she left

she left him a note

he didnt read it

its laying on the floor beside the bed where it fell when he climbed in to go to sleep

he didnt need to read it

he didnt want to know her reasons her excuses

she was gone

actions speak louder than words

words didnt matter

she was gone

2125,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

2329,  Day-between-Two-Ts

Marvin Gaye  Let's Get It On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6QZn9xiuOE

Elyse3

Dammit off the top of his head he couldnt remember 1 or 2  someconfidence 1 was   Nah noconfidence   he didntcouldnt remember

                         itd come to him if he called it   eventually 

Elyse3

        she had to godidnt have time to elaboratetold him he was being held up for his sensuous temperament

Held up

Example.

Who

No idea, he was texting someone, needed help spelling temperament.

Where was I

Took a phone call.

My daughter

At the bar?

Yeah

Then yes. Sorry, I gotta go, wanted to keep you apprised. she hugged him and left

left him holding a bag sensuous temperament   worse things to be called but he thought itd be said to him first before heading out into the ether

he remembered him calling him a positive deviant positive deviance was more like it  sensuous temperament must be reading another selfhelp bookflipping through an on-line article 9 Simple Things That She’ll Find Sexy he was sitting apart feverishly tapping the keys of his iPhone

he walked over tapped him on the shoulder as he passed behind him 

                                                                         Im off catchup with ya later 

he didnt lookup Gotta go?

Gotta go

Later man.

a cellphone is better than blinders myopic magnified   ignorance bliss

walkinbout halfway home he whistled then blustered Here Elyse1 comere girl   Comere began pondering 

                                                                                                                  eventually

1511,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1431,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

    sensory

              all circuits sprung gaping 

sensuallyelectric 

                  simmering seething

sensuous

Ive a sensuous temperament

I don’t know what that is?

erogenous

   erotic eerilyerotic

      seams busting circuits searedscreaming at the top of their lungs

                                                                                                           Breathe

Yamay have forgotten  Have you forgotten

Forgotten? I don’t think one forgets what they didn’t havemay not have had.

When you were a little boy

Little boys aren’t sensu . .

. . They certainly are

Then let me sayyou'll let me say . . . I wasn’t.

Do you think sensuality is a slight  mars   masculinity

I’m saying I wasn’t.

 

  Pity

            evidently he didnt lay on freshcut grass in the sunshine play in a pile of raked autumn leaves skinnydip in a lake swimming pool river climb a tall tree eat cold slices of watermelon on a hot blue day gaze at clouds smile at their inhabitants  nap outdoors   look up a pretty girls skirt

1426,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

0915,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

Marvin Gaye  Right On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XTCqgk7bfkc 

kid

Yareally wanna follow my lead

Yathink I cant keep up

I didnt ask tha did I

You counsel or something

You know better than tha

I do me mine ours  wes know better

Im cool yawanna voyage with me happy to have company 

                                                              Once we head out keep the mouth shut I have a hard time telling youse apart so Ive no idea if youve been along before

Ive not

I appreciate tha thanks for saying so

Yah

Any idea how this works

Ifya know I shoud

How long ya been around

I don know

             Shoudnt you know

Ive not seen your number gathered in one place at one time lots come an go as I understand a pretty furtive lot more likely I catchya out the corner of my eye can discriminate one or several but nothing beyond ifa crowd gathers But yare correct majority knows if I know Also gotta spose if its interests them

                                                                             I aint always innarestin

Well let the chips fall where they may

I like ya kid

Obviously I like you Daddio

Awright  Lets go 

                     Sensuous 

Sensuous

Take it in Yaneednt repeat

Right

Sexual tension

Sensual tension

Consensual

Cuntsensual

Carnal

Fleshy

Unchaste

Lewd

Say

Yah

You smell pussy on my face

Ya smell cum on my breath

thabrought a huge grin cross his face  Yare awright kid yare awright  ya follow

moving out of the corner of his eye the kid smiled real big

suntime,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1354,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

You got to be kidding me. his overt surprise alarm pressed credulity   but he raised sons

he raised daughters Why woud I kid you My daughters were born oldtheir tablets scribbled all over

Tablets? he kept this up he might pop a testicle

  Yes  Yaknow tabula rasa

bugeyed

Yaknow yah

  I gotta think, I’m having a hard time thinking given your assert . .

. . Fact Not an assertion

I would define it as an assert . . 

