he pissed him offcould tell by the look on his pusstha sneer tha readying to spit

                                                                                      so he spit first robbed him of it

which just threw gas on the fire which was his intention

Semantics SEMANTICS, dammit.

                                       there he goes

You knowyou understand we’re disagreeing not about matters of fact or how reasoning should occur but rather minor, insignificant, disputes, that aren’t important.

   Theyre not

No.

So then agree with me

Why not agree with me?

If theyre minor insignificant unimportant  Synonyms all 

                                                              Although of a tranche of synonyms theres one which cements the contentcontext best

Be the bigger man

You be the bigger man.

Im not

         Anyoull excuse me all to hell  Particularly not when youre purposefully vague refuse detail unlike my very detailed argument then say Yeah Im saying what youre sayingyare not  I say specifically  I represent me specifically

Do the same

Why? If we agree.

                    It’s a matter of semantics.

   he muttered Wha do kids saychildren wha is it  Reminds me of your act  er AH Got it  I hatedNO no I vehemently disliked it  Bout glue 

                         Im rubber youre glue whaever yasay bounces off me an  sticks  to  you

Are you calling me a child?

Im callin you a child

                      You refuse to commit  If you take a stand you cant be a chameleon an blend in be everyones best friend not offend anyone  You got a real problem with that so of course I refuse to accept your semantics when everything you agree with came out of my mouth out of my head  I gotta a hard time believin you agree with me

Fuckin say whaya mean

Don echo me

                Semantics my ass   

An quit quoting quora to me  Give me something original

1651,  Sunday,  27  8. 23

1234,  Thursday,  2  11. 23

BRIEFLY

                                               FLIRTED 

               scrolled across his eyes

when FLIRTED finished he thought redundant

flirting is brief

               it becomes somethingelse when it is not

those percolations fired something in him that he knew he was rousingwaking although he wouldnt call it hypnopompic

his hypnopompic state was more granular like superfine grit finishing sandpaper an abrasiveness just above a puresilk stocking  or cashmere

   then came one image that he knew would be followed by a second if he were patience if he suppressed hypnopompic intentions

SUPPRESSED

               thats how it worked for him

a woman from behind naked  from her elbowsarms at her side to the top of her headher hair tumbledup pinionedsecured with chopsticks

asif on a dolly she rotatedeffortlessly slowly right

her momentum slowed slowed  sloowed  stopped 

                                                     she had turned twentydegrees shy of onehundredaneighty

she was a handsome woman

slighty almondshaped dazzling green eyes

she was not shyshe wasnt shy when he took her right breast in the palm of his hand

looking down he admired it

she looked down on it his handhold

they raised their eyes to each others simultaneously

   he smiled first

perhaps she won

she smiled

her lips did not part

then looking down at her breast  he gently squeezed it

her nipple respondedshe sighed 

                                               then she was gone

her image was replaced by another womans elegantlysculpted collarbones to her long throat  point of her jaw

she held to her neck a wide cosmeticbrush dusted with rouge a scant colour deeper than her skin

then from the hollow at the base of her throat gently stroking upward to one side of her windpipe the other side  blending the strokes to the firm edge of her jaw the point of her chin  now gently her cheeks

                                                                                                     her cheeks

she hadnt a mouth

STARTLED

                he woke

 

 

         startled like flirted is brief

0734,  Thursday,  2  11. 23

1142,  Thursday

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   catatonic

             made him catch his breath

Sometimes she wiped the tears from her eyes with the heels of her hands hard  he hoped she saw little angels spark an swirl in them when she did 

                      Sometimes I just want to go catatonic be senseless.

he couldnt relate

reminded him of a friends depression

                                     her tears darkness threats of suicideStop the pain

as imaginative as he was he couldnt imagine that   the depth of her despair

                                                                                     frankly he said as much

I woudnt want to try

No. she said I wouldn’t want you to try. It’s horrible.

her suicide was successful

he didnt doubt it she was thorough

                                      left nothing to chance

Can I help If I can help in any way  please in his ears it sounded like he begged

No. No.  Not that I see.

                           Or not that I can see now.

