22.6.23

    Whellshit 
                cant let House Republicans crap in chambercensure Democrat Representative Adam Schiff (CA) as they permitted January6 insurrectionists to shit on Congress’ floors smear it on its walls 
                                                                                        maybe  after theyd dun runanhid from formers mob they had been forced to cleanup the mess they may have felt different 

   Yes  talkinbout the Republican collective representatives an senators who enabled who plotted
hopefully DOJ getsround to indicting those shameful obscene politicians who sought the overthrow of the United States governmentwho vowed “I do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic . . . So help me God.” 
                                                                               might spose  they crossed their lefthand fingers while holding their right raised

0846,  Thursday,  22  6. 23

https://www.msnbc.com/alex-wagner-tonight/watch/mccarthy-has-turned-over-the-house-to-the-crazies-schiff-derides-gop-censure-stunt-183955525651?cid=eml_mda_20230622&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://nwsidebar.wsba.org/2013/10/21/raise-right-hand-court/  

Zeppelin  Your Time is Gonna Come  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5cvEVivHVsU

a 4PM Thursday PS
                      Republican House member Marc Molinaro (N.Y.) condemned Schiff for fundraising off the vote  “This place seems to think if you act poorly, you should politicize and benefit from it politically. That to me is something you should be proud of.” 

he oughta know of wha he speaks for years hes witnessed uncounted Republican colleagues  the former  politicise an monetarily benefit themselves

   pot callin the kettle black methinks

21.6.23


was HIGH NOON 
                    I gotta pushback

   You’re really pushing back on Donne?
In light of wha Ive writtenwha Ive enjoyed in its throes  Yah 
                                                                     You havent

No. I haven’t.

So squealing pejoratively  to defend Donne . . . 
                                                     Do you know himhave read him

I’ve . I’ve heard his name. And I wasn’t being pejorative . . or didn’t mean to sound . so.

Christ I hope yare quick to the mat if someones at me in my absence When Im present no one bitchesbites their tongue can see it in the set of their jawthe coals in their eyes which they drop  but not before Ive seen 
                                                                                                     I coud be a real prick provoke beyond my original remarksargument but I let them off the hook   Actually Im a sweet guy if I agree with someone

   Sweet?

I said  Agree 
                 Otherwise notsomuch

So what’s your pushback? I realize I didn’t wait you out, your head came up out of the book and you railed.

In the beginning of the Worldnearly misread it In the beginning was the Word  John One – One . .
. . For someone with a bug up their ass about religion you’re certainly well versed.

Things stuffed down your throatyare punished for not soon forgotten  Woud love to have Donne before me take him by the throat an learn if his opening was a  an   I like an over a   an homage to John

Take him by the throat? 
Yah 
       I prefer my adversaries in striking distance  At remove theyre fearless 


I suppose Im in striking distance.

You are

   Beginning, the World, what of it?

Beginning of the World we presume all things to have been produced in their best state All was perfect Knowledge kindles calentures burning zealI agree in some an is to others icy opium
                                                                            Wha bullshit icy opium   Although icy opium as a phonaesthetic is terribly attractive 
Ill take it

   That’s . . . what got your goat? About Donne?

Icy opium  Icy 
                I don think Donne did  Anif not he hasnt a right to solicit tha opinion or at least his detestable icy   Thas not been my experience An wellknown his words have weight   Unlike mine

   An . so . . who besides you have read those wor . . 
. . I think a lot 
                 A lot 
Seventeenth century?

Yes

I can say state it factually, I know your penchant, your unforgiving, arduous predilection for truth, and evidence, that if you hadn’t shared it with me I would not know it; or do I know how long I’ll know it.

Calentures  Icy opium

Reggaefriday,  31  3. 23
1829,  day-between-2-Ts – Summer solstice,  21  6. 23
Sly & the Family Stone  Hot Fun in the Summertime  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bg0tFRea0wA


                                                        he may have takentook one too many tokes off the opium been years since the last timewasnt usually in his orbitnot like when he was younger  didnt search it out

gravity wasnt as attractive

leaving ground his feet didnt complain 
they woudnt 
               they were feet
part of the ensemblethe assembly

   meanwhile  back at the ranch 
                                   inside the corral coralbrain informed by his eyes wasnt pleased with his exercise 

didnt matter how sweet Alice washow much she appealed to him 
                                                                    DON GO
Aw but look attha sweet ass
WE KNOW BETTER   

   he went anyway  followed her fast down a rabbithole 
                                                                  You’ve done this before?
he didnt ask where they were going Whereya taking me

she assured him he came recommended  found his name scrawled on the Womens stall  
                                                                                             he chuckledrubbed his nostril with the back of his finger opposite hand
 

crossed his fingers
                        her place 
You’ve really done this before?  a queersmile curled her lips

there was china silver teacupsChrist 

he hoped it wasnt her place
                                This aint your place 
Heavens no. 
               This is where we meet. He should be along shortly.
   she hesitated 
                      How many times before?

