26.8.23


she was like an electrical cardidnt hear her  rather felt her presenceher pressure coming at his left in the parking lot

he lookedup out of an engrossing bookthough not engrossing enough to bringdown his array of sensories he deployed as he read and walked

Hello!
      she was mighty enthused wasnt often he was approached directlytaking a line at himusually veered sharply behind him

Hiya
        she was still coming at him on a line Howya doin

she smiled real big You’re him.

he liked her floppy hatliked the figure she cut in her sundress which despite its coverage left nothing to his imagination

in the junior high parking

she couldntlikely was be old enough to have a twelvethirteen year old
                                                                                  Oyah MILF  Mother Id like to fuck
Yawanna shaddup 
You tellin me no
Wheell
          Yare certainly not gonnabe doin tha
Butyacoud
Shes a handsome woman
Shes hot 
How old are you
How old are you
You sayin she isnt                                                                                   

   I said she was handsome

In my book handsome aint hot             

Yahave yours I have mine

Kick her out of bed for eatin crack . .
. . Enough woudya

Just  just an observation  

You are him.

Depends who he is

He’s you.
           she was right up on him  perspiring   she tugged her at her cleavage with one longfingered hand
MORE
no polish
Shaddup
maybe lacqueredbut not coloured  he had an aversion to fingernail polish  unnecessary   a dealbreaker

she tugged again no bra   handsome merging hot

You’re definitely him. My daughter calls you the bookwalker, she also calls you hot.
See
Shaddup
Thas kind of your daughter 

she tugged again a wedding ring
                                    I agree, it’s nice to agree with her when, at this ageher age, sometimes agreeing is hard.

I hear you loud an clear

Bookwalker. It’s apt.

I like it

It’s what she and all her friends call you. May I?

Ofcourse yes extending his hand  Or Joe

she caught herself  I’m so foolish, excuse me. I’m Claudia. she took his hand then held it with both hands  I’m so pleased to meet you.
                     I love your example. When Teri, my daughter, mentioned that you walked and read, I have to admit, we laughed, grabbed a book, and headed outside. 

We aren’t coordinated enough.

Not necessarily Practise  Ive been walkingreading since I was a boy Thas wha happens went only literature was allowed to be read at home My scifi hardboiled novels James Baldwin had to be read outside the house
                                                                                                              Hence
So a real reader.

he laughed
            Guilt as charged

Teri’s going to lose her mind that we spoke.

I hope youll practise 
                      Though wouldnt mind running into you
she winked
That was sweet
Sshhh  Im usually the winker   Beat me to it
                                             he chuckled

I’m not usually forward, but I’m enthralled, I’m bursting inside, Teri’s going to lose her shitexcuse me. she blushed

Shit allya want

she blushed deeper

Claudia the colour looks good on you

STOP.
       Ohmy.  You know twitterpated.
I do

I am.

   Shake  Twins

she shook his hand again 
                              Twinned twitterpaters.

Who knew gettinup this morninghuh
                                       Im pleased we had this opportunity
I am too.
               Joe hesitant I have to be off. I’m terribly happy to have metseen you, your ample reputation is justified.

Thas kind of you to say
                          Be well Claudia

Thank youthank you very much . . . bookwalker
                                                   she giggled and walking away continued to giggle

he watched her shouldersher fanny  she looked back at intervals a couplethree times 

she sounded like the brook he sat beside as a kid
                                                      when he read Candy

1204,  Reggaefriday,  18  8. 23
1503, Saturday,  26  8. 23


Who is this? she asked

he lifted his headlistened a sec  Beatles  dropped his headreturned to the crossword he was at

This is the BeatlesYellow Submarine Beatles . . . Octopus's Garden Beatles?

Huhmm didnt lift his headhuhmming over the puzzle

Are listening to the words?

Ive heard em

No. Not heard . listened . . listening to the words?

15 Down was troubling him  E R at its middle clever clue
                                                             Im sorry  Listened
Have you listened to the words?Yes.

he set the pencil down she did crosswords in ink because it was rare she was wrongreally rare

looking uphe pushed the chair back a bit from the kitchen table Ill listen

That’s the end, little girl

Let this be a sermon
I mean everything I’ve said
Baby, I’m determined
And I’d rather see you dead
                               he rocked the chairup on its two hind legs
You better run for your life if you can, little girl
Hide your head in the sand, little girl
Catch you with another man 
That’s the end
                 Little girl. she sangturning the volume on the radio waydown   That’s really grim.

he sang

Joan was quizzical studied pataphysical
Science in the home
Late nights all alone with a test-tube
Maxwell Edison majoring in medicine
Calls her on the phone
Can I take you out to the pictures Joan

But as shes getting ready to go
A knock comes at the door

Bang banghe clapped hard to the bangs startling her Maxwells silver hammer
Came down upon her head
Bang bang clapping again Maxwells silver hammer
Made sure she was dead
                               he cleared his throatwasnt much of a singer  unlike her Maxwell also kills a judge a man
Pataphysical?