If anything  please

she deign her head aside smiled weaklyunconvincingly If anything . . . I’ll let you knowpromise.

he nodded

cata-

       prefix means down  against  back

also cat-  cath-  kata-

cataclysm

catalyst  catalysis  catalyse

catastrophe

category

catalogue

catapult

cataract

catalepsy

   catholic from the Greek meaning through the whole  universal  worldwide  all inclusive

Yahright

as he left her those were words that occurred to him which he recited to take his mindhis helplessness away

1535,  Sunday,  27  8. 23

1316,  day-between-2-Ts,  1  11. 23

he believed that everyone had an oeuvre

                                           whether they knew it or not

its like when he was little some wisenheimer a real smartaleck   give em a second  hed recall     dumpy pale blonde boy    Billy  yesGodwin Billy Godwin nobody picked him to play on their team for baseball football basketball kickball anymore than Billy wanted to play   fourth grade he camewalked up to him and lowering his voice Don’t look now, but your epidermis is showing.   It aint   Oh. But it is.   he didnt have a clue what his epidermis was Wheresit showin   That’s for you to find out.   Im gonna give you one more chance  Where   That’s for . . .  Billy didnt finish the sentence because he punched him in the belly

                                                     waiting in the Principals office for his mother to come the Principal told him that Billy was referring to his skin  The stinkin smart guy   Joe. He was correct.   He coud have said Mr White he coud have said

   . . . an oeuvre whether they knew it or not

                                               he truly believed that

the collective work of a painter musician writer carpenter cabinetmaker mechanic

he didnt want to get punched in the belly

French late Nineteenth Century  literally means work

hed say he had an eight hour oeuvre day

got weird looks for saying so

then one day saying it an idea dart jabbed in him the brain  hour oeuvre   hors d’oeuvre  French literally  beside outside of work which would refer to the main course or dishes of a meal  the tasty appetisers small savory dishes

and then another day while performing his oeuvre he realise manoeuvred  and outmanoeuvred an opponent acquiring a valuable project for the company he worked for  oeuvred for

Small fuckin world he muttered pleasantly to himself 

                                                        was very pleased

but little things had always made him happy

evening,  Monday,  30  10. 23

1103,  day-between-2-Ts,  1  11. 23

Disney  It’s a Small, Small World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxRW-duSCLA

baremidriff

freshmocha flesh

                             it was everything he could do not to touch

pitchblack wavyhair

nearly to the small of her back

she was enticing

                     she enticed him

he thoughtvery likely  thereafter  that whenever he read or heard the word shell have defined it and hell think of her  rather think of her from behindher baremidriff the flare of her hips holding up lowslung pants

                                                                                                   inadvertently in the aisle to the exit she had nearly blocked his way  he excused himself agilelysidestepped around her she shuffledpressed forward a skosh as he did and excused herself over her left shoulder

he passed to her right

                        he didnt see her face

and leaving he thought to glance back but he realised he didnt need to

her baremidriff freshmocha flesh the flair of her hips were ample memory 

                                                                                she was  enticing

1440,  Monday,  30  10. 23

1143,  2sday – Halloween,  31  10. 23

Im not proud

               But I think Ive come up with the perfect murderperfect murder weapon  No one coud possibly throw the book at me

he looked him over he looked terribly gleefulcat that ate the canary gleeful

                                                                               Are you sure you want to share?

Thinkin ya might rat me out

I wouldn’t.

No  Ya woudnt

                 I got tha lil sumpintha blackmail to hang you out to dry right besides me

Aint murder.

No But worse for you

                       Social castigation social castration  Forever severed from your pals an community yacant do alone  at all

he knew he had a point

Interested in hearing  accomplice  finger you in a heartbeat  Tha an blackmail sings I see a red door an I want it painted black No colour anymore hmmhm hmmhm hmmm hmmmhm

Accomplice?

Betcha Know the time and date  he tapped the cellphone in his breastpocket  Recording

You’re not . .

. . I am

        Leverage  Leverage is always helpful  an so  buy an old man an old woman for tha matter flipflops for Christmas  Muthafuckers have a hard time standingup let alone shuffle they go down in flipflops  Flop HARD

   Ingenioushuh

I don’t know what to say.

Brilliant

          Comes to mind

he shook his head Whyya tellin’ me?

Im encouraging you

Encouraging me?

Keep your memory sharp

My memory?

Yah

      I may gift you some Christmas

   Flipflops?

Ya got it

           Then wont need leverage nomo

Christ he loved a good HARHAR

 

1449,  Sunday,  27  8. 23

1336,  Monday,  30  10. 23

Stones  Paint It, Black  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flSmiIne-4k 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBQWjRm1NFU

                                                         former Attorney General Eric Holders talkin out of both sides of his mouth

if someone does not think former is not coming from a place of Hate but cant be jailed  imprisoned

                                                                                                           however

a white anti-Semite threatens to kill Nevada senator Jacky Rosen because she is Jewish HATRED former has stoked

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHo1dY59-fM

hes been arrested

hes been jailed

                 HATE has to be shelved

1924,  Monday,  30  10. 23

the edibles kicked in

on top of caffiend

the wheels inevitable came off the ride 

                                          whell  his ridebuddys ride

buddy held on for all he was worth

                                      but typically fell flat on his face

I can’t keep up with you man.

