboard

My heads not a cupboard

I know Im shakin free cobwebs going to them because yare notwont on yer own Im givin ya a nudge
Im not playinem to be cruel
                             Look woudya  look at all those marvelous memories at play in your eyes 

DJ wasnt being dishonest 

he could see

exquisite montages

Starring
          his loved ones who had died


it was hard to watch them through his tears

 

it was a buddys birthday  if someone years from now asked him what he was doing at 1010 on Sunday 18 July 2021 hed remember 
                  I was taking a cool bath on a hot night remembering music and dancing
     
SunnyDay,  18  7. 21
1234,  Monday,  19  7. 21

 

Ohios Jim Jordan 
                    “We know what this is. This is impeachment Round3 . . . What are they going to do? The same old thing, go after President Trump.”

hell be sitting on the Houses January6 investigation hes a lackey a bootlick  few get their tongue into places he willingapparently anxious to lick

its not an impeachment the Former isnt sitting

the Former was a president hes an ex  his ex wives don call him their husband

the United States has one president at one time


Jordan will be shrill
try to be disruptive
hell be slapped down
put in his place 
have his nose rubbed in it



wonder what hell name his bleeding ulcer

2114,  Twosday,  20  7. 21



pandemic among Americas unvaccinated 99 percent of recent deaths

it harkened him back to a time he was fortunate enough to live through 
                                                                                youll follow
Die, baby, die  genetics 
                         Watts not whats   hes hardpressed to have sympathy for stupid

 

he carried on about a beautiful dark woman a Jewess a professional – he didnt say what kind – he met her on-line
on a dating app
                 he didnt ask him which app although he did say from what he hearddigested she was direct

Oh man, yeah, her resume is amazing, like she wrote from an outline.

A resume is that what its called online

Perhaps not, I suppose, it’s what I call it, their statement, they address what they like or dislike, you know, what makes them tick, turns them on, turns them off.

Are they lengthy

Some are, however I prefer brevity, I’d assume brevity is prefe . .
. . Because ya prefer it

Yeah, come on; you like things that go on and on?

On an on ya understand that a woman is putting herself out there genuinely hoping yare not a clown shes tryin to define herself interest someone
                                   Whas that say about you
Just a thought

Yare brief 

I think I’ve struck a good balance. 


An the Jewess Shes obviously got chutzpah

Chutzpah?

Audacious

I know what chutzpah is.
                           And why do you say that?

By what youve related Sounds like her resume asya say  has bullet-points

No, there’s no bullet-points, it’s not bang bang bang.

Sounds bang bang

It isn’t.

Actually it sounds BAMBAM BAM

It’s not.

She sounds like a .44 Magnumlike she knows what she wants an aint a damn thing wrong with that

Well, she is direct.

As directdon take this wrong  as yare wishy-washy

Wishy-washy, are you kidding me?

Bro yawant everyone to like youya donwanna be swiped left  so yare breadcrumbing fear getting ghosted

You’re not on-lin . .
. . Never

Let me finish . .  you’re not on-line, why do you know the terminology?

Are you shitting me

No. I'd like to know.

Howbout I listen to you when you talk to me
                                                Ya might wanna read listen to what these women write Particular if yare matched

I am . .
. . Youve said

                    I just donwanna work that hard 


Mebbe save the money yare spending on these apps and go pro

Go pro?

Figure it outyare clever

1511,  Saturday,  17  7. 21
1121,  Twosday,  20  7. 21
Sparklehorse  It’s a Wonderful Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vKhVUhX6_M