trifecta intro

On the heels of every days a fuckin gift

                                                     Yakiddinme

    Wha

Fascinated by your femoral artery

Look at you all over it

All over it all over you

                       Nooks  Crannies    Notever hideanseek never Olly olly oxen free

    No  Spose not

                     Whas the upset

Hot  A hot bath

Not unusual

High

Not unusual

Daytime

Not unusual

Femoral fascination

    Fascinated  Yah

 

Ya gonna say

You ought to youre biting your lip

Awright

                 Exit strategy

Staging Rehearsal

                          Hearse

We donneed your sarcasmblack  humour   right now

    We get wha I give us

                               Privilege of the patriarch

Patriarch

Flashyhuh  Didnt know I had it in me

Evidently                                                                                                           

Evidently

                 No   Femoral fascination

Ya don see a paring knife a straight razor cool your jets

                                                                     Just   Fascinated

1420,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25 

femoral  https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK538262/

every days a fuckin gift

dusk  urinated outside  took a leak in the grass

                                                    neighbours wanted to watch  letem

it was his backyard

he didnt pay attention to themWHY would they pay attention to him

    You’re antisocial. his broheim

Anyare  obsessivelysocial

                            Coudnt entertain yourself for all the tea dumped in Boston Harbour twohunredfifty years ago Americans were fighting an dying against the King of Englands troops

What . Boston Harbor?

Its tha time of the year

Time of the year, what the hell?

American history Good to know where we came from even though our familiesmy family didnt arrive until the early twentieth centuryyours earlier I choose not to forget then anymore than I woud forget to remember the military men an women who died in World War Two

that irritated him You. What the hell are you talking aboutI could . . . I could . . I just don’t want to.

Which means you cant

I don’t want to.

You cant

            Sayin I coud doesnt mean you can despite your maligned thinkin  I coud play with others I just don want to therefore   yah  I cant

Makeya feel better

Jesus.

I wanted to say as I was outside takin a leak tha I recognised phonaesthetically . .

. . What the fuck?

Pleasant  beautiful sounding words

                                        My Tolkien broadside  Cellar door

I can’t keep up with you.

You shoudnt try    Phonaesthetically

                                          I recognised the three random daffodil plantsno idea tha came up this year in the yard died  Daffodils died

he refrained from scratching his head  Daffodils died.

Take tha Tolkien

    What's gotten into you today?

Life tore me open like an eager child at their birthday gift

                                                                     Every days a fuckin gift

  

Tuesday,  15  4. 25

1319,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

Israel Kamakawiwo’ole  Somewhere Over the Rainbow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z26BvHOD_sg

trifecta prologue

 

take a buzz into a day hot bathtub

femoral artery

daylight regret

babysteps

                                                                      2PMishmash,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

No ya don

    I don’t what?

Step on my lines

What . your lines?

Have to come up with something original  Tha particular variant variants unfolding off it belong to me

I don’t think I saidstepped . on your toes.

Wha do I say

About what?

Mirrors

Mirrors?

Don play stupid  Mirrors

Awright.  You don’t look in them.

Correct

            Calendars

You never sai . .

. . I did I have

                 Ive recommended in the past ya not count on your memory   Shabby at best

But everyone’s memory is shabby compared to yours.

They are

And you have no idea why.

I do

    You do?

Ive shared before

his face twisteddisturbed he didnt remember

Pain

       Pain makes you presentfast in the moment Earliest memories two years old  An forth

Yes yes.  I remember now.

Now

         So please stay off my line  Unless you want to credit me

What did I impinge on?

Impinge   Thas generous

                             Yawere virtually  verbatim

What did I sa . .

. . Wha Ive said

                   I stopped looking at calendars an mirrors a long time ago

Aah . . . . yes.

2313,  Wednesday,  23  4. 25

1201,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

    woke ‘bruptly imagined it nothing more than a rude interruption a commercial break from dreaming he shifted backanforth sidetoside seeking a sweet spot sleeps g-spot and while seekinggesticulating subtly mercurochrome entered his mind When did he last think of that

on mercurochromes heels arrived iodine  I  O  DINE like that  the glass applicators appealed to himintrigued him as a boy when it seemed to his parents he couldnt go through a day without scraping tearing his flesh

    Can’t you be more careful?

careful

                occurred to him a curious word Why

his mother turned to his father Maybe you can talk some sense into him.

No. I don’t think I can.

                          He seems willing, aggressively so, to go his own way.

And what about other children who may follow him?

They don’t. They know better.