Yacoud if youd drop your aversionyour inhibitions

   I can’t do that.

Youll never keep up

Never?

Don gimme a hard time for using absolute never

                                                   Unless you do youll NEVER keep up

Yare squeezing yourselfstymieing yourself

                                            Being unkind to yourself

Unkind?

Bound Tethered   Unliberated

                                 Definitely unkind

Might suppose that’s a matter of perspective.

Im all ears

           Enlighten me    An soon I don wanna languish in this energetic high  Thankyou

You’re welcome.

Perspective

Yeah.

Yah

I don’t have a perspective.

Not a refutation

No.

A repudiation.

No.

Nah

No.

sang Nah nah  nahnah nah nah  Hey heyey Goodbye   Song

I remember.

Appropriate

Who was it?

Steam

Steam.

Band

No shit.

None

       Feelin pilloried

No.

You inured

   Inured.  HA. May be.

Whell ya know  even a parasite needs to make a living

he screwedup his face

                     I haven’t thought of that. It’s so true.

Round worms  Leeches an ticks an bedbugs  oohmy

Chiggers and fleas and giardia ohmy.

Shingles an CoVid an RSV ohmy

   I got nothing.

Bupkis  Its Yiddish

Yah.  

     That.    They got a name for everything.

1449,  Sunday,  27  8. 23

1243,  Monday,  30  10. 23

Steam  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaG2Acg8n60

Lou Christie  I’m Gonna Make You Mine  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8xfKY-sQog

MAGA Mike

              yeees    new House Speaker

thasall hes got for the guy

its not his

           he heard it in nearly every corner of the aware internetout of the mouth of every commentator worth their salt

walkinreadin he read this in a space opera scifi The Cruel Stars  John Birmingham

he thought if the Speaker were truly honorable this would be a speech hed have heard 

he figured people were intelligent enough to adlib in certain places to follow his design

 

“I can run your engineering shop. But I cannot and will not run the ship. I am not ashamed to say this.  shame  compromise  not in Republican elocutions  The shame would attach to me only if I did not admit my faults and most especially if I took command knowing it was beyond my limitations. And (American people), I am a man who knows his limitations. I have had four life spans to get to know them well indeed. I am only (in the House) because (former) asked me and I owed him. I remain here now to see out my term of commission so that I can relife upon my discharge.”

Dana Carvey Church Lady appeared to him  Now isn’t that special?  then her great hook and snidemouth smirk

     

                                                                                    1500,  Monday,  30  10. 23

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/house-speaker-mike-johnson-abortion-holocaust/?ftag=CNM-00-10aac3a

Church Lady  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FuJpalsj9sQ

It doesnt smell.  

he was incredulousOhbullshit Nothing in the world smells like itIve busted my nose three times an I can still smell it

Theres a lot of things I cant smellcant appreciate  but I can smell that

I don’t know what you’re talking about.

You went to high school

   You went to high schoolyou said you played sports

You know I didstupid questions.

Whell stupid you coudve answered me the first time I asked

                                                               Yah  I know you did

Ya played sports

he was irritated with his a line of questioning

                                               brusquely You know I did.

Gym class all four years

dully Duh.

Nude shower after gym

duller DUH

Nude shower after practise and gamesWAIT You didnt playdidnt start Might not have needed to shower huh  But after practise

My house was a block away so no after high school practises.

And of course you had a shower at your house

Who didn’t?

   I didnt

           My parents didnt remodel the bathroom until after I left home We had a bathtub So come junior high high school Showers  Fuckin novel I dug my shower price to pay showering with other guys no big fuckin deal

Big fuckin deal to you

NO.  I said we lived a block away.

I lived more than a mile away

                                Only time I didnt shower junior high high school after gym was when the teacher ran us late an we coudnt because wed be late for the next class  An sometimes were  An then detention for being late after school

   Id say you had an easy go of it in more ways than one

What’s the point to your blather?

Stink of the locker room

                            You dont remember the smell of the locker room Easy a hunred sweaty guys in all stages of puberty reeking

Nothing in the real world smells like a locker room

                                                     Smells like ass   It aint musk

We go to the same gym

                         You shower after working out

No.

Smells like ass Really living a charmed life bub

                                                     But thasaid   I woudnt have it any other way

1427,  Sunday,  27  8. 23

1108,  Monday,  30  10. 23