12.7.25

    Can you be bribed

withouthesitationProbably.  If I was offered enough money.

An you

she looked uncomfortable
                              Like he said.
If I was offered enough money equal to what I thought the transgression, it would be a transgressionright?he nodded  was worth it.   Yeah. Yeah.

to the other woman their eyes shifted to her they the three amigos   they calledasked him to come over for drinks enjoy the pool
                          Whaif  you set the price  They didnt offer
I set my bribe?

Ja

Ohdefinitely.

   Probably asked him  And you, you didn’t say.

I didnt think I had to

Uncomfortable asked  What do you mean?
                                                   Set the price agreeingnodding enthusiastically which was ohkay by him her head bobbing roiledjiggled her tits which peeked over her bikini top at him Yeah, what do you mean?


I thought you knew me well enough
                                      This isnt our first rodeo

Let me say said Probably  He’s a pain in the assoften contrary.

This isnt contrary.

   He doesn’t have a price.

I do not

the gals said over each other Everyone has a price.

Dependent on their ethics  Morals
                                     White Rose

I don imagine tha means anything to you   

Hint

Historical
Probably said Wouldya just say.

    A nonviolent resistance organisation headed he couldnt help himself founded by siblings Sophie an Hans Scholl  They distributed pamphlets on campuses in the streets warningspeaking out against the Nazi regime

They were captured

Woudnt recant

Were tried

Found guilty

Beheaded
            Twentytwo February Nineteenfortythree

They didnt have a price

    Not having a price

Priceless

 

    No temptation

Probably stoodup  I need another drink. Anybody else?

Sunday afternoon,  6  7. 25
1013,  Saturday,  12  7. 25

11.7.25


he tried to figure what his comment had anything to do with their threeway conversation

he was encouraged that she  trio part  looked as confused as was banginround inside his skull but which he was able to restrain from showing on his face
                                                     she wasnt his critical audience as frequent as he
Yawanna run tha past me again

Weren’t you listening?

I was Though wha I heard was preposterous
                                                 So again  please
So I can ascertain if I had shit in my ears or shit oozed from your mout

Shit?

Man  Your opportunity to relate it again or change it up to save face

motherfucker was dug in he heard precisely wha he said
                                                               curiosity had him question it
Can you hear me?
                           pompous ass
I can

I said took a deepdraumatic ridiculous breath should have been in movies  silent films
                                                                              At first do no harm.
thought Yup  Hippocratic Oath
                               Not thatha had anything to do with whawe were discussin
You really whippin out the Hippocratic Oath

I thought it was appropriate.

confusion doubleddown in her face cat had her tongue
                                                           he winked at her I got this
If youre blowin in out of the blue in response to our banter Id say Do no harm  But if they want harm go after it enthusiastically

what ran through her mind was a comment he made to her a weektwo back about being a masochist
    A masochist?
Ja
    I was the masochist my Maw the sadist

Cant have one without the other

expression on her face then was more fuckedup than the current one

gal really had elastic features
                                 her freckles made her puss look like a Rorschach
though
           he couldntwouldnt dare a guess

would take the Fifth

Sunday afternoon,  6   7.  25
1615,  reggaefriday,  11  7. 25
Marianne Faithfull  Why D’ya Do It?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYmK3PYQnGg

he was Chautauquaing
                         thats when hes on YouTube catching a lecture an interview about subjects that curry his favourhis  attention

had grammar school been like Chautauqua he wouldnt have been abradedablated coerced attempted to be indoctrinated   propagandised

    some kids were better at it than him

 

she said  UBI . . . 

                       she and the podcast host were eminently aware what the acronym meantnot him
he disliked acronyms with extreme prejudice

he paused the programmeGoogled what the hell UBI was
                                                               Ubiquitous Computing
THAT OUGHT TO SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ANYBODY

pervasive computing

ambient intelligence

embedding into everything

ANYTIME

ANYWHERE
he almost shit

    definitely captured his attention

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1311,  reggaefriday,  11  7. 25

better get to it
               defend breasts as mammaries not grown to lurenot for mens pleasure as his ahole buddy believes

Knock yourself out I disagree
                               Who the hell coined  secondary sexual characteristics
So you agree they are.
Biologically speaking  Thas wha theyre referred to
                                                      They develop as boys an girls mature Its called puberty

I agree that some old white ma . .
. . There you go after men again . . assaulting them . .
. . Fuckinclowns need to be assaulted
                                        Theyve been assaulting girlswomen a minimum tenthousand years 
Whens enough for you
Ive had it withem

 
    Back to my point
                       Who coined it  If you refuse to believe it wasnt some old white man