   I  O  DINE was followed to his muddlinchagrin by Good Times  J Js cry  DY  NO  MITE

Whaya make of tha   intruded

                           followed keenly by a mantra going off in his head  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE Fuck

             Ya kiddin me

tinctures  slender glass applicators

                                      he found his sweet sleep spot  g-spot

    asleep

scrambling back to his dreams

                                  Wharedya go?

You woudnt believe me if I said Yacoud have followed

No we couldn’t. Or would.

    Thas cool  Lets play

0753,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

1055,  reggaefriday

J J  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E9YsYxKkAIM 

Father Maurice welcomed them into the firstfloor private study in the rectory

they brought wine

not to be consecrated

imbibed shared

                   Father enjoyed sweet reds

he knew the two women since they were young

he chuckled when one handed him the wine in a brown bag

                                                               Shall we leave it in the bag and pass it around, back and forth?

he was renown for his wicked sense of humor

it was probably a good thing

                                  as he slipped the bottle from the bag What have we here?

Oh my, you shouldn’t have.

Father. We know you enjoy sweet reds we, unfortunately, aren’t familiar and the young man at the liquorstore recommended it.

    Did you happen to tell him who you were sharing it with?

No.

That’s unfortunate . . . although . when I relate this I will.  It’ll knock ‘em dead.

                                                                                     Thank you very much.

You’re welcome, Father.

If you’ll please excuse me, be seated, I’ll uncork the wine.

he walked over to a massive credenza hunkered beneath a bank of glorious stained glass windows

one looked at the other  What is it?

I don’t know. He recommended it. We were running late. I paid the man and left.

six crystal goblets stood on a silver platter he remove three opened the wine smelled the cork nodded approvingly

returning he set the platter on the coffee table between them  the wine label facing them

                                                                                               smiling said

This ought to be interesting.

the wine

            Ménage a Trois  DOLCE SWEET RED BLEND

1907,  reggaefriday,  18  4. 25

1309,  Thursday,  24  4. 25

trying to be patient  You understand doncha youre clingin to grim

he pursed his lips  Grim

                           Im not clingin  It is fact  Id lie if I tried to overlook the reality

Ive long wondered

    About Diet Pepsi

Yes

      Definitely

Confirm your wonderment

You know it

We do  as you

                  Please   Confirmation

Diet Pepsi

             Tha Diet Pepsi is to those who ingest it  24-can cubes multiple cubes a week  as untreated syphilis was to hunreds of Macon County Alabama unknowing Black men  1932 to 1972  Those with an without the disease

                      The Tuskegee Syphilis natural history Study

Anya don think thas grimtha  comparison

No  Wha I know is tha a good friend a best friend during her deepening deepening depression  black despair  ingested at least a couple cubes a week an I believe Pepsi aided enabled her state of mind

    Too much of anything is detrimental to anyone slavish to that thing

Slavish

Addicted

Corporate modeling

Feed their bottom-line despite the damage they knowingly inflict

chuckled sardonically

                            Consumer  beware

      

2113,  Saturday,  19  4. 25

1214,  Thursday,  24  4. 25

Netflixs Black Doves  first episode To Love Then

                                                  watching he thought  We don die when we think were going to die

a loaded sentence

Loaded

    Youre really gonna step up  Ive not asked   Youre artifice

You don believe thabout we  Us   You

Tha youre clever

                  Can be deceitful

Have we any reason to deceive you

                                       Were on board along for the ride

Weve life rafts life savers while you   frankly  while youre stricken to tread water while  you deadman float until they find you if they find you if theyre lookin

    Paint a grim picture

A factual  picture

Im your lifeboat

    Until you sink

1842,  Wednesday,  23  4. 25

1025,  Thursday,  24  4. 25

You recall me sayindescribin myself   contumacious

she smiled sometimes her smile was wolfish  this was one of those times

                                                                                You mean cunt-tumacious?

I do I did  he laughed

she returned the volley her dimples crushed him

    chuckling

                 Cunt-tumacious  Meanin wha

Meaning.

            Willfully stubbornly disobedient . . . to authoritythat said . . you bend to me.

he mused

went off a ways

bending to pleasure

                        Yare hard to resist

Resist?

          Or oppose?you prefer to oppose.

I do I do

           Were a zesty pairing

Pairing.  Pairing?

                      Are we a pair?

Dyed in the wool  Convicted

another wolfish smile

made his cock hard

                         Youre takin me off stride

eyeing his crotch  Can you really walk with that?

No

      I meant figuratively

Literally . . don't think you can.

