20.3.24

Ever have . . .



Im listening

I’m trying to remember what it’s calledescaping me . . right now.

Thas unlike you babe

Isn’t it though?

Hint

      Like . . . profound.

Thas heady  Not our usual trek

No. It’s not.
              There’s another word that’s escaping me.
Pivotal.

Thas a good word but by the expression on your face not the word youre searching for

A pivotal . . . moment.

This is like an audiooral crossword
                                      A pivotal moment
Like that, yes.

   An epiphany . .
. . YES. Exactly.

Love your enthusiasm

Queer I couldn’t think of it. Shame on me. Thank you.

Youre welcome happy to help
                                     Whawas your epiphany if I can ask

Jeez.  Now I’m sidetracked.

Want me to backup the train see if we can find the siding

Train?

Train of thought

Ah.   Clever.
               No.

An epiphany a startling bright light Abombbright  etching shadows onto concrete  rocks

That’s a devastating appraisal of an epiphany.

Thas how they occur to me
                             But then as screwy as my mind works one coud argue I had it comin

You’ll have to admit you are curious.

As long as I made you curious  Im good

she leaned over kissed his temple
                                     You smell good too.

Thank you
               Lost your epiphany

I believe I have it’ll come to me.

Then youll share

I’ll share. It had something to do with you anyways.

Now  now Im curious

As I’ve said.
             she laughed  sighed

Itll come to you

It will.

he leaned back head back
                             Lookup

she didnt hesitant

Is tha Gods brains I see scattered on the clouds

sun was settingthrowing reds oranges yellows ambers purpling

Like he shot himself in the headcommitted suicide

   Now.
          I’m curious.

0005,  Reggaefriday,  15  3. 24
1209,  day-between-2-Ts,  20  3. 24
Korantemaa  By the time you’ve finished your coffee  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mj5JrBxwqA

I believe one must be assertive a preexisting condition  before they can effectively confront someone
                                                                                                            Which is why youre lousy at it

   Lousy?

Yah frankly both  Youre neither assertive nor confrontational they do not exist in your makeup blame your folks

My folks? What’s that supposed to mean?

Wha woudya suppose it to mean

You brought it up, tell me.

Silverspoon baby you were born with a silverspoon in your mouthbefore ya take affront understand many are  youre one of hunreds of thousands if not millions an millions spare the rod spoil the child aint necessarily in relation to punishment

   So . . . you’re saying I was spoile . .
. . Yah Are you tryin to insist you werent
                                                  Don  go  there

I enjoyed . . certain benefits.

You certainly did
                   Ive related how I grew up youve shared your upbringing How opposed are we

Opposed?
           You’re not suggesting you’re an opponent?

No

What then?

Think in terms of black white hot cold spicy bland on off

Diametrically. he muttered

Wha

I said diametrically.

Better
       Opposite extremes polar opposites  Agree

Yes yes, I’d agree. 
                     Diametrically opposed.

Getting warmer

   Warmer?
              What's hotter?

Ill tellya
          Were diabolically opposed
Shocking huh
               laughed


he didnt know what to say

1645,  Thursday,  14  3. 24
1120,  day-between-2-Ts,  20  3. 24

19.3.24


one itch he couldnt tolerateneeded to scratchviciously
                                                          Tolkien
he managed to read The Hobbit but nothing could compel him to go furthur down that Hobbithole nyuk nyuk nyck maybe The Three Stooges


Tolkien

cellar door the most beautiful word in the English language
                                                              Please
the phonaesthetic itch that presents is to keep his ears open eyes peeled find better candidates – not that any single word would be the most beautiful whos the most beautiful woman in the world – but he preferred options and steadfastly pursues them

   smell smoke
                 a snatch of dialogue from the Irish monster film Grabbers
arrested him

beside him his trusty clipboard red mediumpoint Bic pen
                                                             scribbled

happenstance no coincidence 
he was alert wired
                        itchy

2043,  Sunday – St Paddys Day,  17  3. 24
1145,  2sday,  19  3. 24

Saint Paddys Day
                   partied too hardy Guinness Redbreast
since Guinness is so rich he ampedup explored copious whiskey beginning with three fingers of Twentyone Year Old then unknown fingers of Twelve

recovering Monday it brightblue penetratingly sunlit creased  in a mindful stupor
                                                                                          Things He No Longer Does 
a listNAH
STOP
       inevitably it would become a list  verbage tossed away

   the list

he no longer ate breakfast misses steelcut oatmeal multigrain waffles blueberry pancakes CheeriosGrapenuts with Whole Milk
             no longer ate lunch crunchy peanutbutter honey on wheat ham on rye sardines onions on pumpernickel

only ate dinner
                not as radical as it sounds
maybe when he first began

but been doing it since Ninetynine   Last Century

practise makes if not perfect
                               well practised

he didnt think of food

thought fuelthought expenditure
                                   if the tank isnt substantially calorically ticked down
no reason in Hell to dump in an abundance of calories


he crapped once a day

an event that pleased him

nutrition ought to exit  pleasurably   as it entered


   revealed
               he scratched his threeweek beard trim it down nextweek he was mindfull thoughtfull of the time he had on his hands interrupted only by three long weekly telephone calls interrupted once a weekten days fivesix hours by a cohort  was buoyant on long daily walkreads