Intricate whimsical nonsense intended as a parody parry  of science

Pretty violent songs.

Pretty violent time Lennon refused to play on Maxwells Silver Hammer  Antheres Helter Skelter Mansions gang At the nearly forgotten LaBiancas home on the refrigerator Healterspelled H E A L T E R  Skelter painted in their blood
Violent time

First time youve listened to the words

I absently listen to the Beatles.

Turned into elevator music
                             Shoudave shot whoevers idea thawas in the head
See  Violent

Your kiddin, you wouldn’t.

I don have a gun 
                  he grinned
she took a quickcouplethree steps over to him got him in a headlock
                                                                       Your sarcasm’s gonna get you in trouble.
Good trouble  Love your tits mashedup against my head
                                                            Lemme turn yacan do it again  Please
   
1020,  Thursday,  17  8. 23
1145,  Saturday,  26  8. 23
Beatles  Run for Your Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzHXtxcIkg4

25.8.23


Youll excuse mewoud you shaddup

Shut up? Really?

Yah  Really
                Please   shaddup


Am I getting on your nerves?

Nerve No
             Howbout this


I’m listening.

Howbout you pickup the next tab

Me?

Yahyou

Why?
       I think I’m appreciative.

   The sex
             Please don say the sex youll break my fuckin heart
Not the sex.
              I love having sex with you.

Thank you
                 Appreciative

Yes.

Thank you
             Im listening

I . . I say . . thank you . .
. . And

I really am appreciative.

The spas Beauty treatments
                                 Haircuts
I had no idea what it costs to be a woman

But you . . . excuse me . . appreciate . . . the end results.

Baby
       The end only embellishes what you got handsdown to start with Youre an exquisite diamond before faceted

Ohmy. That’s nice of you to say.

Am I nice

You think you’re not.
                         Actually you’re very, very nice.
Shaddup

she freed her arm from the sheet slapped him on the shoulder
                                                                 You!
he flipped the sheets off of her
                                she laid naked on her right facing him one long arm under his head her knees drawn up
he thought from above shed look like precious curl perfect curves  rounded where a woman ought to be round

You’re staring.

Am I makinya uncomfortable

No. It’s not that kind of stare. she giggled   blushed
                                                        It’s appreciative.  Like I’m artwork.
You are you are
                  I think youll appreciate thisHA

Lookin at you in the moment I see your beautiful face opaquely reflected in a mother-of-pearl shell your curled body like a cool raw oyster begging to be ate

   Maybe yaoughta shaddup and eat.

0506,  Thursday,  25  5. 23
1441,  Reggaefriday,  25  8. 23


haiku


couldnt kill him with sarcasm

hollow-point bullet would go

over his head


first line 8 syllables second 7 third 4
Aww  structurally exceeds 17 syllablesTOUGH 
                                                    rules are meant to be shakenup like Bonds Vesper Martini

1150,  Monday,  21  8. 23
1523,  Reggaefriday,  25  8. 23


his Curiosity was picking on him again
                                         he balledup his fist Why doncha pick on someone your own size               

Cuz I don’t want to. Yawanna make something of it?

Classic fucking bully
                     Whadaya want
What you want.
                  Catacomb breezed through your brain and you wondered, albeit briefly, about the prefix cata-.

Yes I did

Early Greek was kata-. Cata- is its Latinised form. Means down, downward, occasionally against, such as catapult, or wrongly, catachresis Thas a humdinger  It is – use of a word in a way that is incorrect, to stone someone with bricks, you'll dig this, from the Greek katakhresis, spelled K A T A K H R E S I S, misuse of a word, from katakhresthai, spelled K A T A K H R E S T H I A, also to misuse, though with a sense of . . wait for it . . . perversion.
You do love me

Hushit . . you were just bellyaching about me bullying you . .
. . I didnt say . .
. . You thought it.
DAMN  

   To continue . . its adjective is catachrestic, some of its synonyms are ignorant, uneducated, benighted Thas a humdinger  It is – the state of pitiful or contemptible intellectual or moral ignorance.

The current catachrestic Republicans

I must love you.

Thank you
             Anything else Curiosity


For your edification.  

shehe heshe paused

I know what edification is Im not a Republican

Curiosity bellylaughed
                        You? Not you, you knew better as a punk.
Katabasis.

   Got me Im curious

Descent to the Underworld, where you would be judged by a three-god tribunal, they being Minos, Rhadamanthus, and Aeacus.

Minos king ruler of Crete

Good.

Rhadamanthus also king of Crete

Good.

