Christ Fakers a lousy a slovenly choice to reprise Laurence Harveys role but he did spend nearly two unrecorded hours in private consultation with Putin prior to throwing America under the bus(Ken Kesey: You’re either on the bus or off the bus)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oc8LpuM5Bhs

1124,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  7. 18

when Rachel Maddow says Congress can hold hearings  shes referring to the Republican-majority House and Senate they can hold Congressional investigations(they choose not to) though  mebbe  Oligarch 101 came home with the seven Republican Senators and a single white female Republican Representative   

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/plenty-for-congress-to-do-if-it-wants-to-deal-with-trump-crisis-1279876163617?playlist=associated

1109,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  7. 18

he wasnt often tapped on the shoulder not atleast without the oral foreplaythe perfunctory Excuse me

it wasnt that he saw himselfhis person the physical space about him as sacrosanct  inviolate

Excuse me prior diminished his irritation the irritation of assumption as he would never touch anyone without Excusing himself first 

when people dont do as you do dont exhibit common courtesy reveal commonsense  it grated him 

intruded upon  typically  stiffly  he turned abruptly aroused  almostalmost with Yafuckinkiddinme in his mouth

to be fair

         he wore an apron that insisted he was workinghe was approachable he shouldnt expect the same respect asif he were another customer a common Joe

he turned 

she was nearly as tall as him

she was light as airwore a profound buoyance  bubbles  bubbles came to his mind as he laid eyes on her

Do you have something called simple sugar, simple syrup?

Simple syrup Sounds enticinghuh

                                 his irritation spilling out of him all over the concrete floor he made a mental note to be sure to clean it up so nobody slipped on it or walked through ittracked it into their carstheir homes spilt irritation its hard to get it out of thingstenacious animalspets go apeshit at its scent it creates disarray

Simple syrup. I suppose it does have a  verypleasant sound to it.

You can make it yourself

What?

Its along the same line of sugar water I feed my hummingbirdsthough not as rich dense  simple syrup is a one-to-one proposition a cup of sugar to a cup of water my hummingpigs get  like   between one-to-four one-to-three 

Hummingpigs?

A few years back I was making a gallon and a half a day to keep up with better than three dozen They were freakin enticing colour small lightning darting whirl of their wings their peepstheir violence Phenomenal Gluttons Hence my loving moniker hummingpigs 

Unfortunately Im down to sixeight refreshing four hangers a week not six hangers a day

I would have loved to see that.

Theyprobably would have loved to see you Though they might have gone after you for sips

Oh. You’re very sweet.

No Im not Though I get that a lot I should just say thank you 

Thank you

You’re welcome.

If youll follow me Ill show you the variety we have Though as Ive said you can make it yourself If you have the time One-to-one he smiled One-on-one The best odds for things to happen

following him up the aisle  I don’t know what to make of you.

casually  over his shoulder  Im a clerk  I do register and stock   

I mingle and have fun

I like our mingle.

I do too

So I can make it myself?

Yes

Could you show meMake it for me?

I could  I should tell you I thought of iridescent bubbles when I turned around to meet your tap at my shoulder and saw you

I should have said Excuse me, but I saw you from behind and I hoped what I saw from behind to match who I’d meet when you turned.

I am happy your sides match.

Im happy youre happy

I could be happier.

Awright Okay Lets take a leap Us making simple syrup together

Yes. Wouldn’t that be nice?

I think nice might be an understatement 

I was thinking a Whisky Sour. Or an Old Fashioned.

Simple syrup sour Muddled sugar Old Fashioned Scotch versus bourbon

Oh goodness, that's too complicated. I’m not complicated or a chemist.

Howbout this, I go buy a hummingbird feeder, I have a couple around my house that I don’t feed, I’ll pick up beer, and you come to my place when your off, show me how to make simple syrup for the birds.

Im not off til nine Ill bring the beer Then pizzabecause Ill be hungry

she smiled coyly I’d be happy to feed youYes. I’ll order a pizza

he wasnt usually partial to blondes though he loved bubbles

he really liked her quiet curves 

he liked the subtle buoyance of her breasts beneath her cornflower and ivory peasant top it accented her bright blue eyes her freckles and complexion

he had a pen and paper in his apron pocket

scribbling her address she gave him directions from the store to his ahems 

she wasnt far

Call me when you’re off and I’ll order the pizza so you can eat. We can eat. What do you like?

I like anchovies  And garlic

Oh that’s funny, I do too.

Twosday evening,  10  7. 18

1110,  Sunday,  15  7. 18

Senator John McCain

Senator John McCain

Thank you sir

I concur vehemently

“Today’s press conference in Helsinki was one of the most disgraceful performances by an American president in memory. The damage inflicted by President Trump’s naivete, egotism, false equivalence, and sympathy for autocrats is difficult to calculate. But it is clear that the summit in Helsinki was a tragic mistake.

“President Trump proved not only unable, but unwilling to stand up to Putin. He and Putin seemed to be speaking from the same script as the president made a conscious choice to defend a tyrant against the fair questions of a free press, and to grant Putin an uncontested platform to spew propaganda and lies to the world.

“It is tempting to describe the press conference as a pathetic rout — as an illustration of the perils of under-preparation and inexperience. But these were not the errant tweets of a novice politician. These were the deliberate choices of a president who seems determined to realize his delusions of a warm relationship with Putin’s regime without any regard for the true nature of his rule, his violent disregard for the sovereignty of his neighbors, his complicity in the slaughter of the Syrian people, his violation of international treaties, and his assault on democratic institutions throughout the world.

“Coming close on the heels of President Trump’s bombastic and erratic conduct towards our closest friends and allies in Brussels and Britain, today’s press conference marks a recent low point in the history of the American presidency. That the president was attended in Helsinki by a team of competent and patriotic advisers makes his blunders and capitulations all the more painful and inexplicable.

“No prior president has ever abased himself more abjectly before a tyrant. Not only did President Trump fail to speak the truth about an adversary; but speaking for America to the world, our president failed to defend all that makes us who we are — a republic of free people dedicated to the cause of liberty at home and abroad. American presidents must be the champions of that cause if it is to succeed. Americans are waiting and hoping for President Trump to embrace that sacred responsibility. One can only hope they are not waiting totally in vain.” 

1414, Monday,  16  7. 18

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/the-fix/wp/2018/07/16/disgraceful-and-tragic-john-mccains-excoriation-of-trump-on-russia-annotated/?utm_term=.e17976ac481d

https://www.bloomberg.com/view/articles/2018-07-16/trump-s-already-tainted-putin-helsinki-talks?utm_medium=email&utm_source=newsletter&utm_term=180716&utm_campaign=sharetheview

in light of Muellers latest indictment  twelve Russian government agents by name  in light of Fakers inability to call Putin an enemy  rather a competitor  and now his recent cockamamie remarks somebody ought to put a cock in his mouth and shut him up remarks to CBSs Jeff Glor 

                                            "I think we have a lot of foes. I think the European Union is a foe, what they do to us in trade. Now, you wouldn’t think of the European Union, but they’re a foe."

Fakers going to Hellsinki-in-a-handbasket to see if Putin will enter him in Yanukovych 2.0

akin to a recent visit of US Senators and a Representative for Oligarch 101

0929,  Sunday,  15  7. 18

https://www.msn.com/en-us/video/news/trump-calls-european-union-a-foe-ahead-of-putin-meeting/vi-AAA6BFw?ocid=mailsignout

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jACrmwTsi08  Is there anybody out there 

if youre really there and you really care  

I rarely use I

he was a juggler

                  as long as a third or fourth ball wasnt introduced into the mix  distracking himdisturbing his concentration

I had serious thoughtsdoubts  regarding his ability to concentrate 

what Id seen of it resembled a moth frantically fluttering around a bulb lighting a small halo in the night

I listen to the words that come out of his mouththe lies  and I know I have to pay attention to what he does rather than what he says

the times I take him at his word are particularly when he exercises his disgust  it rivals my disgust of him

I enjoyed when he argued he wasnt amoral  he was immoral  explaining that he thought outside the boxhe saw it necessary to twist the status quo drop being PC awful political correctness  cowardly we stand behind itwere too polite  things have long needed to be said bluntly  and if feelings are hurt that was understandable  but feelings shouldnt and cant limit an honest discussion (I hear disgustion)  being PC was unacceptable

things needed to be said unflinchingly  bravely

he was bravehe said

he was charismatic he said

maybe he doesnt understand that one doesnt say either about themselves 

they are conferred by others

I suppose he was just trying to save us some time

I can only speak to the way I see things an Gawd knows I dont limit my tether  I have a fast appreciation of fantasy the absurd the confusion the Inanimate sows

it served his purpose to be immoral 

it feeds his white rallies

however when things catch up with him and the faithful crowd size falters  hell get fussy 

and when the facts are pointed out to him hell argue that those who are against him are amoral  they are the FAKERs

what happened before is implacable

it is irrelevant to the present

(the past is a nice place to hide)

however I recognise that the present is a continuum from the knowable past and forward into an unknowablebut possible or probable future

we are unlike each other

                          and I should think he would be as revolted by me representing him as I am of him representing me as a American citizen in the worlds eye

last week,  July,  2018

1144,  Friday the Thirteenth,  2018

Cat Stevens  Where Do the Children Play  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPr_WQm0-UY

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Mary Jane

Christ he finallyfinally got around to the empty box of Mary Jane he tossed weeks ago up on top a stack of books hes been meaning to finish Roths The Plot Against AmericaGo Lindbergh! Halberstams The Fifties I Like Ike! Marlon James

A Brief History of Seven Killings Marley! and Todd Grimsons Brand New Cherry Flavor they all had bookmarks in themworrying his places  bookmarkers made by his daughters when they were little girls and also his granddaughters 

In 1914, 30 years after Charles H. Miller and his three sons founded their successful small business manufacturing & selling homemade candy. They began manufacturing Mary Janes.

hes quoting the back of the box off a significant colourful panel beside the panel is a pale white price sticker $2.25 thats affixed over the bar code the SKU number and thereby disabling NECCOs (gawddamn acronym New England Confectionary Company) suggested retail price some people an outfits dont take suggestions

he did enjoy Mary Jane  the molasses  the peanut butter  a tasty brilliant concoctionconfection

although what he never enjoyed what thereby became a sticky tipping point and why he rarely bought Mary Jane  and toowhat seemed over time a growing inaccessibility of Mary Jane(or perhaps discouraged he wasnt looking) he never enjoyed the struggle he had getting the thin waxedpaper wrapper off the candy it was unliketimes more difficult than talking the panties off a young woman  to be sure a collaborative effort  he wanted to eat them they wanted to be eaten

Mary Jane never gave him any encouragement

he was always spitting out bits and pieces of waxed wrappers

his daughters knew he liked the TASTE of Mary Janelike black licorice buttons Heide used to make  now discontinued apparently buttons dont make enough money Give me zippers or pullovers or give me death! no buttons no laces
no deft manual dexterity  

he never minded taking his sweet time

immediate gratification had waned long since

certain things are worth the waitworth their delicious delirious anticipation  he had waited on things he knew before they happened were never ever going to happen again

delirious

knowing he liked the taste of Mary Jane his daughters kept their eyes peeled to treat him unexpectedly

they were very good to him in this manner  and so somany other matters

he was always grateful for their thoughtfulness

they always treated him better than he treated himself but he knew himself better than they did

his youngest surprised him with Mary Jane  both

he took Mary Jane home with him and while watching Takashi Miikes surreal Gozu he opened it 

Net Wt box 3.5oz (99.2g)

under Nutrition Facts  Serv Size 6 pieces (48g)

simple math

12 pieces

$2.25 divided by 12 equals 18.75 (there isnt a cents symbol on the keyboard prejudiced fucking thing that it is  Machine says Do as I say. he was oldfashioned he liked people trying to tell him what to do Tyranny!) by 12 equals rounded up 19cents a piece

        his timehis labor collectively would drive the 19cents a piece gift substantially higher

                                                                                                  substantially

and that didnt even take into accountcover the spitted waxedpaper fiber – mebbe  though he also didnt eat floss

whining -- yeshe whined – he telephoned his daughter to tell her she didnt have tothough he keenly appreciated her thoughtfulness treat him in the future

she laughed wholeheartedly a big belly laugh Treat you?! I know the waxed paper drives you nuts! I’d pay a dollar a piece for Mary Janes for the anxiety they cause you. Waste not, want not. Who taught me that, sweet father of mine?

You bitch

Your baby bitchmy sister was in on it too. God how we laughed.

out of the mouth of babes

occurred to me Sunday Monday First or Second of July, 2018

1417, Saturday, 14  7. 18

Are those plates the plates you use to feed the outside cats, grampa?

Yes they are  Youre very observant baby    Why

Well . . . you’re feeding us off the same plates.

I am  Ive been eatin off the same plates since bigfoot first shook a leg better than five years ago  

Do you have an issue eating off the same plates as the cats

Aren’t they dirty?

The plates

Yes. You’re feeding the cats off the plates then you’re putting our food on them and feeding us.

You prefer not to eat off those plates

Well . . . the cats ate off them.

So youre better than a cat so I understand

I didn’t say that.

This is your opportunity What are you saying

They’re cats.

Yes They are cats

They’re cats, they should have their own bowls; our dog has her own bowl.

How nice I dont align plates and bowls or distinguish between theirs and minetheres little distinct for me between their animalism and minetheir hunger and mine  We gotta eatit aint like Im pulling the plate out from under their mouths then putting our food on them  I do wash the dishes

You do.

Observant  I do

But the cats ate off them.

And I eat off themand if guests visit they eat off them 

Are you better than a catit seems you think you are

I meanthey should have their own bowls or plates, is what I mean.

They dothey eat off the plates I eat off of

Sorry I shouldnt end a sentence with a preposition

What?

Nevermind  Youre only eightIm sure youll get into sentence structure laterI hope youll get into structuring later  Do you practice handwriting at school on lined paper  primer paper

Huh?

Not everything you do is on the computer is itYour identity

I don’t understand, grampa.

You have interaction between other studentsyou  for lack of a better wordnot that theres a better word  compete  against your classmates in real timeFlash cards  Arithmetic  Addition SubtractionI dont imagine at eight youre into multiplication and division  Spelling Bees

I don’t know what you’re talking about, grampa. We have computers at school and I do my homework on a laptop at home.

You have a laptopJaysus

We get them through the school. We have to be very careful with them. They are our responsibility.

At last  responsibility 

However none of this effaces  erasesya understand

I understand what erase means.

Good

However none of this effaces your evident concern of eating off plates cats eat off of

I think theyre dirty.

Despite me washing themwhats the difference between cats eating off a plate and a homeless person I may have invited into have a bite to eatyour great grandma used to feed men vets who were hungry and who did a little workcut a lawn for a meal

Those were people though.

Street people  Susceptible to disease or illness off the streetfrom out of doors  No real difference between them and feral cats  is there 

Lemme put it to you this way  Were all animals  I dont make distinction between us  You

I suppose I do.

I suppose then you suppose youre better than an animal  And if you think youre better than an animal youll think youre better than another person  then other people   When youre not  That thinking only leads to terrible troubles whenever its been assumed 

Are you hungry this evening

I am. I’m looking forward to dinner.

Dinner will be served on plates that my feral cats have eaten off for at least five years

Still hungry

afternoon, Reggae Friday,  6  7. 18

1406,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  11  7. 18

https://blog.oxforddictionaries.com/2011/11/28/grammar-myths-prepositions/

under a barrage of Germanhe couldnt make heads or tails of  subtitles didnt run in his eyes  he went down successive turns of steelclattered steps deeper and deeper into the earths guts  he was hurried compelled by hornshaped speakers in sharp concreteshaped corners  despite rushing it occurred to him that he was impressed that architects devised these subterranean levels impressed that mechanical shovels worked their way excavated untold truckloads of dirt from hundreds of feet beneath the earths surface and did so  apparently  without public eyes worrying their progress  which meantperhaps the populace the taxpayers had no idea of the depth of their investment nor that they personally would never gain interest and should some time demand they would also be deprived of its access as it would be politicians who decided who would have access to these unknown depths  who was worthwhile  or rather no one was more worthwhile than the politicians

then the steps ran out

air was forced down into these spaces through ventilators that groaned as they chilled or heated 

the hallways he saw werent deep doors were few

he imagined that where he stood was at the blunted apex of an inverted pyramid 

how else did the shovels escape

the German didnt cease its command when he bottomed out so he went left down the solitary hallway to a steel and riveted door

he peered through its small glass chickenwired portal before trying to open it

through the glass the room beyond was coloured amber over fatcreamcoloured blocks  which had to be a façade  they werent structural  they were too eleganttoo ornamental  he looked into either a crypt or a sacristy  he was terribly irritated that he conceived it a crypt first before a sacristy  not that either appealed to him  rather that a sacristy left him a little room for hope 

he marveled at the wall he faced  it was marbled and illuminated with tender hues stripes of yellows scarlets greens  an unexpected sunlight pumped in like the forced air  down shafts  sunset   off mirrors

                                                                                              reminding him of an old girlfriends apartment Chicago over a warehouse who aligned the long stairway up to her place with mirrors that fed whomevers face was at the paneglass door through her gaping front door through the livingroom and diningroom and into her bedroom off them  she could be fucking himriding him with abandon  the doorbell rang  she could glance left and see who was at her door downstairs 

she dismounted him only once 

on his boithday

she had a friend who wanted to tagteam him with her  what better time than his boithdayhuh 

an insatiable friend who gamely took whatever he wanted to give her  

a German girl

               who really  reallyresponded  to German

he summonsed a passable accent  a harshduh devolved guttural accent his impersonation of Hitler where else does one dip that got her right between the eyes  ah maybenot her eyes  she caught him buying some time for his weary tongue deftlyvigorously fingering her while singinghumming an inarticulate thick Edelweiss that he snatched from a virginal Julie Andrews The Sound of Music queerhuh  which obviously  obliviously  he memorised for this one moment in time

she squirted 

she caught him right between the eyes 

that was the first time he learned a woman could cum like that 

Blew. His. Mind.

sidetracked

the dream left him standing at the door  looking in fumbling with no hope  hope   dazzled by an underground sunset

0101 text to self, Day-between-Two-Ts, 11  7. 18, relating to a dream earlier Twosday morning,  10  7. 18

0112, Thursday,  12  7. 18

1428, Thursday,  12  7. 18

Edelweiss  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=93GjpTi3Lo4