7.5.17



he couldnt take a hint

seriously


he saw them he heard them they piqued him

but for whatever reason

he shrugged them off


mayhaps  thats what it meant to be from the school of hard knocksno gutno intuition

he was a frank and belligerent devotee of intuition as only one facet of many facile feminine strengths

for that and whatever other reasons intuition never sat well with him
so and hed be the first to acknowledge it
he learned the hard way

complete with all the nicks and cuts and damage


beat him with a stick
                 he learned                                                                                           
subtlety hints were lost on him


he had to learn for himselfhad to experience it for himself

then learned

then bruised or battered

he didnt forget


he was un-American

learning from his mistakes

and learned 
          he was unforgiving


if you wronged him deliberately
he cut you off
it didnt matter  family or friend

he sat down hard  people were people

no family or friend could terrorise him with the entitlement they believed their relationship held

That was a long time ago they said

Yes  It was   A leopard doesnt change its spots

to him the churning whiteboiled water didnt past under the bridgeno water ever went over the dam

he saw malevolent eddies twisting and turning on themselves  tortuously


when he shut the door in someones face
he didnt open it again   

they could knock until they bruised and bloodied their knuckles(they wouldnt)

it wasnt opening


they warnedsubterfuge Youll lose friends  You wont have anyone

Friends   They werent friends to begin with


he saw it too often



Youre too exacting


Xacting?
          all he had to do was look at his scarsthose etched memories reminders

they were his gut

               his latent intuition
 



1356,  Saturday,  6  5. 17
1354 days remaining or less
DJ Krush ft. Zap Mama  Danger of Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzzlYql2Ryk   

6.5.17


her insurance settlement was coming she saidRealistically four  mebbe five grand Optimistically  Six grand

I can make a down payment on a car

With wheels I can finally come home

he didnt say she could have come home sooner earlier anytime she wanted because she had to find her own way

had to take her own road 


its turned out to be a long and winding road

as long as it has to be

and however windy


if he interceded

later she might blame him

you can take a horse to waterbut ya cant make it drink


this long and winding way  any blame or regret she endured was hers

but thats what it means to be your own womanyour own man

                                                       who wanted less?

he didnt
1408,  Thursday,  4 5. 17
1355 days remaining or less
Beatles  The Long and Winding Road  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWpRY0flS2U
She's Leaving Home  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaBPY78D88g



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1005,  Saturday,  6  5. 17