I’ve no idea.  smiled
                            he could feel Wittgensteins Whereof thereof phrase foaming in his head
                                                                                                        Therefore, I can’t say.
I can
        Charles Darwin
He alluded to itcalled it a second agency Alongside natural selection

Then English biologist Ronald Fisher described secondary sexual characteristics in his 1930 book The Genetic Theory of Natural Selection

    Why would you know that?
Because
            Every time we get together for coffee bullshit you bring it up an Im sick an tired of ya goin onanon tha breasts developed solely to appeal an to appease men

An old white women coudnt have stepped into the fray to name to coin whaya pine for  Erroneously

Breasts formed to feed babies  Step furthur
                                              Asya know I come from a huge familymy mother one of thirteen siblings hence   minimum thirteen wives five children were the smallest family among the family  We congregated at my grandmothers house

 

 

You’re point?

    Pretty fuckin obvious

What’s obvious.

 

Your family
              Compared to mine
You had an aunt
Your Maw

              Ill assume your aunt an mother breastfed


What’s you’re point?

    At any given gathering when I was a young three or four of my aunts breastfed out in the livingroom  Natural as the day is long
Because
           Breasts hadnt been sexualised to the overwhelming extent as they are today

Tits didnt develop to appease men                                                                                     

Ill assume you havent indelible memories of your mother aunt breastfeeding
                                                                                 Only your wife

So I can understand  an pity you thayathink breasts were made for you
They werent

Address another issue tha piques you before ya get there circumvent you
                                                                                 Before I had sexual urges
For years I knew the function of breasts thathey were unlike the lure you believe

Well . . well . well . . . . some women have breast enlargementsdon’t tell me they’re not doing that to attract men.  Secondary SEXUAL characteristics.

I woudnt know
                 I havent augmented my cock to appeal to women maybe according to you a secondary sexual characteristicwhich in fact incorrect gonads  testicles   not truly ones cock

    Yaoughta them why

I wouldn’t do that.

Then shaddup

Thursday afternoon,  10  7. 25
1058,  reggaefriday,  11  7. 25

Youre defendinem

We’re not defending them.
                              they huddled closer together so not to be flanked forcing headlong attacks

Methinks thou dost protests too much
                                         Misquoting Shakespeare Hamlet  Steppinon Queen Gertrudes line

    We’re supposed to reply to that?

Youre vigorously opposing memy word
                                          So Ive said was keeping with Shakespeare  Wha say ye

Not all.


    I didnt say all
You implied all.

I said billionaires are immoral
                                Not all   Certainly not an implication
I was explicit

she looked over to her cohort her back to back partner who like he felt they had to assume defensive postures
    opposite them they knew him to be aggressive
                                                     they werent
they drew comfort in numbers
                                 evenif the numbers did not coincide identically with their aspirations
fiftyone fortynine was plenty good for them

while he was willing to die on every hill every molehill   every dungheap
                                                                                                 Sheeit  I thought it was a hill
Nonetheless I did gain elevation acquired  higher ground



looking away from him she spoke for them
                                              We don’t agree.

pushing an entomological pin for insects either a No. 2 or a No. 3  a pin is gentler than a hook hooks devastate flesh
    Why do you disagree

her bound male cohort rallied Does that really matter?
                                                         How often have I asked you, questioned you further and you’ve replied, DONE?

I reply done because when I ask something I also stake my claimmake my mind obvious

DONE is in retaliation refusing to repeat myselfwaste my time

You disagree that billionaries arent immoral

Immoral is givinem something

I didnt say amoral

To amass billions of dollarsmaybe atop seed money leftem  many have been bequeathed
                                                                                                Letem keep a billion  Tha on top take
Next year tax time
                    Take it again
Now
       If only we had a legitimate expert body to wiselyIll say it  redistribute those billions an billions of dollars
Trickle down

    Only piss an shit trickles down


My idea  one  Im sure of many many solutions

                                                           So
 

So what?

Why are billionaires not immoral     

Sunday afternoon,  6  7. 25
0958,  reggaefriday,  11  7. 25

10.7.25


You’re a solipsist.

    Again

Yeah again.

For the hunredth time
                        Somehow you think youre insulting me
Someone motherfucker  Correction
                                         Everyone

Someone who holds only their opinion counts Only their mind is certain to exist Their thoughts feelings sensations confirm that

Everybodys on the spectrum

So while you sit across from me accuse me of being a solipsist
                                                                   Backatcha
Ya disagree

I’ll agree, however, not to the extent you are.

Its a spectrum

We coud tossup a couple few more ifya like

Spectrums?

Ja
     We agree thas whawere talkin about

We are.

You agree
             Say it
I said we were.

Were wha


    In agreement.

Progress

Youre not as assertive as I

No. Definitely not.

