25.7.25

Galton scribbled hed have to quit doing thatwasnt doing himself any favours
                                                                                   but 
he grewup doing things the hard way
                                        out the gate onto the turf tabula rasa scribbledpalimpsested too
Awwell
          lefthanded too
Grandmother bind his hand  longtime later a Japanese flyfishing instructor told him that in Japan not very long before that if a child exhibited a lefthand dominance  the child was killed

both Old World Polish and Japanese believed a lefthanded child was evil

 

    Galton
               Sir Francis
Charles Darwins cousin

a polymath statistician
                            spiked the ball in the endzone Originator of eugenics nothing warm and fuzzy there
committed to the ideas of race-building  social engineering

Nazis picked up the ball ran with it Aktion T4
                                                   euthanasia programme

systematically eliminated people deemed “unworthy of life” due to physical and mental disabilities which sounds like a programme Stephen Miller and Border Tsar lets keep things Russian Putinian 34-count felons North Star  I want to be just like him when I grow up, Mommie. programme Border Tsar A-Holman could get behind

    enthusiasts doesnt even cut it

had they been at Jonestown Guyana they would have picked up the 55gal drum guzzled the Kool-Aid from its rusted lipsHAVIN FUN YET

    Kiddos
               Wanna to backoff

Really Grimm

Bruthas  sistahs pronouns   I gotchaI follow

Cant slip nothing past you can we

Nah  Youre within internalised
                                   Me  Know Thyself at all costs
Im a real pain in the ass

1530,  Sunday,  20  7. 25
1234,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

https://encyclopedia.ushmm.org/content/en/article/euthanasia-program

https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/november-18/mass-suicide-at-jonestown

Dead Melodies  Forbidden  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxMRmRo1Wto

    metap? scribbled on a slip of paper  also scribbled page 358
                                                                        trouble was
most nonfiction books he reads are that long

he likes his tomes as his intimidated friends intone
                                                           How the hell do you do that?
Read

not them

    so metap   gotta be some sort of an acronym written to irritate him
looked technical  technological which offends him

meta- 
        more comprehensive transcending isnt that just like technology computers  full of themselves


deduced P
              programme  programming
Ja  turns out
                metaprogramming a programming technique where they manipulate other programs as its data modifying generating its own code

meaning they can read transform create code “either at compile-time or runtime”

deeper into the woods he dropped coins  learned his lesson from Hansel and Gretel  a Grimm story
lesson definitely learned
                           he didnt think public schoolsany schools were teaching that any longer

Awright compile-time
                        programs source code possibly stolen lifted  is translated into executable suhweet lookin word executable machine code by GUESS a compilerJAYSUS this stage occurs before program is executed Duuh
        AND
runtime unhyphenated time a programs actually running as opposed to when being complied or loaded

    would be remiss if he didnt corner compiler squeeze it made him feel like mob muscle yet another program that translates high-level programming language into low-level language that computers can directly execute

 

there  he had it  didnt have to take a bat to their knee  bareknuckles 
                                                                                   lied
brassknuckles


Are we going to remember

Do we want to remembercan I put the ball in your courthave you retain it for us

    Can we scribble it on the walls of your skull

Colourful grafitti  No spraycan shit

No Cant  Theyre too wet

Ja
Ja
    Ohkay to carve it in

Fine  But not out through the other side like a jack-o-lantern

Youre really onto us

Your me
           Id retort You said carve  Ya didnt say not like a jack-o-lantern
Be precise as possible

Ya shoud have been an esquire

Nah Esquire are governed by laws a gawd
                                                Moses an octopus to manage all the tablets then returning for more
 
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1043,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

moth


louche
         liked its lookliked the way it felt in his mindin his mouth as he said it
                                                                                   louche
“ . . . supposedly louche relationship between mother and son.” 
                                                                    Crowded by Genius  James Buchans book
two pages later this beaut “(the play, Douglas) most unaccountable medley of impiety, profaneness, error, immorality and vice.”
                        Buchan seems to have covered all the bases

    adjective
                 disreputable  sordid  in a rakish or appealing way

Question  When was the last time you used rakish

Ive read it
           I cant say Ive ever accused another of being rakishfor myself  I woudnt mind the saddle  jaunty dashing  debonair appearance

By the bye  debonair
                       Der boner  if you please

    You please

I do

Since you da bossI know youll take tha from us unusuallyquick to challenge correct someoneanyone who woud mistakenly callya tha

Ja
     Its offensive
Ja
    But youre cool

With youse  Ja
                    Rakishs look also appeals to me

We find it curiouspeople expressions when you talk of words how  attractive how they appeal to you

They are arent they

Ja
     You have any thoughts on tha

Theyre ignorant
                 Havent spent the time I have withem
Told buddy  Sticks and stones may break my bones but books and Chautauquas best people

Best people confused him

Ja  certainly didtakes on tha fish out of water countenance eyes bugged mouth agape its frankly uncomfortable

