19.5.24

original holocaust

. . . a weeping willow

Not sentient.

I disagree

Don’t be thick. A tree doesn’t perceive feel things as we do.

An why are we the yardstick the metrestick  we don feel perceive things as a tree does
You’re ridiculous.

Youre argument

IT’S a tree.

An were homo sapiens
Latin wise men  Fat chance
                               I detest that were referred to as the last surviving species of the genus Homo
he laughed
             Because you don’t like being called a homo.

    Surviving offends me
Once we were many
                      Were believed number nine  Beatles number nine number nine

Homos habilis handy man erectus Peking Man rudolfensis Pithecanthropus heidelbergensis archaic human being floresiensis nicknamed hobbit neanderthalensis Neandertal naledi star luzonensis ubag
                                                                              TADUMb homo sapiens

Man.  I can’t believe you committed that to memory.

When Im offended Im committed Forces me to dig in

So what’s so offensive about describing us as the surviving species?

Neandertals existed before homo sapiens They lived an adapted for threehunredthousand years
                                                                                                       We agree

That’s my understanding.

Good Were on the same page
                               Then they run into homo sapiens If not your Genographic analysis wouldnt reveal Neandertal in your genetic makeup
Correct

Yes.

The original holocaust

What?

Granted nowhere as formidable abrupt an murderous as it was against the Jews an others during the war A holocaust nonetheless
               Homo sapiens intently  systematically   murdered them
I don’t believe that.

I do
     You agree the entire planet is coursed by homo sapiens

Yes, but I disagree with your hypothesis.
                                            No such proof exists.

Awcomon Look around   Youve been alive a long time Your experience ought to inform you

Homo sapiens do murder better than almost anything else
                                                                Were killers of everything

   The weeping willow is sentient
                                     It weeps for us
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https://bigthink.com/the-past/other-human-species/

https://elifesciences.org/articles/09560

https://up.edu.ph/up-led-international-team-discovers-new-human-species-in-the-philippines/

Beatles Revolution (Evolution) 9  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNdcFPjGsm8

Steel Pulse African Holocaust  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Id7tbqRNbsM

what was with GOOGLE
                           * Create theme with AI  obsequiously tucked in the lower righthand corner of the screen

    theme?

The Me
        didnt think so
wasnt going into syndication


GOOGLE must have gotten its signals crossed lousy info faulty algorithms outofrhythm  wishful thinking

he didnt have social media or wifi or multiple devises or television

    he was an oasis in the desert


people tried otherwise surprisinglyhard to convince him misery loves company

should have known better

they knew him
                Remember me  Stodgey right   Inexorable
was told once
he remembers
                Tellya wha   You do you an Ill do me

winked sassily
                 Weah aintaah  talkin masturbation are we
folded like a house of cards
                              was a prude
raved he wasnt

yes he was
             The gentle man doth protest too much methinks Shakespeare wouldave sided with him

   AI
       idioms occurred  barking up the wrong tree this dog wont hunt  I smell a rat

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Peter, Paul & Mary  If I Had A Hammer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGMOB2K78iM

    politickles
                if he didnt laugh hed cry
who was he kiddin
                      
thought he could lean back stay removedNAH
                                                  not a snowballs chance in Hell
although he appreciated he didnt go off halfcocked punch first  as his father recommended
                                                                                                 old man got in a onepunch fight said as he stripped his jacket off arms behind his back the guy hit him with a cross  parked his nose in his ear
said had he sneezed hed have blown his brains out

that said
           he HAD to comment on the Republican Clown Show in New York  all gussied up and alike dressed in uniform blue suit red tie although he didnt get a long shot to see if they wore the really really long tie the former favours somebody must have to convinced him a long time ago it was a subliminal message
                                                                                         his takeaway  Well  Obviously
Could hang him with it or he could hang himself a la Epstein they ran together in the day


he thought it was a sham

he thought it was a shame

he thought every Republican who made the pilgrimage ought to be ashamed


back to black humour politickles
                                  the enthused robust lying Clown Show

#1 on the Hit Parade a man who has no respect for himself or the office he holds Speaker Mike Johnson Everymans Everyday Evangelical

who stood on the dais and lied  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UopGsx0jBks

#2  Senator wholl never be more than a coach Tuberpotatoheadville

mans full of shit  the jury “supposedly American Citizens” as Bush the Younger said “You are either with us, or you are against us.”   that didnt go well  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4lrBuvFnTA

#3  Representative Lauren Boebert  “(he) looks pretty”  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMlx_XpCuCo

saving best for last

#4  Representative Matt Gaetz who reiterated the formers instruction to the Proud Boys who have been found guilty and are in prison for seditious conspiracy “stand back and stand by” during the last presidential debate not really debates any longer against now-President Biden  https://www.youtube.com/shorts/pAg8Gy3opWs

