20.6.18




US quits ‘’biased” UN Human Rights Councilwhere does the administration get off calling anyone or thing biased  they wrote the book for biased and worse    

Ambassador Haley declared the Council QUOTE a cesspool of political bias UNQUOTE  it seems in order to assess anothers bias there must be a familiarity with a cesspool of their own  and if somebody didnt put those words in her mouth she ought to have her mouth grinded and washed out with a bar of Fels-Naptha laundry soap
then deny her a dose of SUPERSTRENGTH Listerine to cleanse her palate

shed need it
              pot calling the kettle black

since when has this FAKE PRESIDENTs administration ever been concerned with human rights First Peoples rights Black Lives Womens rights and certainly not in regards to migrants and refugees 

human rights wasnt a subject of discussion with North Koreatoo busy discussing nuclear disarmament they said too busy stroking each others cock I suspect    

human rights isnt a subject of discussion with China Russia the Philippines Turkey
and ohChristplease cite an anti-Israeli bias
bias towards an apartheid government
its treatment of Gaza
Palestinians gunned down for throwing rocks and rolling burning tires 

how many dead Israeli soldiers in that brutal exchange



the wheels on the bus go round and round round and round round and round

but this bus is running on flats  

no hands on the steering wheel


2357,  Twosday,  19  6. 18
1307,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20 6. 18
945 days remaining or fewer

Rovian: “. . . when we act, we create our own reality. And while you’re studying that reality – judiciously, as you will – we’ll act again, creating other new realities, which you can study too, . . . We’re history’s actors . . . and you, all of you (except those who are at our teat, our ardent LOYAL followers), will be left to just study what we do.”


Americas FAKE PRESIDENT says he will sign a “Pre-Emptive” order to preempt the orderthe policy he wished enforced to separate families at the border as a deterrent Zero Tolerance curiously that describes my tolerance towards him  RESIST
  

1051,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  6. 18

19.6.18



a loop keeps reoccurring reoccurring to himnot days apart 

its been weeks since it first seemed to him  his memory haunting himnot caring to be denied or ignored  residual  toxic and benign he could scrub it until he scrubbed himself raw but it wasnt going awayrelenting
he was stained

it stayed


lazy and greedy occurred to him at once  unseparated

greedy  

lazy
      a maniacal loop fixed end on end a fabric fixed with fast stitch not fixedcorrected  permanently fixed

lazy and greedylazy and greedy  two silveredmirrors set across from each other multiplying their overlayed image into infinity perhaps  if he could look deeply into their repeated face atomised

if laziness is astute he thought it a natural attribute of the lazy they learn and understand when and where they can siphon from others  the others are either unaware or indulgent or aware but too committed to the matter at hand to be distracted by the fray of indolencetheir minor irritation  

however a parasite doesnt go unnoticed
                                          while not attended to during the heat of the matter at the appropriate time the tickthe leech are either backed out a smouldering match held to their posterior or gently wishing though not to be gentle gently sliding a fingernail beneath their anterior sucker pushing it aside rather than pulling on it to minimise the damage their teeth could inflict exacerbating the wound

infection is unwanted


it seemed he couldnt tolerate as others might the unending tumble of greed and laziness 

he understood they were attributes inherent to human animals he did but lacking tolerance he consistently positioned himself to work separate of his workmates which his workmates didnt minded because none wanted to work as hard as he didthey couldnt keep up he exhausted them however it wasnt because they were either lazy or greedy  among them a few were he realised long ago that by his equation he wouldnt have to contend with that few
he left them far afield

inert dust and hubris in their teeth 


he didnt look back


1600ish,  Thursday,  14  6. 18
1103,  Monday,  18  6. 18


FAKE PRESIDENT  Mr “I Alone Can Fix It” can’t; so he is blaming Democrats: “Their obstructionthey’re really obstructionists, and they are obstructing.” 

casting pearls before swine aint he . . careful “ . . lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces.”  Matthew 7:6  


“What’s happening (on his Watch) is so sad, is so sad.”