   YAH
          he lavishes himself generously
   
1155,  Monday,  18  3. 24
1038,  2sday,  19  3. 24
Rodrigo Rodriquez  Come Back  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSZaqwzgwqU

18.3.24


Bibi Netanyahu whines that Senator Schumers remarks were “totally inappropriate”

   ah  but history has a way of repeating
                                             he may have conveniently forgotten when he put his thumbs on the scales at the behest of House Speaker Boehner 18 May 2009

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GakQIHd-rFM

two months earlier Bibi had refused to consider an Israeli-Palestinian two states solution

hes a shyster a wannabe autocrat like the United States former president if one can call anything he did presidential
if ones okay with former denying any responsibility for deaths of 1,217,703 Americans  this evening  by Trumpvirus

2239,  Monday,  18  3. 24
Funkadelics  Magagot Brain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xby5467EbdU

friend usually set his place with a side of ire
                                               brought it out of him
last evenings helping
                        virtual
                               v.
                                  dreaming

adamantly refused to accept that they werent the same

he disagreed strongly

they were texting good thing


   began with a simple Mexican restaurant recommendation

he replied  :  :  Thas a first

  :  :  What? No recs or negative ones?

  :  :  HA  Who would?
Im a proper ghost

  :  :  The fine people you encounter on the street maybe.

  :  :  Don’t encounter except to stroll on by without taking my eye off the words I’m reading
I have better things to do than people

  :  :  Unless the female species followed by three emojis  womens faces  separate hairdos

  :  :  Wouldn’t notice – I’m walking I’m reading – You’re funny. Get Real
I’m involved referencing he was dating

  :  :  Books over blossoms … I don’t believe that.

  :  :  Blossoms?  What imaginary women are you thinking of?

  :  :  BOSOMS … spell ck.

  :  :  Still – no bosoms – Really?

  :  :  In our dream phase unfortunately.

  :  :  Better there than nowhere, bro disliked phase but didn’t make a thing of it

  :  :  Agree … virtual over oBliViOn every time … Butt a healthy JOLT of real flesh would be a treat.

  :  :  didn’t agree with flesh but let it slide too Please. Dreaming is organic, psychic, not virtual shit
Healthy JOLTs are behind us
Reason to have developed a good long memory which his friend hadnt

  :  :  Virtual as opposed to physical …

  :  :  Virtual is computer-generated, virtual reality. Interfacing
Which isn’t the product of organic dreaming

  :  :  Look up virtual …  Like most words it has several definitions.

  :  :  Virtual – in my world – has only one. Prevaricate, slide, as you wish

  :  :  In your world probably …  For others maybe not … going off as he was prone  speaking for the world Don’t confuse a disagreement w/ prevarication …  Words matter as you should know …

  :  :  Slide

friend doesnt dream like he does cant lucid dream
                                                     cant ply virtual to it when its as organic to him as breath

   point out a mans ignorance he shouldnt get butthurt

2155,  Sunday,  17  3. 24
338preferred,  Monday,  18  3. 24

former HANG MIKE PENCE will not endorse the former president

SCREW THA
              the white Christian ought to say tha hes NOT VOTING for the twice House-impeached president the vile insurrectionist the adjudicated rapist the fraud selftouted billionaire who cannot meet a $464M bond (growing $114,000 a day) to appeal the four times indicted the 88 felony counts
                                                                             orange Jesus

when former Vice-President Pence takes those stark accurate talking points out on the road
                                                                                                 then
hell give him credit 
     
1757,  Monday,  18  3. 24

bond  https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-68600093

interest  https://www.the-independent.com/news/world/americas/us-politics/letitia-james-donald-trump-fine-b2502007.html

https://lithub.com/for-the-love-of-orange-jesus-liz-cheneys-new-book-calls-out-gop-trumpers/

17.3.24

BLOODBATH
                    bloodbath

   he didnt know whatha meant to others
                                             but he had a pretty good fuckin idea

reminded him of his childhood buddy

So I gotta tell ya.

Youre soundin damn earnest

I am. I am.
              I think you’ll agree with me.

We got a lot of years together You know Ill not holdback

No. Not you.  Friendship is unconditional.

Just like love

they chuckled

I love ya man.

I love you too 
               Whas up

Yeah. When I wake mornings an check my newsfeed I’m repeatedly disappointed, repeatedly discouragedFUCK.

   You expectin something
Prayin for something.

Ya don pra . .
. . I do for this.

Fuck Cool   Tell me

I check my newsfeed. Fuckin orange didn’t die overnight.
                                                              Who needs coffee after.

1008,  Sunday – St Paddys Day,  17  3. 24
424preferred,  Sunday – St Paddys Day

Black Sabbath  Fairies Wear Boots  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXqMkqeFQwA

 

   Askya something
                     he rarely asked anyoneanything

Whasumptin?