. . Not yours to define  not someone who times has trouble finding his ass with both hands

You going to keep talking over . .

. . When ya don know whayare talkingbout yes

                                                   You didnt have to match wits with your boys My girlstheir mother sharp cookies take it as gospel Don question me or think otherwise My girls were are spooky smart anwhy I say they raised me

A fullgrown man?

We aint never fullgrown not ever ya yahoo

                                              An quit with the raised voice yare gonna hurt yourself if yaint careful

You might have something there.

  I do

       Take my word for it

ChaCha.

Yes ChaCha

Our Polish ChaCha, aunt . .

. . My little girl yes

You’re convinced . . calling ChaCha cognizant at four years old?

She tested off the charts before starting school The district wanted to know what preschool she attended how long

Boys went to preschool.

How did they test

Average, they’re average boys, girls always test well young.

ChaCha was superiorshe was cognizant

So you say, did you tout the preschool you sent her to?

She didnt go

             She had her mother her big sister and me teaching her She was reading primers before she went to kindergarten her library almost as big as her sisters

They were three years apart?

Yes Big sister adored her little sister because she was never a little sister

                                                                             Cognizant at four  Had to be fortunate and terrible at once  But her Maw and I never babytalked either girlHELL ChaCha was verging on creating her own language that only she and her sister knew Bugged the shit out of us We made her sister leave the room to force ChaCha to communicate with us

                                  Thawas a trip Kid was a bit walleyed too Outgrew it I figured it helped her see more of the worldsee it differently than we were  She was on fire

You understand your boys made it easy on you

Yeah.  I can’t say today they’re cognizant, or more than me.

  Oh Shit

          My sympathies

suntime,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1239,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

 

  Alice 

he knew her tangentially  he referred to it as tangentlyloved playing around with the language that incensed her not really friends but farmore than acquaintances 

their incommon acerbically they saw eye to eye on more things than they didnt

their cool difference humourously Alice did not appreciate that when they met he hummed Elton Johns All the Young Girls Love Alice   

                  she had not heard the song before

he introduced her 

she sneered

Stop Alice you were the girls Gym teacher for years . .

. . PE, Physical Education instructor!

Gym

Someone had to do it . .

. . Anya got fingered

                      he said it as a matter of fact straightfaced 

she eyeballed him like a hawk

he smirked

You’re not funny.

Was tha funnyI think not

                               then the laughter blew out of him

she wasnt a stick in the mud though she laughed too

                                                           Fingered . .

. . Thaswha I said . .

. . You are vile. she mirrored his smirk which looked absolutely fantastic on her . .

. . Vile Who the hell has vile as party to their vocabulary

  Me.  I was also an English teacher.

I read your college transcripts English secondmost not referred then as a minor your degree was in Home Economics Home EC

            Then a librarian                                                          

The librarian, the only high school librarian for years, had to really take my game up a notch.

Which you did an excelled

she smiled

their stringent unbreakable commonality Literacy  Books

they were terribly disappointed how reading had fallen off better than half the countrys adults were unable to read at a sixth grade level

We’re doomed.  Alice sighed

Im doomed Ill be here longer than you Youre days were generouslyfor the most part  in the sun

                                                                                                      Ill have to watch it set

You're always so damn frank, Joe.

You know wha I meanunderstand me Id prefer you at my shoulder throwing a long shadow with me

That you’ll be throwing it with a book in your hand makes me smile.

her smile was odd broken  muscular dystrophy affectstwists more than the body

nonetheless he loved it  like a precious duck with a broken bill and came fast to her face when she was tickled

it always made him smile an laugh

You’re laughing at me.

Yes Your smile is priceless

Alice took it with her

she broke his heart when she died as they joked she would

0057,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

0950,  Day-between-Two-Ts

Elton John  All the Young Girls Love Alice  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQBoetp2GRQ 

Literacy  https://www.forbes.com/sites/michaeltnietzel/2020/09/09/low-literacy-levels-among-us-adults-could-be-costing-the-economy-22-trillion-a-year/?sh=60ee79dd4c90 

Alices Celebration of Life last night

   Sso  the Secret Service SS insisst that despite four attempts by the OIG one week prior to SSs devise-replacement program to begin twentyfour agents were allowed their own discretion whether to save or delete texts prior to and including January6

he couldnt help but wonder if SS agents didnt assisst in trundlingpacking TOP SECRET files that the former fled to Mar-a-Lago with and had to be retrieved by the National Archives – another violation of the law

these twentyfour agents ought to be placed on unpaid administrative leave to determine their intent

if they are found untrustworthy

let them find work elsewhere outside of government

one doesnt get to sscrew the pooch then stick around with the ssmell of the act hanging on permeating them