Spectrum
            Youre not as aggressive
No.

People got to like you

I wouldn’t say that.

Don have to  I did

Not as assured

You’re the absolutist. I’m not.

I really gotta drag out tha tired oldfuckin proof
                                                   Anya know I was shit with proofs in geometry
Coud toss reason versus abstract

Youre reasonable Im abstract

Proof

What proof?

Youd absolutely not have sex with a man

Sunday afternoon,  6  7. 25
1426,  Thursday – ffuull Buck moon,  10  7. 25

I did my time may have been ominous if he hadnt had to repeat himself
                                                                  Yanever even dipped a toe in
Anya know why

    Because you had boys
Ya letem skate
                  Boys will be boys

 

What do you mean you did your time?


Man ignoring the obvious   The overt distinct fuckindifference

Careful careful, seem to be getting’ a little hot under the collar, brother.

Ja  Why
         Woudnt if we havent returned to this againanagain  Yathink youre blameless

I don’t know what you’re talking about.
Thas damning

I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Some kind of refrain

Refrain?
Repetition

Song  Poetry
                Cuz youre doin nothing but singin a tired old bit

You answer me an . .
. . Youll answer me  Yawont   Havent before
                                                   Ya shrug but shrugging explains nuthin
I did my time

My girls high school involvement was nuts
                                             I supported them seven years They were asya know in AP classes honor classes student government three sport athletes

    Tha happens for no one if their parents don have their backs  Werent committed

I shoudve been committed

Seven years gonesnapped his finger sharply

Girls

Boys

That’s not true. I coached when I could.

Coud

That’s what I said.

Coud aint a commitment
                           Committed theres no excusenot a fuckinone for not showingup

I showed

I was committed to my girls
                               We were committed

You  Laissez-faire
                     Minimal intervention  markets operating with little or no regulation
Sounds like you
                  Together with your wife

    Betcha feel good getting’ that off your chest.

he laughed
              For the umpteenth time
You absorb nothing

I get your laissez-faireness

Unfortunate I have to explain overanover

                                                 I did my time

Sunday afternoon,  6  7. 25
1340,  Thursday – ffuull Buck moon,  10  7. 25

he saw a rugby match years ago

doesnt know the game wouldnt follow it

a chosen ignorance
                     wasnt a sports fan in any meaningful way

followed pro football highlights Sundays via YouTube couldnt tolerate commercials to watch entire games the sole exception Super Bowl  Stanley Cup play-offs


    but he knew a guy who did who play a few college games before injured

his old man told him No more.

unlike him
              he listened to his old man
he did however follow a local team attended their matches
                                                               I drank beers and enjoyed the female fans.
When was that

After graduating college. I summered in Idaho then returned to begin my teacher’s credentials.

    I'd say twentytwo three, till almost thirty.

 

Rugby played in the Fall

Yes. In the Fall.
                  Our local team was awfully good.

So  A fan

I playe . .
. . Until No

No matter. I played.
                       I understood the game, the strategy.

Given your tendencies Id guess you held forth on the sidelines insinuated yourself told old war stories
    However limited

peeved I played.
                  I know the game. You don’t.

Nor do I care to

 

Strikes me you were there for the women

    Not just the women.
Hang out with players


No.
 
I understandif my memory serves me correct The female fans
                                                                  They had a nickname

They did.

Wasnt really flattering
                          Not very origina . .
. . It stuck.


You wanna tell me you had nothing to do with it youre an inveterate nicknamer

   Or

 

 

Or what?

The nickname wasnt a widely known
                                             It waswha you calledem

They were called ruggerhuggers.
                                    I thought it was pretty clever.

And

 

    And what?

Address my accusation
                          And because I always saydon leave people hangin on what they think I thought
Kinda crude

Ruggerhugger leans in towards carpet   Rug  I understand rugger rugby

Rug  Carpet

Carpet huggers
Carpet munchers
                   An Gawd blessem if rugby players go down  Although the as dictionaries would cite  thas crude vulgar offensive slang descriptive of lesbians which is a pile of horseshit because a woman going down on a woman may just have been curiosity

Ive known a lot of curious women

Theyve admitted it

Their just deserts

Favour was returned 

 

   The nickname wasnt widely known

Though you thought clever

Thaswha you calledem
                           They werent wearin emblazoned tshirts sweatshirt
Proudly

Ruggerhuggers

They wer . .
. . Youre fibbin
                he laughed   and his laughter went on and on and veered a tad toward hysterical as rugbys face darkened

fibbin was awfully preposterous
                                   he couldnt say hes ever used it before
had read it
not said it

hilarious

    the glowering grewwent on and on and on

obviously fomented by fib by formidable fuckin glee



Rugby walked off

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