A Shout Out Ohio Senator JD Vance whose photograph ought to be in the dictionary with the definition of craven


with American politicians like these

    who needs enemies


the cancer that is the former president and his disciples has metastasised

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18.5.24


Jesuschrist fuckin tapping
                        WHA
not that he was expecting an answer
an answer woud probably irritate him more
                                               Make your point
it was insistent
bugged him most of the night
                                he ignored it until it woke himWHAT
his cat hearing his voice came up the hall on a dead run leapt onto the bed
her expression WHA

Hiya leftie
            I appreciate your attention baby  Its still dark  Not time to eat not time to eat

a good pettingscuffing sufficed

eventually she quit with her feigns left right left right  left   right and settled down between his legs  nuzzled  went to sleep

he fell back asleep slept better when she slept
                                                the pulsing continued
occurring in different places left of his spine

were they contiguous  aligned  hed think muscular
                                                         but they werent
random  varying strengths    no tempo
Im going to sleep he said  quietly    so he didnt disturb leftie

   was able to shut it out


when he woke in the morning
                                  they continued

made the bed fed the cats in an out shrubjay showed Boid Boid Boid  fed it kibbles

    they were there

did laundry vacuumed made coffee went to his PC read newsfeeds wrote emails just like the letters he wrote  no one replied
       must think he was being rhetorical

still there  Hey bub  Hey bub  Hey bub
                                          Ya you  Ya you
Wha

he went so far as to enterbring up Morse Code and see if he could make some sense of it words  a message  from a neural sponsor some fuckinhilarious apparition
he couldnt

    was with him until the middle of the afternoon when he smoked a joint had a red beer spiked with kimchi
sat with the sun on his back
                               felt the taps quiver  lessen    quietquiver  lesser    quit
wanted sun

fuck if he knew


    hasnt returned   
damn right tempting fate
                           tossing it up into the ether
daring

    he figured it went onto some other shmuck
                                                  some other receptor ripe for the picking

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Pink Floyd  Another Brick In The Wall  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9d72n2fX6g

helped to be high
 
not that he ascended to some rarified  bizarre    etherexistence NO
                                                                         hes traditionally that  status quo
he seesdescribes twisted tortured  AWry   his specialty

    What the fuck are you talking about?

Wha I said Arya listenin to me
                                      I told ya
You told me what?

Christ  Ya blind
                      Im being pretty  explicit

No. I can’t. I haven’t a fuckin clu . .
. . Anyare gettin upset with me
                                    Somebody pith your imagination when you were a kid
Plain as the nose on your face

    Wha

I’ve no idea what you’re talking about. sounded like a bucket of gravel being dumped

Wha I said  Wha I told ya
                                The turkey vultures tha flew overhead while I was takin a leak

I didn’t get that.


Howdya not get tha
                       I aint drawin a picture  Makes no sense to explain a joke

Were you telling me a joke?


   No  Not at all

Wha did I say

Fuck if I can remember.  You weren't making any sense from the getgo.

Turkey vultures

They flew over my head

They looked like an erratic Polish fighter squadron

No.


   FUCK

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music box

You know how it is when youre folding laundryyour mind wanders

No. I don’t I play music.

Playing music your mind doesnt wander
                                             You singing

I don’t sing.

An playing music your mind doesnt wander Doesnt music invoke memories its a trigger for me a if you woud  a soundtrack takes me back I remember good times
Remember bad ones too

No.
    I can’t say that it does.

   Are you purposefully being contrary

No.


Actually you are  An often   So we don agree
                                                  Passive aggressive
I disagree.

Of course you do
                     Nevermind

   I’d like to hear what you thought.

Ships sailed Im gonna go

he made a pouty face Did I hurt your feelings?

No  You cant
              But whaya really oughta do right now is take a selfie have tha expression made into an emoji you can use while texting
                   So cute
Just like a chick



   music box
what he thought while he folded laundry
                                            it just wandered in
made him chuckle
                    the chuckle turned into a laugh
                                                      the laugh into a near wipe-the-tears-from-his-eyes
he cracked himself up

JAYSUS pull it together man



met at a family picnic they were familiar but hadnt really connected in the past
                                                                                     red beers helped
it was a hot day


as dusk fell they went for a walk around the park lagoon

she stumbled

he missed the crook of her arm

she tumbled into the water

looked like the waterlilies around her

it was shallow so he didnt jump in to help her
                                                  his laughter also didnt help

standing at the edge of the lagoon he held his hand out

she splashed the hell out of him

   eventually amid riotous laughter she took his hand
                                                         Youre wet
You’re as wet as me.

he looked at his clothing
                           I am

My motel’s not far from here, it has a laundry. We can walk, don’t imagine you’d want to get in your car wet.