Aeacus king of the island of Aegina 
                                       All three were sons of Zeus by different mothers 
Zeus got around

Curiosity laughed heartily again 
                                   See why I hang with you?
A question.

Yes

Anabasis?

Id say since katabasis or kata basis descent to the Underworld Then prefix an-  also a-  meaning no not without absence of 
             Therefore ascent from the Underworld
Look at you.
                Lastly, if you ain’t feeling bugged . . or bullied . .
. . Woudya let tha go . .
. . When you quit thinking it of me.   Can you do that?

I can I was being abrupt . .
. . You were curious. Hence.

Correct My apologeez

Apologeez accepted.
                        Nekyia, spelled N E K Y I A, nekyia.
Nekyia

Right up your alley, both meanings.

   Hint

Tough.
        A hint I believe would just give it away.

Jung.
BAM
Knew it.

He believed it was ones inner journey into their unconscious to heal oneself from past wounds

May I share the second?

Hellyah Im curious

An as Curiosity, my job, the practise of questioning ghosts . .
. . I got them . .
. . You do.
            Or gods or the dead about the earthly future.
Awesome

Thought you’d like that.
                             Well . . thank you for entertaining me, we’ve done good work.   Go have a beer.
Read my mind

Curiosity burst out laughing 
                                  You crack me up.
I ain’t going anywhere for a long time.

Id appreciate tha    

approxly 1400,  Thursday,  24  8. 23
1331,  Reggaefriday,  25  8. 23

24.8.23


that wasnt one hed forget any time soon
                                           an origami dream coloured constructionpaper
women
        comprised of small vibrant tropictriangles dancing among greenjungle fronds foliage under spinnerets of yellow sunrays
voluptuous women
embrace
kiss

   one disrobes
one went down between her thighs lapped her trianglepieced glistening pussy


   a gasp
             gasp gaGASP small hanging leaves tremble on her breath

rockingback on her kneestossing her head back tiny triangles glistenshimmer on her lips her chin cheeks nose eyelashes brow spangle her hairline 

   and still on her backknees bentlegs widespread  she laughs uproariously
                                                                                 mouth wide
her origamic pussy is gone
      
overnite – mornin,  Reggaefriday,  26  5. 23
1059,  Thursday,  24  8. 23


   he yeshedid   established that he really reallyreally likes Xplosions
                                                                             who doesnt
Really
the suddeninstantaneous awesome destruction

Before      After

   no transition   nothing in between
                                          unlike     say
                                                                Marriage        Divorce
the stumblings mishaps misunderstandings  preceding the miswanting  the itches unscratched


waking this morningshe was still asleep he laid very still relishingremembering his earlymorning Befores an Afters he couldnt hear his Xplosions his ejaculations rather he felt their eruptions their POPpassion POPpleasure their simmering undulating aftershocks

1644,  Monday,  31  7. 23
23332323 woudave been cool,  day-between-2-Ts,  23  8. 23

23.8.23


he really reallyreally liked Xplosions
                                       not like BOOM BOOM in The Death and Life of Bobby Z
but Xplosions
               he wrote it Xplosions now after he and two buddies survived that one as kids  they made bombs together and that big one was the last he participated inhe couldnt vouch for them he did it as a lark they were somehow invested and at the time they needed a third to help procure ingredients 
                                                                            IT WAS SUMMER
   so  besides the public pool that consumed a good amount of his time he learned how to hold his breath for nearly two minutes watching girls lose their swimtops jumping off either of the two one-meter boards or between them the three-meterGUARANTEED TOPS TO THEIR CHINS  
                                                so he had vagrant timeslots in his day to fill  

the bomb blew his shoes offtattered his pant legstossed him heels over head over heels over head some twentytwentyfive feet from a depression in the ground where a sledding hill for winter was being “built” at the Public Park

they werent idiots
                   they werent trying to kill anyone

speaking for himself

he was curious
                 and to be a part of the KA-BOOM was terribly exciting
it was exciting to do something wrong that he knew coudntwoudnt speak for them  was wrong


took them nearly the entire summer vacation to acquire the ingredients

they made the local newspaper POLICE LOOK FOR BOMB SUSPECTfront page not the crappy Neighborhood News at the back with Want Ads The Classifieds the Horoscope  

it occurred to him they were years ahead of IEDs improvised explosive devise
                                                                                he wondered if the other guys thought so  they were dead now  anyway he bitched enough for the three of them that theythey were the Fathers of IEDsSTOP
Stop  No  British coined it during the Northern Ireland conflict   when it became common American parlanceDUH 
it was an asymmetrical war
                              the United States should haveprobably did expect that when they forewent the Worlds hand to help them bring terrorists to justice  combine their Intel      

War and Justice are not the same thing

we did nothing more than pour gas on the fire


he truly anticipated their standard elementary school first written paper What I Did During My Summer Vacation.