Three  Older or newer

Does it matter?

Olders easier

Isn’t it? hint of humor rolled into her face

It is 
                                                                                                     Coudnt be any other way
Can I watch?

Isnt dependent upon me

If he says?

If he says no sweat

Thank you.

Neednt thank me

I really want to see. 



he arrivedwas all business 
                            she asked
 
looked at him  There a problem?

I told her it was up to you I aint shy

No. You aren’t shy.

No

they went through the house    Nice place he commented going out back at a distance was a hanger private runway  

they may have been helpfulused to facilitate the opium

they walked brisklyAlice struggled to keepup honeys viscous  hers was to attract him    watching was probably an afterthought     intrigued 
                            she panted though didnt ask to slowdown 


entering the hanger  lights came up    good older

he walked over an slapped it on the rumpslapped it a second timerubbed the spot he hit 

Easy  Cake 
                  Tools        

Here. his voice was thick 
                           ^ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUWZqbumaZo 

he walked over teakwood box  lifted the brass latch the lid 
                                                                they glinted under the overheads
There’s gloves if you like.

No I like flesh on flesh  Bathroom where I can wash my hands

Past her other side.

he nodded backing away Be back in two shakes of a lambs tail 
                                                                    Ever really pay attention to lambtails shakingYou Alice
she was enthralled probably didnt hear him 
                                               Kinda getsya right herebriefly grabbed his crotch  Excuse me 

he handled them all weight  balance 
                                           found three he needed
Shall we begin 
               Alices breath caught in her throathis eyes narrowed breathed imperceptibly

he patted her flank climbedup on her back stroked her cheek 
                                                                   carefully skillfully  erotically  he began skinning the sleek silver aeroplane 

day-between-2-Ts PM/Thursday AM,  17 – 18  5. 23
1151,  day-between-2-Ts,  21  6. 23
* Small Faces  Itchycoo Park 
# Marmalade  Reflections of My Life 
^ The Hollies  He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My Brother

20.6.23


I need a dollar. I need a dollar.
                               the shadow of her head fell on the equipment bag he was packing after softball practise 
I need a dollar.

I heard you A minute Im busy

I need a dollar . . in quartersyou got quarters?

cinching the canvas bag he rocked back on his heels
her

she wasnt an athlete
                      last year broke her nose fielding a routine pop fly to right  it looked good on her    
she was her mothers I want her out of my hair after school 
                                                               she was a freshman 
A dollar in quarters.
he stood 
I’ll show you my tit . my tits they’re worth a dollar.  she yanked her jersey up yanked her bra up

he thought entrapment 
                        casually looked left right around the diamond   just her him the payphone anchored on the wall outside the gymnasium doors 
Yeah?they’re worth a dollar?

   Woudya put your clothes on
I need a dollar.
Yasaid 
        she tugged on her bra to get it over herself
if he had to admit  hed say getting it back over her rack was entertainingverging on hilarious 
                                                                                                   he snickered 
Don’t laugh, hurts.

I imagine 
         dugging in his pocket he pulled out a fistful of coindidnt count set it on home platehefted the equipment bag
Stay put
          Lemme walkway before you pick it up

If you give me a ride home I won’t need the dollar.

Oh No 
       You make your call Ill sit in the parking lot till your ride comes 

What if they aren’t there?

Call someone else

If you gave me a ride . .
. . Sister  After that impromptu performance cold day in Hell 


twentyminutes later a beatup red Ford pickup rolled into the parking lot

running to it she waved to him enthusiastically like a little school girl
                                                                        he thought Kid thadoesnt bode well for you 


at home sitting down for dinner with his wife and daughters she asked him about practise

Scarlet his daughters sucked in their breaths 
                                            Yes girls

Careful Dad, she’s boy crazy. 
                               You’ve seen her body. 
I have

She’s really built Mom, yeah Dad?