    Please.  Continue.

Watts  Arya familiar

No.

Way of Zen Writer Philosopher Contemporary of Timothy Leary   LSD

You’d think I’d be . . . knowing you.

We still have lotsanlots of doors to open

Doors of Perception?

Who

Huxley.

Thas my grrl

So . Watts?

Clever

I have my moments.

You do

         I read a quote by him on the columnthe offerings right of youtube Scribbled it down  Care to hear

Another descriptor?

Only in the sense when were not together

We do like our space and time.

We do

        Guard it jealously  Righteously

You’ll have me call him . . Mr. Watts?

No sorry  Alan   Alan Watts

What did he write that arrested your eye?

Arrested  Actually 

                     He wrote  A man who walks alone isnt broken

Or is a woman.

Or a woman

              Hes shes  becoming unbreakable

Ooh I like that.

    Can I give you a hand with that?

Tha  indicating his cock  is breakable if torqued too much  smiled

I haven’t broken it . . yet.

Nice pause placement

                                Get on it bitch

0941,  Wednesday,  23  4. 25

1245,  Wednesday

the guest he overheard her was his kind of woman

                                                   he was going to have to excuse himself all to hell and back to escape the woman he was talking with who never saw her coming waylaidambushed him

his host walked up as she continued to try to take his arm in hers possession is ninetenths the law cat nugged his shoulderexcused himself to the womenstepped one then a second back she smiled lasciviouslysipped her wine

quietly  Man, I wish I had her attention, woman loves to fuck, you’re getting laid tonight. The bedroom at the top of the stairs, left, is where I had your luggage placedChrist man, I wish I was you.

he turned to walk away then turned back

                                                       whispered Maybe I ought to say now it’s been nice.

You may be dead in the morning.

    chuckled  walked off

released she was at him again

                                  You’ll have to excuse me he was shaking her  a hint in her eyes she thought he might be  Im have to use the restroom normally hed say can

I’ll wait right here for you.

You shoudnt  Myself

                        I wait for no one a kind of hell and back  rude

No. I’ll wait here. barely rocked her boat 

Suit yourself  Excuse me

she sipped her wine

it was getting low

hed bet shed move to refilled replace her glass

                                                  he didnt see any waiters working this side of the pool beside the cabana a long table white linen lined with iced bottles of wine beer bottles of liquor mixers glasses canapés decorative bone china plates silverware napkins

tomorrow morning thered be breakfastbrunch arrayed in chafing dishes

his host wellheeled their circuitous meeting then friendship  loved to entertain

he usually ducked more parties than he attendedrather was coerced to attend

                                                                                   I’m beginning to think we’re not friends.

You have to come.

when he had to he did

the scrum his kind of woman was in had moved towards the house it had lost some participants those being womenfolk  her hangers-on were men

                                                 understandably

he wasnt built like that

he was provocative

                       adept at disrupted small clutches

culled

he walked directly into smattering

                                                     culled her

Joe

Adelle.

         How’d you do that?

Tha

Spirit me away.

You looked like you wished to be

                                   Though  you were who spiritedpainted all over your face

They saw They recognised it

    Werent cunts

Cunts?

Yes

it was curious to watch her turn cunts in her head

                                                     he wouldnt have said if he thought she couldnt handle it

read that in her face

                        how she held herself

confident

alluring

You said somethingI apologise I happened to overheardIm not one to eavesdrop

                                                                                    Was attracted to your voice

Then the  subject

    cunts quit turning

                          Subject?

Yes

     Ive no doubt you when you were prepubescent you were a knockout

almost an audible gasp

You recall your brief admonishment

You . . you thought . I was admonishing?

Definitely

            Ill rejoin my prior no doubt if youd like

she grinned  Christ the dimples

                                 What did I say?

Etched in my mind

    Yes. Go ahead.

they teased  Jimi  Excuse me while I kiss the sky

I still want a triangle in the front.

dimples deepened

I feelOh you felt  I feel like the full Brazilian would make me look like I’m trying to pass as a prepubescent.

    You know.

I think you dropdead exceeded . . . eavesdropping.

No no  Think of me as Ulysses

                                  My ears unstuffed

Siren sweetly singing

Jesus Joe.

Jesus Adelle

                    You spirited me away 

0920,  Wednesday,  23  4. 25

Brazilian quote from Lydia Millet’s  Atavists

Jimi Hendrix  Purple Haze  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGoDaYjdfSg

Cream  Tales of Brave Ulysses  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRSbjpXZYEA