for a cannibal appleseed was being mighty fuckin generous sharing her bathroom
first she allowed a corner at the ceiling to bugs(who committed suicide in the shower) who within a month was replaced by spud
and now in the third corner outside the shower diagonally across and as far away as possible from appleseed huddles x wafting on woven spidersilk invisible to his eye
NOW dimwit
NOW lugnut
he was feeling like Santa Claus on Christmas Eve
dimwit and lugnut precariously took up the same corner inside the shower on invisible skeins like x
they are wee spiders very wee
he didnt see an eggsac to contribute them to appleseed though through 2016 he wasnt one to seereally see much of anything
that appleseed was large helped and sheby her presence aided him throughout whatever it was that ailed and besieged hima rheumatologist said rheumatoid arthritis RA(thats a sun god! a falcon-headed god glitzed with a sun disk atop his head wrapped inside a cobrahed have grooved on that!)a latter internist said she wasnt a rheumatologist but reading his labs she wasnt convinced he hit the threshold she understood RA to covet(muthafucker! he was cool with covetingwhich without would have meant there never would have been soap operas that metastisised into reality TV(he wouldnt waste his time implying that TV could ever be elevated to the quality of his youths four-channel sign-off-at-night television))
yes appleseed aided by his cat indie indies outdoor brother-by-another-mother bigfoot they got him through the unidentifiable horseshit and pain
arachnids and cats a grove of apricot saplings okore an oak sprout
ayo a white sage sihu an orange tree okchako–itti a blue spruce skinny no fuckin idea NFI what kind of tree she isshe started growing in an untenable spot and he transplanted her maryjane another transplanted shrub of some sortNFI shes squat got a big ass tormented by gophers refuses to roll over all much like him
these earthlings who others may dismiss helped him plait and wind his way back from a painful infirmity an infirmity that forced him to chase his girlfriend and family away to battle it
he couldnt withstand their invasion and its
he had neither the time nor patience to acquiesce to their compassion
he had neither the time nor patience to acquiesce to their compassion
looking on his wordsthe sentence they appeared rude
he wasnt apologising
selfishly he had no room in his life then for anything other than his battle and his inarticulate cohorts who held him in their sublime elemental reign
he wasnt going to explain
their feelings werent his concern
he said he was being selfish
selfish has only room for one
1738, Saturday, 6 5. 17
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19 5. 17
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days remaining or LESS Russian buhbye