1349,  Twosday,  19  6. 18

18.6.18



her clear blue eyes shining  she asked him very sincerely Promise me you’ll be vigilant.

her remark came out of the deep deep bluedid she know something he didntwasnt he usually the vigilant onethe one who protected herwhich every man ought to understand is their obligationresponsibility to protect their partnertheir woman from harmnot sexistnot brutish  humane  though unfortunately while they were separate she had been assaulted assaulted by men who somehow determined she acted she was too good for them so they punished her for their perceived affront

he eventually caught up with tworeturning to the scene of the crime as it were  she pointed them out  cant beat the predictability of the human animalthe lesser the intellect or reason the better chance they couldnt resist the magnetic pull of seeing their offence again upclose  as if shed forget their rat faces their postures their swarmy carriage bent by the weight of some fantastic world of their creation carried on their shoulders  stooped   no confidence    cowards

unfortunately he couldnt provoke either

maybe his words were too bigtoo evolved for their small brains

he was a good fisherman 

he just couldnt jig or cajole them to raise and take the bait

its difficult to let brutal go


cowards
          if they want to beat on unsuspecting women they were lionsthey had the advantage  but placed inside the frame of a fair fightnot really his adrenaline was stoked so high he tasted it  it was wicked intoxicating  a high he coveted

its difficult to step away from

but ultimately responsible for his actions  unless they threw the first punch to enable his defence he wouldnt strike first

no matter the delicious violence that would ensue

maybe if he lost more oftenlost more than he won he wouldnt have this heightened perception and lustit was lust 

his sexual lust and violent lust were on par

either  no matter sufficed


some people covet tattoos

he coveted scars

they werent convenient

yet their permanenceetched in his flesh were utterly unforgettable

he was sure someone didnt forget why they were tattooed 

though he wasnt sure exactly they could say what they paidwhat the artists name waswhat the circumstances were that led to the violence of the needle puncturesthe coloured inks

painful over thin skinover bone

not as painful as when someone chickened out and grabbed up something alienused something other than their fists or knees elbows or feet and disarming them  and disregarding the temptation to brutalise them with the tool they grasped he invariably punished them more than he initially intended only adding a singular stripe more 

he didnt kill them for their indiscretion

which isnt to say he wasnt tempted Fifth Dimension One Less Bell to Answer


You’ll be vigilant?

Yesbaby Ill be vigilant I promise

she smiledshe was relieved  Thank you. I love you so very much.


1919,  Sunday,  17  6. 18
1418,  Monday,  18  6. 18



the FAKE PRESIDENTthe wannabe dictator  wants a Space Force 

all he could assume was a Force to secure the vast empty Space inside the PHONY PRESIDENTS skull  for he needed all the help he could get despite that the Military wasnt hiswasnt assigned to him  though the PHONY thought there was nothing in the country more important or necessary or critical than him

1453,  Monday,  18  6. 18  

17.6.18



SUPERDUTY awbullshit wanna give me a fucking break
                                                   these humongous pristine pickup trucks nah  aint getting you a pickup fawning – or -- maybe women are more stupid than he thought

they aint doing SUPERDUTY with that truck
                                               as a matter of fact the drivers of these pretty SUPERDUTY trucks hide their tailgates  they back up into parking spaces and in the meanwhile everyone trying to negotiate parking has to wait on them ineptly inelegantly manoeuvring their hackneyed jockeying their back an forth back an forth trying to park in slips between those white lines painted on the pavement  an between the size of their sideview mirrorsthe size of dressing mirrors usually hung on walls an their widewidewide rearview mirrors  backup cameras too probably  they ought to be able to glide right in

ought to
         ought to because theyre SUPERDUTY

anything SUPER is supposed to be superlative right
                                                      he hated that right the lilt in ones voice speech right suggestingassuming you agree without offering your twocents he could do without right  grated on him like 40-grit sandpaperlike sharkskin on his naked thighs when he tunafished in his twenties a thousand miles off the coast of Perupossibly Chile if he knew where exactly his Portuguese boatmates would have lost him at sea  men at sea disappear all the time everyone aboard agrees he went missing bad seas  keep it simple stupid   youre gone  an thats a fact


SUPERDUTY
            unfactual


1610,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  6. 18
1832,  Sunday,  17  6. 18


FAKE PRESIDENT on Father’s Day declares the Press “Enemy of the People”  

                                                              of course those People are his People not our People

1853,  Sunday,  17  6. 18

15.6.18


approaching her from behindheading up to the counter at the storefront he watched her raise her hand to her mouthher head going back and hold that pose for several seconds
quivering a bit
                Y  A  W  N

Nono no you just didnt yawn he said coming around in front of her

her eyes still sparkling with yawns tearsputting her hand over her mouth I did.

You gonna take that with you

Whatexcuse me?

The yawn big yawn are you gonna take it with youya cant leave it hereya leave it here Im gonna have people walking into it and suddenly theyll be yawningsuddenly Ohman I tired all of a sudden

she laughed

he kept a straight face pokerface

she broke off her laugh  You’re serious.