Havent seencan imagine

Ja  But he be the social butterfly     Moth moth
                                                    Flutters  dusty like a moth
laughed
          Inspector Clouseaus rendition

Of course None better

 

    Words

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2340,  Thursday
0853,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25
Inspector Clouseaus  moth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyzD8jE_-B4 

https://reliefweb.int/report/world/us-governments-decision-destroy-97-million-contraceptives-destined-women-and-girls-globally-unconscionable#:~:text=World-,The%20US%20government's%20decision%20to%20destroy%20%249.7%20million%20of%20contraceptives,and%20girls%20globally%20is%20unconscionable&text=MSF%20condemns%20the%20decision%20to,the%20communities%20where%20we%20work

this is the shit he wakes up to
                                 goes to sleep thinking 34-count felon and Little Marco why not and wonder lapdogs and enablers cant make things worse for the cuntry so not to be mistaken USA! USA! USA!  make things worse in the world
                      and thats the thing he wakes to

he thought it learned its lessons in hubris


Adam Servers book  The Cruelty Is the Point
                                                  cruelty

NO  has metastasized
                            depravity
God saved him

or kid was just a lousy shot


his Maw told him We get what we deserve.

 

    Got Milk commercial dastardlydanced across his brain

0643,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

PS  his Maw also said  Waste not, want not.

PPS  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1xR3Xidq84


24.7.25


“. . . essay proves rebarbatively resistant to his usual emphatic approach.”
                                                                                 Jo Catling  translator

rebarbatively  rebarbative

                                   Anybody

certainly not himhe tried to deconstruct it  got hungup on barb
                                                                   a barb isnt a good encounter
hed take it that the word was unemphaticCOWARD
                                                          Look it up
he disliked with extreme prejudice that he goaded himself

but no one could goad him like he could
                                               thats
a good attribute  good practise

it came down from his parents
                                 Know your worth. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Catch hell?  You catch it from yourself be . . your own worst critic.

their words have served him well


rebarbative

unattractive

objectionable

learn something new every day
                                   now
would he remember

    if he didnt
                   rebarbative

 
not seven pages later WG Sebalds collection of essays Silent Catastrophes Catling quotes Sebald  How much home does a person need?
                                    spoke to him

as a boy he told his parents  When I growup Im not living here

two long years after graduating high school he flew the proverbial coop
                                                                            coop  he reminded them
. . . is an enclosure made of wire metal bars where birds animals are kept


they were all there his parents his seven siblings when he backed down the mealy remains of the driveway he would later return for the week it took to tearup by hand and sod

there were tears in everyones eyes

his tears were for his siblings because he knew they would never leave

                                                                               they made their lives there

    his goading wore spurs

afternoon Saturday,  19  7. 25
1233,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

Doc Keeley  clinic in Dwight Illinois hed use the familiar address for a physician since he was born at the same named hospital Rush Medical the college where Keeley was certified 
                                                     Daniel Okrents Last Call: The Rise and Fall of Prohibition

Keeleys Gold Cure  injections of bicholoride  double chloride of gold  to quell “the irresistible craving of nerve endings for alcohol”
                            later chemical analysis of Keeleys proprietary tonic phonaesthetic determined it contained 27.55% alcohol hmm  alcohol to defeat alcoholism plus “ammonium chloride, aloin – hed go for a loin until he discovered it wasnt  rather a C-glycosidic derivative of anthraquinone found in the latex of aloe vera plants  an anti-inflammatory – and tincture of cinchona – in a cinch  also known as Jesuits bark  Peruvian bark  quinine but no gold. His hypodermic injections also contained sulfate of strychnine – which in itself packs a wallop  mistakenly he thought it was in Jimsonweed WRONG  his hallucinations were caused by tropane alkaloids  atropine scopolamine hyoscyamine – atropine – loanbehold – and boracic acid.”
                                  if all those words didnt tickle tongues as his was tickled pink as pussy
WHELL
          not his problem

was his pleasure

 

phenomenal what early physicians concocted for clients   patients  clients       patients      clients
   what have you

concocked 

              Now, if you’ll just bend over for me . . .         

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1136,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34393136/ 

at the Wall Street Journal  they called it a bawdy doodle a very nice phonaesthetic
                                                                                     Whas not to like
And an anti-Tolkien cellar door posit
                                      Go go go Wall Street Journal

thirtyfour-count felon said “I never wrote a picture in my life.”

