3.3.24

boorish intellects?
                 they repeatedly crossed words regarding intellect and genius  he believed they were standalones  buddy did not  they did not bleed into each other there existed a distinct demarcation  buddy believed they could merge


   if he were hed rather be an intellect
                                         genius too narrow  blinkered     myopic
buddy disagreed

Knock yourself out
                     Youll not convince me

buddy thought he could convince him

You cant
          In order to change anothers persons mind theythey  have to be willing to have their mind changed

That’s what’s known as being openminded.

Thas whas known as not knowing ones self

   I disagree.


Knock yourself out
                      Should someone be ignorant then choose to learn study their ignorance  decide about it after having taken in its facts an evidence  Youll not change their mind
                                                                       Particularly you
Me?

   You  Yes
              You havent the skills to effectively argue

Says you.

Says I

   Are you so sure?

Have you once changed my mind
                                   Yes Im sure Save your argumentation for someone else
That’s rich.
              You constantly try to change my opinio . .
. . I do not I simply state mine
                                  Youre welcome to wallow in your slop

Do you understand you’re being derogatory, demeaning.

Your words not mine

That’s how you make me feel.

Youll feel how you feel
                        How you feel is not informing moving my understanding Things I cite I can provide numerous objective sources Perhaps objectivity upsets you
You take it personally
Subjectively

   Get out of the way

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That would be quite an arrow in one’s quiver . .
. . Makes me quiver

   theyd been talkin about identical twins

turns out they both knew a pair but he had been the only one who made a play

Stop.  You made a play?

How coud I not

Strike out?

Not not  necessarily
                     Didnt get them in the sack no Thawoud have stunned me
Why?

Im not usually attracted to blondes
                                      They were Norwegian exchange students  Being from Europe I figured they may be ahead of the game  Not so much   Seems they were together to keep an eye on each other
But I did get them stoned
They hadnt been before

How’d you swing that?

Turns out they were at a party I was at They arrived late in the eveningearly morning it had thinned out Thawas a good thing Had it been earlier I might not have been able to convince them
I shotgunned them
                      Yadone tha

Depends upon what you mean by shotgun.

Flip the joint around blow a jet of smoke into someones mouth they inhale

   No.

Someone shotgun you

No.

   Awshit Thas a crime
                           Across from a girl freakin seductive
Only way to be closer woud be to kiss them  Which I did thawas the deal   I shotgun them afterwards I get a kiss
I verily explained the risk I was assuming hot ash drops on my tongue burns me

   They bought it

What do you mean, they bought it?

Id perfected shotgun
                        Never once burned myself
Man  those beautiful iceblue eyes staring back into mine Curly blonde hair Coils playing against my forehead tangling with my hair
And they smelled fuckin amazing
                                    
Smelled different
                     First time they got high

Sounds . . . delicious.

It was
        Let their high come on
Then I collected
                  Deal was a long slow kiss The first evolved into a French kiss her sisters head right next to hers

Then I kissed the other as slowly  as deeply
Was fuckin erotic


They signed my yearbook On the same page
                                                  They wrote they wished tha night their sister wasnt around

No shit.

No shit They coud have been fuckin with me
                                                  But at graduationafter the ceremony they cornered me Each kissed me as sweetly as they had at the party
Great  fuckin  memory
                            he went away in his head


from a distance he heard him ask what made him think he could pull that off

he spiraledspunback to firmament

   dreamily Pull it off

Yeah. You heard me.

   Man
         How coud I not try

Nos never troubled me

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2012,  Saturday,  2  3. 24

2.3.24


Whenever we meet she says bonjour.

You reply in kind

I do.

Is this foreplay  or does she actually know French

She knows it. Her twin sister moved to France years ago and before she left they took classes togethervowed once she was there they’d communicate in French.

Thas fantastic
                 Are theywere they good with language

Yes. If I’m not mistaken, French, Spanish, German. I believe another language but off the top of my head I can’t recall.

Five languages man
                       I struggle with English Though I have an ear for music  I believe it understood universally  no matter the country

I’d agree.

Look at us off on a tear  in agreement
                                         Thas not frequent
No. It's not.

Yah
        So you said twin sister

Yes.

Fraternal do they call it fraternal even if theyre women   Or identical

Identical.

Can you tell them apart

No. Never could.

Ever date one

I couldn’t tell them apart. No I didn’t.
                                         Why?

Yakiddin me arya stupid

How am I stupid?

Just askin makes you even more stupid 
What are you getting at?

Don get your panties in a bind
                                     Theyre identical twins
I know they are.

   Awright Cant believe Im havin to explain this
                                                       Ya payin attention
Get on with it, we had such a nice start . .
. . Tha youve eroded
                          Listenin
I’m listening.
You an the bug up your ass
I’m listening.

   Awright cleared his throatrolled his eyes
                                               Fuckin one sister is good Fuckin sisters together even better
However fuckin identical sisters together  Priceless
Cant possibly get any better

OhChrist.

Hed agree with me

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My insurance agent croaked.