then he thought

his hands were tied

he couldnt remember what he wrote as disappointed and deflated as he was  

he was pretty sure it was awfully shitty

usually he was an enthusiastic storyteller too 
                                                 his reputation preceding him

1644,  Monday,  31  7. 23
1242,  day-between-2-Ts,  23  8. 23


REPUBLICANS DEBASE TONIGHT!

   he was thinking maybe popcorn   popcorn popcornNah  hed choke
                                                                             Peanuts  Hot nuts
ATTABOY  treated himself to ’33 Americana all over again
Let women sing for their health

   he couldnt wait to hear

Hot Nuts  Georgia White  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETFtOirbfCQ or The Peanut Vendor https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojsRWoYpVfU or Jane Powell  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OlnHrFd4fYg

1608,  day-between-2-Ts,  23  8. 23

he spun this off watching a French movie dubbed in German with Japanese subtitles


his brothers return address then was MWHS-1 AMD HYD FPO San Fran, Calif. 96602NO miffed him wasnt good withdidnt like at all acronyms

he asked his brother but he couldnt remember
                                                 more likely it was him being the kind of guyor perhaps perhaps it was the military  it abbreviates virtually everything
his brother was the kind of guy who did what he was told
NTK basis  need to know
he didnt need to know
he didnt want to know
he was incurious

which was desperately unlike him
he didnt listen to anyone
The sky’s blue.
he went outside to see for himself

Its azure
          the colour between cyan and blue on the spectrum of visible light
pushing a bit forward as was his way he provoked on the RGB colour wheel assholes Red Green Blue an additive model colours are created through light waves added together in particular combinations to produce colours azure is created by adding 50% of green light to 100% of blue light
but he digresses

took him about ten minutes to learn on-line via GOOGLEhe was getting good a researchreference work  honing his entry abilities  

he learned what the acronyms his brother thoughtlessly wrote meant

Marine Wing Headquarters Squadron 1  Air and Missile Defense  Hydraulics  Fleet Post Office  San Francisco, Calif. 96602

Fleet Post Office handled military mail for Okinawa Japan  Japan in general


in the letter he wrote hed been in Osan Korea 4 ½ days and 4 nights sounded like the makings of a movie said the country was pretty bad off  only 45% were employed  What we’d call hookers never had never did Korean’s call working girls, thier are about 5,000 working girls in Osan. Boy-oh-Boy. What a selection.
                                                                               he selected Sue  24   later he selected Pa
said he had a helluva time

he knew his brotherthey were best friends
                                             it didnt get any better than one helluva time

1521,  Sunday,  21  5. 23
1058,  day-between-2-Ts,  23  8. 23

22.8.23


Whoawhoa had to write this down
                                      reaching for the pen tucked behind his ear he fumbled it
it clattered on the sidewalk

leaning over to snatch it off the concreteheard a queer sound to his right mind whispered Animal vegetable mineral
Hold your tongue knaveDisrespect he spoke too soonknew better than shoot from the hip  five kingdoms of life animals plants fungi bacteria protists  latter includes all the single-celled forms that are not bacteria

   he heard life living

still bent over he looked rightlooked through a chainlinked fence he was face to face it cringed  therefore he had to accommodate a faceness a sunflower   bent over as he was

he slowly straightened

it mimed him

stood completely upright  six-one
                                  six-twothree sunflower its inflorescence ray florets disk florets bracts combined were bigger than his headbut not by much
a skinny dude  adolescent
                             then reading his mindthey were communicating that way
You’d be tempted to jump.

I would

Whose the cat

Soren like the name   Kierkegaard

Battleground   Existence

Yes Having to make either/or decisions every step of the way
Which you likened to trees
                            Their crowns rootsgive it a heftyspin no matter to you if it arrests one way or the other

No  Configured the same
                            One emergent bathed in air  other submergent cloaked in earth

Lets take it out furthur

Im listening 
             Like your Keseyspelling

Thanks 
        The constant choosing brings pervasive anxiety
Im not anxious

No Somehow youre not
                         Its likened to the vertigo that comes from looking over a cliff
Or from a very high place
                           No railing

Its not the fear of falling

No

The fear of being unable to trust yourself not to throw yourself off

   There is tha

You want to cling to something

No I said theres nothing to cling to  Theres no railing

You want to tie yourself down

No  How is tha free

   So you cant  secureyourself easily  against the dangers of being free

Enter Kierkegaards pronouncement 
                                      Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom.  As we live on the edge of that Precipice


You know what you needgiven your admitted proclivity or temptation

I believe I do

   What

Roots bro 
              Roots
Took the words out of my . . . 

Inflorescence 

   That will have to suffice 

initially 1220,  Monday,  14  8. 23
1215,  2sday,  22  8. 23
1729,  2sday