    No
            Cant imagine hes written a picture

https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/trump-denies-epstein-birthday-letter-drawing-1235388615/

 

keeps trying to imagine what felons view is like that orange head tucked deep up his ass

2105,  Monday,  21  7. 25
1010,  Thursday,  24  7. 25
PS  butt plug or suppository

23.7.25


seemssemen he opened a can of fat worms
                                             reading Last Call: The Rise and Fall of Prohibition  Daniel Okrent
2010 found passages regarding Lee Levys endeavor his distillery his Black Cock Vigor GinJaysus purportedly geared towards black men if ones to believe only black men would drink cheap gin
                                                                                          but
buck no pun intended didnt stop there when vettingGoogling for more robust history more insight references
he also found Black Cock Thai rice Whiskey Cockswallow Black Gin Big Black Dick Premium Darkno shit Rum

    cant say he was surprised

nothing regarding business profitability  return on investment ROI
                                                                       or GREED surprised him
greenbacks cherishedcoveted over wetbacks
                                               over illegals risks their heritable misfortune of being born in the wrong count . .  or should he say  not born in America  its Constitutional birthright citizenship now being challenged by the depraved 34-count felon  his wonder lapdogs   his despicable enablers

 

she stroked his cheek  brought him out of his revery Baby.  I can read your expressions.

    Unsightly kiddo

Yes.

        Would you please finishrunning it through your mind and come back to me. 
The fires lovely.  The gin martini you made me is delicious, divine.

Ill be right there.

she leaned over bit his earlobe  whispered
                                                  Finish it up.  Like you, I don’t wait.

after 1549,  Tuesday,  15  7. 25
2020,  Wednesday,  23  7. 25

for a guy he couldntwouldnt speak for women though figured many women would too
                                                                                              not a bad way to wakeup in the morning

Raquel Welch curled under his armher hand gently resting on his chest shes still asleep

                                                                                                 then
    asleep

No

    she exited isnt that polite
                              Here let me help you with thathelp you up help you to an exit

at the foot of the bed stood Ozzy Osbourne
                                              made up  lookincrazed
he couldnt remember a time they werent often he didnt follow Sabbath after Seventythree  Black Sabbath  Paranoid  Master of Reality Black Sabbath Vol. 4 Sabbath Bloody Sabbath  remember when Ozzy didnt look crazed  dazed

                                                                                                crazydazydays
he hoped that the life he didnt see Ozzy was comfortable  wasnt playing to an audience
                                                                                              bite the head off a bat in Iowa
  IOWA thought  Who the fuck goes to Iowa
he lived twenty years in Illinois

went to Iowa four timesGET THIS
                                      to waterski on the Mississippi River cant make that shit up

 

Raquel had exited

                        stage left? stage right?   ascended? the stage would be to the actors left or right

albeit  the stage   is terminal

                                    terminus
Gotta split  My terms over
                             terms which were negotiated on the way in with the gatekeeper bouncer who also keep an eye out as you helped yourself to the shelves that kept the attributes youd select exhibit during your term
            first and foremost  your scribbled palimpsested tabula rasa
Thought Sumerian was difficulthuh

 

Raquel

          gently roused her  bummed

Raquel  Its time to get up baby
                                 eyes closedrolls onto her back away from him wiping a thin drool off her cheek with the back of her hand
                                   says  I had the best dream.
he mustered  I hear ya

0705,  Wednesday,  23  7. 25
1140,  Wednesday
Black Sabbath  Who Are You?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnT_DIt6DUo

blessed

they almost slipped another by him
                                      They woud killem if he explicitly used it as a pronoun
the religiousReligion
                   No you didint
not on his watch

small watch that it may be
                            small  whoever would watch with him  give two shits
Hecoopting  Hows tha feel believers adherents  His favourite  devotees  He wanted three   Trinity   Take tha

sacred
ecclesiastic

               blessed

hemmed an hawed dug the toes of their leather shoes in the dirt Awshucks.  No we didn’ . .
. . Mispronounced Didint
                             Get it right or keep your mouths shut
 

 

he stumbled across blessed
                             and when he did the next words out of his mouth No ya dont

Not Not on my watch
                      he lurchedrolled his eyes inwards to see if the eavesdropping mariachi would be readily apparent
                  but  much to their credit they were assembled  they  their cohorts   the room filled to overflowing Where was the fire marshal  It exceeded capacity

 

    Not on my watch gushed second

Ja  We know
                 Were just yankin your chain

Consider it yanked

Suhweet
            We interrupted yawere saying

Blessed

Ja blessed
             They think they can coopt tha

They believe they have
                         Well wrestle it back
Every time we  the collective  uses it it diminishes waters down blesseds religiosity
                                                                                         Wed be happy to share
Theyd rather not                                                                                                                 
    Nazis
Careful
         They were majority Christians  Gottgläubig   Believers in God

Got to wonder
               Did Gawd believe inem  understand hes a trickster funny guy digs his black humour as much as you do

Might suppose if He existed wed get along at a comedy club   Standing room only

 

Standing room only

Thaswha I said

Tha a slight

    If the shoe fits  glove fits    wear it


You a funny guy

Im blessed

0705,  Wednesday,  23  7. 25

Jon Stewart not havin’ it  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TwOLo_U6bTw