Built Yah 
           Scarlet borrowed some change from me he made eyes with his wife intimating LATER  to call for a ride home

She’s really built Mom.

he said She isnt an athlete 
                             Stuff gets in the way 
his girls laughed
                  they were athleticcoordinated like their mother like him
 
234,  2sday,  20  6. 23
Octopus Diver  4th song – Valley of Tears  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=za4uLlwNp1k


Ari Melber  MSNBC – The Beat turned him onto  Word

Lauryn Hills

Hypocrites always wanna play innocent
Always wanna take it to the full out extent
Never wanna face it when it time for punishment
Cant slick talk on the Day of Judgment
Because consequence is no coincidence 
                                          its been 13 days since he looked

then 1,166,241 Americans had diedtheir families suffering Trumpvirus

today 1,167,387 are dead
                            88 souls a day

Word

1742,  2sday,  20  6. 23


   I AM NOW 
                 that was too cryptic to walk past and not take notice  hell   even a cop could remember the license plate number

Montana license on the tail of an electric 4-door upscale sedan he didnt care which company  he wasnt a fan of automobiles
             they all lookalike not the stylish individualistic steel cars he grew up with that couldnt be more different than night an day
                     the world wasnt threatened then 
hence these Johnny-come-latelys 


I AM NOW
           what would that be

he paused long enough to take a piece of paper out of the book he was reading as he walked one could imagine his peripheral was terribly honed and jotted with the pen from behind his ear the particulars 
                                                                                           returning the paper to the book pen behind his ear he kept walkingreading

that was 1240 day-between-2-Ts 17  5. 23


the slip of paper surfaced 

the book returned to the library

what could they I AM NOW be 


the car was in a church parking lot
the lot was filled 
                    hurr  a lot of cars
the Community Church held worship in a hybrid format one is welcome in the Sanctuary or the Zoom Chapel 

Whoever you are and wherever you are on life’s journey, you are welcome to worship with us. We are an open and Affirming, Peace with Justice LGBTQIA+-friendly Church. 
I AM NOW

the Church also provides substance abuse counseling 
                                                          coudavebeen one of those days smackdab in the middle of the week best day if one is interviewing confiding
 

   I AM NOW

1102,  2sday,  20  6. 23


House Republicans returning their attention again to Democrat Rep Adam Schiff  their avid desire to censure himpound on their Majority chests

AZs Juan Ciscomani tweeted a statement 
                                            in part  “Schiff’s behavior has been irresponsible, dangerous and damaging to our country (he assumed our refers to that country that shares Republicans worldview – that they inhabit – that theyre not prone to share with Democrats and a large majority of coloured people  albeit Mr Juan Guadalupe Ciscomani III is brown). It is critical that the legislation to hold him accountable be constitutionally sound (Republicans love love love touting the Constitution when it serves their purpose is beneficial to their arguments – like theyre wearing big boy big girl panties) in order to avoid any games some will inevitably try to play.” 


NOW
       if Mr Ciscomani and his House ilk have read US v Trump-Nauta THEN theyd understand exactly what is irresponsible dangerous ILLEGAL and damaging to all people who comprise the United States of America and its territories – Puerto Rico  US Virgin Islands  Guam  Northern Mariana Islands and American Samoa

0930,  2sday,  20  6. 23
 

0000  midnight,  Thursday,  22  6. 23  PS  the farce censure completed  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uuTgUwWX04

19.6.23


Ah this word is rightup todays alley
You understand you’re not black?

Were all blackall people when you considerNo  rather understand that Africa is the cradle of mankind
                                                                                                            Our Eve was darkskinned

he rolled his eyes You really playing that card?

That card

You know what I mean.

I don 
       Please   Tell me

You’re white.

I am  However I am not vergangenheit volk 
                                              As I said  Rightup todays alley

German.  Where did you find that?

Correct Pulled it out of a book a rabbit out of a hat belongs to the authorhis vocabulary  was likely Cormac McCarthy likely The Passenger  His character used it in the sense tha people forget the past 
                                                                                       An to my mind if someone is reluctant to learn ourfrom our collective past improbable ofcourse to know it allbut not an excuse  ignoring its lessons calling someoneyourself for example vergangenheit volk  is preferable to calling them a dumb fuck

he clenched his hands  Are you calling me a dumb fuck?