Just  Ask

   “Verily, I cannot promise an answer truth, but I’ll try for conviction.”

what can you do with an answer like that

where truth and conviction are farflung
                                           or were they cuddlers  different faces on the same coin
no matter

he liked the answer



   Whadafuck am I to do with that?

Convict

after1345,  Sunday,  25  2. 24
1551,  Sunday – St Paddys Day,  17  3. 24
Ken Bruen  The Killing of the Tinkers


   . . . Nah

              . . . Nah if I was smart
If . . I was . . .
                  Maybe I woudnt have bit

Aw Thawoud have been difficult
                                      Cocks drive a hard bargain
he laughed
              Whos writing your material

We pay you heed
                    She was she  was   a vision

She was wasnt she

they nodded in unison

Thought Id have scared her off

Ohhorseshit  she wasnt going anywhere
                                             She admitted she was adamant
She was

Yes Donbe a pecker about it  Yaknew exactly wha you were doin

Ah  But I didnt know where itd lead

Thas why we live life
                      Think Ill go this way while the rest of the tribe streams off in a separate in another direction

   Yah
          Correct

Became attached after tha torrid night whippinchurnin the underlit bluelit water
Please

   Pleased

Climactic

Was

Understand You asked after her
                                     She was on her anonymous wayseemed content with a fling
Fling  Ya think

Think
       You arrested her

   I did

Therefore Whacame afterwards was your doin

Yes

Yes

From a skinnydip an fuck to marriage
                                         Happily married

Yes

  Aye  Id never tradeaway

We woudnt either
                      Majority of the time  wonderful

he nodded absently  Majority


last four years were Hell on Earth


he tried to take her backremind her of wha went before
                                                            she woudnt have it
she was lookin into a black maw
suicide only way out 
                         I don’t want to be here.

he thought she meant the hospital

   she meant Life

1018,  Thursday – Leap Day,  29  2. 24
323preferred,  Sunday – St. Paddys Day,  17  3. 24
Leonard Cohen  So long, Marianne  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XzAjfwQtvM


they were talking on the phonediscussing bowmouth guitarfish
                                                                  suddengasped laughed together

What? she snorted  Why ya laughing?

he resnorted Youre laughin  Why you

gathering herself
                   Well, occurred in a flash what we’re talking about, well, seems unlikely other fathers and daughters are conversing in kind.
Science
          Ya took the words out of my mouth
Hilarious it occurred to us simultaneously

they laughed together more


the chuckles whiled away

they put themselves back together

he  unlike him  became particularly sober
                                              I want to thank you for sharing bowmouth sharks with me  Theyre absolutely prehistoric looking

Yes. They were recently considered, determined, to be the most evolutionary distinct jawed fishes in existence. If we were to lose them, we’ll lose eighty million years of evolution.
Lose them

Their populations are under threat. They’re captured and killed as bycatch, explicitly fished for their flesh as they inhabit swallow near-shore water, human pollution threats, their environments are being degraded, destroyed.

   Jesus

They’re such beautiful animals.

I looked while we talked  Yes they are


they fell unusually quiet


Whell baby dying an death arent extinction

Our successful species is flawed
                                   Trouble is when were looking down the barrel were going to feel awful sad for ourselves

   Good riddance

1246,  Saturday,  16  3. 24
1111,  Sunday – St. Paddys Day,  17  3. 24

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10604422/#:~:text=The%20bowmouth%20guitarfish%20(Rhina%20ancylostomus,localized%20extinctions%20has%20been%20reported.

16.3.24


Oracle of diDelphys
                     pithy Pythia  pie in the sky

 word association
coudnt help himself
never coud

knewtha since a kid


the Oracle blew him away

Youre remembering an likewise saying it incorrectly

Howstha

Its Delphi not whaya said

Youre interior Ya know I know tha
                                       DiDelphys tickled me
Uterine didelplys
Tell me I knows ya know

We coud have learned earlier

But we didnt
                Whacha got  An don precede it with a sighI see ya loadin up

Cant sigh

No

   Two uteruses

Yes Utter ruses tricky deceptive   Missleading
                                                      Canya imagine getting pregnant in both
Voila  NOT twins
Particularly if impregnated by two men
                                            Sticky

The way you think

   Correction
                The way we think

1217,  Saturday,  16  3. 24
1715,  Saturday


he was nodding

his old trick

it was ridiculous

he believes that his noddinghis insistence will instillwill  provoke an agreement from whoever hes talking to

   he let him nod
                   hes been tipped off


nodding  There’s a there there.

No

Yes there is.

Where

Comeon . . . if ya squin . .
. . Your eyes are shut

No, no, no they’re not. I’m squinting.

   Your eyes are closed

I’m squinting.

Closed


    There.
               See.

1701,  Reggaefriday,  15  3. 24
1122,  Saturday,  16  3. 24
Grand Funk Railroad  Closer to Home (I’m Your Captain)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvOPucs7dC0