I am That yawnits emanation could possibly break their spirit they might pull back on their evening their plans suddenly overcomesuddenly tiredsuddenly taken down a peg their momentum broke

And all of it due to your  enormous  errant  yawn


You’re making me feel bad.

Well lemme ask ya  What are you doing this evening

Me?

You

Well, truth be known, I had plans but I decided to call them off. I’m tired this evening.

Youre tired this evening

I am. I made the plans earlier. I just don’t feel up to them tonight.


The Y A W N your yawn yagotta take it with you  Leave it here youll doom others to your nocturnal dysplasia your disarrangement  derangement 

See


This is crazy.

No Not crazyIve seen it before Though before I didnt cautiondidnt ask people to take their yawn withem when they left  But Im asking you

Please he was beginning to feel like he was begging please take your yawn with you

she didnt hear him
she was in the middle of another yawn . . A  A  A  W   W Nnnnall tonsils tongue and teeth  bright tears What? Excuse me. I didn’t hear you.


You have to take both your yawns with youplease otherwise youll be dooming my future customers its Friday night forcryinoutloud youll kill date nights delay romances cause undue whoknows kinds of suffering 

The webs we weave


she paid gathered up her package wordlessly avoiding his imploring eyes  Well

Well?  I don’t know how to do that.

Howbout when you get to the door stand there a moment and then yell IM GOING NOW YOU BETTER FOLLOW ME  GET ALONG NOW please

Thank you for shopping with us today

Hmmhmm.

the next customer in line stepped up and set their items on the counter  Happy Reggae Friday he said

Thank you, Hap . .
. . I’M GOING NOW YOU BEST FOLLOW ME . . .

Lots of eyes went up to the doorway where the woman stood then eyes looked back into the shop to see who might be hurrying to her voice

they didnt see anyone coming forward


of course not

yawns are only seen when theyre emitted


1859,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  6. 18                                                                                        1621,  Reggae Friday,  15  5. 18

14.6.18




OhWow  Christ he hadnt seen a trailer of such inspired nonsense since the big screens Intermission of Rodriguez and Tarantinos Grindhouse although Machete was realised

1440 text and 1551,  Thursday,  14  6. 18


Awchrist no he sighed as he drifted up behind a Lexis SUV  he couldnt unsee it and seeing it the two would be at it 
IM DRIVING he growled
That say what I’m reading.
Easy  Im driving  I dont want trouble
Yes.  And she’s right, right as rain.
      
You might want to shaddup.

She’s proud, and she has every right to be proud, her man won, may the best man win, and there was no doubt he’d win because she wasn’t a man, no matter how hard she tried to act she was. I’m not even sure she’s a woman. But my man’s, indisputably, a man.

I’ll concede that, he thinks with his dick. He thinks his tie is subtle, a quiet suggestion of his manhood, I’d like to hang that piece of shit with it . .
. . Whoawhoa  WHOA Man Im driving

Asshole. He's driving. And you, you’re always first to be derogatory.

Derogatory? Regarding your poor excuse of a man? Damn right, he incenses me. A real man doesn’t cheat on hisready  wives. He’s entitled. He’s spoiledhe’s stupid. He’s fat.

the red light lingered

the white Lexis was impatiently tapping her brake her tail lights went RED opaque RED opaque RED opaREDopRED

Jesus Christquit with the brakes your bumper sticker isnt bad enough

I like it.

It’s shit. She’s shit.

Hey

A woman backing Trump? That isn’t a woman. That’s a turd.

How dar . .
. . QUIET  Both of you nowQuiet 

You’re on my side.

You are, you two are always ganging up on me. 
I didnt take a side here I just pulled up behind it

It is not an it. It’s a Lexis. The driver is a woman, who you ought to respect because you don’t know her from Adam. She’s a perfect stranger to you. Yet you have animus for her . .
. . I do  Admittedly  I have animus for everyone an anyone who saw Trump was fit to lead this nationfit to be Americas face around the world

He’s a liar. He’s immoral. He’s racist . .
. . He believes as I believe . .
. . Quiet Please

the light turned green and the bumper sticker pulled away from him

I’m a Trump Girl sticker rolled away and diminished in size

if it wasnt for the traffic behind him he would have been content to let the Lexis roll out of sight

as he came off his stop gently on the gasAhshit  shes going onto the highway

We’re going to have to sit behind her again.
Shaddup
I don’t mind waiting behind her. Maybe you two will finally get the message; you lost, he won, we won.