Umm My condolences  I   think shrugging as he said

Yeahhmm, my sister said, she found him I only had hmm cursory involvement with himwouldn’t recognize him on the street to be frank.

Hiya
      Nice to meet you Frank

Stop. The man’s dead.

A man you woudnt recognise on the street
                                            Whywe talkinbout him
The cabin.

Tahoe You mentioned twelve feet of snow expected this weekend

Yes. The insurance agent’s wife, handling his affairs, found a note on his desk that the insurance on the cabin is expiring and we can’t insure it by continuation, need a new policy, wild fires, cabin has cedarshakes on its roof, it isn’t insurable once the policy lapses, have to replace the roof before it can be.

Whens tha

March Fifteenth.

Sounds like yahad a great insurance agent
                                              Good thing hes dead Yamight have killed him otherwise

   Can you believe it?

Insurance
           One of the best scams ever Until it catches up with em an then they throwup their hands say theyre not offering coverage Im thinking of flood insurance failed assurances in the Gulf  Florida
                                                                                             No insurance for you as Seinfelds Soup Nazi said

What?

You didnt watch Seinfeld while it aired

No.

You live under a rock

Is that a question?

Nah
        Your new agent replacing your dead one  Thinkin of remainin with the same companySEEIN its let ya down

That’s up to my sister, in her wheelhouse.

Youll excuse me
                  Her wheelhouse seems in disorderdisarray

What do you expect me to say, to do?

Id suggest ifya havent yet yaoughta vet an meetHA
                                                       Havent met or vet yet

What’s with the face?

Possibly another token Tolkien phonaesthetics

Jesus, you and that.

Tha it is

Here . . I’m struggling . and you’re gaming.

Your agent was he buried

Buried?
          I don’t kno . .
. . Yaevidently don know a lot
                                     Yaoughta find out

Why? raised his handsimplored the Heavens

If hes buried go shit on his grave
Christ.

Ifya can talk Him into it  Him too

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while four Supremes blackrobed malarkeyists let former ease his breath   he learned that 1,216,301 Americans have died hed say murdered from Trumpvirus

those deaths are up from 1,213,841 on 5February
25 day earlier
                 2,460 dead
98 Americans died every day while the Ex lets not forget a convicted rapist fraudster and will be proven an insurrectionist  tries to negotiatehaggle with New York AG Letitia James to reduce his bond as it accrues at a fabulous daily interest of (last posted Sunday 25Feb) $114,553.04 

that may hurt
               but it hasnt killed him    
 
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John Mellencamp  Crumblin' Down https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G68ziTDKGn8

https://www.uscourts.gov/about-federal-courts/educational-resources/about-educational-outreach/activity-resources/supreme-1

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13132747/letitia-james-trump-fraud-fines.html

1.3.24


they were talking out back behind the house away from the collection inside it

sipped their beers

told offcoloured jokes

her jokes were better than his

shes improved with age

when they were younger she couldnt keepup

now if he were to admit ithe wouldnt  she flipped the script on him

she was forcing his hand

hed have to be clever


I think, she said I’m in that place where I’ll have to concede, concede, buy a handgun.

Jesus I thought we agreed knives ballpeen hammers baseball bats . .   
. . For tha . . . yeah.
                       I’m talking if it precedes those events.

Precedes

Yes.

Concede to buy a revolver

Ah there you go, my kind of class, yes, but of course a revolver.

he smiledwas amused  shook his head
                                          Of course    Im surprised is all The kind

Colt Cobra get this, a Thirtyeight S P L.

Really  A freakin acronym comin out of your mouth

If I don’t irritate you who will?

Those people inside you invited
OHstop, they’re okay . .
. . Not close But theyre your friends
                                         I appreciate the invite
S P L

Are you that thick?

Hit me with an acronym I disengage think nothing
                                                     I also do not like guns hence knives ballpeen hammers baseball bats Handaxes almost forgot  Ya threw me with the handgun mention

S P L

   Yes yes. Thirtyeight caliber . . Special.

Coudnt say tha

Actually I did.

In gunese
            Fuckin code specialised language  legalese
Say  Ya know me better

I do, but I like to irritate you on occasion, as every freakin’ soul in the house would.

Each an every one
                       Yes
Whas the catch

Catch?

The Colt Cobra Thirtyeight caliber Special

You think there’s a catch?

Youre usually glued to your word
                                        Theres a catch

You know me so well.

We got history

The gun. One bullet. Exit strategy.

Very unladylike

I’ve not always been a lady . .
. . When Ive liked you best
                              Id think women would be more how shall I say    more vain
Vain?

Messy head

Cremated.

Who finds you

   Shit.

Theres tha

There is that.

Maybe somebody inside

Would you leave them alone?

I think somebody inside  It wont be me
                                            Ill take a PAS

You’d leave me high and dry, take a pass?

Yes

What kind of friend are you?

The friend whod rather watch porn than horror slasher flicks people killing people
                                                                                         Takin a PAS
You’re something else, a pass.

Youre misunderstanding me
                                 Not a P A S S  a P A S

You’re acronyming me?