If the shoe fits Cinderella

1440,  2sday,  30  5. 23
101preferred,  Monday,  19  6. 23


Children, children, CLASS.   Thank you. 
                                            Let’s everyone take their place, be seated, so we can continue with our lesson for the day. I hope you enjoyed recess, that you’re now refreshed, your minds renewed, and are curious. Today, as I described earlier, is Juneteenth. It is our Nation’s second independence day. It is a day to be remembered, and remembered, unfortunately, among so many days, years, eras of shame, for they are our history. If they are not learned, we are destined to repeat our errors, which have been terribly grievous. 


Frederick Douglass
                      . . . where justice is denied, where poverty is enforced, where ignorance prevails, and where any one class is made to feel that society is an organized conspiracy to oppress, rob, and degrade them, neither persons nor property will be safe.

0954,  Monday – Juneteenth, 19  6. 23

18.6.23


crossing the bridge over the creek he went to the far curb to walk beside into traffic

it irritated drivers that he wasnt on the sidewalk

it was in bad shape comparatively the street gutter wasnt as cracked upset uneven besides he read as he walked negotiating a crappy sidewalk woudbe distracting  hed rather attend to ingesting history

not fifty metres after crossingkeeping to the roadside out of his periphery in the street he glimpsed an unsightly coarse black smudge 
                it wasnt there a week ago 
no traffic

he took the book away from his face an investigated hoping it was dumped oil an adherent filth
NO SUCH LUCK 
                 someone picked the carcass off the road tossed it to the graveled shoulder where the creek ran 
a cat 
      it was for all intent an purposes a stark silhouette distinguishable crushed head body tail three legs
Dammit 
          almost wished he wasnt curious 
he was tempted  had he chalk hed give it an outline cops gave murder victims 
                                                                                   Oh snap 
human beings get the benefit distinction  consideration   scene of a crimeYes   drivers coud care less

   was on his way to the library  afterwards headed over to the 99cent store bought chalk returning he provided a rainbowcoloured outline it was picturesque  enough to make dead people situp an think they were cheated

144preferred,  day-between-2-Ts,  31  5. 23
324preferred,  Sunday – Father’s Day,  18  6. 23
Dolly Parton  Coat of Many Colors https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SyP0Sy9KFf0


Your bath towel is frayed.

You were able to dry yourselfyah

Yes. But it’s frayed.

Yare frayed

   What do you mean?

If you were a towel given your wear an tear though functionalstill putting your best foot forward  whawoudya do with you

You’re comparing me to a towel?

Sharp  Just putting the shoe on the other foot 
                                                    In this circumstance whawoudya compare yourself with            

Nothing.

I thought so 


It’s not sightly.

Doesnt have to be 
                      It was functionalgot the job done dried your fanny
Yes.

Then wha more do ya want Its a tadbit frayed but functional 
                                                                    Lotsa of pretty things aint

For example?

Some dog breeds Bred genetically tortured for the sake of its appearance Thas dismal  I woudnt have a dog but if I did a mutt a vagrant  Lady an the Tramp  Tramp did awright   My cats in an out are feral 


This is a ridiculous conversa . .
. . Thaya began 
                 You think Im unaware  Theyre frayed    Goes without sayin

   I was just . .   
. . Ill repeat myself 
                      Yare frayed

1010,  Sunday – Father’s Day,  18  6. 23
1436,  Sunday – Father’s Day


almost got clipped just the other day   CSN&Y its gettin kinda long
                                                                           had stepped into the streethopped rubberbandback car whistled byblew a red 
                       Jesus he muttered nothing morewasnt going to get exercised  state evidently licensed onanoff again blind people to drive 
                                    in the next moment he chuckled 
not a week an a half earlier lousy timing three cars missed him in the crosswalk by a ten feet collectively two blew by one slammed on their brakeswere making a right looking left he assumed the Heisman Trophy pose book in the crook of one arm the other flexed hand widespread legup readying to vault onto its hood if it didnt stop

driver wasnt relieved he glared

his immediatethought go around to their dooryank em out into the street but then the provocateur woudve succeeded tough to tell to a cop He almost hit me  almost whastha  almost pregnant    almost is almost is almost 

drivers stopped at the light shook their heads he took them as sympathetic  though they may have been pathetic Aw that’s too bad, would’ve had a front row seat. 
                                                Bread and Circuses Roman poet Juvenal Panem et circenses
that was his demonstrably unsatisfying reaction                                    

righting himselfenjoying the riot in his head he continued walkingreading through the intersection

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1120,  Sunday – Father’s Day,  18  6. 23
CSN&Y  Almost Cut My Hair  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v2nnQIiKOQ