Or a wee bit drunk

Or that.

Yah okay Lets stroll


it wasnt far

Tellya what.

Wha

I’ll shower, change my clothes, and while you shower I can take our clothes launder them. There’s a robe in the closet.

nothing in that sounded like seduction or foreplay
                                                       yet
by the time the clothes were dry

several Jacks sipped

continued winning conversation

minimal furniture

the bed was inviting


I may be a bit rusty

Isn’t it like riding a bicycle?

One sits on a bike an yaint no bike baby

again their laughter lubricated them

he went down between her legs

her breath came faster as he began to part her
                                                    he paused   Yahear tha pressed her legs together
What?
Didnt hear tha

   No.  Nothing.

Probably nothing
                 began parting herSTOPPED pressed them together   Ya don hear tha

she looked at him
                         Im not hearing anything.
Hmmm
         began parting her again  stopped  slightly pried There   Tha

What? No.
                Nothing.
Listen
         Ohyes definitely
What?

Zeppelin

What?

Rock an Roll

What of it?

Been a long time been a long time been a long a lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely time  Yes it has

Oh quiet.

he did
          split her wide



   like at the lagoon
                      she tumbled   out of bed to escape his tonguelashing

was like riding a bicycle

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17.5.24

No its not Sorry judge got your head up your ass
                                                     noisily he turned the page of the newspaper
his wife asked Are you going to say?

he halved the paper forward so he could see her over it
                                                            Im sorry excuse me I didnt hear you whadid you say

I asked if you were going to say why the judge has his head up his ass.

not their usual breakfast table conversation they finished eating did the dishes were sipping coffee reading the morning papers

Hes an asshole

The judge?

Yah
     An Indiana judge ruled tha tacos an burritos are sandwiches    Theyre not

I could see where they migh . .
. . NO
       I apologise baby   No

Why so vehement?

exasperated Puhlease
                       Wanna search your memorybanks
For what?

Don get curt with me

You’re sounding a little peeved yoursel . .
. . Because the judge is an asshol . .
. . Why? Just tell me spit it out you drive me nuts sometimes.

Youve always come back for more

Don’t flatter yoursel . .
. . OH  Im flattering myself
                             When I explain youll be eatin crow me something else
Got your ears

miffed  I’m listening.

Got your attention

Pressin’ your lucky buddy.

Good
      Got ya warmed up heated up
Anthen some.

Steamin

   Would you just say?

Oh Definitely steaming   Suhweet
Burritos

Definitely not tacos

Arent sandwiches

   I told you years ago we were courtin . .
. . You were.
We wereIF
             IF God didnt mean pussy to be eaten
Oh God.

   He woudnt have made em to look like tacos
Youve never complained

   No.

So put your coffee down lets more this show into the bedroom or have it right here on the kitchen table
No. We eat off it. 
Yah we do lose the panties

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1541,  Reggaefriday

didnt listen to himself
                         Trouble with a capital T whenever he defied himself

   Whawere you thinkin
Back off
         If I needya Ill let ya know  sighed   Happened a long time ago



   he told his daughter he lived vicariously through her
                                                           Your life your travels diving your time at sea it dwarfing mine  I love tha about you   Im envious  Congratulations
                                                         I know its not been easy
Really Papa?

Comon
         Don gimme an incredulous puss   Im tellinya

I’m confused.
                  What . . . . what went wrong?

he smiled Your mother
                          I mean it in the best possible light I didnt see her coming
Didnt imagine a woman of her caliber woud be attracted to me
                                                                   Thought I always had tha going for me

How could she not?
                      Your bright, handsome . . .
he interrupted her vigorously duground in his pockets with both hands

she chuckled
                  Whatever are you doing?

he smiled
              Thought I had some loose change folded paper money chumpchange  Left it in the car
For what?

To tip you

Jesus Papa, are you ever serious?

   Eventually  After the humour passes   Its my default
                                                             Ive suffered too many reversalslosses to take myself seriously
Then like right now  Im forced
Case in point

Case being?

Keep moving One foot ahead of the other
                                                Forward Don look back

That’s how you live your lif . .
. . Now
           Too late

How?  Can you explain?

Yah
      If you stay in one place long enough you create   space spaces   that trigger memories   Then when you pass theminhabit them  the space is enveloped in memory Captive   Imprisone . .
. . Prisoner?

   Yes  Precisely
                     When you keep moving ya limit things  triggers
Memories ought to happen on their own accord  Not enshrined by physical locations

Longer you spend anywhere . .
. . Isn’t there comfort in that?

Isnt there discomfort


Yes.

Yah
      Id say what triggers you when you return home  is home  Lived here eighteen years before you went off to school

Home  Here
               Does not provide you good memories  does it

   No.

Keep moving

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