I hate ithate it that I gotta sit in between you two


he didnt have a better angel

he had a conscience

his conscience sat on either shoulder


You’re thinking about us again.

He’s confiding in us.

He isn’t confiding, we know what he’s thinking, Raqid . .
. . Would you quit with that?!

Gets your goat, doesn’t it, Raqid? Upsets your Trumpian mindset. Gee, did I say mind?  No   Upsets the Trumpish reptilian brain, racially hardwired; It ain’t right if it ain’t white . .
. . Shaddup! 

What are you doing here anyways? You’re diametrically opposed to everything we stand for, believe in.

STOP  Please   Stop Yourethe two of you are baked in the cake  Evidently Im genetically predisposed to try hard to understandweigh out both sides of an argument

You should have been in debate in high school.

I was in sports

Idiots. There’s nothing to debate. He’s a visionary. You can’t possibly understand a visionary.

A visionary?  I could buy into a voyeur. A voyeur watching whores, Russian whores are the best in the world, urinate on each other . .
. . Not true. Not true. A lie.

We dont know . .
. . He says it’s a lie. But he’s an inherent liar. 

Lets chalk it up to innuendo for the time beingWhat am I doing in this conversation

You’re talking to yourself.

Finally. Light’s changed. You can let Trump’s girl get lost in the traffic ahead of you.

Talking about lost Whats with Raqid

And now you?

Not now me  Im ignorant  What is Raqid or what does it meanyou mean

Would you like to take this, Raqid? I’d be Atid.

The devil . .
. . No. The Muslim scribe or angel, let’s keep to scribe though, who records all your bad deeds . .
. . Your blasphemies . .
. . Man, you’re a pain in the ass. You have to have religion to be a blasphemer. He doesn’t. You know that. Just poking around with a pointed stick trying to get a rise . .
. . Not that citing aspects of the Muslim faith isn’t poking with a stick?

You can’t help yourself can you Raqid?  How Trumpian, racist, a nonbeliever against a religion because it plays well to his base. Raqid here records your good deeds. A tally system if you would, sorted out when you died and went to Heaven; but you’re not going.

No Im going up in smoke  Ashes to ashes dust to dust

Muslims are bad.

Christians are bad.


Nothing?

You see the White House’s video for the summit with Kim Jong Un?

Truly visionary.



evidently Atidthats what he called himselfAtid  was having the last word

he was pulling up at work parking the car going to entertain himself with stocking merchandise and harassing customers 

naively they think hes a cashier

nope  gatekeeper

dont entertain him an they aint walking out door with their booze

1622,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  6. 18
1114,  Thursday,  14  6. 18

13.6.18

wrioting



                     disillusionment

                                                                                                                                                                                   delusion
disillusionment
he knew it was  he knew it was as he wokehis eyes blurry  woke  and  watched  the texturing on the wall at his feet melt  go flaccid without blemish  serenely flat    hardmirror flat
                                                              the sunlight falling on it moments beforerevealing its blemishes now glances and reflects and sees itself on the wall adjacent at his right painting a concise rainbowribboned arc as if it were revealed through a prism

he knew that was disillusionment
                                   for yet in a hypnagogic phase or fashion he rightly knew that the driedmud smeared on plasterboard for texture beneath the paint could not melt like bits of congealed butter  he knew that he willed it he smoothed it with his mind and willingly saw it 

he did not actually see it


had he seen it


he would have deluded himself
                              and his reasoning was too acutetoo raw to ever actually see something that was not there



his roommateshis ghosts were there
                                   their breaths on the back of his neckon his facemaking him flinch like a babehis name said audiolised perhaps kin to idolised idol-eyed idolatry giveidleatry they made him giddyspooks can do that  and just when sex was thought primeval to males giddy their goofy fuckfaces declaring Im cummin!  a spookll do that
a suckubus  an incubutt theyll make you put chewed gum where you wouldnt chew it again

they were his frenetic reality
                            not frantick disillusionment
not Somewhere Over the Rainbow delusion coloured Oz blackandwhite Kansas tapping rubyred slipperheels together Theres no place like home Theres no place like home Theres no place like home
delusion

one worked hard to delude themselves aint talking psychoticbreaks like windows psychicslips on ice or bananapeels


the first time he saw The Wizard of Oz he didnt see the coloured OZ until he shared the movie with his daughters in the 80s Awcomon  The tornado would have eaten her alive
SHUSH! Watch the movie.


he relished the righteous apple trees nobody touched his fruit unless he wanted them to
   

lazy 1000ish in bed,  Sunday,  10  6. 18
1212,  Monday,  11  6. 18