2029,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

1141,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11029413/National-Archives-asks-Secret-Service-probe-deleted-texts.html

https://www.coloradopolitics.com/secret-service-provided-just-one-text-message-after-request-for-month-s-worth/article_f711558e-ba5f-5075-8542-7df3da27a0df.html 

https://www.npr.org/2022/02/11/1080049326/top-secret-documents-are-recovered-from-trumps-mar-a-lago-residence

Out of the Dodger blue huh

You might say.

  I did

           When was the last time you talked with Elle Dodger blue panties . .

. . I wish you wouldn’t refer to her by tha . .

. . Moniker 

Name.

Stop

      Please no knight in whiteshining armour bit or should you  If memory serves me correct ya havent been in contact with her for fourfive months Its only because baseballs back bane of my existence tha shes reaching out Besides its how I recall her name itstha little trick you tried feedin mefeed yourself  Yare the one swinging in the breeze unable to remember shit Ya remember ha tha connexion  wha OHyeah  connect a name a thought to literally anything you already know I know a lot about panties had a dresserdrawer full of em   I can’t find my panties, you see them anywhere?   I didnt I find them Ill get them back to you  Tha was always a sensational segue to secure their telephone numbers or addresses

                                    I like having breakfast with a gal who isnt wearing panties under her skirt

Made everything tastier   Punany

Oh for Christ's sake.

Christ really  sounds like you missed outdidnt conceive a delightful modus operandi  Too damn bad

                                                                                                           But back to Elle babyblue panties  Whas the word She bragginbout the Dodgers home win streakthe last three pummeling your team

his face twisted  I thought you didn’t follow baseball.

I don I listen to you bitch

I talk baseball?

 Incessantly

                Thas my cross to bear Eventually ya shaddup an I throw out red meat If ball drifts off five minutes Im home free ya forget you were talking it up  

he tilted his head dog listening to a dog whistle

I know ya don remember Thas my job 

                                              Blue panties

I wish you wouldn’t call . . . her . .

. . Elle . .

. . I know! . .

. . Butya didnt say Elle Dodger blue panties 

                                                  Im reminding you 

So you say.

Anyawere going to say

Time for red meat his internal Mariachi band bandito asked

Yes 

Me or you

Ya got something

He changed the other chicks name  abbreviated it 

He didhe does tha  he thinks its clever

                                             Nauh  I donwanna tread that path

Baseball 

Fuck you

I thought it was funny

                                We waitin on him 

Well give him a few more moments I can heard the high squeal tha accompanies accidental offlines disconnects   Hear

heshe shehe listened

                       Awshit  Sure enough

Yes

Time

Been long enough Got something

Yah Abortion tourism

Thas ugly

He probably doesnt know it was vacationing

Yes  Right on

Red enough

 Raw

       Just how we like things

151preferred,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1250,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

KC and the Sunshine Band  That’s the Way (I Like It)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yupPvZF6oBw

. . . how many As are in . .   Ohpleease Bannon wipe your nose

Bannon whined before assembled cameras and media outside Court 

                                                                        “I challenge Bennie Thompson today to have the courage to come to this courthouse, (Bannon must have missed the news that January6 Chairman Thompson advised media he tested possible for Trump virus  not really a matter of courage nor necessity  he did not ignore a subpoena  no more than the seated jury ignored their summonses)  he’s gonna charge someone with a crime, (the criminal charge was brought by Department of Justice)  he should be man enough to show up here or send somebody like ShiftySchiff (Wha  this clown a gradeschooler  a brat taunting nicknames like the perpetualchild ginger cunt  former   somehow Bannon also missed although if yare selfabsorbed itd be easy January6 Committees General Counsel Kristin Amerling was present and addressed the Court today) . . . we have a constitutional crisis (he helped foment) in this country right now and they’re charging me with a crime . . . the total and complete illegitimacy of Joe Biden . . . Trump won . . . Joe Biden is illegitimate . . . Bennie Thompson is a total and absolute disgrace and this show trial they are running is a disgrace.”

Mr Bannon  a question please sir

Yes.