I am
       Don I make you proud

Proud. No.
             Irritated.
they laughed

Awright. I’ll bite.  What is P A S?

Physician Assisted Suicide
                                 I may be vain

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Billy Joel  You May Be Right  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilsv0C1-aBw


as she stood with her son in her arms she nodded goodbye to him  Have a beautiful day
                                                                                               they disembarked the bus

Now he thought thas not something you see every day

Ah  but youve experienced it more often than most men Id wager

  Perhaps
Perhaps my eye
Our eyes

   Perhaps    Can we agree

   I can agree   Just in the right place at the right time
More to it than tha

   How so

Do you think theyd do wha they did if they didnt feel comfortable around you

   I  I havent thought of tha

Think
        Think about it    So many women

absently  Not soo many
STOP
       Many many

  Maybe they can smell it on me tha as a child I had a sixpak of wet nurses

Funny

Maybe because I grewup among breastfeeding aunts

Maybe because its natural not sexual to you


   It can be
Its been

   Yes
             Its very natural

She was naturalcomfortable with you



she was young Amerindian    beautiful
                                              wanted motherhood is beautiful

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Carole King  A Natural Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQXY8zwQgmc

   recreational sex
                      clowns at The Heritage Foundation posted to X run by another clown “(WHITE CHRISTIAN PATRIARCHAL) Conservatives have to lead the way in restoring sex to its true purpose, & ending recreational sex & senseless use of birth control pills.”
                                       So sorry ladies wha a bunch of cunts 
reading recreational threw him
                                 itimmediately made him think creational rectal secretional
floppingaspin like fish out of water  lathered in whippedcum slippery womens cum blowin bubbles while tryin to catch a breath
       SO he said out loud to no one no one in particular  Women  they have recreational sex like guys sportfuck  Do guys have to restore sex to its true purpose  Cant masturbate   Become ascetic priestlike
                                                                                                Oops
Havin an occasional boy is awrightright

   Im tellinya wha America needs is to restore these clowns remove them to their ancestral lands   As Honest Abe said 14August 1862  “Your race suffer from living among us, while ours suffer from your presence… It is better for us both, therefore, to be separated.”

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https://www.history.com/news/abraham-lincoln-black-resettlement-haiti 


Now if I was smart he thought he chuckledstopped  chuckled again  it grew into sardonic laughter from deep in his chest

          finally shook his headshook it off
                                                    Now if I was
If I were smart Id be elsewhere
                                 “In that day you shall begin to possess the solitude you have long desired. Do not ask me when it will be or where or how. On a mountain or in a prison, in a desert or in a concentration camp. It does not matter. So do not ask me because I am not going to tell you. You will not know until you are in it.”
                                                                                   Thomas Merton  The Seven Storey Mountain

If he was

              he was a sucker for her
he denied her big brown eyes had any effect on him
                                                            they did not
rather he refused to admit to her they did
                                             out the gatefirst dating her told her to put em away

she liked his virile adamancy



I want to move to California to be near my family.

Those assholes he should have been able to resist himself SHOULD  an inactive null and void word in his lexicon

sharply Listen, those beautiful brown eyes becoming spitting mud boils  we’ve been living near your fam . .
. . Near Excuse me
                     Knowing you youll want to park our asses smackdab in their midst
They’re my family . . our family.

They are assholes
                    Should that should again he stopped himself bluntedsevered what couldnt be unsaid  A seven hour car ride one way is not near  Nearer
Screw you. I want to be nearer my family.

   Not a good idea
                     In your heart of hearts you know  its not a good idea
Well.
        The heart wants what the heart wants.

It does

   Is that a yes?

   As close as possible tha I can form
                                                 Its a bad idea



it took her family twelve years four months to kill her the last six a terror on their immediate family

she became her familys proxy

   she killed herself

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29.2.24


. . . the object of a preposition . .
. . I don wanna hear

You should.

I didnt step in it
                  You said you and I rather than you and me

I did not.
Yadid
        You and I is we  formal as shitfancy  You and me is us and informal  Were casual

I didn’t . . 
Stop As you also didnt say chemical when you referred to arrowheads affixed to either end of an equal sign pointing in opposite directions for an equation determining equilibrium

I did say chemical.

   Yes   Right now  Not then
I did.
Didnt
         Had you I woud have written it down

   I said it, you forgot to write it down.

Asshole youll recall I was writing as you spoke
                                                   I worked as a senior customercare representative for twelve years recordingnotating conversations between clients and me  Think court reporter  Transcripts   My notes were presented as evidence in court proceedings
                                        You


The object of a preposition . .
. . Oh Christ

The man pined after a woman when she declined to go out with him.
                                                                         heldup his cellphone Anright here. “The object of a preposition is the noun or pronoun being acted on, referenced, or affected by the preposition in the prepositional phrase . . . In almost every case, it’s the noun or pronoun that appears after the preposition.

“The relationships prepositions can show include physical position (about, above, below, on, and under), direction (in, into, to, toward), time (after, before, during, until), and source (from, of, out of).”

Fucking good for you
                       Yaknowha

tersely  What?

Id rather be the object of a proposition

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