How many As are in Waaaugh

1950,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

2200,  Twosday

https://www.reuters.com/legal/government/us-prosecutors-open-criminal-case-against-trump-ex-adviser-bannon-2022-07-19/

her silence provoked him provocation was usually his card

calling out not an echo returned

he was okay with silenceNo news is good news though this past week three silencestwo he contended withplayed with when they thought to get back to him died the third was an acquaintance who hethey ran into each other it was a small town  died too

                         he was shaken   

he texted her

emailed

wrote letters

finally he telephoned and left a message

Im gonna be who I am until you tell me to stop that wasnt his message  that is the fabric he was made of

if she told him to stop hed stop on a dimedidnt need to be told twice

it would hurt his heart

but his heart had been hurtbruised badly before

he had to be who he was

2220,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

1141,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

Sammy Davis, Jr.  I Got to Be Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17OwXVBmvQs 

Y’Akoto  Talk to Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uoxl5XM7rBM

Without You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXfoDMRMvtQ

Truth is the daughter – couldnt have placed it in better hands he wouldnt entrust it to a son – the daughter of Time, not of authority

               Francis Bacon  the English Bacon not the Irish  he knew them both cursorily because he was curious  or was cursorycurious stuff that in your pipe an smoke it

it was quoted during one of the three congressional hearinghe couldnt remember which nearly twelve hours of testimony and pandering that he witnessed in their entirety bit of a political junky two Judicial one House Oversight and Reform  it struck a cord with him he wasnt a fan of authority a venal hydraheaded monstrosity who was those in authority he wasnt going to dirty his knees kowtowing it itd have to knock him off his feet and keep him down 

                                                                                                      itd be easier to kill him

first figures of authority he danced with were his parents 

                                                            This kid, there’s got to be a better way.   We’ll just keep punishing him until he understands, gets his head around it, he crosses us it’s his ass, not ours.   He gets it; I fear he may be a masochist.   That’s from your side of the family.

he was hanging right up there beside Christnot that hed submit to Catholic mythology rather masochrist 

                                                                                                                eventually truth shakes its hoaryhead and appears

when it did he hoped itd bring Japanesecrafted swords hed help hew authority cleave it to its roots

1955,  Monday,  18  7. 22

1020,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

Pink Floyd  Careful with that Axe, Eugene  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-HYayT1vwg 

Advantage  Richbitch girl

                             a Brand

though not his cup of tea

nevertheless a particular brand bright white teeth smiling coiffured touchedup to a T  wealthy 

                                                                                                     it didnt matter if it was Mommies or Daddys  theyve been groomedspoiled to be exactly who they are

not his cup of tea

So the plain fact of the matter, if you were in kind, wealthy, they’d probably be in a cup of your tea.

he laughed interesting tact

                            No  I don drink tea

That’s not an argument.

Im not arguing

But if you could afford them you would. that was her bullet

If I coud I woudnt I like women freshscrubbed right out the shower toweled off hair brushed back were out the door

Im confident Richbitch girls primpHA Quit pimpin primped girls

that might have been below the belt

her expression indicated discomfort

Ouch

A bit . . I think you know me better than tha . .

. . I thought I did

                  Don defend them to me when I told you from the getgo no  Remember Horton

Horace.

Horace

The Eloquent Elephant.

Havent heard of Horace Horton Hatches the Egg I meant wha I said said wha I meant an elephant faithful one hunred percent

         I sez no I means no You tell me no  Its no correct

You never hit on me I don’t know.

I woudnt were friends

Some friends become lovers.

Friendlys become lovers Lovers can become friends 

                                                       Weve been friendly friends though Im currently feelingsensing  fiendishness

Fiendish friends?

Fine

Alliteration?

Why not

          I was simply addressing the sometimes advantage of branding Which if I had to Id brand over tattoo Whole other can of wor . .

. . Cup of nonexistent tea?

Yes

            Are we movinalong

Yes.

     You never thought to ask me out?

Briefly when we met

                       But you were going steady  an steadily our friendship grew

No going back

You’re not going to ask me if I might have gone out with you had you asked.

he smiled slyly

                A hypothetical  he winked 

You’re a piece of work.

An a pieceyah 

               Not a hypothetical

Not a hypothetical. Yes.

As are you

                Still friends

she grabbed by his shirtfront tugged him to her kissed him

                                                                Still buds.

1340,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1140,  Monday,  18  7. 22